If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

I think I'm so thirsty.

Throat is uncomfortable, I can't speak at all, and my nasal cavity is uncomfortable, and I can't recover after being stimulated by some smell.

I desperately wanted to shake my head, but I couldn't. I knew my body wasn't responding.

The man didn't leave, and said again: "He Yi, you are mine."

No...I belong to no one, I only belong to He Yi himself...

But the man didn't need my answer, he started touching my face.

"You've lost weight..." he said softly, "but the muscles here are stronger than before."

He touched my belly.

I think his voice is like Jiang Qin.

I can't even remember what happened to me before, I just feel that Jiang Qin is the last person who should not appear in front of me.

Maybe I'm fantasizing again, today is just one of the countless empty joys.

How many nights before I went to bed, I couldn't help scolding Jiang Qin for being a bastard, a scum, I don't want to like him anymore, I will forget about him tomorrow.

But when I woke up the next day, I still cried because I dreamed that he left me again.

Jiang Qin's departure was the worst nightmare for me.

My worst fear.

I don't want to experience it again in my life, but it reappears again and again in my dream. The pain seems to be so painful that I want to grab my heart, but I still can't forget the feeling of heartache.

So, now it's all over again.

Jiang Qin in the dream would say that he loves me, kiss me, hold my hand and finally say to me, "I'm sorry, He Yi, but I still have to leave you."

I'm always shaking my head desperately.

I want to refuse, but I can only shake my head, there is nothing I can do.

The person next to me touched my forehead, and then left a kiss there, he said, "He Yi... remember, you will always be mine."

Like a spell, it was engraved on my heart over and over again.

I don't want this... I just want to belong to myself, including my heart.

The feeling of putting your heart on someone else is so painful.

"Thirst..." I seemed to be able to speak finally.

The man seemed very excited, "Do you want some water? I'll pour it for you right away."

Then I heard the sound of glass breaking around me.

I don't know what this person broke.

Why is he so nervous.

"Water..." I have so much to say, but I can only speak when I open my mouth. I need water.

"The water is coming." The man picked up my upper body and let me lie on my back in his arms.

It felt like I couldn't drink the water, and I even felt that my chest was wet, but I couldn't drink the water.

I was also anxious and moved anxiously.

But then, a heat source approached the mouth, and the mouth opened unconsciously, as if there was moist water... I couldn't help but search for it, and the touch felt like kissing someone's tongue.

The heat source left, and then the man leaned over again.

I looked up to look for water, and I did drink it.

But I felt like I was lingering and kissing someone.

The man held my head in both hands and put me on the bed, I sank into it again, I was so comfortable that I didn't want to move at all, I wanted to let the man plunder me.

The bed is indeed easy to make people commit crimes.

The entire weight of the man seemed to be on top of me, and I couldn't breathe.

He seemed to be touching my body, and then stroked my forehead, "Why are you frowning... But He Yi seems to be happy every day without me..."

"..."

So who are you.

Jiang Qin?

Without Jiang Qin, He Yi... of course, happy.

I also felt that the man was kissing me, from the forehead to the chin, and even the chest seemed to be a little itchy... No, I was so sad that I was still having sex dreams.

Although I know that I may be this kind of virtue, I still want to spurn myself a little bit.

But it's so comfortable... the feeling of being touched, the feeling of skin-to-skin kissing.

It's been a long time since I have had such contact with others, and the hot feeling that has been suppressed in my body seems to break through the ice every moment, but it is much more sensitive than when I was teased by Liu Hongyi last time.

"Thirsty..." I still want to drink water.

That person kept giving me water to drink, either lingering or gentle. The more I drank, the thirstier I became, wanting more...

"Okay," the man gently pushed back the hair on my forehead, "Drink again, what if I pee my pants, if I want to help you, will you push me away in anger like before?"

"..." Is he Jiang Qin?

I remember before... once I was sleeping on Jiang Qin’s lower bunk, and I was woken up by urinating in the morning, but I was too sleepy and didn’t want to move, so he turned over and put his leg on my stomach, and I was almost fucked by him Wetting the bed.

At that time, I was very angry and complained about his bad behavior, but Jiang Qin didn't take it seriously and said, "Just pee, let's change the quilt at worst..."

I felt very humiliated, how could I pee my pants in front of the person I like, so I tried my best to push Jiang Qin away.

Unexpectedly, he still remembered it now.

I couldn't speak, and the man said again, "I'll tie you here from now on, no one can see, okay? I'll take care of all your eating, drinking, and messing around... He Yi, why are you shaking your head? No Do you like it? Or do you want to reject me?"

"..."

"He Yi, you said that time that you don't like me anymore, is that true?"

Yes Yes Yes……

"No nodding." He suddenly pressed his finger on my forehead.

Damn, it's too much, this should be Jiang Qin.