If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

His attitude towards him has changed since he was a sophomore in high school. Of course I know, and Jiang Qin has complained about it many times.

It's just that he didn't expect that until now, he was still brooding.

"He Yi...you liked me before, but I didn't know, I never thought about it at all...Those who don't know are innocent, you treat me like this, can you have a good conscience?" Jiang Qin turned his back to the moonlight , I can't see his expression clearly.

But my eyes are full of him.

The first time I was asked if I did something wrong.

Is that so.

But what Jiang Qin said, what he did, and the people he hurt unintentionally, can all be attributed to innocence because of ignorance.

Facing a suitor, refusing because he doesn't like it is a good way to excuse him, but it doesn't prevent his suitor from disliking him because of this.

Being rejected, so I don't like it anymore, can't be said to be a mistake.

For us in the past, it was Jiang Qin who had the final say on whether we could be with him, because I was willing, and I might not be able to be friends, but I had the final say.

You can't be friends if you break up, and you can't be friends if you break up.

It's not a mistake, and it's not my fault.

I really have a hundred ways to excuse myself.

"But you have a conscience when it comes to feelings?" Jiang Qin is very naive. I may have seen it better than him. If you really have a conscience, why are there so many people who break up?As long as one party stops loving, the relationship is over. This has nothing to do with conscience, and many people have no conscience. "

Is it called love because of the love of being together because of responsibilities?That's called fulfilling an obligation.

Jiang Qin lowered his head, "Others have no conscience, don't you? , you patted your ass and left, because you once liked others, do you have to be as bad as you?"

It turned out that I was also a bad guy by definition.

Of course, how can there be [-]% good people in this world?

The definition of a good person is given by others. If you analyze yourself, you are definitely not a good person.

I don't know what to refute, after all, I have added the personal emotions of my previous life to the innocent Jiang Qin in this life.

Do you want me to tell him that I was so extreme because he rejected me in the previous life?

No, I was just hurt, but I didn't intend to make a... who should be a straight man hate me after experiencing a shake in his heart. "Why don't you speak?" Jiang Qin looked up at me.

I bowed my head again, and I knew he could see every expression of mine, "I was wrong, because I liked you once, but I looked more intolerant towards you than others, but you should know what you have done, What did you say when I liked you."

He agreed to study abroad, agreed to get engaged, and even said that I can't have a woman in my life, but he can keep me as a lover.

Jiang Qin probably thought of it, and covered his head in pain, he asked me, "Are you stupid?" "..."Fuck" I'm sure I'm not stupid.

"He Yi, I can tell you that even now, I don't dare to say anything too absolute, because I'm not sure, but the outspoken things I said before are definitely...unintentional, because I didn't take it to heart, so I was talking nonsense..."

Language is an invisible thing that hurts people. As time goes by, you use "unintentionally" to explain it lightly, and it takes a lot of effort to let go of those who need to let go.

It can only be said that no one is right or wrong about feelings.

Everyone is right.

Today, Jiang Qin and I thoroughly discussed philosophy.

Jiang Qin was still murmuring, "I know you don't believe me, I don't believe anything I say or do, but I don't even want to explain what happened after that. I'm very useless and passive... I really don't want to tell you, but I will use all of my resources in the future. I assure you, He Yi, you don't have to promise me anything, just let me do it."

To be honest, I still don't know what he said, "Can you, express yourself clearly?"

"I said," Jiang Qin turned to look at the moon, and suddenly stretched out his right hand, "I swear to the moon, I sincerely regret all the wrong things I have done before."

"……Um……"

Jiang Qin: "But I still hate you."

"..."

"I hate you for being ignorant."

"...Well." Of course I am ignorant, living in my own world, no one has ever understood it in their hearts.

"He Yi, I hate you and want to chase you."

"..." Did I hear wrong? "What are you talking about?"

"I said I want to chase you, He Yi." Jiang Qin was very serious, and he still didn't let go of his hand, "I didn't ask you to agree with me. I have thought about it for a long time, and I can accept the consequences of you not being with me."

Yo, it's such a thorough reflection.

"But I also can't accept you...with any other man or woman."

Sure enough, it was the personal consciousness of the rogue Jiang Qin, "...Then what do you mean, I will either be single, or I will be with you, what is the difference from those stupid things you said before?"

"Yes, there is a big difference, because I am waiting for you now and will take you home." Jiang Qin didn't say much.

But I get it.

Jiang Qin said that he wanted to tell me his love, but it turned out to be true. I couldn't help but want to ask him countless times until I got a definite answer: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

Jiang Qin crushed the cigarette under his feet and waved to me, "I know, come here."

"what."

Walking up to him by accident, Jiang Qin smiled at me, "Will you be my baby?"

"Ouch..." This guy Jiang Qin suddenly became sensational and nauseated, "But you still hate me."

"What's wrong with hating you? It doesn't prevent me from liking you. After all, I don't lack any of the seven emotions and six desires," Jiang Qin said, which also makes sense.

I said, "I hate you too."

I hated it for a long time, because I hate it too much, and I can't let go of love.

Jiang Qin sighed, "Look, such a fair relationship."

",,,,..." But I have no time to consider whether this relationship is really fair.

When Jiang Qin treated the two of us on an equal footing and said he would wait for me and was willing to take me home, I probably let go of everything.

I held it in for too long, so long that I thought I would never let it go, but in a short period of time, I was relieved instead.

A serious and equal heart.

Yes, I seem to be very proud of persisting for so long. Every time I meet Jiang Qin, I always hold my breath. Isn't it because Jiang Qin never took this relationship as a sincere one before.

"Do you agree?" he asked me.

I shook my head, "You agree to chase after me?"

Am I someone you can catch up to if you want to?