If you don't want to be gay today, start driving

"Kneel like this, raise your head, and look at me." Jiang Qin's voice was like a demon hovering in my ears, and he couldn't help but put on various shameful poses according to his orders.

Because my hands were hung on the head of the bed, the kneeling position became a kind of torment, and my neck was in unbearable pain. I just wanted to lie down and sleep. If it weren't for his voice, it would be an irresistible to me. Confused, I'm afraid I would have jumped up and kicked his balls.

"I told you to take the initiative," he pinched my chin with his backhand, "He Yi, don't you like me? Why can't you even take the initiative? Do you know what courtship is?"

I know...Of course I know, even in my dreams, I'm extremely slutty in front of him, thinking about seducing him and longing for him all the time.

Maybe it's because the college entrance examination is about to come, and the studies are heavy. In short, I have been having this kind of dream more and more frequently recently. I even want to spend three days and three nights with Jiang Qin in a small dark room.

I am so greedy.

Of course, I am just a scumbag, I am not under great pressure because I am afraid that I will not be able to pass the university entrance examination, but because Jiang Qin is a top student, I am afraid that he will pass the entrance examination, and leave, I am afraid that he will forget me.

I really long for him.

Jiang Qin.

I can't seem to figure out what a dream is...

But the real Jiang Qin would not do this kind of thing to me, even if I beg for mercy, because he doesn't understand that kind of feeling at all...

"Um……"

I couldn't help letting out a satisfied sigh, I smacked my mouth in satisfaction, turned over, and found a piece of wet in my underwear.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a dark room, an empty dormitory, and the roof wall was about to fall off. All the third-year students were studying in the classroom at night, preparing for the college entrance examination, and I ran back early with the excuse of a stomachache sleep……

Fuck, I'm really dreaming!

Damn, I remembered...I confessed my love to Jiang Qin during dinner...and got rejected, which was unexpected, because I thought he liked mine.

It's really heartbreaking.

Hey, as expected, dreams are the most beautiful.

Although I want to fuck him very much, I don’t know why I was the one being fucked in my dream. Don’t tell me what I think about day and night, but as long as it’s Jiang Qin, I can probably play with him in any position Come, but he's not interested in my body.

In half an hour, everyone who studied at night will be back.

The more I think about it, the more sad I get. I just got rejected, and then I can still dream of being raped by someone... Where's my face?Touch it, it is still very handsome.

I quickly got up and changed into a pair of clean underwear, put on my clothes, and ran out of the dormitory building with my coat. Then I climbed over the wall and went out. I bought a few bottles of beer from the canteen and put them in plastic bags. Walk to the river.

There's a bench over there, I need to calm down for a while.

I don't drink well, and I'm a very spicy chicken. I know that these few bottles of beer are enough to turn me into a lovelorn maniac with a paralyzed brain. Wine eliminates sorrow and sorrow is even more sorrowful.

I don't know how long I drank it, maybe I even ran wildly by the river for a while, maybe I lost my composure and yelled something like "Jiang Qin, I fuck your whole family", I know I'm unreasonable, But I am very unhappy.

But when did I fall into the water?

I don't know... I don't know anything, I can't breathe, but my focus is still on the box of condoms that was washed away by the water just now, I bought it after saving for many days .

It's not easy being a poor student.

Before the confession, I originally wanted to do Jiang Qin's evil pen tonight, because I always thought he was interested in me, otherwise I wouldn't do such an unsure thing.

I really didn't expect that he would reject me after I confessed my love.

I should have rushed up and beat him up, and then forced him to ask who the hell was talking nonsense in the toilet, saying that he thought He Yi was prettier than women?

You think I'm pretty, I'm chasing you, but you still don't get along with me?

Of course, I have to admit that my brain circuit is a bit strange. I am used to being narcissistic, thinking that I am the most handsome in the world, but I was frustrated when I confessed for the first time. I forgot that Jiang Qin and I were both leading. No matter how good-looking he is, once his trousers are taken off, he may lose his character at all.

I have properties, and he doesn't necessarily have them either.

Hey, don't blame others, blame myself.

A man, but also hypocritical to death.

After being rejected, I ran to the river to drink, and before I came, I had a hearty erotic dream...

As the saying goes, those who drown are those who can swim.

I know how to drink water. I wandered by the river while drinking, and I deliberately found a place where no one was around to drink.

I don't know whether to worry about my life or the money for the condom.

I used to be too reserved. I didn’t even say I liked Jiang Qin. I thought I had a two-way secret love with him all day long. Every time I looked at him, I felt that we had touched each other’s whole bodies, and I was so happy. Another mental orgasm.

In fact, it's just that I am too rich in brain power.

So Jiang Qin rejected me, and looked at me with very surprised eyes, saying, "He Yi, you actually like men?"

I:"……"

I always thought he liked men too.

This delusion has even lasted for nearly three years, how ignorant am I?

"You like getting your ass fucked?" he continued.

Fuck, the beautiful love is so vulgarly said by this guy who doesn't appreciate it. Even though I am not a literati, I still feel that the purest love in my heart has been shattered by his stinky mouth.

Busted, I didn't show anything, I said, "Yeah, I like guys."

"Um, I think..." He still wanted to say something, but I stared at him so fiercely that he didn't dare to continue.

I still have the tools I prepared for our love applause in my pocket, so heavy and sad.

"Don't think so, from now on, I might not like you anymore." I didn't know what face I would use when I met him tomorrow, so I proudly said such a stupid, fake and pretentious thing.

I have been a classmate for three years, and have been bunk for three years. I always thought that we had a good understanding. He usually... always has various tentative behaviors towards me. He will stare at me in the shower until I let him Get out, when I climbed to the upper bunk, he would kick my ass on the lower bunk, and then said with a smile, "He Yi, your ass is so upturned, come down and let me crush it twice."

This absolutely surpasses the pure friendship between ordinary male classmates, but I don't know why...it gives me such an illusion.

If I knew at the time that this was just his joke, I should have gone down and let him touch it, touch it enough, and watch him keep being a boy and fuck me all the time, killing him.

I really hate it.

We are about to take the college entrance examination, I am just afraid that he will not be here after the examination, and his family is not from the local area, so I want to act first, confess, I am really afraid of losing him...

The result was his reaction.

Regret, annoyed.

Although I am a scumbag, I feel that it is of no use to me whether I do well in the college entrance examination, and it is not important to have a fight with him, but I still have to face.

Especially shameless.

So I drink away my worries...

But I'm going to die, how can I still think so much?

It seems true that people look back on their short and inactive life before they die...

It would be great if I could live again.

I will definitely kill him.