Gu Pan

The weather was beautiful, and the weather cleared up that afternoon.

The students moved their stools to watch the cultural performance outdoors. They were complaining about the cold weather and the inhumanity of the school. But when the sun shone, the slight resentment in the crowd disappeared, revealing the unique vitality of their age. .

Shen Pan's piano solo was placed in the second half of the show. The students sat and watched the performance for more than an hour, and they were mentally tired of this cultural performance.Chang Gu kept staring at the performance catalog in his hand, waiting nervously, as if he was the one who was about to take the stage.

Finally, when Shen Pan came to the stage, after the host finished the script, Chang Gu immediately applauded energetically, but found that the people around him seemed to be lacking in interest.He frowned slightly, inexplicably feeling lost for Shen Pan.

It is obviously not the first time for Shen Pan to walk on the stage. He is wearing a black and slim tuxedo, with a decent smile on the corner of his mouth, and his curly long hair has been deliberately taken care of - he should have tossed it himself. Chang Gu knows that Shen Pan He is very resistant to others touching his hair. Occasionally, he touches Shen Pan's self-roll, intentionally or unintentionally, and Shen Pan will subconsciously avoid it.

And this is obviously Shen Pan's own aesthetics - after careful care, Shen Pan's whole person looks high-spirited and handsome.

Shen Pan stepped onto the stage gracefully and calmly, stood still beside the piano, looked down the stage, and accurately found the position of Chang Gu in the class.The smile on the corner of his mouth changed subtly, he bowed slightly dignifiedly, and smiled again at the audience.

From the moment Shen Pan came on stage, Chang Gu heard the gasping sounds of the girls in front, and the whisperings desperately suppressing their voices, which seemed to be beyond excited.Shen Pan's smile directly triggered a collective climax, and Chang Gu felt that he could hear the girls screaming.

Chang Gu thought to himself: "Is it that exaggerated? Didn't you guys like to watch it just now?"

Although he was not very happy in his heart, Chang Gu had to admit that Shen Pan on the stage was indeed very attractive, and people couldn't take their eyes off it.

Shen Pan finished playing a piano piece, and immediately a girl who didn't care about her reserve shouted "one more song".Chang Gu quietly left his seat and sneaked behind the stage under the pretext of going to the bathroom.

Backstage, a few girls in skirts were shivering and bouncing around, trying to keep each other warm.Seeing that Shen Pan was almost finished, the host hurriedly went through the script, put on a smile and prepared to go on stage.

Chang Gu looked around cautiously, and found that there were people coming and going in the backstage, everyone was in a hurry, and there was no time to pay attention to him.Only then did he feel relieved, and found an inconspicuous place to stand and wait for Shen Pan.

Although he was standing in an inconspicuous position, Shen Pan seemed to have a sensor installed on him. After stepping off the stage, he swept his eyes casually, immediately found the target, and immediately rushed towards Chang Gu.

Chang Gu was bumped by him lightly and hard, so he quickly took a step back to cushion himself, and subconsciously stretched out his arms to hug Shen Pan, so as not to knock Shen Pan to the ground on the spot.Chang Gu had a stern face, and before he had time to scold this guy, Shen Pan was already shaking into a ball in his arms, trying to reach his cold hands inside his clothes.

"It's so cold...Squad leader, you are warm." Shen Pan shivered and said incoherently, "It's a damn winter...the clothes are too thin..."

Chang Gu: "..."

He pushed Shen Pan away somewhat uncomfortably - because not far away, several classmates were watching them both strangely, and Lin Yongge, who hadn't come to the stage yet, was among them.

Lin Yongge saw Chang Gu looking over, blinked at him ambiguously, and smiled at him for the first time.

Chang Gu: "..."

Shen Pan was ignorant, his whole body was almost numb from the cold, trembling non-stop, let Chang Gu pick up the clothes bag he put in the backstage, and dragged him to the men's room to change without any explanation.

Chang Gu hesitated for a moment, dragged Shen Pan into the last cubicle of the men's toilet, squeezed in himself, and locked the door.

Only then did Shen Pan come to his senses, and smiled ambiguously at his elder Gu: "Gu'er, are you watching me change clothes?"

Chang Gu's cheeks were slightly hot, and he took Shen Pan's cold hands without saying a word, and covered him for a while, but felt that it was not enough, so he directly pressed his palms to his hot face.

There was no wind in the toilet cubicle, but it was quite warm. Shen Pan didn't tremble so badly, and suddenly she was not in a hurry to change clothes.

He rubbed Chang Gu's cheeks mischievously, and said with a smile: "Squad leader, your face is so small, is it enough to warm my hands?"

Chang Gu didn't speak, and his long, dark eyelashes drooped slightly, like two small fans, tightly blocking Chang Gu's gaze, but not meeting Shen Pan's gaze.

Shen Pan couldn't stand his look of "a good woman being molested". She rubbed Chang Gu's fine eyelashes with her fingertips, and endured it for a while with dry mouth, feeling that her palms were almost scalded by the temperature on Chang Gu's cheeks.He finally couldn't bear it anymore, and in this posture, he held Chang Gu's face and kissed it.

By the time they finished their work, the performances were almost over.Shen Pan changed his clothes, applied lip balm on himself, looked at the rubbing on Chang Gu's lips after going out of the bathroom, and raised the corners of his mouth contentedly.

After all the performances, there will be an announcement of the winners.So soon after Shen Pan changed his clothes, he went to the stage and was blown by a cold wind. He was forced to take out his hands that had just been warmed up from his pockets, received the certificate and prize from the teacher, and stood in the center of the stage foolishly to take a photo with a group of people.

After stepping off the stage, before Shen Pan could complain, he was caught off guard by someone behind him who jumped up and hooked his neck: "Oh, that's amazing, brother, the first prize—hey, tomorrow is a holiday, come to my house to celebrate tonight, How about it?"

Shen Pan was strangled by him and couldn't breathe well, and coughed earth-shatteringly for a while, so frightened that Lin Yongzhi quickly let go of him, for fear that he would make something bad happen to him.

Chang Gu squeezed over expressionlessly, took away a bunch of things from Shen Pan's hand, and patted him on the back: "Are you all right?"

Shen Pan managed to slow down, and glared fiercely at Lin Yongzhi, who was short-eyed and thoughtless. Gu Chang Gu was still at the side, so at least he didn't say any bad words to each other: "Are you murdering?"

Lin Yongzhi said with a sullen face: "Come on, go to my house to celebrate—look, my sister and I won the second prize, and everyone won the prize together. Is there anything more worthy of celebration than this?"

Shen Pan glanced at Chang Gu beside him, wanting to play, but worried that Chang Gu would feel that he was leaving him alone, so he refused with a paralyzed face: "No, I'm not free."

Lin Yongzhi refused to let go: "No time? What are you doing?"

Although it was only for a moment, Chang Gu saw the struggle and hesitation in Shen Pan's eyes, and understood why he compromised.Chang Gu paused for a moment, then suddenly thought of Shen Pan who was on the stage, and the screams of the girls and the discussions of the boys seemed to ring in his ears.

Shen Pan's long hair is not without criticism, especially in a small place like Hetang Town, it is very rare for boys to have long hair, and Chang Gu has heard his classmates talk about Shen Pan in private more than once. .

Girls are okay, most of them think Shen Pan is handsome, and having long hair is also a kind of cool and handsome, which looks like a celebrity or an artist; there are still a small half of girls who can't accept boys with long hair, but they can't deny Chang Gu's good looks nice.

Boys are not so polite, they say everything when they first started school - "sissy", "faulty", "perverted", "ugly"...the list goes on and on.

After getting along slowly, Shen Pan didn't show any sissy tendencies, and his speech and behavior didn't seem to be a problem, and he was very righteous to his brothers, and the secret discussions gradually decreased.

But because of his long hair, Shen Pan still looks very special among the boys—maybe most boys really have a long-hair complex. Although they usually call Shen Pan brothers and often hang shoulders, they still discuss it in private. Shen Pan, but his attitude has obviously changed.

Chang Gu has heard it once or twice, and they all say that Shen Pan has good-looking long hair and a good-looking face, and the girls with long hair in the class don't seem to be as good-looking as Shen Pan... The final conclusion must be——If Shen Pan is a girl, she should How nice, that must be super nice.

No boy said they like Shen Pan - homosexuality does not exist in their view, they do not even know the existence of the word.But in Chang Gu's ears, those people said so much nonsense, they just wanted to express their love for Chang Gu.

It would be great if Shen Pan was a girl—then they could express their love for Shen Pan openly.

That's what it means.

Chang Gu doesn't like Shen Pan to play with other people, he always feels that the whole world likes Shen Pan, everyone is coveting Shen Pan - of course he knows that this is just his imagination, it is because of knowing that he can't let his emotions go Show it, so as not to appear too unreasonable.

He always wanted Shen Pan to be with him all the time, stay by his side, stay within his sight, and not let a third person disturb them.He knew that Shen Pan liked him, pampered him and pampered him, allowing him to be proud of being favored.

But why?Chang Gu thought suddenly.

Why does Shen Pan give way to him all the time?

Obviously Shen Pan is not a master who can calm down, but he is willing to do this to make him happy, because Shen Pan likes him.What about him?He likes Shen Pan, so he wants to restrict Shen Pan's personal freedom?

Doesn't he want Shen Pan to be happy?Shen Pan paid so much for saying "I like you", so what did he do for Shen Pan?

If his "like" for Shen Pan is so superficial and cheap, and it's just verbal, then what's the difference between him and most people who like Shen Pan in school?What qualifications does he have to make Shen Pan treat him so well?

Lin Yongzhi has already been sent away by Shen Pan, Shen Pan is very good at this, he can fool people with just a few words.Chang Gu stood beside Shen Pan, holding Shen Pan's things in his hands, his confusion gradually disappeared, and he suddenly made a decision.

"Apan, you go to Lin Yong's house... Well, let's celebrate." Chang Gu said softly, "You won the first prize, you should celebrate."

Shen Pan looked at his expression in surprise, and made sure that Chang Gu's words were not out of anger. He let Chang Gu's attitude change for a while and couldn't find Bei: "Ah? But... Forget it, I don't want to go."

"Don't lie to me." Chang Gu smiled softly, "Go."

When he smiled, Shen Pan's eyes lit up, he couldn't hold back his desire to play, and he didn't want to leave Chang Gu, so he hesitated and said, "Then...you go with me."

Chang Gu: "...Huh?"

Seeing that he didn't seem to have any resistance, Shen Pan excitedly pulled him up and ran away, catching up with Lin Yongzhi's brother and sister: "Let's go together!"