Most Wanted [Interstellar]

When time still exists, people can use long to describe it.

Whatever you are waiting for, as long as there is time, waiting is not a particularly painful process.

When Erwin activated the button to destroy the entire astronomical monitoring station, he knew that this particularly painful process was about to come.He looked at the display on the monitor, watched the fire ignited from the outside, and gradually swallowed it in. He watched all the mechanical equipment fall silent, including the last Ivan robot serving him.

Death is the start button for new life, what a brutal journey.

When he 'woke up', he found himself back at the age of six, the day he missed the school bus and had to walk back to the dormitory alone.It was raining heavily on his planet, and he was hesitating under the narrow awning of the station with his schoolbag in his hands.

In his memory, the school building is not far away, and the steeple of the house can be seen from the station, but this is not reality, this is the migration point of his memory, and he can only see the boundless heavy rain.He knew he couldn't get to the school building, and if he did, he'd just walk into the icy rain, and keep walking like that.

After an unknown amount of time, the rain subsided a bit, and he was tired from standing, so he touched the seat at the station and sat down with his schoolbag under his buttocks.

"Who are you waiting for?"

Suddenly someone asked him.

"Wait for the school bus."

The six-year-old replied.

"The school bus won't come."

"Why? Won't the school bus come tomorrow?"

"Yeah, never, never come back."

"……Who are you……?"

"I am your teacher," said the man holding an umbrella, standing in the rain with his back turned to him, "I am your teacher Planck."

As if being awakened from a dream, he suddenly raised his head, and he recognized that this was his back, and this person was Planck.

"Come on," Plank turned his back to him and stretched out a hand, "The car won't come, I'll take you home."

Alvin didn't move. He felt that he should go up and take his hand, but for some reason, he just didn't move.

"Why don't you come? Alvin, the rain won't stop, let's go, it's getting colder."

"Because I don't have a home at all." These are the words of six-year-old Alvin.

Alvin couldn't control him, he was just an 'emotion' attached to him.

"You are so stubborn. Look, Annie is here. If you don't come, we will leave first." Plank held the umbrella in one hand and held Annie in the other.

"No, I don't want to go."

"Alvin, it's because of your character that everyone thinks you are lonely?" Annie also spoke. She was wearing a light gray dress, blocking Planck's hand, and her back was also facing Alvin. "You'll be hated like this."

"Alvin, six-year-old myself," Alvin said to himself, "this is not real, this is a dream, and if we don't hold their hands, we will never reach the end, this is not real Yes, this is just one of our migration points."

"No!!" The six-year-old suddenly raised his head, his face full of anger, "I won't go, all of this is true! It's all true! Every time you leave, you are the only one who leaves, and I, and I Always been here!"

"Erwin, don't talk to yourself, come quickly, we are waiting for you." Plank was very patient.

"I didn't talk to myself, he's right here!" Six-year-old Alvin pointed to his head, "He's just as hypocritical as you are! They're all used! They're all betrayed!"

Annie also said coldly: "I think you are crazy, Alvin, the rain is getting heavier and heavier, if you don't leave, we will really leave."

Just after Annie's words, the station disappeared, and the heavy rain that covered the sky and the sun was pouring down, making people unable to open their eyes.

"Why are you leaving?"

"Alvin, what did you say?"

I didn't speak, Alvin thought, he raised his head and saw another himself, he was also standing in the rain: "Isn't it good to stay here? No matter how bad it is here, it's better than the outside world? What's there outside?" ..." He lowered his head and muttered, "Outside are the teachers who framed me, and the students who betrayed me. Alvin, this time is different, why do you have the heart to hold their hands?"

"Apart from us, you don't know anyone else, do you?" Plank sneered, "You are a person who doesn't even remember the name of your secretary. Apart from us, what else do you have?"

"You still have yourself, Alvin, stay with us, this is our hometown."

"But I still have a lot of things to do. This is not really Planck and Anne, it's just a migration point. As long as I go to hold their hands, we can reach the target area very quickly. After the genetic code is activated... "Alvin tried to convince himself.

"Soon? What do you mean soon? There's no time here at all, what is soon, Alvin, I assure you, it's going to be painful, it's going to be long, and then you'll go through all the ugly memories, Going astray. There is no end point, no target zone, because everything is different! Do you think you can go back to the past?" Another self interrupted him angrily.

"There is no pain that I have not experienced, and there is no harm that I have not suffered. I live only because I have my mission, not because I am avoiding anything. Let's go and hold their hands." Alvin didn't want to ignore him , he still wants to convince his six-year-old self, he remembers his original goal, he knows what it has sacrificed so far, and he can't give up halfway.

"Yeah, Alvin, aren't you a coward too?" said Annie in the rain.

"Come on, Alvin," Plank's figure began to approach and grow larger, "don't be so awkward and withdrawn."

"Yeah, this is just an experiment, everything is fake."

"No, no feelings are fake! Don't go! Everything is different, they are lying to you!"

"Don't talk to yourself, Alvin, you are you."

"and many more……"

Alvin saw his six-year-old self standing up suddenly, as if he had made up his mind.

"do not go……"

The six-year-old turned around and ran away. He didn't hold Plank's hand, nor did he continue to wait. He turned and ran away.

Don't!Don't look back!Once the desire to survive is lost, all clues related to life will be interrupted.

"I'm going there," said the six-year-old.

"where?"

"There!"

Alvin turned his head, and he saw a red line at the end of the heavy rain. This line reflected the fiery light, like a rushing pulse.what is that?He can't remember, but it feels very warm.

"Remember?"

"what?"

"Life is the moment..."

Suddenly, an emotion that had never been surged up over his heart, made him feel hot all over, and even the heavy rain couldn't extinguish it.cry?Want to cry?Why do people from death to life want to cry?Before he could answer himself, his tears flowed uncontrollably, and then the pain forced him to open his mouth wide and try to breathe.

"what!!!"

He reached forward, trying to push away, and realized he was touching the membrane of the bionic womb.The sense of time returned, all hallucinations faded, and he began to feel the amniotic fluid surging in his lungs.

too painful!too painful!The life simulator began to squeeze, and when all the things that could protect him were squeezed, the light and air pierced his skin and began to convulse.

"Blood pressure, recovery, heartbeat is normal, body temperature is normal, the rehabilitation instrument starts to start, and will enter physical and chemical testing later."

"Ah !!! Ah !!!" This is the voice of the computer, which proves that he has been out of danger at this moment, but this time, his mood cannot be calm. He can't control his surging emotions. The cover of the life support machine, "Get out! Let me out!!"

He knew the life support wouldn't work from the inside, but he was out of his mind now.Planck, Anne and himself were still arguing in his head, his heart was covered with great loss and pain, he seemed to be longing for something, but couldn't think of it at all.

"Alvin!"

The lid of the life support device was opened, and although he couldn't open his eyes, he felt someone hugging him.

The smell of this person was unfamiliar to him, but he felt very safe. Based on instinct, he hugged him tightly.

"Schlieffen!" He blurted out, and then he couldn't hold back anything anymore, hugging him and crying loudly.