Gu Pan

Ever since Chang Gu delivered candy to Shen Pan on Christmas Day, Chang Gu soon discovered that his popularity in the class had changed slightly.

But Chang Gu was not happy - he spent less time alone with Shen Pan recently, and he could even clearly feel that Shen Pan was pushing him away.

For example, during the lunch break, ever since the two of them confirmed their relationship, they have always gone to the cafeteria to eat together, but these days Shen Pan hangs out with his brothers—of course, he didn’t abandon Chang Gu, so Chang Gu had to force him to hang out. Among the boys.

For example, in spare time, Shen Pan would sometimes go to the canteen with other boys, and insisted on taking Chang Gu—sometimes Chang Gu didn't want to go, but Shen Pan pretended to be stupid and had to take him with him.

And after the inter-class exercises, there is no need to line up at this time. The students have their own free activities, and just go back to the classroom before class.Chang Gu and Shen Pan could have walked back to the classroom quietly - they were like this before, but Shen Pan is not happy now, and insists on dragging Chang Gu into a group of boys to play, until the class bell Ring before going back.

All kinds of deeds, and so on.Chang Gu is less tempered towards Shen Pan, at most he just makes a fuss, is awkward and sullen, if Shen Pan doesn't accept the trick or coaxes him, then there's nothing he can do - he can't really fight with Shen Pan, can he?

After a few days, Chang Gu couldn't help feeling a little depressed.He always felt that Shen Pan was annoying him, so he deliberately left him like this.

He asked himself in a daze: "Am I annoying?"

Is he really that annoying?

Chang Gu reflected on what he had done recently, and didn't feel that he had done anything wrong - the only possibility was that he was too clingy and hopeful during this time, and Shen Pan was getting impatient, so he tried every means to get rid of him.

Chang Gu also knew that it was not good for him, but he couldn't help it.

This day is Friday, and since New Year’s Day falls on next Tuesday, this Saturday—that is, a day of make-up classes will be required tomorrow, and then there will be a three-day holiday for New Year’s Day.Shen Pan lamented that the school holidays are too stingy, and Chang Gu reluctantly accepted the words: "It's like this everywhere, and other schools also have holidays like this."

Shen Pan was dissatisfied: "Why are you still speaking for our school?"

Chang Gu is used to his unreasonable making troubles, and keeps his mouth shut.He and Shen Pan walked out of the classroom, before finding another topic, they saw Shen Pan waving not far away: "Hey, brother!"

Before Chang Gu could see clearly who the other party was, his heart sank on conditioned reflex.

Then, as Chang Gu had expected, Shen Pan led him into a group of boys in the next class, chasing and joking along the way, joyful and lively.Chang Gu's peripheral vision stayed on Shen Pan's side face, absent-mindedly dealing with the strange boy beside him.

The boys' homes are far or near, and the routes are not exactly the same. When they reached a certain fork in the road, only Chang Gu and Shen Pan were left in the lively group.Chang Gu resisted the urge to hold Shen Pan in public, and asked in a dull voice, "I'll go to your house tonight... is that okay?"

Chang Gu seldom made this kind of request, usually Shen Pan would take the initiative to mention it, and Chang Gu hesitated to decide whether to go or not.Shen Pan immediately beamed with joy, and happily agreed: "Yes, why not? Come on, I will ask grandma to add food for you."

Chang Gu was not in the mood to tease him, because of the presence of outsiders just now, he gave Shen hoped face, so he had to cheer up to deal with it.Now only he and Shen Pan were left, Chang Gu didn't really want to talk to him, he was thinking wildly and sulking all the way.

Shen Pan didn't know what she was thinking, but she didn't tease him to speak.The two teenagers returned to Shen Pan's house in a strange and silent atmosphere.

Grandma was very happy to see Chang Gu come to help Shen Pan with homework again. She wished that he would come every day and make Shen Pan the first in the grade.Shen Pan took a few fresh fruits from the first floor and went upstairs, selectively ignoring grandma's warning to "eat less before eating".

"Come on, Gu'er, continue." Shen Pan not only eats by himself, but also spoils Chang Gu.Chang Gu didn't hesitate much, took it and ate with him without saying a word.

Shen Pan took out a comic book from his schoolbag. He has recently become obsessed with it. The book was brought back to school by his deskmate. I heard that that guy has a stack of such books at home.

Shen Pan flipped to the place where I left a bookmark last time, and looked at the fruit in his hand with relish.

"Does it look good?" Chang Gu moved his chair, unwilling to be lonely, and moved to his side.

Shen Pan was happy to share with him, so he moved the black and white manga to Chang Gu, and read it with him.The book had only turned two pages, and Chang Gu's hands had wrapped around his waist at some point, and his chin rested on his shoulder, gently kissing his cheek and neck.

No matter how dull Shen Pan is, by now he should realize that Chang Gu has no intention of reading at all.He pressed Chang Gu's arm across his waist, leaned to the side, and immediately fell crookedly into Chang Gu's arms.

"Huh? Baby, what's the matter?" He smiled and stretched out his hand, rubbing Chang Gu's chin.

Chang Gu was pushed back by him, his back pressed against the back of the chair, which hurt him a little.But Chang Gu didn't say anything, he just hugged the boy in his arms in a hurry, for fear that Shen Pan would fall to the ground inadvertently.

He held Shen Pan carefully, and struggled for a long time, but he still couldn't get out the words stuck in his throat—"Do you not like me anymore", no matter how awkward he thought about it, he couldn't say it .

Shen Pan waited for a long time, and seeing that Chang Gu didn't speak, he roughly knew what Chang Gu wanted to ask - Chang Gu had been in a bad mood for the past few days, and Shen Pan knew the reason.But Shen Pan did it on purpose, and it didn't make sense to give up halfway because of a small problem, so he had to pretend that he didn't know what Chang Gu was thinking, and why should he keep doing it.

Shen Pan is already mentally prepared - if Chang Gu really fights with him, then he will coax him; if Chang Gu doesn't make trouble, then continue to pretend not to know.

Chang Gu couldn't ask what he should ask, but Shen Pan leaned on him and gnawed fruit with a puzzled face, staring at him with joy - he didn't know what he was laughing at.Chang Gu held back for a while, decided not to say anything, and put it into action directly.

He turned Shen Pan's face in silence, regardless of whether Shen Pan was chewing fruit, lowered his head and bit Shen Pan's wet lips.

Shen Pan was taken aback, but he was basically used to the domineering and domineering style of the usually gentle and quiet monitor when kissing, and sometimes he felt the contrast was quite interesting.There is no point of focus in his posture, and he doesn't make much effort. He simply doesn't take the initiative and doesn't resist. He opens his mouth and lets Chang Gu Ai do whatever he wants.

Not counting after Chang Gu's kiss, his warm fingers penetrated into Shen Pan's clothes at some point, and touched the deep concave line of his back all the way up.Shen Pan squinted her eyes and stared at him silently, feeling that she had gone too far this time.

Seeing this rhythm, they can roll straight into bed.

Most boys of this age are just beginning to fall in love, and it's normal to have a little messy thoughts in their minds.Just thinking about it, Shen Pan didn't have the guts to actually do it - in this regard, the rare cowardice in him was reflected.

In his youth, Shen Pan was lawless and dared to think and act, but after all, he didn't dare to kidnap his sweetheart into bed.

The new year has not yet arrived, and now they are not even 16 years old.

"Okay, okay, baby, don't touch it...don't touch it, I can't do it anymore." Shen Pan took a breath and tried to push Chang Gu away.

Chang Gu paused for a moment, and finally pulled out his hand, wrapping Shen Pan around with one hand, and helping him to sit up with the other.Shen Pan casually wiped the red, swollen and numb lips with the back of his hand. Before he could recover, he felt his shoulders sink, and someone came over again.

Shen Pan was helpless: "Are you going to become a koala? Why are you sticking to me all day?"

"I like you." Chang Gu said in a muffled voice.

"I know—I like you too." Shen Pan dragged his voice and said, "Is this okay? Get up quickly."

Chang Gu didn't move, and suddenly asked with straight eyebrows, "Pan, do you think I'm annoying?"

Shen Pan: "..."

Although there is one point, it is of course impossible to answer truthfully with Shen Pan's EQ: "How could it be? Who made you think about it?"

After the first sentence was spoken, Chang Gu's subsequent words became much smoother, and he asked persistently, "If not, then why...why do you always leave me alone?"

He thought for a long time but couldn't figure out how to describe the situation these days. The three words "hanging me" didn't express their meaning, but they were already the most appropriate sentences that Chang Gu could think of - he was still not good at talking People quarreling and arguing.

Shen Pan felt very wronged when he heard it: "Baby, when did I leave you alone?"

Chang Gu was at a loss for words, and it took him a long time to say unreasonably, "You always go to play with other people..."

"But I didn't ignore you either, so how can I call you just hanging out?" Shen Pan said to him in a very reasonable manner, "Look, I should have my own friends, right? Everyone Are you a friend, should we go out to play and bond with each other from time to time? And I always bring you with me, you are also my friend..."

Chang Gu looked over with a blank face, and Shen Pan immediately kissed the corner of his mouth with a smile: "Well—boyfriend, this is the only one."

Chang Gu's heart suddenly softened, and he couldn't buy it.Shen Pan, this bastard is too annoying, if he acts like this with emotion and reason, if Chang Gu still makes trouble for no reason, it will be too unreasonable.

Chang Gu reluctantly resisted: "They are your friends, not mine, and I don't like to play with them." He paused, his dark and clear eyes looked at Shen Pan, revealing a sense of silence. Stubbornness, "I only like you."

Shen Pan was speechless.

These days he did it on purpose, his idea is very simple - he likes Chang Gu, but liking someone doesn't mean he is willing to be tired of being with that person all the time.Especially at Shen Pan's age, he prefers a group of people to have fun and have fun, rather than two people sitting quietly together and flipping through books and doing homework.

But he really likes Chang Gu very much, and he can't explain why - if he can explain clearly, then it probably wouldn't be called liking.He is willing to settle down and sit for a whole day for Chang Gu, but the nature of a boy is hard to control after all.

He still wants to go wandering with his brothers.

In the past, even if he went to play with others, Chang Gu would not say anything, let alone show dissatisfaction—maybe there was, but Chang Gu hid it well, and Shen Pan played with peace of mind every time.

But once Chang Gu expresses it—even if he doesn't say a word, Shen Pan can't walk away from him just by looking at him.

Shen Pan had no choice but to play happily by himself, so he was thinking about how to bring Chang Gu with him——Chang Gu was not very interested in it, he could see it, but it's normal to not get used to it at first, and it will probably fade away after a while. alright.

He even prepared a countermeasure for Chang Gu to fight with him—only he didn't expect Chang Gu to say this to him so affectionately.

Shen Pan was silent for a long time, Chang Gu didn't bother him, quietly took his slender hand and held it in it to play with.

Until grandma called for dinner from below, when a faint shout came, Shen Pan subconsciously got up and opened the door to answer, lest grandma think he didn't hear and continue shouting.

Shen Pan turned around and smiled at Chang Gu who had been watching him, a little helplessly: "Let's go, let's eat first."