If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

I wanted to say something, my mouth opened but I felt tired and powerless.

I never seem to be curious about the entanglements and secrets between them in the previous generation, do I not care?

Nor is it.

I just feel from the bottom of my heart that people, feelings, these are my own affairs, maybe my mother doesn't love any direction, so she left so early...and she looks so desperate.

I also heard from my grandfather before that he always said that He Xiang was sorry for her. In fact, I know...He Xiang is not a casual person, he loves my mother deeply...but he used the wrong method.

I also know my long-term love, my love for Jiang Qin through two lifetimes that is still unswerving until death is inherited from the two of them.

Today, everything happens naturally, and I have no right to blame anyone...so I don't want to pursue what happened. Is this the so-called cold nature, or the indifference of human feelings.

Jiang Qin patted my head, motioning for me to return to my senses.

I looked at the door, and He Xiang had already left. When he left, his footsteps were floating, and he looked a little drunk. He should have had a drink before coming, so when he sat across from us, he couldn't organize his words for a long time.

"He Yi..." Jiang Qin took my hand and sat there for a long time.

I buried my head in his arms, "Jiang Qin..."

"Ah."

"Do you know...the things between my parents,,... and your parents..." I don't want to know, but I should know anyway.

I can't forgive He Xiang for disregarding me for so many years, and I can't even say "Dad" because of this.

But it's wrong to deny a man's life just by guessing. My mother passed away and he became the door-to-door son-in-law immediately. After the woman died, he found someone else. I don't know. I think he is affectionate to my mother. Is this guess right...

What's more, I don't know what happened between Jiang Qin's parents from opposing the two of us to accepting us. separate us.

Jiang Qin clenched my hand again, I could feel the heat in his palm, he looked a little nervous, maybe he was afraid.

"... Will other people's affairs affect our relationship?" Jiang Qin asked cautiously.

I hugged his neck and took a bite, "The two of us came together... How much effort has been lost, and how much I have endured... You don't know? If you say that knowing those things will affect our relationship If not, I won’t even ask.”

Jiang Qin hugged me tightly, resting his chin on the top of my head and sighed deeply, "I'm not very clear... Do you know why I always treat you as my secret? Since we didn't meet From now on... He Yi is my secret, only my mother and I know, not even my father..."

Later, Jiang Qin talked a lot, so much that I was a little sleepy after listening to it.

But in fact, things are similar to what I guessed. My mother likes Jiang Qin's father. She and Jiang Qin's father were lovers before.

My mother's hometown is not here, and they say it is far, far away, but many people don't remember her, and they can't tell where it is.

No wonder people used to say that when I was quiet, I looked like a southern girl, and my skin was never tanned. It must be inherited from her.

My mother's natal family was quite powerful. Jiang Qin's father had no power or influence at that time, and he had no power at all. He had a heart to love my mother. For the two of them to be together smoothly, my mother would not return to her hometown after graduating from university. He helped Jiang Qin's father from thousands of miles away, even betraying the entire family behind him. In the end, he was kicked out of the house and completely cut off contact.

Jiang Qin's father has been doing well since then.

But a lot of bad things happened in the middle. My father He Xiang seized the opportunity and stalked my mother when Jiang Qin's father and my mother had a misunderstanding and broke up in the Cold War.

In fact, my mother was already ill at that time, and she became seriously ill when she was not with my father. He knew that it could not be cured, but he was afraid that Jiang Qin's father would spend all his hard-earned family fortune in the hospital for nothing, so he simply never He didn't reconcile with Jiang Qin's father, and didn't even tell him that his health was dying.

At that time, Jiang Qin's mother and my mother were best friends in college, and had always been secretly in love with Jiang Qin's father. I knew that a person like her would be drowned in saliva now, maybe in my mother's eyes Jiang Qin His parents seem like a match made in heaven, Jiang Qin's mother is also a woman with deep affection, and my mother loves someone easily to the bone, so she foolishly and secretly fulfilled them.

But Jiang Qin's mother has always known about my mother's physical condition.

My father, He Xiang, seems to be a dick from the beginning to the end, but he is my own father, I know, we look too much alike.

In the last period of my mother's life, I married him, but she passed away when I was born.

My father used to be a non-worker, relying on his good looks, idlers, poor and short-lived, his wife had an accident and had no money to see a doctor... so my grandfather felt that my father was sorry for my mother, and the whole family had no savings for her after marriage. see a doctor.

But my dad might think, it's too late, it's too late for him to meet my mother.

I don't think my mother blamed him, she knew what was going on with her body.

Maybe she didn't even blame Jiang Qin's mother, she let all this go by herself.

Without a healthy body, everything becomes a luxury, even if you once had it.

Jiang Qin said that his mother regretted every day after marriage... Before she got married, she was very afraid that his father and my mother would rekindle their old relationship, so she didn't tell Jiang Qin's father that my mother was about to die. , This is the most regrettable thing in this life, and it is absolutely irreparable, so she has always wanted to secretly subsidize me through Jiang Qin.

When people are desperate and repenting, even if it is just a belief, they can sustain it, not to mention that I am a living person, and I am the son of her best friend.

Jiang Qin's father also always thought that my mother had gone abroad and left after liking another man. Later, he didn't know that my mother was seriously ill until she died. I don't know when he heard the news at that time, his heart Whether there are still waves, anyway, some time ago he was against me and Jiang Qin.

During the period when I was in a coma, Jiang Qin stayed by my side day and night, Jiang Qin's mother knew that this was fate, my mother was not with his father, we were together... She also knew, But in the past, the atonement will be atonement sooner or later.

If you fall in love with someone else's love, how can you say that you will pay it back.

Now she has told Jiang Qin's father all this, and Jiang Qin and I have been agreed.

To say that his father doesn't have any feelings for my mother... It's all a lie, some regrets, it's all for a lifetime, and some people don't even have the chance to make up for it.

All poor people.

My father went crazy for a while, and he also thought it was because he was too poor to take my mother to a better place to see a doctor and she left.

So much so that he would feel guilty when he saw me, and he became a door-to-door son-in-law with a flick of his brain.

The main reason is that for him, if that person is not my mother, everyone is the same.

It's just love, there's no right or wrong.

Jiang Qin asked me if I hated his mother.

I think this question is so stupid, what right do I have to hate it.

His mother has spent most of her life regretting and blaming herself. Even love seems to be a stolen thing. How can she live with peace of mind for a day.

She helped me all the time after learning about my predicament. There was nothing wrong with it. It was all fate. She must have felt sorry for my mother. If it wasn't for her, my mother should have been able to be with her beloved people together.

But what's the use of it, even if she quits, my mother won't tell Jiang Qin his father.

The only saddest person...is He Xiang.

Only he knows that the person she loves the most is dead, not having a heart-to-heart talk, or going abroad. She left completely with the best wishes for others.

I don't hate Jiang Qin's mother, maybe she is envious of my mother until now, but she left with the deepest love of the two men.

If my mother is alive, she is so gentle and kind, and she will definitely be relieved.

What's more, their grievances... have fulfilled the whole life of Jiang Qin and me. It may be selfish to think this way, but Jiang Qin and I are the ones who still work so hard to live and want to be together.

After going back with Jiang Qin that day, the two of us worked like crazy for a long, long time. I watched him move profusely on my body, with a sexy expression and heaving chest. Every part of his body made me feel Crazy for him.

I love him.

Nothing to do.

just love him.

The grievances and grievances of the previous generation say goodbye to a paragraph. Jiang Qin said that his father needs time to prepare... because he doesn't know how to face me, including his mother.

I find it embarrassing for two adults, who have lived most of their lives, but don't know how to get along with a junior, and the day of meeting them has been delayed, but Jiang Qin dragged me into his family group. The family became four.

Usually in the group, Jiang Qin's father didn't seem to know what to say to me, but that day he suddenly said, "Be nice to him".

Jiang Qin replied, 【I will. 】

I didn't know what to reply, so I pretended not to see it, but after a while, Jiang Qin's father started to transfer money to me, and Jiang Qin's mother also started to transfer money.

I looked at my phone a little helplessly.

Jiang Qin took all the money after taking my mobile phone. He said, "Take it. If you don't take it, they may not live in peace."

"..." All right, happy.

Soon, the winter vacation ended and school started, and Jiang Qin and I moved out of the dormitory.

Gu Yingjie screamed in the dormitory, yelling that we are not good people, and we both moved out, leaving him alone to guard the empty dormitory, wouldn't it be lonely as snow.