Married life with Bakugo

Mom went downstairs and bought me a pregnancy test stick.

When I went into the toilet with the pregnancy test stick, I felt like I was performing some mysterious ritual. Looking at the livid-faced two people, I comforted me and said, "Haha, it's not necessarily pregnant, maybe it's just a bad stomach. "

That being said, I'm pretty clueless.

I used the pregnancy test stick according to the instructions, and after a few minutes——

I looked at the two red bars on the pregnancy test stick and felt a headache, I was really pregnant, I was really pregnant, shit!

You can probably guess when you won the lottery.

The night before Baohao’s business trip, he was quite crazy. By the last time, there was no umbrella. I was greedy for a momentary pleasure/sex, so I just let him do it, and finally it was outside, but sure enough, the little tadpoles in the prostate fluid Just enough to get me pregnant.

I really want to beat my dog's head violently, why should I take chances in this kind of thing.

I can't have children.

My body is not good. On the one hand, I have to suffer so much to give birth to a child. On the other hand, I am very afraid that the baby will have the same bad personality as me.

I don't want my baby to experience the despair I have experienced myself.

But, can I really make up my mind not to want it?

I touched my belly, it was very flat now, it didn't look like a new life was being conceived.

I do not know.

I really do not know.

Mom knocked on the toilet door and shouted: "My dear girl, are you okay? Why don't you say anything? Don't scare mom."

I unscrewed the door and smiled at them reluctantly: "I'm fine."

Dad quickly put the cigarette out in the ashtray: "Yes... Is it really there?"

I nodded.

The two people who knew my physical condition showed no joyful expressions at all, and my father was paralyzed on the sofa in a state of petrification and vomiting.

"Baby girl, then this child..."

Mom didn't finish her sentence, but I knew what she was going to ask.

"I don't know either... I'll discuss it with Bakugo when he comes back." I felt empty in my heart.

Bakugo came back on the 24th, which was Christmas Eve.He said he would come back and spend Christmas with me and he did.

I was hanging fairy lights on the Christmas tree when he came back.

"Welcome home." I pulled the Santa hat off my head and put it on his head.

"Decorating the Christmas tree?" He looked at a small lantern.

"Well, hang this bear on top." I handed him a yellow bear.

Little stars and little toys were hung up one after another.

I flipped the switch, and the whole tree was glowing, mostly blue and red lights.

"Isn't it beautiful?"

"It's okay." Baohao replied two words.

"I also bought a lot of apples and baked some apple pies. Christmas Eve is just a good time to eat apples." I stuffed him with a bright red apple.

Bao Hao didn't eat, he looked at me: "I want to eat you more now."

I froze for a moment and leaned over to kiss him: "Xiao Sheng, I have something to tell you."

"What's the matter?" He kissed my neck and made a popping sound.

"I can't do it today."

"Why? Is your period coming? No, your period is not at this time." He was still rubbing his neck.

"It's not the menstrual period, it's that... I'm pregnant."

"Oh pregnant...pregnant!!" He moved his lips away from his neck, grabbed my shoulders, and looked disbelieving, "You're pregnant?!!"

I nodded: "Mom took me to the hospital for an examination yesterday, and it was indeed pregnant."

"Then I... this..." He scratched his hair as if he didn't know what to say, "You sit on the sofa and rest first."

I was carefully placed on the sofa.

"Don't be so exaggerated, it's still the first trimester." He used two cushions for me to lean on, and found a thin blanket for me to cover.

"Or go to bed and rest?" He asked nervously, not even knowing where to put his hands.Compared with my parents, this tension is even better.

Me: "...I've said it all, don't exaggerate so much."

After talking about my pregnancy, I didn't know what to say next.

Bakugo frowned silently as if he was also thinking.

He was the one who broke the silence the fastest: "Do you—do you want this child?"

When this sentence was asked to the point, I burst into tears: "I don't know, Xiaosheng."

He quickly hugged me and patted my back: "Don't cry, baby, don't cry." He kissed my ear.

"I'm so scared of Xiaosheng, what if, what if it has that personality like me? I don't want that, I don't want... woo..." I lay on his shoulder and kept crying.

Bakugo let me cry and play, and hugged me without saying a word.

When I almost calmed down, he said: "Now is not more than 20 years ago. Whether it is medical treatment or human beings' research on their own personality, the progress is not a little bit, so even if the situation you are worried about happens, it will be fine." Find a way to deal with it. And I think the odds are slim to none."

I hummed in a low voice.

"And, is this what you're worried about?" He wiped away my tears, "I'm more worried about your body."

"It's also thanks to the physiology class in primary school and the series of videos that the old woman forced me to watch. I know that pregnancy and childbirth are very hard things. Your health is not good. If you really threaten your life because of childbirth, then I'd rather not."

He hugged me tightly again: "It's enough for me to have you."

I whispered, "Me too."

"Whether you want it or not, the decision is yours. I will not force you to make a choice. This is your own body. You don't need others to make the decision, and neither can I."

"Xiaosheng..." I wanted to cry again.

"However, the premise of making a decision is to put your health first." He let go of his arms and looked directly into my eyes, "If you don't want it, we'll go to the hospital tomorrow to get it...get rid of it; If you want, we will go to the hospital tomorrow for a detailed physical examination, and if its existence threatens your life, we still have to get rid of it."

After he finished speaking, he clicked his tongue: "How do you feel that you have said some nonsense?"

I laughed through my tears: "I know what you mean, it's not nonsense."

I decided to have this baby.

In fact, I thought I was still a baby, and it turned out that I was going to have a baby so soon.

On Christmas Day, Baohao took me to the hospital for a very comprehensive physical examination. He would follow up and ask a lot of questions about every doctor who gave me a physical examination.

What should be paid attention to in diet during pregnancy, what can be done, what can't be done, and whether there is any risk of getting any disease.

I don't know where he heard the string of disease names, I didn't remember it at all.

The doctor said that my body is too weak, and there is no risk of getting sick, but during pregnancy, I should pay attention to a balanced diet and go to the hospital for a physical examination at any time.

Bakugo was reluctantly relieved.

When I got home, I went to the bookstore and bought a bunch of books, such as pregnancy recipes, baby education, etc., a dozen thick.That night I started reading and studying, and took notes.

Bakugo looks fierce, but feels like he'll be a good dad.

Sometimes I feel that I am not carrying a baby, but a little monkey, not because of anything else, but because I really like eating fruits during pregnancy!

Cherries, small kumquats, peaches, and bananas, change the types and eat them.

The usual recipes are arranged by Baohao with the principle of health. Anyway, high-calorie desserts are basically out of reach, saying that it is to control my blood sugar.The liver of animals can't be eaten, it is said to control blood pressure.

I live a life of asceticism, except for my stomach, other places are basically unchanged.

Of course, I still squeeze out a little time every day to do yoga for pregnant women, hoping that the weight will not soar too high after giving birth.

The change in body shape is not so big, but the change in sleep time is quite amazing. I spend more than ten hours a day to sleep, and I sleep very soundly and deeply.

Bakugo stared at my stomach a little angrily: "Did this kid absorb most of the nutrients you need? Otherwise, why would you need to sleep so long a day?"

"I don't know." It might be a slow slow monkey.

Bao Hao is good enough for me at ordinary times, and this period of pregnancy is simply the best of the best.

He seemed to have learned from some channels that pregnant women are prone to depression, so he arranged two hours of psychological counseling for me every time I had a physical examination.

I didn't get involved in the housework, and the housekeepers come to clean at fixed times every week.

Sometimes when I was idle for a while, he would stutter nervously: "If you have any discomfort in your heart, just tell me, don't hold your breath."

I have nothing to hold my breath.

Anyway, my pregnancy was pretty smooth, until the day of my due date, I just had breakfast, and the pain of contractions almost killed me.

The nightmare begins.

I don't know how to describe the pain, it hurts once every 4 minutes, like a car ran over my waist and abdomen, and at the same time someone was holding a wire and messing around inside me.

At that time, Baohao was having dinner with me, and when I said it was painful, he immediately helped me downstairs and drove to the hospital.

"Xiaosheng, I'm in so much pain, I'm in so much pain..." I leaned on the seat, feeling the pain of contractions dragging me down a little bit.

Bao Hao's voice was a little trembling: "Hey boy, hold on a little longer, we're going to the hospital soon."

I took deep breaths frequently to stop the pain.

When I persisted to the hospital, it was almost killing me. I was lying on the hospital bed, gritting my teeth and trying not to make a sound.

What Bakugo said on the side turned into a string of undecipherable gibberish, and I couldn't understand it at all.

He took my hand: "Nai Nai, if it hurts, can you just pinch me? Pinch me hard."

I was dying just to deal with the pain, and I didn't have to use the extra strength to pinch him, but his hand still gave me a sense of security.

It didn't take long for me to be pushed into the delivery room, and Bao Hao followed after changing into a sterile suit.

When I reached the third finger, I felt that the gestational sac was broken, and the doctor began to let me start to exert force: "Little beauty, now start to exert force slowly and continuously... yes, yes, just take it slowly... hey, don't use force Strength, when you feel the pain of uterine contractions, use force..."

I felt that I was in so much pain that I was almost unconscious, and my internal organs were pushing up: "I'm going to die, I'm going to die..."

Bakugo shook my hand: "Don't talk nonsense, you'll be fine, you'll be fine..."

I don't know whether to really comfort me or give him hints in his own heart.

"The head is coming out!" cried a little nurse.

It was much easier to come out with the head out, I hurriedly cooperated and exerted strength, only to feel that the baby slipped out of my body like a fish.

However, before it was over, I heard the doctor shouting: "The uterus is weak and hemorrhages!"

I survived the pain of contractions, and other pains were nothing.When the doctor said he was bleeding, I didn't feel anything, but my hearing became clearer.

"It's bleeding heavily, stop the bleeding quickly!!" Bakugo shouted in a broken voice, I think he was about to cry.

He went to the midwife to take a look and when he came back, he looked at me with fear in his eyes: "It's okay, it will be fine, why is there so much blood..."

"Xiao Sheng, I really want to sleep." The blood loss and tiredness made me feel dizzy.

"You can't sleep, you can't sleep, baby, you can't sleep over." He kissed my hand and shouted anxiously, and then he seemed wronged, "I'm sorry, I won't give birth, I won't give birth in the future, this won't happen Damn, I'm sorry..."

There was a warm liquid dripping on my face, I couldn't hold it back or slowly closed my eyes.