He guessed they were going to separate

There were fine beads of sweat on Qin Yu's forehead. Because he was in a trance, he was almost hit by a bicycle while crossing the road.The rider was a middle-aged man. Seeing Qin Yu's pale lips and blue eyes, he felt terrified: "Young man, are you alright?"

Qin Yu waved his hand, he had a "premonition", he couldn't tell what happened, which made him feel very flustered, as if there was a fire in his heart, which burned his internal organs into a ball and made him uncomfortable.He didn't know why Ke Tingyun came home suddenly, and he was even more afraid that he would be taken away by Ke's father, so he was really anxious along the way. The poor sleep and long-distance running made Qin Yu's heart and lungs suffer from severe pain due to lack of oxygen. I couldn't help but my eyes went dark.

But nothing he imagined happened.

Ke Shulang was standing at the door, talking to a woman whose back was turned to him.Qin Yu walked over and saw two moderately large suitcases under Ke Shulang's feet.

Ke Shulang: "Brother Yu'er, you are here!"

Qin Yu: "...".

That woman was indeed Ke Ping.Qin Yu thought, could it be that Ke Tingyun came back to help pack his luggage because Ke Shulang was going to Ke Ping's place again?

Ke Ping also saw Qin Yu, she didn't like the young and handsome boy, not to mention Ke Shulang was very enthusiastic about this boy, Ke Ping was even more dissatisfied, so she just glanced coldly and asked Ke Shulang "Where's your brother?" As if to respond to this sentence, Ke Tingyun just came out with a backpack.

Qin Yu scanned him carefully from top to bottom, and when he was confirming whether he was intact and not beaten, he heard Ke Ping say, "Clean up and go."

Qin Yu was stunned for two seconds.He looked at Ke Ping in disbelief, and confirmed from the other party's unwavering eyes and tone that she was asking Ke Tingyun, and then he heard Ke Tingyun say: "Okay."

Qin Yu grabbed Ke Tingyun's arm suddenly: "Where are you going?"

Ke Tingyun didn't turn around, he was still facing Ke Ping, Qin Yu couldn't see his face, and naturally couldn't see his unfocused eyes, Qin Yu asked again: "Where are you going?" I feel that this sentence is gentler than the last sentence, which gave Ke Tingyun a chance to buffer and explain.

Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?

Ke Ping tapped her feet impatiently: "Didn't you tell your classmates?" She frowned, a little troubled by the troubles and time wasted by Ke Tingyun, and secretly regretted agreeing to allow Ke Tingyun to come. Replacing Ke Shulang's request—look, it's really good to be a girl, gentle and obedient and easy to play with—"Ting Yun is moving to live with me, and...he won't come back in the future." Ke Ping said: "A boy, he needs to go out and see more of the world. I think he is too introverted, he doesn't like to talk or move, and he is raised like a girl. How will he make money to support his family when he leaves the society?"

Ke Tingyun felt the tightening force on his arm, and he heard Qin Yu say, "Then I have something to tell him." The force suddenly became stronger, and it was Qin Yu who dragged him to the backyard. The distance from the gate is not too far, but Qin Yu can no longer worry about these things. He didn't wait for Ke Tingyun to stand still, so he asked him: "What are you going to do?"

This is simply a gnashing of teeth questioning.

Qin Yu said: "I don't understand." I don't understand what happened, why he left suddenly, why he didn't come back, why he didn't tell me, why...abandoned me.

Too many whys piled up in Qin Yu's heart, which made him irritated for a while. He pulled Ke Tingyun over and tried to manage his expression, not wanting to make himself appear too hideous: "Why did you go home suddenly? Did your father force you?" Yours?" He carefully looked at Ke Tingyun's micro expression: "Did he force you to go to your aunt? He knew about us, so he wanted to break us up in this way, didn't he?"

"You tell me, let's find a solution together."

He looked at the top of Ke Tingyun's head, and for a long time, he saw the top of his head shaking from side to side.

Qin Yu took a deep breath and clearly refused to believe it: "Then why did you leave here suddenly?" He used his height to block Ke Ping and the others' sight, wrapped Ke Tingyun's hand in his own, and only then realized the midsummer weather , Ke Tingyun's hands were terribly cold: "You can't just leave without saying anything."

He shook Ke Tingyun's hand: "Even if it's not for me, don't you take the college entrance examination?" Qin Yu firmly believed that Ke Tingyun was persecuted by Ke's father, so he wanted Ke Tingyun to tell the truth, but Ke Tingyun's fingers spasmed in him His palm twitched, but he didn't answer.He raised his head and looked at Qin Yu for the first time today.

The sunlight shone on Ke Tingyun's face, making his facial features blurred. Qin Yu squinted his eyes slightly, and could only see his delicate outline, which was both familiar and unfamiliar.

Ke Tingyun said: "No one forced me. I wanted to go."

Qin Yu immediately heard the sound of his own blood trickling because of anger. The small and annoying sound went from the soles of his feet to his forehead. His eyes quickly flushed red with anger and confusion: "Ke Tingyun!"

Qin Yu's hands tightened suddenly, and he seemed to hear the slight friction between bones.For a moment, Qin Yu wanted to crush the person in front of him, pinch it tightly, tear off his mask, tear off his skin, grab his heart in his hands, and ask him: Does it hurt?Are you in pain?Do you know how much pain I have?

But Qin Yu couldn't do anything, even holding Ke Tingyun's hand, he was afraid of hurting him.He loves this person so much, and he is planning and working hard for the future of the two of them, but now this person says he doesn't want them anymore, it's like a slap on Qin Yu's face suddenly, slapping away his hard work And self-esteem, longing and hope, stunned him.

Qin Yu: "You don't even want your own future, do you? All your efforts are in vain, right?" Then what are the torments and struggles day and night, what are those sleepless time and struggles!

Qin Yu said: "Do you remember, you once asked me if I was afraid of being with you. I didn't answer you at that time, but now I tell you, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will go back on your word and that you will be disappointed. You keep it from me and don't trust me." Qin Yu took a deep breath and suppressed the raging desire that was churning in his chest: "I never want you to bear anything alone, what I want is for two people to be together and work together Face it. I promise you I can do it, how about you?"

For about five or ten seconds, he couldn't wait for Ke Tingyun's answer.

Qin Yu sneered: "So, you want to break up?"

Still no answer.

But Ke Tingyun was obviously shocked by the word "break up". From Qin Yu's perspective, it was easy to see that Ke Tingyun's hands were shaking.

"So what do you want?" Qin Yu took two steps back: "You won't tell me the reason why you left, and you don't want to break up with me." He thought it was ridiculous and smiled: "Are you going to hang me? What am I? A substitute for the loneliness you've been calling for? Too bad I'm not."

Ke Tingyun shook his head slightly. Qin Yu has been observing him, so of course he didn't miss this detail. Unfortunately, Qin Yu's patience is sold out, and he is no longer willing to continue the drama of "talking or not talking" like Qiong Yao. I said: "I thought you knew me, and I knew you. It seems that I was wrong. If you want to break up, just say it, I won't hold you, so you don't have to hide in a hurry If you were forced for some reason," Qin Yu stared at him: "Then let me tell you, I don't need it, I don't need to be so self-righteous for my own good, what I want is not compromise, but trust."

Ke Tingyun let out a whimper, the voice was thin and painful, like the last struggle of a small animal before dying.I can't bear it, but I have to.

Qin Yu couldn't describe his mood, he heard a voice in his heart telling him: don't ask any more, just keep him, as long as he stays, that's fine,

But there is still an unwilling self jumping up and down in my heart: Are you willing to live with him in such a muddle for the rest of your life, even if he is not happy, even if he is not happy?Even if he loves someone else?

Qin Yu remembered what Xie Xinyi said to himself, as if his heart had been pricked by a small thorn, his eyes flickered, and he asked with a complicated feeling of seeking proof or relief: "Is it because of Xie Xinyi? Are you still here?" Like him, right?" He felt that if Ke Tingyun categorically refused, or retorted angrily, he would understand.But Ke Tingyun was expressionless. It seemed that Qin Yu had lost his mind after saying the word "break up", and his eyes were also distracted at the moment.He was half-smiling, first he was puzzled by this question, and then he suddenly said: "What about you?" Ke Tingyun asked him back: "What about you to Bu Miaomiao? Didn't you keep it from me?"

It was like a debate, but at this moment Ke Tingyun found a point of rebuttal: "Do you trust me?"

lost.Qin Yu heard the sound of something collapsing in his heart.

Those loves, likings, promises, promises, all think of the mist in the sun.How beautiful it looks, when the wind blows and the sun shines, it's gone.

Qin Yu thought vaguely, so he shouldn't talk about love like this, it's too easy to come and too easy to lose.

Seeing the tall boy leave, Ke Ping immediately breathed a sigh of relief: "Go and call your brother, the car in the afternoon, don't be late."

Only then did Ke Shulang approach cautiously. She squatted down and was at eye level with Ke Tingyun. She saw Ke Tingyun's right hand tightly grasping the strap of the backpack, and veins popped out of the back of his hand because of too much force.For a moment, she felt that Ke Tingyun was going to faint, and her shoulder blades were protruding due to her inability to balance.But in the end he stood up and stopped Ke Shulang from calling someone: "I'm fine."

Ke Shulang helped carry his luggage to the trunk, and asked Ke Tingyun hesitantly, "You...do you really decide to stay there and never come back?"

Ke Ping heard it too, and patted her on the head seemingly caressing but reprimanding: "What's the point of staying here. I see Ting Yun's good hands and feet, so I'm willing to take him with me. What's the use of staying in such a small place?" Okay. Besides, your dad is also injured now, and he is the only laborer in the family. How can he stay at home like a little girl every day? Don't you still want to go out and fight for yourself?" She opened the car door: "Let's go, you Mom is taking care of your dad in the hospital, but he can't come here, so you get in the car and send your brother off."

Ke Shulang was a little afraid of Ke Ping, and immediately fell silent when she said that.

She followed Ke Tingyun and got into the car silently, because Ke Tingyun's complexion was not good, and even her mood was secretly depressed.

Ke Ping is happier than before. She believes in the theory that reading is useless. This time, she came back to persuade Ke Shulang to live with her. She didn't expect much——Ke Shulang is not close to her as far as the naked eye can see. She is also becoming more and more afraid of her—she thought she would argue with Father Ke again, but father Ke suddenly asked to hand over Ke Tingyun to her, and Ke Tingyun agreed in a rare way. There is only a reliable young man with a blood relationship to support the scene, so I have no objection to this decision, but I still can't hide my preference for Ke Shulang: "Shu Lang, the car will take a long time, do you want to buy something to eat?" ah?"

Ke Shulan shook his head.She looked at Ke Tingyun amid the noise of the car music.Ke Tingyun had recovered a bit, and took out a book from his backpack, Ke Tingyun glanced at it, and it was called "Clouds Without Words".This is not Ke Tingyun's hobby, but Ke Tingyun huddled in the back row, with the hood covering his head and face, shrinking himself into an appearance of refusing to talk, and looked very carefully.

Ke Ping saw it in the rearview mirror, and curled her lips incomprehensibly, thinking that the fearful nature of the two brothers and sisters is really not very good.

But Ke Shulang sat beside Ke Tingyun, but he knew that his brother was just crying.With extreme patience, weeping tremblingly.How much of this sadness was his own, Ke Shulan didn't know.But she intuitively felt that it had something to do with Qin Yu.The elder brother in her impression has always been patient and strong, even though he was whipped so hard by Ke's father and bled so much, he never lost his composure or was wronged, so Ke Shulang was a little at a loss.

Because Ke Ping was in front, she couldn't comfort her, but she felt a little sad because of Ke Tingyun's patience.The book was spread carelessly on Ke Tingyun's lap, Ke Shulang glanced at it briefly, she had read it, it was a confession from a foreign hero to a heroine in a novel.

"I love you not because of your appearance and family;

Not because of your actions and words;

It is because of your golden fortitude and unyielding soul.

I wish you could see me.

In this darkness, in this day.

See me walking with you depressed.

I wish you could see me.

In this joy, in this excitement.

See me cry for your loneliness. "

Foreigners are just so romantically unrealistic.Ke Shuran thought.

The car was getting faster and faster, and the scenery on the side of the street was completely in the background. Ke Shulang turned his head and looked at the tall and low buildings passing by like flying outside the window. He suddenly felt inexplicably sad, as if he was imprinted by Ke Tingyun As if the crying was infected, he sighed softly.