If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

I clicked on his avatar and jumped into the dialog box, and the system prompted me "You are not his friend yet, do you want to add him as a friend?"

I didn't think there was any sadness in this sentence before, but now I feel sad when I look at everything.

I really... really want to talk to him.

So I click yes.

Want to... add him as a friend.

To be honest, when I clicked "yes", I was on the verge of tears.

What I put down is more than reserve, self-esteem and arrogance.

I just let go of everything.

And I even thought, for him, I don't care about anything.

As long as Jiang Qin doesn't leave.

Anyway, I had nothing at all.

But the request for friend application was not approved, and nothing happened.

The suffocation of being submerged in the ocean comes to me at any time.

And Jiang Qin seems to have completely disappeared in my world.

Not reconciled.

The ending between us should not be like this, even if it is a complete break, it should be up to me.

I am the one who was reborn, so why is it that Jiang Qin holds the initiative again?

When it was time for another holiday this time, I ran into the city alone and found Jiang Qin's house.

I don't know why I am so bold.

When I approached their house, my heart was beating very fast, I was a little nervous, my throat was very dry, and my eyes were also very dry. If I had a mirror, I might be able to see the redness of my eye sockets.

The main reason is that I don't know what I'm here for, what to say when I see him, why I came...

But these are not important anymore, what I care about is why he disappeared so completely.

But after we went to their door and asked the people inside, I found that their house had changed owners.

Changed owners.

Jiang Qin's home is no longer here.

He literally disappeared.

I quickly took out my cell phone and called him.

I used so many ways to get close to him, but I never took the initiative to call him. I was always afraid that he would connect the phone. The moment I connected, I would be at a loss and didn't know what to say.

But now I do.

No one answered, and then it was turned off.

Did he take the initiative to close it?

I do not know anything.

The whole person seemed to be hit by something, his consciousness was lost, and he couldn't see anything around him.

Jiang Qin's family is no longer here.

I can't get in touch with his people at all.

Can't believe this fact.

I calmly called Hong Yangfei, "Have you contacted Pang Rui recently?"

"Ah?" Hong Yangfei was very surprised, "No, aren't they very busy recently, they seem to be holding some kind of farewell party."

"What farewell party?" I was a little excited, "Do you know where it is?"

"I don't know. I heard that someone is going to leave, but it doesn't look like anything. They are sneaky and cautious. Hey, do you think something happened to Jiang Qin? I watched Pang Rui answer the phone several times. I'm asking about Jiang Qin's affairs, whether everything is done, and whether he has come out."

"..." Something must have happened to Jiang Qin, "Where is Pang Rui? I want to see him!"

With my persistence, I finally met Pang Rui, and I even met Ren Gaofei, Liu Hongyi, and Ren Xiangming.

See you at the airport.

They are giving away.

These people looked very strange when they came out, and they couldn't even tell whether they were happy or sad.

A few of them were surprised when they saw me standing in the doorway.

Liu Hongyi took a step forward, "He Yi, why are you here?"

"Why can't I come over." I looked into the hall.

To be honest, this is my first time here at the airport.

Places like the airport are too far away from me. The 300 yuan my grandfather gave me is almost spent just by taking a taxi here.

I didn't even think about how I was going to get back.

I just want to see him.

Ren Gaofei pulled me back, "Don't look, there's no one inside."

"Are you here to see Jiang Qin off?" I asked calmly.

Ren Xiangming carefully grabbed my sleeve, "He Yi...don't be stupid."

"..." Pang Rui also looked at me with pity.

Ren Gaofei pulled a face, very unhappy.

"What happened?" I asked them.

Ren Gaofei lowered his head and whispered, "He Yi, don't wait for him."

"I didn't wait..." I didn't wait for him, "I just want to know if he's dead."

I admit that I was speaking out of anger, Jiang Qin will not die even if he dies.

The more bad the person is, the easier it is to live for a long time.

Jiang Qin is the kind of villain who will live to the end in my heart.

"Not dead," Pang Rui looked at me speechlessly, "but he's not worth your waiting."

"I didn't wait for him..." I muttered softly.

Yeah, I didn't wait for him.

I just want to see him.

"Can you tell me where exactly he went?" I asked them.

Ren Gaofei grabbed my arm, as if he was afraid that I would run away suddenly, "He is going to study abroad, and he may not come back in the future. There is one thing you may not know. He and Lu Hanxue are already engaged."

"..."

"Because I feel that I can't face you, and I don't know how to explain it..." Ren Gaofei's voice became smaller and smaller, "I heard that because of the agreement you made before, you will never go to someone else when you were in high school...Jiang Qin broke his promise, so he dare not see you again."

"..."

It turned out to be because of this.

Liu Hongyi also added embellishments, "Why can't you contact Jiang Qin? Because Lu Hanxue knew about your previous relationship, she found it unacceptable, so she asked Jiang Qin to go abroad in advance, and even asked him to delete all your contact information. ..."

"..." My strength is actually quite strong, I should be happy to make Lu Hanxue feel so threatened.

Ren Xiangming nodded cautiously, "Just now he and Sister Hanxue boarded the plane together. I don't know if he will come back in the future, and I probably won't. Hanxue's family wants to immigrate. If Jiang Qin becomes their son-in-law, It is estimated that this issue should be considered.”

",..." After earning enough money, he ran away.

Sure enough, it was something their rich kids could do.

But I just...don't believe it, I don't believe Jiang Qin would leave in such a hurry without any reason.

I don't believe all the reasons they said.

After returning to school, I began to send messages to Jiang Qin's number every day, call Jiang Qin, and add Jiang Qin's friends.

I used Ren Xiangming's account to click into Jiang Qin's space, but he really didn't send any more messages, he gave up his number.

Just to get rid of me?

It turns out that I am so difficult.

The days were muddled.

Soon, I will be in my third year of high school.

There is no more powerful tablemate like Jiang Qin, because I am already very good. Ren Xiangming is the second child in our class, and I am the boss.

No matter in which respect, the results are still fists.

Things that were unimaginable before have become commonplace now. I am the top student in our class, which is really unbelievable.

The days seem to be back to normal, and I don't seem to be so walking dead, even though all the messages I send to Jiang Qin every day are gone.

But one day, I actually received a call from Jiang Qin.

I didn't expect that I could be so calm, not even a little excited.

Because I don't believe that Jiang Qin will contact me again.

"Hey?"

"He Yi?"

"Ah."

"I'm using this number now, can you stop contacting him again? You should have heard that Jiang Qin and I are engaged, and the only reason we are not married is because we are under the legal age for marriage."

"Ok."

The phone was quickly hung up.

What I should have thought of was Lu Hanxue.

Thinking of the news that has been sent in the past for so many days, I am all self-indulgent, and I can't help but feel the pain even breathing.

Trembling, he called back the phone again.

"Can I ask you a favor?" I asked her.

Lu Hanxue seemed to know that I would call back soon, and was fully prepared, "It's ok, just take it as a little benefit for you to give up your obsession."

"Let Jiang Qin answer the phone."

I want to hear his voice and feel his attitude.

Lu Hanxue called affectionately on the phone, "Jiang Qin, someone is looking for you."

"No." His voice came from afar.

Lu Hanxue smiled very happily, wouldn't anyone answer it?It's He Yi. "

The other side was silent for a while, and I heard Jiang Qin say, "No answer." "Okay, He Yi, did you hear that?" "Yes, I did."

Then, I hung up the phone.

Feeling unwilling.

Want to ask why.

But if you think about it carefully, maybe just like what they said, my call was not made at all, and there is indeed no trace of any call on my mobile phone.

Since I admitted that I like men, Jiang Qin hasn't spoken to me directly, and told me several times that he wanted to chat with me, but he couldn't.

Maybe he wanted to say goodbye to me then.

While being deceived by the world, he is still deceiving himself.

Immediately afterwards, Ren Xiangming showed me his space.

Jiang Qin, who had disappeared for more than half a year, unexpectedly appeared.

He updated a post.

There is only one photo.

Lu Hanxue's pretty face took up half of the photo, and the remaining half was Jiang Qin's blurred back.

He was playing in the distance in his jersey, and he seemed to have grown taller again. His excellent figure made me recognize his back in the crowd at a glance.

A ruthless and humble figure.

The two of them seem to be living well in the country.

For a moment, I thought too much.

Also let go of a lot.

It seems that the depression and pain in my heart, the persistence and waiting every hour, every minute, every second for so many days, can finally be over.

I should be relieved.

It's just obsession.

I have persisted for two lifetimes, and it is time to give up.

Seeing how happy he is with me and without me, I know it's time for me to end the relationship I've been grieving for.

The college entrance examination is coming soon.

I have long since disappeared from the training field. The results of the professional courses came out in March. It was shocking. I got the first place in the province in the professional courses.

I don't believe that I am too good, I would rather believe that I have a golden finger, maybe it is because I am always running desperately in order to forget some things.