Gu Pan

礼物

Hetang Middle School ends at [-]:[-], even if Chang Gu and Shen Pan deliberately take a long way, they will arrive home at [-]:[-] at most.

But there was an "accident" in the grove today, and it was already 06:30 when they arrived at Shen Pan's house. At around [-]:[-], Shen Pan's grandma went upstairs and called them to eat, and added fruit after the meal. It was just after seven o'clock when Chang Gu and Shen Pan went upstairs.

There was only a little homework that night, and it would take less than an hour at most to finish it, but Chang Gu and Shen Pan dawdled in the room until after nine o'clock.Chang Gu packed his schoolbag and prepared to leave, but Shen Pan reluctantly sent him all the way to the door of his house.

Grandparents usually go to bed after eight o'clock, and tonight is no exception. They use the standard schedule for the elderly.Grandma was thinking that there was still a guest at home, so she left a small dim light in the huge living room. Although it was not bright, it was enough to warm a small area of ​​the world.

Shen Pan didn't turn on any other lights, and just sent Chang Gu out with this small light, and was reluctant when the end came, and wanted to change his shoes to send Chang Gu home—this time Chang Gu didn't let him go, and it was getting late, Shen Pan I hope that it will take a dozen or two or 10 minutes to talk about it once and for all. Don't worry about it, the point is that it is unnecessary.

"Why isn't it necessary?" Shen Pan slicked his tongue and made Chang Gu happy, "Sending you home is the most important thing in life."

"It's really unnecessary." Although Chang Gu was coaxed so sweetly in his heart, he didn't let go, "I'm not a girl. It's just a night walk, and there is no danger. Why are you so hypocritical? Or do you always treat me as a What do girls think?"

After Chang Gu said that, Shen Pan didn't insist anymore, hugged Chang Gu in the shadow of the porch, and laughed muffledly: "Don't you know what kind of person I am? When did girls come to me?" Treated like you?"

Really sweet talk and no money, Chang Gu had nothing to do with him, he was so coaxed by him that he didn't want to go home, he stretched out his arms to hug Shen Pan, pressed his chin on Shen Pan's shoulder, and suddenly asked: "You don't like girls?"

"Yes." Shen Pan said naturally, "I just like you."

Chang Gu: "Then you said you liked Lin Yongge this afternoon..."

"Didn't I tell you that? You lied to them." Shen Pan didn't expect that he was still struggling with this problem, he was so cute, "To be honest, monitor, how long will you be jealous?"

This time, Chang Gu did not deny that he was jealous, and continued to ask in a muffled voice: "Then you and Lin Yongge—there is another girl from the class next door, why did you go to such a remote place? Did you... did you touch that girl? hand?"

Shen Pan: "... I am wronged! Squad leader, I, Shen Pan, swear to God, I have never touched a woman's hand in my life except for elders who are older than me!"

Of course, Shen Pan knew why Chang Gu misunderstood—probably because he and Pan Yaqin were relatively close together, and he was imagining the piano keys in the open space, and taught Pan Yaqin fingering directly.Chang Gu stood in the distance and looked around, not daring to get too close, otherwise there would be misplacement.

After Shen Pan explained the matter clearly, Chang Gu was dubious: "Can you still play the piano?"

"Yes, I learned it when I was a child. My mother is a pianist." Shen Pan said, "Do you want to listen? All right, I will have opportunities to play for you in the future."

Shen Pan has no interest in the piano, but he is looking forward to Shen Pan playing the piano for him.He thought of Shen Pan's guitar playing under the moonlight, and couldn't help saying bitterly to him: "Panpan, you are really versatile."

Hearing this, Shen Pan didn't know which point of the joke was hit, and burst out laughing with a "poof", hugging Chang Gu overjoyed.

Chang Gu made him laugh so embarrassedly, but I don't know if it was because of the "kiss and touch" between the two of them, he was good at being cheeky in front of Shen Pan, so he didn't become angry on the spot, but just helplessly Ask: "Have you laughed enough?"

After he finished speaking, he laughed along with him.

The two half-sized boys laughed foolishly for a long time in the dark entrance, not knowing what they were laughing at.Chang Gu felt that he hadn't been so happy and happy for a long time - he often felt this way when he was with Shen Pan, as if he could refresh the height of "happiness" every time, and became happier every day.

Chang Gu thought, if time could stay here, he would die without regret.

It's a pity that time will not stop because of anyone's wishes, and it is impossible for Chang Gu to stick with Shen Pan all the time. His life is not only Shen Pan.

November flew by quickly, and at the beginning of December, the grove that Chang Gu and Shen Pan used to wander around had become bare, the trees had lost all their leaves, and the weather in Hetang Town had completely turned cold.

Chang Gu gets up early as usual—Shen Pan complained to him recently, thinking that in such a cold weather, he should lie in bed and sleep for a while, but Chang Gu insisted on getting up early in the morning.But Shen Pan failed to persuade him, so he had to compromise and get up early in order to go to school with him.

Chang Gu put on his only thick sweater, and silently calculated that he and Shen Pan had been together for two months.

Two months is enough for them to get acquainted with each other. After all, he and Shen Pan spend a lot of time together, even going to the bathroom together, not to mention the time of studying and playing together.

Chang Gu couldn't tell if Shen Pan was more clingy to him, or he was more clingy to him——Shen Pan's clinginess to him was exposed, and it was mainly manifested in the fact that whenever he saw him, he would lean towards him; Shen Pan's clinginess is calm, and he doesn't show anything on the surface, but he knows that when he sees Shen Pan with others, he gets irritable, and he wishes to isolate Shen Pan alone and put him in a world where only he is alone. inside.

This idea is too crazy, Chang Gu often fantasizes like this, but dare not show it 01:30, lest Shen Pan think he is sick.

At this hour, my aunt and Qianqian hadn't woken up yet, and the weather was getting cold, so the mother and daughter started to sleep in.Chang Gu went out quietly, and saw Shen Pan wrapped up tightly at the door.

"Squad leader." Wearing a windproof mask, Shen Pan greeted him vaguely.

Shen Pan is afraid of the cold, Chang Gu knows it, and is used to him being wrapped up like a rice dumpling every day—anyway, Shen Pan's swollen looks good, and is quite cute.

"Let's go." Chang Gu nodded at him with a smile in his eyes.

Shen Pan: "Hey——wait, wait, wait!"

He quickly grabbed Chang Gu's school uniform sleeve and dragged him back.Shen Pan quickly tore off the chain of his schoolbag, and shook out a light gray knitted scarf from the unusually bloated schoolbag.

"Surround." Shen Pan said concisely.

Chang Gu is used to accepting all kinds of small gifts from Shen Pan, some cheap and some expensive, miscellaneous, and so on.Shen Pan has never been short of pocket money, and he doesn't think it's wrong to give a few gifts to express his thoughts; although Chang Gu lacked love since childhood, his father never treated him harshly when it came to money. Money is very important, and of course I don't think it's a big deal to accept a few gifts—the two children are careless, and they haven't had any troubles because of the gifts.

Chang Gu put on a long scarf according to his wishes, and Shen Pan also had a similar style around his neck, dark gray, which at first glance seemed like a couple's style.

"Grandma wove it some time ago, I made one for you, you see how much she remembers you." Shen Pan pulled out another thing from his schoolbag, "Here, and this."

Chang Gu had no choice but to put on the knitted gloves he took out, and then there were knitted hats and knitted sweaters... The sweater can't be put on now, so Chang Gu hesitated to take it: "Is this also knitted by grandma?"

"Oh, that's not it. I bought the sweater last year. I planned to wear it in the winter this year. I specially bought it in a larger size. It fits right now." Shen Pan said, "We are about the same size, I fit you and you must fit too. I'm sending you off."

Chang Gu: "No..."

Shen Pan frowned and scolded him: "Don't be so, don't think I don't know. In winter, you only wear a sweater, a bottoming shirt and a school uniform jacket, and there are only three clothes in total, and you only wear one pair of pants. School uniform The trousers are so thin, wouldn't you add a pair of long johns inside?"

Chang Gu: "...I don't have long johns."

Shen Pan: "I knew that your aunt must not care enough about you. It's okay baby, I love you. I brought you long johns. Why don't you go home and change them now? Or do you want to go back to school? Change again?"

Chang Gu: "..."

Chang Gu couldn't refute this. He didn't think that his aunt didn't care about him at first. After all, his aunt was not his own mother, and he himself was old. He was in the most troublesome period of adolescence. Even if his aunt cared about him, there were many inconveniences. It is impossible to notice every detail of him.Chang Gu understands his aunt, even the person who is legally responsible and obliged to take care of him has thrown him away as a burden, who else does he want to expect to be considerate of him?

Chang Gu can only comfort himself that this winter doesn't have to be very cold - even if it's colder, he can survive anyway, there's no need to bother his aunt for such a trivial matter.

But at this moment, Chang Gu was standing downstairs in the house, listening to Shen Pan blaming him endlessly. The weight of those words easily shattered Chang Gu's whole body. .

He perseveres in arming himself with solid ice, no matter how cold the outside world is, he can deceive himself without being disturbed.But he curled up under this layer of ice that he thought was indestructible, and the "armor" itself was enough to make him shiver.

Is he really not cold?

Chang Gu buried half of his face in a thick scarf, his numb cheeks were gradually warmed up by the cold wind as soon as he went out.Chang Gu silently hugged the lump of sweater Shen Pan gave him, and saw Shen Pan digging out a pair of new long johns from the depths of his schoolbag, his nose suddenly soured, and his vision became a little hazy.

Chang Gu thought to himself: "Why do you always treat me so well? Get up early in the morning and go to school with a schoolbag on your back, isn't it heavy?"

I don't know when it started, Chang Gu often felt that he was as light as a feather, and he was not important to anyone.But at this moment, he realized with a trembling heart that he had a weight like Mount Tai in Shen Pan's heart.

"It's just a relationship, I'm not someone to you, is it worth it?" Chang Gu's heart was sour and sweet, and he really wanted to ask him this question.

But he couldn't say anything, and Shen Pan was led back to school by him, reflecting on himself all the way: "Am I stupid? Why didn't I think of this last night? I have to carry a basketful of things to school in the morning... I Is there something wrong?"

Chang Gu was silently laughing beside him.

Although there are only bare branches left in the grove, Chang Gu and Shen Pan still like to walk around there when they go to and from school.Chang Gu wore the gloves that Shen Pan had just given him, and his hands were quickly covered with heat.

Chang Gu took Shen Pan's hand wearing the same glove, and asked in a muffled voice what he hadn't said just now: "Why are you so kind to me?"

Shen Pan's rhetoric was basically out of his mind, and he opened his mouth and said, "Why do you say? Because I like you. You see, I like you alone, and I don't like others. I can't help it. 'It's all on you." He couldn't help teasing Chang Gu while he was talking, "Or you don't like me like this? Then I can find someone to share it..."

"No!" Chang Gu pulled his hand harder, turned his head and stared at Shen Pan, "No!"

Shen Pan laughed: "No what?"

You are not allowed to like others, and you are not allowed to share your "goodness" to me with others.

Chang Gu couldn't say such nasty words, so he had to repeat stubbornly: "No! Anyway, it's not allowed!"

Watching him having a childish tantrum has become a great pleasure for Shen Pan, he couldn't care less about teasing Chang Gu, and laughed so hard: "Okay, okay, don't allow it, I'll listen to you, baby, I'll listen to you."