Gu Pan

The night is lingering, and the singing is long.

Chang Gu walked up to the rooftop under the moonlight as usual. Over the past half a month or so, he has developed an ulterior habit—going up to the rooftop every night to listen to the girl under the moonlight singing and playing the guitar.

The singing voice is still ethereal and fuzzy, but the guitar sound is relatively clear.Amidst the flowing sound of playing, Chang Gu gradually let go of his thoughts, feeling that the stimulation he received from Shen Pan during the day had flowed away with the sound of the music.

In fact, Shen Pan didn't stimulate him very much, he was just looking for trouble. Chang Gu himself knew that it was ridiculous that a boy liked another boy or something.

Although he had heard of homosexuality before, it was just hearsay after all. Chang Gu knew nothing about this strange field, and instinctively felt apprehensive.

In fact, he may not really like boys. For example, doesn't he have feelings for this girl who plays the guitar?Thinking of this, Chang Gu suddenly felt much better, and immediately looked eagerly at the source of the guitar sound, as if he was eager to grab the last straw.

But unfortunately, Chang Gu couldn't see anything—except that the girl played with the lights on in the first few nights, and then she turned off the lights after she sat on the windowsill.Chang Gu tried his best to look at it, but he could only see a slender figure in the thick night.

This is enough, Chang Gu imagined the girl's bright side face and playful hair, slender arms and long snow-white legs, and those nimble and beautiful fingers like elves, and the wonderful music came from under those magical hands It flowed out continuously—before he could get a little comfort from his imagining, the lights in the opposite building suddenly turned on.

The girl jumped off the window sill nimbly, leaving Chang Gu with an imaginative back view.After a while, the girl came back again, and Chang Gu saw her face for the first time in more than half a month.

The girl was wearing a pair of big-rimmed glasses, her mouth was tightly pursed, and her shawl-length hair was combed up tonight and tied into a youthful high ponytail.She has a special temperament on her body, a thin and thin white vest wraps her slender and flexible figure, and an ordinary pajamas is worn to give a sense of tallness.

The girl rested her hand on the window sill, raised her chin casually, and there seemed to be a hint of arrogance in her eyes.She glanced casually, and then looked precisely at Chang Gu.

Chang Gu was taken aback, and caught sight of the girl unexpectedly. Before he could react, the girl suddenly laughed, took off the glasses that got in the way, and casually pushed back the broken hair on her forehead, revealing a smile on her face. A complete face.

Those handsome long eyebrows like a distant mountain, those sharp eyes like a knife...

Chang Gu was stunned, staring blankly at each other for a moment with his eyes wide open, feeling that the whole world was silently collapsing.

That is Shen Pan.

There are only two words left in Chang Gu's brain that has stopped functioning - it's over.

The next day, Shen Pan hurried back to school as usual. When Chang Gu saw this guy, he immediately felt bad.He sat on pins and needles for a while, when Shen Pan suddenly remembered something, turned his head and said to him with a smile: "Hey, monitor, I didn't expect your house to be opposite mine. We are really destined."

Chang Gu glanced at him expressionlessly, with a look of "what are you talking about?" inexplicably.

"What expression? Did you lose your memory when you woke up?"

Shen Pan made a gesture to pat his forehead, Chang Gu leaned back nimbly, dodging the flailing hand——Shen Pan has a problem, he likes to play tricks on people, this problem only applies to boys There is actually nothing in the pile, but Chang Gu doesn't like physical contact with people, so he just trained a conditioned reflex.

Seeing that taking advantage was unsuccessful, Shen Pan was not discouraged at all, he withdrew his hand, and cocked his legs carelessly.

"Why are you shy? Squad leader, do you really think I don't recognize that person as you?" Shen Pan said with a smile, "I'll think you like me if you're like this."

Chang Gu ignored him, and took out the books for morning reading on his own.Shen Pan said again: "Does it sound good? Seriously, how long have you been doing this secretly?"

Chang Gu's heart beat like a drum, and his fingers holding the book almost trembled.He managed to maintain his superficial immobility, and looked at Shen Pan coldly: "Shen Pan, if you continue to say such misleading words..."

Shen Pan: "Are you angry?"

Chang Gu: "..."

There was no way to reason with this person, so Chang Gu could only stare at him without saying a word.At this moment, the morning reading bell rang, and Chang Gu gave him a vicious look, then turned his head to concentrate on the morning reading.

It's so nice to look angry.

Shen Pan, who was being stared at, sighed contentedly, and instead of reading early, he took out a piece of waste paper from his schoolbag, tore off a small piece, and began to boldly write small notes in the morning reading class.

After finishing writing a note, he threw the note on Chang Gu's desk in an open and aboveboard manner amidst the clatter of books in the class.

Chang Gu glanced at Shen Pan, wanting to throw the note on the ground and step on it a few times, but he couldn't bear it.With a cold face, he just held back and ignored him.

Shen Pan was not depressed at all, and continued to write with great interest, and continued to throw it to Chang Gu accurately after writing.One after another small notes appeared on the table, Chang Gu gradually softened his heart, and the anger in his heart gradually dissipated.He hesitated, and picked up one of the notes.

Shen Pan's handwriting is scribbled, but the scribbles are very charming, which can be regarded as relatively easy-to-handle handwriting.While reading, Chang Gu glanced at ten lines under the cover of the book——

"Squad leader, I was wrong, don't be angry."

"Squad leader, I have been paying attention to you for almost a week, and you are there every night. How is it, isn't it nice?"

"Squad leader, why don't you admit it? Is it so embarrassing to listen to my singing?"

"Squad leader, if you like, you can come to my house to listen to it anytime. As long as it's you, you're welcome anytime—anytime."

"Squad leader..."

"Squad leader, what are you laughing at? Get back to your senses, the teacher is watching you." The boy at the same table gave Chang Gu an elbow.

Chang Gu quickly suppressed the slightly upturned corners of his mouth, returned his distracted attention to the book, and couldn't help but sneak a glance at Shen Pan.

Shen Pan did not write a note at the moment, but his eyes were not on the book, and he kept staring at Chang Gu boredly.Seeing Chang Gu sneakily looking back, Shen Pan suddenly smiled, and quietly mouthed to Chang Gu.

Chang Gu instantly understood that mouth shape—"Aren't you angry?"

Chang Gu ignored him, looked at Shen Pan after a while, and found that Shen Pan was still looking at him.Chang Gu couldn't help frowning.

"Reading." Chang Gu pointed to the book and said silently to Shen Pan.

Shen Pan didn't read the book, and asked Chang Gu in the same way: "Squad leader, are you not angry?"

Chang Gu had nothing to do with him, he frowned and shook his head at him.Satisfied, Shen Pan smiled at Chang Gu and began to follow the department representative for morning reading.

Chang Gu was baffled by his smile, and it took him a while to recall—why did the behavior of him and Shen Pan just now look like a quarrel between young couples, and finally Shen Pan stalked him to make him happy?

This thought made Chang Gu's face turn red instantly, and he couldn't help looking at Shen Pan—fortunately, Shen Pan didn't look at him this time, and was concentrating on studying.

This person is so strange, Chang Gu remembered the last time he made Shen Pan unable to step down in public, and felt guilty——Shen Pan didn't have the same knowledge as him at that time, so he took the initiative to talk to him not long after, although the two of them still It is not necessary to use the word "reconciliation", but that can be regarded as the end of the story.

Chang Gu couldn't help but think: "Is there something wrong with Shen Pan? Is he so good-tempered to everyone? What did he do wrong? Whenever I get angry, he will come forward and admit his mistake?"

Thinking about it, Chang Gu began to reflect on himself - when did his temper become so bad?Why do you get angry every time you talk to Shen Pan?It's okay to get angry and lose your temper with Shen Pan... Thinking about it carefully, Shen Pan really didn't say anything excessive to him.

The restless morning was fleeting, and as soon as the lunch break bell rang, Chang Gu saw Shen Panmiao take out the lunch box, and it seemed that he was going to march into the dining hall with his big group of brothers.

Chang Gu looked at him silently, who knew that Shen Pan waved his hands to let the brothers leave first, turned around and came to him, and said openly: "Squad leader, let's go to eat together."

Chang Gu: "..."

The culprit who had disturbed him all morning was right in front of him, but Chang Gu couldn't bear to sneer at him right now, so he asked politely, "What about your brothers?"

"Don't you see? They've abandoned me."

Chang Gu: "..." Obviously you let him go first.

Shen Pan: "Squad leader, you won't even reject me, will you?"

Chang Gu said blankly, "...Let's go."

Shen Pan happily put his shoulders on his shoulders, Chang Gu subconsciously wanted to hide, but quickly held back.

"Squad leader, do you have a girl you like?" Walking to the door of the classroom, Shen Pan asked on a whim.

Chang Gu: "..."

He thought of the beautiful girl who played in the moonlight... oh, now the girl has become a boy, and it is still in front of him.Chang Gu hesitated for a moment, then nodded, "...well, maybe."

Shen Pan frowned: "What does 'reckon' mean? I liked it but I don't like it anymore?"

"...Why are you asking so many questions?"

"It's nothing, chatting can improve the relationship between classmates." Shen Pan said nonsense, "I didn't expect our monitor to have a crush on girls."

Chang Gu stared at his bright and clean face under the sun. At this moment, the handsome boy in front of him overlapped with the beautiful girl in his imagination, and they were inseparable from now on.

Chang Gu's heartbeat accelerated slightly, and he asked involuntarily, "What about you? Shen Pan, do you have someone you like?"

"Yes." Shen Pan tilted his head and looked at him with bright eyes, and said unambiguously, "Squad leader, do you believe in 'love at first sight'?"

Chang Gu: "..."

Chang Gu avoided his gleaming eyes, his heart was pounding, and at the same time, there was an indescribable sense of loss.He didn't answer Shen Pan, but said "Oh" indifferently.

Shen Pan: "..."

This reaction really couldn't go on, Shen Pan patted his forehead weakly.He has always lived as he pleases, and he will try his best to pursue something he likes, and give up if he can't get what he wants—it's the same for Chang Gu.It doesn't matter whether Chang Gu has someone he likes, what matters is whether Chang Gu will accept him or not.

Shen Pan has never liked anyone or pursued anyone, so she doesn't think there is anything wrong with this logic.He just thinks this good student is really difficult to deal with - but it's written like this in the books, good students are generally difficult to deal with, but it's also fun to catch up with, and someone like Chang Gu is the most suitable for teasing.

Shen Pan silently accompanied Chang Gu for a walk, completely unaware that the person next to him was so imaginative during the short distance.Walking to the entrance of the dining hall, Shen Pan suddenly asked: "Squad leader, are you from a big city?"

Chang Gu was forced to suspend his random thoughts, and casually said, "No, it's just a small third-tier city."

"And what do you think of homosexuality - you should know what 'homosexuality' is?"

Chang Gu: "..."

When Shen Pan said this, the tip of his chin almost touched his shoulder, and the hot breath made Chang Gu tremble slightly, and half of his face went numb.

Chang Gu blushed from the stimulation, silently kept his distance from Shen Pan again, his heart almost jumped out of his throat.

"...Well, I know." Chang Gu said flusteredly.

"Then what do you think?" Shen Pan approached again.

Chang Gu dodged immediately, and said in a low voice, "I'm afraid... I have no position."

Shen Pan grabbed Chang Gu's arm as if nothing had happened, and dragged him into the dining hall, not allowing him to hide: "Why don't you have a position? I'm just asking your personal opinion—don't you feel disgusted?"

Shen Pan: "Huh? Squad leader, why are you blushing? Could it be... Do you secretly like me?"

"No!" Chang Gu broke free from his hand suddenly, his voice suddenly dropped, and he retorted in a muffled voice, "...not secretly."

Shen Panle: "Could it be that you like me openly—hey!"

Before Shen Pan finished teasing, Chang Gu suddenly turned his head and gave him a hard look, then turned and ran away.Shen Pan saw a little bit of anger from his eyes, and was stunned for a moment, forgetting to catch up for a moment.

In fact, Chang Gu didn't run a few steps, the dining hall was crowded with people, he walked a few steps before disappearing into the sea of ​​people.When Shen Pan came back to his senses, Chang Gu had already disappeared.

Shen Pan was a little dazed, and stood there muttering to himself: "Why are you running? You really like me?"