He guessed they were going to separate

Qin Yu waited until the get out of class was over, turned to Xie Xinyi who was behind him immediately, and asked him, "Send it?" Xie Xinyi said "Yes", and looked at the half-dead Oita lying on the table in doubt: "He recently What's the matter, listless every day?"

Qin Yu: "I'm broken in love." After finishing speaking, he felt that his words were too fast and it was inappropriate to say so, so he immediately changed the subject: "Why did you think of bringing breakfast to someone?" Xie Xinyi roughly talked about what happened to him when he went to buy soda that day : "Why, didn't he tell you? I saw that he was injured that day, and he was always worried. I wanted to take him to the hospital, but he refused."

Qin Yu folded his hands, his heart was full of mixed emotions, he was a little angry and sour, but he couldn't say anything, so he smiled coldly.

Ke Tingyun didn't see Qin Yu when he went back to the pharmacy, only Qin Mian was in the store.Qin Mian bought a new fish and was preparing to boil the fish in the kitchen. Ke Tingyun stood at the door of the kitchen and saw that he was holding a knife in his left hand, and his posture was not standard. : "Uncle Qin, let me help you."

Qin Mian was sweating profusely, and roughly wiped it with the towel around his neck: "No, I just don't know how to use a knife." He turned the fish over: "Go and call Xiaoyu to eat .This kid called back and said he had gone home. I don’t know what happened. Why didn’t you two leave together. "

Ke Tingyun kept silent, he couldn't say that Qin Yu left first as soon as Xie Xin dragged him to make a poster after school today.I had no choice but to go to the back of the pharmacy and push Qin Yu's bicycle, ready to find Qin Yu.

Ke Tingyun thought of many excuses along the way, but he short-circuited the moment he knocked on the door and saw Qin Yu.Qin Yu took a shower, only wearing a pair of casual pants, barefoot, showing beautiful abdominal muscles and lines.Ke Tingyun stared blankly at this lively and fragrant scene, and felt a small flame rising from the bottom of his heart, rushing into his nasal cavity itchingly, his throat began to dry out, and he couldn't stop wanting to swallow.

Qin Yu let him in sideways, and the moment his back was turned to Ke Tingyun, he couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth. Afraid of being seen out, he clenched his hands into fists and coughed into the corner of his mouth: "What's the matter?"

"Uncle Qin called you to eat."

"I'm not going, I have something to do tonight."

Ke Tingyun was silent for a while, and followed closely: "What's the matter?" Qin Yu turned off the air conditioner and began to put on his shirt. He wanted to change his pants, but he gave up because of the burning eyes behind him: "It's important." Ke Tingyun followed him step by step and sat in the back seat silently.

Qin Yu hesitated for a moment, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say it.When passing by Xiku, Ke Tingyun said quietly: "You remember what I said that night, right?" Qin Yu felt his back sink, as if Ke Tingyun's head hit his back, he thought to himself, more than just remembering , Looking back now, I can still remember the stupid look of numbness in my hands and feet and uneven breathing.

Ke Tingyun felt the stiffness of the muscles under his head, he felt sore, and truly understood how frustrating it is to not get the response from the person he likes.

"If you feel embarrassed and don't want to see me again," Ke Tingyun said, "you can tell me directly." Instead of making excuses to avoid me like this, it will only make me more unbearable and sad.

Ke Tingyun thought, sure enough, none of the temptations that Fang Anjing said were suitable for me.He was waiting for Qin Yu's answer, but Qin Yu's silence made his heart sink to the bottom.The two of them were bathed in the moonlight, stilling into a frozen picture.

Ke Tingyun swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and even swallowed back the tears that couldn't help secreting from the corners of his eyes. He wanted to say that he would never give up. Even if Qin Yu didn't like him, he would work hard and stay with Qin Yu all the time. By Yu's side, he wanted to ask if he was annoying like this, and he wanted to give up, but he couldn't do it, even if he said it, he couldn't say it, thinking about it was suffocating and desperate, so:

"Either love or die." Ke Tingyun said.

Qin Yu finally moved. He squeezed the hand brake, and the bicycle rushed down the dam like flying.A strong sense of weightlessness hit his face, and Ke Tingyun suddenly felt that half of his body was numb, and the wind was blowing with the unique fishy smell of the water, and goosebumps appeared one by one. After just a second or two, the sense of weightlessness eased slightly. , The feeling of not needing to think is really refreshing, which makes people feel extremely refreshed physically and mentally.

But seeing that he was about to rush into the river, Qin Yu had no intention of braking. Ke Tingyun straightened his back, clasped Qin Yu's waist, straightened his back and leaned into his ear and shouted word by word: "You! Here! What are you doing!" Qin Yuquan acted as if he hadn't heard it.

Ke Tingyun gave up on his own thoughts. Fortunately, both of them can swim, so let's go down after rushing down, just take a bath.

But Qin Yu's bicycle skills were so good that he barely stopped when he reached the bottom of the river.Ke Tingyun slammed forward according to his inertia, and hit Qin Yu's back with a thud.

Qin Yu pulled him down and said to Ke Tingyun, "I don't like it when you say that."

He sighed and pulled his wet hair, feeling that his whole head was a little swollen after being blown by the wind: "I didn't hide from you on purpose, I just..." He said reluctantly: "Today is a special day , My parents divorced on this day seven years ago."

This was the first time Qin Yu took the initiative to bring up his own family affairs, and Ke Tingyun stared at him with wide eyes.

"I have always hated this day. Every year today reminds me of how they never looked back and abandoned this family. How ridiculous you say, no amount of sweet words and vows can't make up for the passing of time. The last two people met It's boring to watch, constantly quarreling and torturing each other, even if they are separated, they can't get rid of it." Qin Yu said: "Because there is still me, it is the proof that they have loved, hated, and betrayed each other in this world, it is disgusting, yes Bar."

Ke Tingyun and Qin Yu have eaten and slept together, played games and cooked together in the past few months, but there has always been a forbidden area that has never been touched - the other party's family.Now that Qin Yu took the initiative to say it, it was tantamount to revealing the deepest part of his heart, which made him both heartbroken and guilty.After thinking for a while, Ke Tingyun said, "You should know something about my family."

Qin Yu turned to look at him.He has always been indifferent when looking at people. I don't know if this is an illusion. It seems that his eyes are extraordinarily black and he seems to be particularly focused.

"My dad... he smokes and drinks too much. He has an old problem. In the past, he had to socialize because of business, and later he became addicted. But it was fine before, and he was distracted by other things, although he didn't care much about it. Me and Shu Lang, but at least we won’t do anything.” He glanced at Qin Yu and confirmed that the other party had no other bad expressions before continuing: “It’s just like what you see now, it’s commonplace. Sometimes it’s the belt , sometimes it’s an ashtray, anyway, I can take whatever is convenient. I started to rebel against him when I was in junior high school, but he was a soldier and strong, so I couldn’t beat him. More than a week. Later, I found out that he hated me very much."

Ke Tingyun smiled lightly, as if he thought it was such a ridiculous thing: "I don't know why, maybe it's because I don't look like him. Anyway, as long as I'm not at home, he can feel better. My mother and Shu Lang will be able to suffer less. I used to hide in Chen Xianfeng's house because of this. The old guy wants to save face, he is only cruel to his own people, and he is a good person in front of outsiders."

Qin Yu remained silent.He saw that Ke Tingyun didn't like to talk about his own affairs, and he didn't expect him to say it like that. He felt that he was an executioner who forced him to recall the past, so he wanted to interrupt him.

But Ke Tingyun didn't care: "In fact, it's much more comfortable to say it. I don't want you to sympathize with me and think I'm very pitiful. Do you know? When I was in the first year of high school, I used to sneak out, yes, I just ran away from home. Originally I wanted to take Shu Lang's with me, but she had a fever and couldn't walk, so I ran out alone in the dark and wandered outside for three or four days." He asked Qin Yu, "Do you know where I live, it's Xiku's? In the small warehouse where we hid from the rain. We went to pick up garbage during the day and went back to sleep at night. Although I was hungry every day, I didn’t have to be beaten, so I was quite happy. Later I met a mother-in-law who picked up garbage, in her 90s I couldn’t even straighten my back, and was digging through garbage with a garbage bag bigger than her body on my back. She saw that I was very hungry, and gave me two steamed buns, telling me that I was young and there was nothing I couldn’t endure. Ke Tingyun smiled: "At that time, I thought, I would be ashamed to be encouraged by an old man who is so old and encourage me, a guy under 20. So, I have to cherish myself."

Ke Tingyun breathed a sigh of relief: "No matter what kind of suffering, there is nothing I can't bear. Didn't you worry that I would commit suicide before? Actually, no, I want to live more than anyone else."

Qin Yu looked at him, as if it was the first time he had seen such a lively young life in full bloom, he realized that he was really worrying too much, the other party was much stronger than he imagined.

Ke Tingyun said these words with confidence, as if a big stone had been lifted from his heart.He thought Qin Yu was going to comfort him, but after waiting for a while, he saw Qin Yu turn his head away, and he felt a little inexplicably disappointed.He leaned in front of Qin Yu, and continued after a while: "So I said that I want to go to the same university as you. This is my hope of rebirth."

Qin Yu quickly estimated his grades in his heart, and felt that it was very possible to work harder in the last month.He compromised and patted Ke Tingyun: "Okay." Ke Tingyun's eyes twinkled.

Qin Yu couldn't look directly at his expression, as if he was the only one in the world who was so focused and serious that it was unbearable: "Give me a little more time for what you said." Qin Yu bit the bullet and said these words , in fact, if it was Oita who had played with him since he was a child, he would be able to see the meaning of Qin Yu's words at a glance. It was nothing more than finding a step for himself and a buffer time for his cognition.It's a pity that Qin Yu's opposite was Ke Tingyun. He broke up this sentence word by word and analyzed it, but he couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence.But that's enough.

Ke Tingyun was immersed in this joy all day long, and he had no one to share it with, so he could only find Fang Jingjing.Fang Jingjing went online late today, and after hearing what Ke Tingyun said, she sent a series of happy expressions.

Fang Anjing: "That's great. I just said that he likes you too. Fortunately, you didn't give up."

Ke Tingyun: "I promised him that I will read the book well this month, and try to improve my rankings, so I may not have much time to go online."

Fang Anjing: "Oh." Ke Tingyun looked at her as if she was very disappointed.Sure enough, she called again: "Then will you be online on Saturday and Sunday?"

Ke Tingyun: "If you have anything to do, you can also send me a text message. I told you my number before." After sending it, there was no reply.Ke Tingyun saw that she was typing in the status bar, stopped after a while, and then was typing again. After repeating this several times, she sent again: "I'm not in a good mood recently, and I don't want to go to school."

At this time, Qin Mian's voice came from downstairs, Qin Yu was still in the bathroom, Ke Tingyun hurriedly responded, and quickly typed a few words to comfort Fang Jingjing.When he went downstairs, it turned out that the newly bought cabinet had arrived. Qin Mian asked him to help move the cabinet and put it next to the sofa.Ke Tingyun saw that the gap between the sofa and the cabinet was too small, and he was afraid that it would be inconvenient to walk back and forth, so he suggested putting it further back.Qin Mian took a few glances: "It's okay, just be careful when going upstairs."

Ke Tingyun went upstairs, and there was a long message sent quietly from the top of the computer, which probably said that she did not do well in school, had no good friends, and the teacher was unwilling to talk to her, etc.Ke Tingyun was about to reply, when she sent another message: "I'm sorry, I've told you so much, I'm in a much better mood now. Go ahead and come and play with us after your exam is over." Ke Tingyun just wanted to reply But she went offline. Qin Yu came out of the shower and saw Ke Tingyun staring blankly at the computer. His gaze involuntarily shifted from Ke Tingyun's face to the bed, and he coughed, "Haven't slept yet?"

Ke Tingyun was also a little embarrassed.Since his confession, the two have never slept in the same bed.Sometimes Qin Yu went home to sleep, and sometimes on the sofa on the first floor. Ke Tingyun thought he would sleep on the first floor, but Qin Mian was still downstairs, and it seemed that he might have to stay in the store all night. A little erratic, just dodge it when they hit each other.

Qin Yu walked over and sat on the bed: "Then I'd better sleep outside." This also blocked Ke Tingyun's thoughts of making a bed on the floor.He climbed onto the bed as if sleepwalking, turned sideways and stood upright against the wall.Qin Yu couldn't laugh or cry: "There are mosquitos on the wall, don't stick so close." Ke Tingyun bowed his body and moved back a centimeter.

In fact, Ke Tingyun didn't think too much about it. He felt that it was a great luck to be able to be with Qin Yu like this, eat together, go to class together, and sleep together after school.He has heard from the old man since he was a child that one's luck in this life is already counted. He is so lucky now that he almost got it in exchange for the misfortune of the previous 17 years, so he really dare not ask for anything more.

In the middle of the night, Ke Tingyun felt the bed creak. It was Qin Yu who went to the bathroom to wash his face. After a few minutes, he lay back wrapped in steam. He stretched out his long arms and pulled Ke Tingyun out. , Ke Tingyun didn't dare to open his eyes, and curled up obediently in Qin Yu's arms.He didn't open his eyes, but he felt that Qin Yu should be looking at him, so he didn't even dare to turn his eyeballs, and couldn't help but breathe lightly.But the longer the time, the faster the heartbeat, and the hot face.Ke Tingyun knew that he must have blushed, and wondered if Qin Yu saw it in the dark.

He raised his face and felt a moist, heart-warming kiss on his cheek.