Escape from the official match, please come on

He and Yifan do it often.

Sometimes in the bathroom, leaning on the wet glass wall to soothe each other.Or in the bathtub, holding Yifan through the transparent warm water, the water makes him feel like a mermaid, who will turn into bubbles after this hot entanglement, and he will be alone again .

Sometimes on the windowsill.The window sill is very wide, and the velvet cushion Yifan bought is very expensive. He said it many times, but at the end he still stained the cushion with meth.They only do it through a layer of curtains, and in broad daylight, the curtains can be seen from the outside protruding the shape of the limbs, bumping against the window one after another.

Sometimes in the kitchen.Yifan always said that Xiao Xiao who was cooking was very sexy, so Xiao Xiao put out the pot in a serious manner, set the plate, and when he handed the chopsticks to Yifan, he pushed him down on the dining table.In the process of doing it, he had to put the apron on him who was so cruel.

Although they had a good idea at the beginning, there are really not many postures that can be used for the two attacks, and the props are also limited.Xiao Xiao feels that since the current relationship between the two is mainly about communication with sticks, they should do some homework on "how to make both parties more comfortable".

He has played many games, and he thinks he has seen the big world, and he always has the illusion that he has a wide range of information channels.I asked the rotten female comrades in the forum, and there were a lot of replies, but everyone was a good girl who only played games. How could I understand this, so I could only kindly point the way to the gay circle.The real gay circle sounds like smoke and smoke. Xiao Xiao is extremely worried about the sanitary conditions in this circle, and he is also afraid that his prejudice will be discovered by the insiders, and he will retaliate with human flesh.

He tremblingly asked online, only to learn the status quo of this circle with more than 0 and less than 1. Half of the xiaoshou resolutely resisted the waste of resources by two attackers together, and the other half stalked him for contact information.

After Yifan found out about this, he was so angry that he cut off his internet for three days, and had to go to KFC for work.

"It's fine if you're the one to suffer." Every time Xiao Xiao said that, Yi Fan would grin and approach his ear, saying, "I think so too." Their relationship was uncertain, and Xiao Xiao kept looking for him. There is no way to balance posture and self-esteem.But Yifan doesn't care much, it's very comfortable to do it, but he prefers to kiss Xiao Xiao.

And be sure to cuddle him to sleep.

Xiao Xiao used to have slight anxiety before going to bed, drank a lot of water, and got up at night.After sleeping with Yifan, when he woke up again at night, when he came out of the bathroom, he always saw Yifan sitting on the bed, rubbing his eyes, staring at him and asking, "Where have you been?"

"Just get up and go to the bathroom."

"Really?"

Xiao Xiao couldn't bear that insecure look.I don't know why, every time he leaves quietly, Yifan will be woken up.Later, he endured not drinking water and staying up at night.

Besides these changes, after living with Yifan, Xiao Xiao discovered another thing.

That is, his character is not particularly independent.The evidence is that there are people around him, and his persecution paranoia has been alleviated a lot.

The light would dazzle Yifan's eyes, so he turned off the light, and after a few days of tossing and turning, he was gradually able to fall asleep.Sometimes he wakes up from a nightmare, surrounded by darkness, and the neon lights outside the window reflect Yifan's peaceful sleeping face. He turns sideways, looks at Yifan, feels the frequency of his breathing, and the feeling of chest tightness and palpitations gradually dissipates.

In the silence, Xiao Xiao seriously thought about the reasons why he should like Yifan, and he could list a long list.

The reason why I should like Lin Bujue is not.

If he insisted on pursuing it, why did he like Lin Bujue and why was he afraid of Lin Bujue?

Xiao Xiao became confused again, his eyes lost focus.He remembered that it was a cloudy day with slanting light rain.Lao Wang, who was in charge of the interview, suddenly asked for sick leave. He was forced to work as HR, and sat behind a long table with a few colleagues, yawning profusely.

The door opened, and a white man walked in.Dressed in a fitted three-piece suit and with his chocolate-colored hair pulled into a ponytail, he sat respectfully in a chair.Someone asked him to introduce himself, so he raised his head, glanced at the interviewers one by one, and finally fixed on Xiao Xiao's face.

He smiled brightly: "Hi, my name is Lin Bujue."

That smile is very bright, not like a professional fake smile used in interviews.Xiao Xiao's heart suddenly throbbed, beating fast and hard.

It seems that I learned to dance that day.

Yes, Xiao Xiao remembered.No why.I liked him from the first sight, and I was afraid of him from the first sight.

Like instinct, more like a curse.

Liking to Xiao Xiao is not an easy feeling.Knowing that Yifan likes him, he always compares involuntarily. Does Yifan like himself as much as he likes Lin Bujue?Even if it is only one tenth, it is too painful.

Yi Fan moved, hugged Xiao Xiao even tighter, and slammed his lips into his arms.Xiao Xiao's heart surged with affection, and he buried the tip of his nose into his hair, and there was a gentle fragrance.

Whether he will fall in love with Yifan in the end, he is not sure.But what he can be sure of is that he will be soft-hearted and will be completely greedy for this kind of life.

Is it love, what does it matter?

Towards the end of the project, annual leave came.Xiao Xiao and Yifan packed up their things and went home to celebrate the New Year.Xiao Xiao didn't have many things, he only brought toiletries and two sets of clothes, a backpack was enough.Yifan was more troublesome. He hung up the phone and said that he would call the driver and servant to pick him up later.After finishing speaking, he sat down on the sofa and watched Xiao Xiao go out.Xiao Xiao carried the bag, touched the doorknob, and asked, "Aren't you going to see me?"

Yifan said angrily: "No, your home is closer than the company, so what can I give you?"

"That's right." Xiao Xiao smiled, turned the doorknob, and unlocked the lock with a click.He was about to open the door and go out when someone rushed over from behind, hugged his waist, and pressed against the door hard, his head buried in the hollow of his shoulder, the curly hair was a little itchy.

"Boss Yi," Xiao Xiao put down his shoulder bag and stroked his arm, "it's just a seven-day holiday, it's over so quickly that you haven't noticed it yet."

Yifan didn't speak.

Xiao Xiao could only let him hold her.Until his heel was numb, he squeezed Yifan's fingers, and Yifan reluctantly let go.Xiao Xiao bowed his head and quickly said "goodbye." He walked out the door without looking back.After closing the door, he took a few steps, stopped again, and couldn't help but want to turn the doorknob again to go back.I can only bite the bullet and go downstairs to take a taxi.After getting in the car, he opened the rear window to see the farther and farther lights, and felt that the seven days might not go as fast as he thought.

Resting at home during the annual vacation, Xiao Xiao's mobile phone is busier than at work.As soon as the new news is posted, it will be a piece, with pictures and audio.After all, the president doesn't need to work, he devotes all his body and mind to Xiao Xiao.Xiao Xiao remembered that he used to say that Lin Bujue was a bitch and annoying, and that Lin Bujue was cold compared to him.

The president sent him photos and took pictures of everything.Take pictures of the [-]-square-meter swimming pool in his house, and the dirty firecracker skins in the snow.Take photos of the gorgeous fireworks in the night sky, and the dry and simple poplar branches.As soon as there were new pictures, Xiao Xiao hurriedly clicked on them.Most of Yifan's photos are scenery, and a small part is food.His shooting techniques are very professional, and the photos are pretty good, but Xiao Xiao is still a little disappointed.Because what he wanted to see was Yifan.

But he didn't have the nerve to say it.Yi Fan was also embarrassed to take pictures.

The first Chinese New Year is looking forward to the end of the holiday soon.

Xiao Xiao got out of the car, looked up to see where the house was, but didn't turn on the lights, after all, he came back half an hour earlier than agreed.He carried his luggage and walked into the community unhurriedly.The ground was slippery, and in winter in the north, the snow would not melt cleanly, so he specially wore non-slip boots.As he got closer to the apartment, Xiao Xiao unconsciously quickened his pace.His boots creaked as they stepped into the thick snow, and he ran in small steps.

Xiao Xiao didn't know why he was running around, the cold wind poured into his throat, it hurt and itched.But he couldn't control it, as if what he was chasing was not a house, but a floating island, and if he moved slowly, he would leave him.He ran downstairs, gasped for a while on his knees, and thought it was a good thing no one saw him.Then he straightened his collar, stomped off the snow, and went upstairs in a well-dressed manner.After getting out of the elevator, he was stunned.

That person was already waiting for him in the corridor.

Yi Fan didn't know if he had practiced weightlifting during the holidays, but he was strong enough to hug him.Xiao Xiao was already out of breath, and he felt stuffy when he hugged him, so he pretended to be relaxed and whispered in his ear: "Boss Yi, it's not like you don't have a key, why are you waiting in the corridor?"

Yifan was silent for a long time, turned his face sideways, rubbed his lips against his neck, and spoke in a nasal voice, which made people feel distressed: "Statutory holidays should be cancelled, and employees have to work hard all year round."

Xiao Xiao laughed: "Where are you a black-hearted business owner?"

The conversation came to an abrupt end, and Yi Fan dragged his tie to the door, the wind and snow were blocked outside, and the room was as charming and seductive as spring in March.

"Recently, you can't call his name in your dreams."

"Whose name?" Xiao Xiao looked at Yifan suspiciously.Yi Fan shook his head, but did not answer. His eyes were bent into crescent moons, and he lowered his head against his collarbone, urging him, "Go to sleep, we will be summarizing the project tomorrow."

Xiao Xiao could only shut up.Seeing that Yi Fan is smiling happily, there is such a happy thing, why don't you tell him and let him know.

That night, Xiao Xiao had a nightmare that he hadn't seen for a long time, but the content of the dream was different from before.

He dreamed that Yifan went surfing on the sea, the blue sea and blue sky, Yifan appeared and disappeared in the waves, like a beautiful white whale.A wave hit, and a speedboat was coming towards him at high speed. Yifan couldn't dodge it, and was run over by the sharp bow.He saw a blood-red sea, but Yi Fan never came out again.

Opening his eyes suddenly, Xiao Xiao was dripping with sweat.He sat up, lifted his upper body from the quilt, and after cooling down for a while, he regained his sanity slightly.The dream feels too real, almost like a memory.He still clearly remembers that he fell and sat on the shore, unable to cry out, unable to shed tears, and the feeling of powerlessness clutched his throat tightly, as if he would die of despair in the next second.

Beside him, Yifan fell asleep peacefully.He stared at Yifan for a long time.Reaching out her hand, brushing his hair away, and caressing his cheek, it was warm and soft to the touch.For a moment he couldn't tell if this was another dream.

The world is fake, freedom is fake, what he works hard for and expects is fake, and it is possible that he and Yifan are also fake.

But Yi Fan is still here, sleeping next to him, no matter how he touches it, it won't disappear.

He suddenly wanted to cry.

It's fake, it doesn't matter.There is Yifan in this world, he is content.

Yifan likes him, and he always feels wronged by Yifan.The young master didn't want anything, so why humbly beg him to care.His heart was a little big, and Lin Bujue refused to leave after living in it, but Yifan rubbed him around the perimeter, bit by bit, inch by inch, as if he could rub his sore spot.Xiao Xiao finally figured it out, and he decided to treat himself better.Even if Lin Bujue flaunted his power in his heart, he didn't want to care about it anymore and stopped watching.

If Lin Bujue is an inexplicable trap of thorns, Yifan is a newly repaired brick wall, which shelters him from the wind and rain and isolates the pack of wolves.This kind of Yifan deserves all the good that Xiao Xiaoneng can deliver, and deserves to be cherished and treated more and more.

He's worth it, he's willing, that's enough.

With his arm empty, Yi Fan woke up and saw Xiao Xiao sitting on the bed looking at him, he yawned sleepily and sat up too: "What's wrong?"

His hair is very soft, the ends are slightly curled up, like a cat's tail.Xiao Xiao thought.

He bowed his head and kissed Yi Fan's hair.

Yi Fan's whole body froze, and he heard Xiao Xiao breathing in his ear in a trance, softly speaking, "I was thinking about what I'll make for you for dinner tomorrow."

"Eh?" Yi Fan was stunned, then laughed again, "Braised tiger eggs!"

"it is good."

"Hey!"