If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

I nodded my head erratically.

What opera would it be.

Probably a tribute to love.

Sing to damned love, sing to those who would be damned if they had love in their hearts.

I opened the door of the Chinese teacher's car, and then his car drove past the school gate and disappeared into the crowd.

The me who was in Jiang Qin's sight just now has disappeared.

Yu Wen is a very sunny person, but when we came back from the opera, both of us felt extremely heavy.

With psychological preparation, I watched another tragic and spectacular love story. The tragic ending made people unable to let go of the pain for a long time.

The author of this opera is also too bad. The two protagonists in it have gone through so many hardships, why can't they achieve a positive result?

Simply bad!

Yu Wen kept sending me to the door of my house.

When the car was about to enter our narrow alley, it stopped for a moment because someone was backing up inside.

I saw the brand of the car clearly, it belonged to Uncle Wang.

Is there Jiang Qin in Uncle Wang's car?

I didn't see anyone else, but I figured he'd be there.

After all, Uncle Wang doesn't really have any thoughts about me, what is he doing at my door in the middle of the night.

Yu Wen turned to look at me, "Are you going to explain to Jiang Qin?" His expression was much better than when he was watching the opera just now, and he probably felt relieved. Whether or not being together is predestined, there is no way. demand.

I shook my head, "There's nothing to explain, I have nothing to do with him."

Yes, nothing can be forced.

We watched Jiang Qin's car drive away in front of us, and a cloud of gray dust rose from behind the taillights.

When Yu Wen wanted to drive the car in, I said, "No need, teacher, thank you, it's not easy to reverse the car inside, I just walk in by myself."

Yu Wen smiled, "His car can drive in, but I can't?"

"It's not that I...don't trust you, but it's really hard to drive. When Jiang Qin asked Uncle Wang to see me off for the first time, he didn't pour it out for a long time. Later, he came more often and gradually became proficient."

"Okay," Yu Wen compromised.

I opened the car door and got out of the car. Before leaving, I looked back, "Well, if I can really win the double first place, can you guarantee that my mobile phone will be taken back from Mr. Liu Zhuang?"

"It's ok, as long as you call him Liu Zhuang and he won't hear you." Yu Wen joked.

We both smiled and waved goodbye.

When I got home, I cried heartbreakingly until I got dizzy.

Maybe it was a misunderstanding, but it couldn't be explained, it couldn't be explained, and that was the end.

When I came back from school again, I found that Jiang Qin had moved out of our dormitory.

in the imagination.

As expected.

sooner or later.

Do not be sad.

I will get used to it.

Zhao Yong and You Yuankai didn't know what happened, what was said, and what was decided that night when Jiang Qin and I were in the corridor, but everyone agreed that they didn't dare to mention a word.

Everything has really changed.

I don't even know if Jiang Qin came to school later, because I never dared to look where he was.

But why should he dodge? Is it because of a misunderstanding?

That's whatever, I don't care if he misunderstands it, it's all my own choice.

There is no choice of pain or pain, only pain now and pain later.

I chose to bear it now.

It's not as sad as I imagined, so that life is worse than death, at least I'm still alive.

When you run, you empty your mind.

When I miss it until my internal organs hurt, I will fall asleep because of being too tired.

I even fell in love with the feeling of running, as if all my troubles can be left behind when I am walking fast, as long as I run fast enough, no annoying thoughts will catch up with me.

When no one is around, I can't help but feel sad for my lost love.

This is the current state of my life for all of my life.

Once, I was so tired that I inadvertently glanced at Jiang Qin's seat when I passed by the window.

My heart was suddenly empty.

His desk was empty, and his books were gone.

Then when was his person absent?

Forget it, I don't want to.

sooner or later.

In addition to running, I started to study hard.

I want to get my phone back and see if anyone has said anything to me during the days when I can't be reached.

It's not that I expect someone to contact me, but I think... I should check to see if anyone has contacted me.

In the next exam, I got the double first place in the class as I wished, and both cultural and professional courses were the first.

Dumped No.2 Ren Xiangming by a lot of points.

I was scared when I saw the report card, and I was afraid that this guy would feel like a failure, after all, he has studied very hard recently.

But Ren Xiangming didn't have any idea. After reading the report card, he turned around happily and threw me up, "He Yi, you can do it! A new generation of test masters!"

"You're going to get it soon, you have the bonus of luck." I said modestly.

In fact, I was a little happy when I said this. Although I know that this result is still not worth mentioning in other classes, I am proud of myself.

With my previous level, I can at most get the bottom one, positive number, I dare not even think about it.

On the night when the results came out, I went to find Yu Wen.

As soon as he entered the door, he was seen sitting on a chair in the office, leaning lazily on the backrest, holding a water glass soaked with goji berries in his hand.

Just looking at his back, I can feel that he doesn't belong to this small world at all.

"Coming?" He seemed to know that I would come, and as soon as he put down the cup, the chair with its wheels turned around on the ground, facing me.

"Teacher..." I took a step forward, "Two firsts in this exam..."

It was only two classes after the grades came, and I couldn't wait to ask for my mobile phone. I felt that I was a little too much, but I really wanted to read all kinds of news on it.

Yu Wen raised his eyebrows, "He Yi, progress is temporary, and getting into school is the goal."

I bowed my head, "I know, I'll keep it."

"Did you know?" he asked again.

"What?" My intuition told me it was about Jiang Qin.

Yu Wen shook his head, "I really don't know?"

"I don't know..." Maybe it was Jiang Qin who left the school.

But he was going to leave sooner or later, he just disappeared ahead of time.

"Jiang Qin didn't leave, but he's going through the transfer procedures. If he's in the third year of high school, he probably won't be here anymore," Yu Wen said.

I nodded, "Yeah."

Yu Wen opened the drawer in front of him, took out my phone from it, shook it, and asked me, "Will you go and explain to him?"

"will not."

"Well,... don't regret it, He Yi... Only those who can hold their breath are the ones who can do big things."

The Chinese teacher's sudden serious tone made me laugh instead. I didn't think it would be a big deal, but it's okay to insist on ignoring Jiang Qin.

Get my phone back, as I imagined, there are a lot of text messages and messages on QQ, but I will never have to read these messages and delete them because of insufficient memory.

But I haven't received a message from anyone I believe.

This is change.

The last item in the space said that I was looking for the same cup that Jiang Qin gave Ren Gaofei.

There are more than [-] comments below, so long, I just saw it today, when I got to the last one, it was left by Jiang Qin for me, and the time was before school was over that day.

He said, [Looking for the same style, I have it right here, ask me to get it after school. 】

Later I left school with Zhao Yong and You Yuankai.

It's been so long.

Everyone else is gone.

Ren Xiangming grabbed me after training on the playground one day, "He Yi, you better stop running, go back quickly."

"It's okay, I still want to practice for a while..." I panted.

"Practice a fart! He Yi! Are you a fucking marionette!

Won't you resist?Old Liu has trained you to be so virtuous! "Ren Xiangming suddenly became anxious.

I was a little stunned, "No, I feel very happy and fulfilled, and I have been particularly fulfilled recently..."

"What's the matter with you and Jiang Qin?" Ren Xiangming, an idiot, asked this now.

I didn't even look at him, "Why are you mentioning him, am I not good enough for you?"

How is he doing?

Is it better than me.

Is there a lot better than my walking dead.

Will the loved one be at ease?

Is it useful to hide far away, isn't there only one heart in the body?

Wouldn't I still wander to the ends of the earth with you?

Ren Xiangming rubbed his palms, "You treat me well, that's... that... I heard that your birthday is coming soon, will you invite him?"

I was startled, Ren Xiangming didn't even know about my birthday, did Jiang Qin ask him to ask?

However, before I even opened my mouth, this guy noticed it and hurriedly waved his hands, "But no one asked me to ask, I just heard... I think you two can take this opportunity to see if there is any misunderstanding or something, Let’s discuss it with each other and see if it can be resolved.”

I am silent, what misunderstanding can we have?

I just love or don't love it, there is no misunderstanding, it's all the truth!

"No mistake... I look at him, it seems that he hasn't come to class for a long time," I said.

"Oh, you still notice this?" He laughed.

I glared at Ren Xiangming, not to mention that Yu Wen had already told me that Jiang Qin didn't plan to come to school recently, but his guy walked all the way with a powerful whirlwind 800 meters away, how could I not Knowing that Jiang Qin has not come at all recently.

My lord just doesn't believe it.

I'm really someone who can even lie to myself, it's too ruthless.

"Hey...you don't have to be so incompatible," Ren Xiangming couldn't figure it out, "Brother Jiang Qin asked me to ask you if you still remember the original agreement with him. .”

"Promise?" I was a little taken aback, "What promise?"

"It's said...you two made an agreement a long time ago, and it was said to be waiting for your birthday...the day you became an adult, you had a promise..." Ren Xiangming blushed as he said that.