single stab

In a trance, it was like a bird spreading its wings by my ears, suppressing the surrounding noise under its white wings, and then flapping it slightly, swept away thousands of sins and fled in all directions.

The drenched soul escaped from the heavy body, and was helpless like floating cattail grass. In the silence, there was a distant voice piercing through the air, grabbing the transparent tail feathers that were about to dissipate. Anxious, urgent, frightened, like overwhelming thunder roaring overturned the shaky ground, and then flew to his side through thousands of mountains and rivers and hardships.

He was embraced by a sudden force, almost embedded in his bones, Jiang Xue tried to barely open his eyes, but the overlapping shadows made him top-heavy.Burnout.

What touches the skin is a scorching hot and strong body, and Yu Ru, who is soaked in ice, is no different from an existence of extreme longing. He wants to rub, wants to get closer to the temperature that is enough to revive people, but his whole body is overdrawn. I couldn't squeeze any more strength.

The sounds of short and intense conversations intertwined in the ears, but soon became quiet again, only the beating heart beat under the skin leaning on the ear, as if burning with burning heat, shrivelling Jiang Xue's withered mind Also infected reawakened.

It's finally not cold anymore.

He closed his eyes and thought.

It seemed like a long time passed, and it seemed that it was only a few seconds. The whole person was suddenly soaked in the comfortable and warm hot water. The cold breath was completely expelled. Meaning slowly filled all corners.

It's like coming back to life.

Jiang Xue took a few deep breaths, shuddering to get used to the pain of being dragged back to the world from hell like a dream. After a long time, he opened his eyes tremblingly in a daze.

It was a piece of black, with a black top, and he was leaning on this slightly trembling chest, being tightly circled.

Jiang Xue only spoke softly when all the strength was condensed into her body.

"Li Zheng."

The person holding him froze suddenly, and the voice of disbelief was mixed with great ecstasy.

"you're awake?"

Li Zheng suddenly became flustered, let him go and wanted to get up from the bathtub.

"I'm going to the doctor, the doctor..."

"Don't go!"

Jiang Xue yelled hastily. He thought his voice was loud, but it was actually weak like a yell, but Li Zheng stopped, knelt down and pressed his shoulder, and looked directly at him.

"Whether you feel uncomfortable or in pain, tell me everything."

The clothes on his body were soaked, his hard hair fell down, his face was pale, his eyes were red, and his wet face didn't know whether it was rain or something else.

Jiang Xue stared at him blankly.

"I'm fine, just a little tired."

Li Zheng seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, but his tense face did not relax. His lips were drawn into a straight line, and the line that suddenly calmed down appeared sharp and cold.

He lowered his head and continued to wipe Jiang Xue's body without saying a word.

Jiang Xue half-closed her eyes in a drowsy state, and slowly regained her sobriety from her suddenly relaxed nerves.

Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere was stagnant and dull.

After wiping, Li Zheng wrapped the person in a bathrobe and carried him to the big bed outside, then brought a wet towel and medicine and began to clean up the scratches that he deliberately avoided while taking a bath.

The body has become warm, and the scene of falling under the bridge seems to have become a horrified nightmare, while Li Zheng, who is concentrating on rubbing the medicine for him, is another bewildered dream.

The wound was irritated by alcohol, Jiang Xue subconsciously hissed, and shrank her feet a little.

Li Zheng, who was kneeling on one knee, looked up at him, his gloomy eyes softened slightly when they touched Jiang Xue's pale appearance with frowning brows and pursed lips, and he also used the lightest and gentlest force with his hands.

Jiang Xue was wrapped in a snow-white bathrobe, and the bruised wounds all over her body were still aching, but he just stared at the silent Li Zheng, with joy in his eyes that he didn't notice, and said nah na.

"How did you come."

Li Zheng turned a deaf ear and rubbed his ankle with his head down. His palm was rough and warm, with moderate strength. The pain in his ankle gradually eased.

Jiang Xue bit her lower lip.

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

Li Zheng still didn't answer him, and after silently kneading for a while, he let go of his hand, helped him to lie on the bed, and carefully tucked in the quilt.

Seeing that he turned to leave, Jiang Xue immediately grabbed his sleeve in shock, and her uneasy tone revealed the panic and dependence of the rest of her life after the catastrophe.

"where are you going?"

Li Zheng looked down at his thin white hands, motionless.

"take a good rest."

His voice was unusually indifferent.

Jiang Xue was stunned for a moment, as if her heart had been pinched severely, he stared at Li Zheng's tall back with a bit of sadness, didn't speak, and refused to let go.

Perhaps, this is not a dream.

Li Zheng turned his head and was stunned when he saw his fragile expression, but Jiang Xue lowered her head in embarrassment, retracted her hand, and said sullenly.

"Then you go."

Li Zheng didn't leave, he stood there for a while, then squatted on one knee beside the bed, holding Jiang Xue's cheek with both hands, lifted it up slightly, stared deeply at him and asked.

"Do you want me to go?"

Jiang Xue was silent for a moment, then repeated word by word.

"You go."

His eyes were wet, his eyebrows were slightly frowned, his whole face was full of fear and helplessness, even the hand holding him was trembling slightly, and three words were clearly written on his whole body from head to toe.

do not go.

Li Zheng's heart was sore and soft, as if soaked in lemons, his eye sockets were wet with the twisted water. He knew that he should let Jiang Xue have a good rest. After being so frightened, he should sleep well. It's best to forget everything when you wake up.

There was no rainstorm, no falling off the bridge, no calls for help drowned out by the sound of the rain, no hopeless, lonely and disheartened heart.

But he was reluctant, reluctant to leave when Jiang Xue needed him so much and looked at him so pitifully, even though there were still many people outside who were about to bear his anger, even though he couldn't wait to criticize that reckless car, The bridge without guardrails, and even the sudden torrential rain, but his footsteps took root in Jiang Xue's helpless sight, and he was firmly nailed to the ground.

He was scared, when he rushed to Jiang Xue's house excitedly but was told that he was not there, when he asked Fangran but got a negative answer, when he searched around the street but couldn't find Jiang Xue, he was scared.

Rainstorms, dim vision, bad road conditions, missing lovers.

The bad factors connected together made him hardly dare to imagine, and he refused to stop calling the mobile phone over and over again to no avail. He searched repeatedly along the street and shouted loudly, if he hadn't accidentally stepped on the soaked mobile phone on the bridge, He will not suddenly realize that maybe Jiang Xue accidentally fell under the bridge, and he will not have the opportunity to embrace the comatose and embarrassed lover again.

If he hadn't come, if no one had stepped on that flat, almost negligible mobile phone, if no one had tried their best to find the missing Jiang Xue in the rainstorm like him, maybe he would never see Jiang Xue again. It's snowing.

His liver and gallbladder were torn, and he was about to cry.

The messy thoughts in his mind gradually disappeared in Jiang Xue's silent gaze. Li Zheng slowly knelt beside the bed, holding his hand, with tears in his red eyes, but his eyes were suppressed and fierce, with deep grief.

"Why can't you tell the truth? Why can't you take care of yourself? Why don't you go home early? Why don't you answer my phone? Why, why!"

His strength was so heavy that Jiang Xue's knuckles cracked and made a sound of being overwhelmed. Jiang Xue was in pain, but this pain was mixed with a strong sourness, which made his heart moist. soft.

He stretched out his hand to caress Li Zheng's cheek, and gently pressed his forehead against his, breathed heavily, and whispered guiltily.

"I'm sorry, I didn't pay attention. I thought I would be fine if I hurried home. I didn't know it was you who called..."

Li Zheng suddenly pressed the back of his head and kissed him fiercely, sucking and licking domineeringly, sucking every inch of his breath greedily and uneasily, venting his fear in the most straightforward way, confirming the safety of his lover .

Jiang Xue let him kiss me docilely, her arms were loosely wrapped around his neck, and her slightly curled knuckles grabbed his soaked blouse.

It wasn't until being pressed on the bed that she accidentally touched the wound that Jiang Xue flinched and screamed.

Li Zheng stared at him blankly, then suddenly came back to his senses, and climbed out of bed annoyed and flustered.

"I forgot you were still hurt."

"Don't go."

Jiang Xue grabbed his sleeve, her pale cheeks blushed slightly, as if she was having trouble to say something, but her dark eyes looked at him fixedly, and said in a low voice.

"I want you to hug me."

Li Zheng opened his eyes wide in surprise, carefully lifted him up, and held him in his arms.

Jiang Xue hooked his fingers tremblingly, looked at him, and repeated.

"I want you to hug me."

Li Zheng finally understood what he meant. In an instant, he was dazzled and his ears ringing like being hit by a boulder. He thought he heard it wrong, and stared blankly at Jiang Xue who was a little nervous, his Adam's apple was rolling, and his breathing was disordered. whispered.

"Do you know what you're talking about?"

Jiang Xue's eyelashes trembled slightly, but her voice was very steady.

"I know."

He wants to be needed, to be kissed, to be loved.

It was too lonely and too cold to be alone. When he was rescued from the rainstorm, he finally understood when he heard Li Zheng's hot heartbeat.

He has been addicted to this eternal warmth.

Li Zheng's hand holding his shoulder tightened suddenly, his eyes were as deep as ink that couldn't be dispersed, something that had been brewing for a long time finally rushed out, and it was out of control.

He rubbed Jiang Xue's cold and thin lips heavily, and said in a hoarse voice.

"No matter how much you beg for mercy, I will not stop."