If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

This school can be regarded as the place where I have lived for two lifetimes, and what should be over is coming to an end.

After turning around twice, I suddenly wanted to smoke. When I fumbled for a lighter in my trouser pocket, I found a postcard.

WTF.

Since I lost Jiang Qin, I have also started smoking, and no one cares about me anymore.

It's nice to feel like no one cares.

I read the postcard over and over several times.

What broker, what Li Chengqi.

I do not recognize.

But it should be the person I met when I went to use the toilet that day.

I wanted to throw away the business card, but held back.

I can't be young and frivolous in the future, and I have to take it easy to make friends, and keep all the useful ones, I don't know Li Chengqi, but this business card looks very high-end, so keep it.

It took me two hours to walk home from school. This was the last time I walked this road so leisurely and carefully.

When I got home, my grandpa was playing with the dog in the yard.

He picked up a little milk dog from the river ahead, and he liked it.

I said that after I got acquainted near the school, I rented a small house and took my grandfather there. Usually, the two of us take care of each other and make do with each other when it comes to meals.

But the old man refused to leave.

Said that our broken place is his root, and he will die here if he dies.

I was a little upset, and I said, "How old are you, it's too early to die! Let's come back in 30 years!"

"You kid, you have a sweet mouth, study hard outside, make good friends, I will wait for you at home for summer vacation," Grandpa seems to like puppies more than me.

"No, grandpa,,... You are at home alone, this will make me very worried..."

"Let me tell you, I'll be relaxed if you don't come back, and I don't have to cook for you. I am casual and brisk. When you are at home, I always think about whether you are asleep... have you stepped on the quilt, and leave If it’s far away, I don’t have to worry about it.”

I:"……"

Let's just pretend that what grandpa said is true.

I can also somewhat understand the old man's idea of ​​returning to his roots.

Three days later, I boarded the train to City A. On the train, I sent a very non-mainstream comment in my lonely space, and I said, [Goodbye. 】

As soon as the news was posted, many people privately messaged me about what happened.

There are always a lot of private messages in QQ, but I haven't even clicked on some of them.

It was rather boring on the train, I leaned against the window and turned on my phone, clicked on a message at random, and found that someone confessed to me.

If it were placed on the newly reborn me, I should be ecstatic.

But now, I seem to be old and tired, and I have no interest in any new things at all, and I don't even dare to accept another relationship.

So I pretended not to see what this girl wanted.

I thought this was the real me, my old mentality, but when I arrived in a new city, I fucking found out... I was crazy, I wasn't old at all! !

Grandpa gave me some money, enough for me to wander around these days, but I didn't dare to spend it casually, so I found a very crappy hotel to live in, the place was very remote, and it took me a long time to find it.

But I don't know why this place is so remote, there is still a bar next to the hotel.

It's like a paradise rising out of a barren and decadent place.

I left my few luggage in the hotel, and I hesitated for a long time at the door of the bar.

Never been in a place like this.

Some are nervous and excited, and more are curious.

I know I can't afford a place like this, maybe a glass of wine is enough to break the bank.

But I really want to see what the world inside is like.

What kind of life did he live in Jiang Qin abroad?

It's how little money I have that keeps me from being happy.

People in twos and threes came by, and some people stopped to look at me. I think this is a kind of provocation.

If it's a fight, I can now [-]v[-], but I just came here, I really don't want to be a bastard who only knows how to fight. ,

It may also be that I look too shabby, and one of them actually asked me, "Are you also looking for a part-time job?"

"Huh?" I was a little confused, but I really came here to find a short-term job, "Well,...that..."

"But if you do this kind of work at such a young age, will you regret it?" The man's face could not be seen clearly in the night, but the neon signboard let me see his face mixed with several colors, which is not bad .

"You may have misunderstood...I, I didn't come here..." Prostitution.

I'm a fucking student of an institution of higher learning!

"Oh...you come with me," the man pointed at me and said, "It looks so good-looking, you can do other things if you don't sell it, maybe you can attract many repeat customers."

Don't know what he wants me to do, but if I can actually stay and make money and go to bars, I think it would be great!

The tallest among the three people may be the manager of this bar. The other two people were drunk. Seeing him and I went to the backstage of the bar, they found a seat in front and continued to drink.

As I imagined, the environment is very dark and the tobacco leaves are heavy, but maybe because it's not the weekend, there are not too many people.

"What do you want to apply for?" the man asked me.

I want to say that I will apply for whatever you are short of, but I am afraid that they will lack someone to sell themselves, so I said, "Are there any security personnel? I can fight."