Gu Pan

Chang Gu was sent home by Shen Pan in a daze - he didn't even understand why he was sent by Shen Pan, it was obviously only a short distance, and it was perfectly fine for him to walk by himself.

Chang Gu walked briskly back to his aunt's house, feeling inexplicably happy.Before the day-long panic had returned to his mind, another inexplicable emotion had quietly occupied his head—that night, Chang Gu had a wild dream all night, and when he woke up, his whole body People almost collapsed.

Every fragmentary dream is full of Shen Pan's figure, and in his dream... shamelessly desecrated Shen Pan!

Today is the National Day, my aunt and uncle took Qianqian to the city to play, my aunt originally wanted to bring Chang Gu with me, but Chang Gu didn't want to go - of course he knew that my aunt had good intentions, but the family went out happily Playing, he is too ignorant of current affairs for an outsider to blend in without embarrassment.

He was the only one left in the house. Chang Gu stood by the window and watched his aunt's family of three drive away in a car. Finally, he couldn't bear it anymore, and threw himself on the bed and let out a low growl.

After yelling, he lay silently on the bed for a while, then suddenly remembered something, jumped up with a flushed face, pulled out a pair of crumpled pants from under the bed, and rushed into the bathroom like the wind.

After washing the trousers, Chang Gu carefully checked the sheets and quilts again, and he was relieved to confirm that the "criminal evidence" had been completely destroyed.He sat blankly for a while, forced to suppress the random thoughts that filled his head, took out a few test papers from his schoolbag, and started to study the papers frantically.

But the number of test papers is limited, so Chang Gu finished it in one morning.He went to his aunt's grocery store to find something to eat for lunch, and started to do nothing in the afternoon.

He had already finished the exercise book, reviewed everything that should be reviewed, and even did the preview meticulously.Chang Gu read the extra-curricular books boredly for a while, but he couldn't resist turning on the desktop computer in the room.

Chang Gu doesn't usually like to play with computers. This computer was prepared for him by his aunt. It is a bit old-fashioned, but the Internet access is very smooth, which is convenient for him to sometimes look up some study materials.After the computer was slowly turned on, Chang Gu hesitated for a moment and logged into his QQ account.

Chang Gu grew up in a wealthy family. When his mother was still alive, his father also stayed with him for a short period of time and touched all kinds of new and interesting electronic products.Chang Gu's QQ account was registered very early, but there were not many friends on the list. As soon as he logged in, he saw a flashing avatar in the lower right corner, and he didn't know who was looking for him.

Chang Gu clicked on it and saw that the remark was the well-behaved word "Shen Pan". Only then did he see clearly that the flashing headshot was a beautiful grand piano.

Shen Pan added him as a friend at the beginning of school, and Chang Gu saw it one day, so he passed it.In fact, there is a class group in their class, but there are not many students in the class with mobile phones. Most of the students use computers to surf the Internet, and the group is not very lively.

Shen Pan: "Happy National Day, monitor, what are you doing at home? Come out and play."

The message time is three hours ago.

When Chang Gu saw this familiar tone, he couldn't help raising the corners of his mouth, and then pressed back the corners of his upturned mouth.He spurned himself in his heart - he was so worthless, what was there to be happy about?Shen Pan really hates this guy, okay? Last night he had such a messy dream...

Thinking of the chaotic dream last night, Chang Gu was upset and distracted, hesitated for a long time, and typed slowly: "I have to do my homework, I won't go."

After sending the message, he couldn't help laughing at himself—Shen Pan was looking for him three hours ago, and he probably has already found someone else to play with at this time, who cares if he agrees or not?

Unexpectedly, Shen Pan replied in seconds: "What homework, that homework can be finished in one night. Come on, monitor, let's go play together."

"...No, I have something else to do." Chang Gu replied stiffly.

He regretted it after sending it out, and wished that QQ had an undo function.Before Chang Gu on this side finished his wishful thinking, Shen Pan on the other side quickly replied: "Oh, that's fine."

Chang Gu stared at this line of writing for a long time, feeling so regretful that his intestines turned green.At this time, Shen Pan said again: "Are you free tomorrow? Shall we go out to play tomorrow?"

Chang Gu's eyes lit up, and he replied without hesitation: "Yes."

Typing out the word "um" made Chang Gu nervous and excited all afternoon, and had a strange feeling of "going on a date with someone he likes".Because of the dream last night, he tentatively regards Shen Pan as "the person he likes"—although he still hasn't figured out why he likes Shen Pan.

But dreams can never lie, in the dream he did this to Shen Pan... Chang Gu thought manly through the computer screen, he has to be responsible to Shen Pan, responsible for his sudden feelings!

But the plan couldn't keep up with the changes, and the "date" that Chang Gu had been thinking about for most of the day was quickly put on hold——on the second day of the National Day, something big happened at the aunt's house, and Qianqian disappeared!

In fact, it can't be considered "missing", Qianqian ran out by herself and left a letter at home.My aunt almost fainted on the spot after reading the letter—that dead girl Qianqian explained in detail in the letter that she met a few friends on the Internet, and made an appointment a long time ago to meet at a certain place today.My aunt didn't understand what the noodle in these little kids' mouths meant. Anyway, it was right for Qianqian to go to meet the netizens.

The family was in turmoil. Although Qianqian left a message saying that there is no need to worry about her, but she is a twelve or thirteen-year-old girl who has gone to nowhere by herself. How can a parent feel relieved.My aunt and uncle are just such an only child, and they are usually very precious. After reading the letter, they immediately developed a rich imagination. Combined with some alarmist reports in the newspapers, they immediately thought of all kinds of dangers and accidents that might happen after Qianqian left home...

Chang Gu couldn't help them much, but he was too embarrassed to pick this time to go out to play, so he had to stay in the room and log on to QQ to send Shen Pan a message: "I have something to do at home today, I won't go out."

Shen Pan replied in seconds and asked what was the matter.Chang Gu was reluctant to tell him this at first, but he really had nothing to do, and he was reluctant to just cancel QQ.Chang Gu is not good at finding words to talk nonsense, except for this matter, he couldn't find anything to talk to Shen Pan for a while, so he had to tell the whole story about Qianqian.

Originally, he just wanted to chat with Shen Pan for a while, pass the time, and satisfy his eager heart by the way—although Chang Gu didn't understand the satisfaction of chatting with Shen Pan.

After reading the text sent by Chang Gu Xiaoduan, Shen Pan asked abruptly, "Do you have a picture of Qianqian?"

Chang Gu asked cautiously, "What are you going to do?"

Shen Pan: "Don't worry, don't do anything unsuitable for children."

Chang Gu: "..."

"Disgusting." After a long while, Chang Gu choked out two words.

"Squad leader, with all due respect, if I want to do something, I will definitely ask for your photo." Shen Pan calmly sent out the second half of the sentence—this was already a blatant statement.

Chang Gu's fingers paused on the keyboard, inappropriately recalling the absurd and lecherous dream last night—in fact, he knew Shen Pan's faint hints all along, and he also knew that he had always had feelings for Shen Pan, But why dare not admit it and dare not face it?

Is it because you can't accept homosexuality?Or is he really so obedient in his bones, trying to kill all signs of puppy love in the cradle?

Or maybe he thinks that he is not worthy of being liked, and is afraid that Shen Pan will be disappointed in him when he gradually finds out how boring he is—Chang Gu thinks that he must not dare to face that kind of disappointment, it is like scraping with a sharp knife. His bones made him feel so much pain that he would rather die than live.

Chang Gu cruelly dragged out the heart that he had been trying to escape from his chest, bloodyly dissected it from the inside to the outside, and finally came to the conclusion that he was too afraid of losing, so he didn't dare to approach.

Do not accept homosexuality?Don't want to fall in love early?To hell with it all!Anyway, no one cared about him at all, no one cared whether he was gay, had a puppy love, whatever he liked!

If one day his father finds out about this, the expression on his face might be wonderful.

Thinking of it this way, Chang Gu's rebellious heart was all aroused, and he felt a sense of revenge in an instant.Then he felt a little pathetic—he still thought of that man, even if that man knew about these things, he probably wouldn't care, right?He has always been the only one who regards himself so important.

Shen Pan: "Alright monitor, I'm just joking, don't ignore me."

Shen Pan: "Squad leader, I was wrong, please excuse me."

Shen Pan: "Squad leader? What did you do? If you are still in front of the computer, please reply to me."

Shen Pan: "Squad leader? Squad leader? Squad leader? Squad leader? Squad leader???"

Chang Gu came back to his senses and found that Shen Pan had sent him several messages in a row, probably because he thought he was angry.Chang Gu couldn't help laughing, and typed: "I'm here, I'm not angry."

Shen Pan: "Every time you get angry, you will say that you are not angry."

Shen Pan: "You duplicitous little fairy."

Chang Gu: "..."

Chang Gu touched his hot cheek, feeling a little helpless: "I'm really not angry."

Shen Pan: "Okay, then don't get angry, as long as you are happy."

Shen Pan: "Send me a photo of your cousin."

Chang Gu and Qianqian have added QQ friends, and Qianqian's profile picture is her own headshot.Chang Gu saved her profile picture on the computer and sent it to Shen Pan.

"What do you want her picture for?" Long counselor.

Shen Pan: "She can't run far as a little girl. There are my brothers all around Hetang Town. Anyway, they are playing outside, so let them help keep an eye on your cousin."

Chang Gu didn't expect him to do this. Thinking about it, Chang Gu knows how popular Shen Pan is. Usually in class, he can always see boys from the next class coming to play with Shen Pan. I even know quite a few of my seniors, and even Shen Pan, a little boy from the junior high school next door.Chang Gu was in a complicated mood, and it took him a long time to type two words: "Thank you."

"Why are you being polite to me?" Shen Pan sent a smiling expression, "By the way, you really can't come out to play today?"

Chang Gu hesitated for a moment, his aunts and uncles were all anxious about Qianqian, so they probably didn't have time to pay attention to him. The thought of "going out on a date" swirled around in Chang Gu's mind, causing his whole body to float along, as if he was stepping on a cloud, extremely excited.

Chang Gu no longer hesitated, and immediately typed: "I'm going out now, you wait."