I suspect my boyfriend is playing missing

Xu Tianji and I switched roles, and he whispered in my ear every day: "Forget it, give up, okay?" I think my heart must be harder than a diamond, otherwise how can I bear to see Xu Tianji in so much pain? , it seems that the frog is the one with bad luck, making friends carelessly, and loving someone who is not human.

Five days after No.40's death.A sentence left by a certain age and race of immortals who do not know if it is useful or not has become the only opportunity in front of me.I'm going to use a knife soaked in my heart's blood to stab Lao Du's body fiercely in No. 40 Nine Days, even if it will make my soul fly away.Let go!How happy is life?I think it's worth it.

Xu Tianji also saw that line of writing, and the despair in his expression at that time almost made me die again.He almost knelt down and begged me to give up, even for him.However, my emotional cells in charge of the word "cherishing" have been extinct, leaving only hatred. I am so cruel, I can say it so that he can reincarnate with peace of mind, and then forget me with peace of mind.After that, Xu Tianji never talked to me again, and I knew he hated me.

Six days after No.40's death, the knife soaked in my heart and blood was made.Xu Tianji sat by the window without moving for more than twenty hours.

Seven days after No.40's death, I asked Xu Tianji: "Frog, do you hate me?" There was no reply.I asked Xu Tianji: "Frog, do you love me?" Still no reply.I said again: "Tianxi, let's go to bed." He said: "Get lost!"

Eight days after No.40's death.This is my last day of doing nothing in the world. Being a ghost is easier than being a human. Humans have the seven emotions and six desires, food, rice, oil and salt. Ghosts just need to float, wait for reincarnation, and scare the living by floating in the night.I didn't want to be scary, and I gave up reincarnation. In the last time when I could feel pain and happiness, I just wanted to guard my Xu Tianji, but unfortunately he refused to look at me.

I watched the precious 24 hours being lost every minute while he ignored me, and I was powerless to stop it.The daylight coming through the closed curtains was getting thinner and thinner, and the sun was setting.Huge grievances surged in my heart, I can't even make a fucking ghost, I'm afraid of a fart? !

With determination, I rushed over and hugged Xu Tianji's body sitting alone in the corner. His body shook violently when I hugged him, and then I was pushed away hard.I pounced on, was pushed away again, pounced on, was pushed again... I hugged me tighter and tighter each time, and his hand that pushed me became weaker and weaker each time, and finally it was so weak that I could no longer push me away.I hugged him hard, trying to rub him into my body, we were shaking like two sieves.

I had to make an inch to touch Xu Tianji's lips, his lips were soft and cold, and it was cold to my heart.I grind and gnaw on it repeatedly, hoping to break a shell on the ice. I am not greedy, as long as I feel a little warmth.Xu Tianji's pale lips were moistened and reddened by my bite, even bloodshot.There was no response, I was acting the last one-man show, and my heart was desolate.My tears flowed from the corners of my eyes to my mouth, and onto my lips that were sticking to Xu Tianji wishfully, it was so salty.Suddenly, the tip of my tongue found a gap, slipped in, and was greeted by another tongue, chasing and entangled with each other.At the same time, another liquid fell into both of our mouths, merging into my tears, bitterer and saltier than mine.

There was a fire burning between us, burning our clothes, and Xu Tianji and I rolled onto the bed naked, our bodies touching each other, everything was astonishingly hot.We kissed and caressed like crazy, leaving bruises on each other's bodies. For the first time, I discovered that Xu Tianji's body is so beautiful, and the collarbone is amazingly beautiful. I bit it, and the blood was not enough. I want to eat it.

I opened my body and let Xu Tianji enter, and a thin layer of sweat broke out instantly.It hurts, it's been a long time since it hurts like this.Under the fierce impact again and again, I felt that I was about to fall apart, the pain and pleasure were intertwined, not enough, still not enough, what was in my body was my last nostalgia in the world.Xu Tianji was crying all the time, his obsidian eyes filled with tears, dripping, and filling again.The jade ruyi amulet he wore around his neck since he was a child patted my chest, causing tiny splashes, which were my sweat and his tears.

That night, we didn't know how many times we did it, and the ambiguous atmosphere in the air permeated, making people more addicted, until the curtains were bright again, until I fell into a deep sleep.

Nine days after No.40's death.I didn't expect to be able to sleep for so long. When I woke up, there were only two hours left before midnight.I sat up suddenly, and lay down again with a groan of pain.I found that the body had been cleaned, and Xu Tianji was gone!Also missing at the same time as him was the knife, the knife that could kill as well as kill himself, and it made me crazy.

At this moment, I have no other thoughts, I just want to find Xu Tianji, before he tries to do something.Hate is nothing compared to the fear of loss.

Xu Tianji must have gone to find Lao Du, and Lao Du must be at the villa.I ran desperately, thinking as I ran, "Don't all the ghosts on TV come and go without a trace? Why do I need to rely on two legs? Which car is going there, let me squeeze in!" Xu Tianji, wait for me, wait for me!I won't take revenge anymore, let that scumbag, Old Du, fend for himself.I will accompany you. When the time comes, we will reincarnate together. If you like men, I will become a boy. If you like girls, I will become a girl. If you reincarnate into cats, dogs, flowers and plants, I will follow.I was wrong, I only want you, wait for me, okay?

When I rushed to the villa with all my strength, and slipped into Lao Du's room by induction, it was already 23:01. I saw Lao Du, Xu Tianji, and the knife dripping blood on Xu Tianji's hand. Du's blood, I was one step too late.

Xu Tianji looked back at me and smiled, so gentle, he said: "The revenge will be repaid."

I walked past Lao Du's body curled up motionless on the ground, and the blood stains on the ground. I exchanged a huge irreparable mistake for my understanding of Xu Tianji. I finally understood Xu Tianji's feelings for the past five days, and I also Taste the taste of burning inside like him.

Xu Tianji fell into my arms, he was so heavy, as heavy as a thousand catties, I couldn't hold him no matter what, I could only collapse on the ground with him.His seven orifices began to bleed more and more, and I couldn't wipe it clean.Blood soaked through our clothes, snaking in threads under both of us.Very good, he is finally not sad, and the result was repaid to me, I am not even qualified to question him, who gave him the self-confidence to think that he would kill himself?

Xu Tianji withered quickly, and I had to put my ear close to his lips to hear his weak voice, he said: "Fool, choose an easy path in the next life, choose someone who is good to you." Looking at the amulet in his hand that he took off with all his strength, the dark blood seeped into the ice jade, and the emerald green was dyed with blood lines, which was astonishingly beautiful.I heard him say, "I promise you, forget about me."

Only now did I realize that people cannot shed tears when they are in great grief. No matter how hoarse I was, I couldn't stop Xu Tianji from bleeding. His thin body gradually became transparent before my eyes until it disappeared and turned into a part of the air.Xu Tianji, you bastard, tell me how can I reincarnate alone without you?After all, you are still ruthless, you have been more ruthless than me since you were a child.I was in the darkness and loneliness that I couldn't break free from, my heart was broken with fear...

There was light in front of my eyes, it was so dazzling, and someone kept patting my face: "Xia Zhi! Xia Zhi!" I vaguely heard whispers: "Should I send you to the hospital? Don't let anything happen." I opened my eyes suddenly. Open your eyes and see the face of Lao Du who is facing me, you dare to live! ! !Give me back my frog!Before I was allowed to rush over and strangle Lao Du, I suddenly saw Xu Tianji squatting not far away, and the expression on his face that I was familiar with, looking like a fool.

Lao Du disappeared from my eyes in an instant, and I rolled and crawled from the ktv sofa to hug Xu Tianji and cry loudly, but the three of us couldn't pull him away.Xu Tianji lived up to my expectations and actively joined forces with Lao Du to knock me out, then carried me to the hospital, where I was given gastric lavage and transfusion, and repeatedly told the doctor, "If you are not awake, don't let it out to bite people casually. It’s not good to endanger society.” It’s really heart-warming.

In the 24 hours after my gastric lavage, I received cordial visits and merciless ridicule from friendly groups (losses) and friends (friends) from all directions.In their mouths, I saw a two hundred and five who played dice very badly in the ktv box. After admitting defeat one after another and pouring red, yellow and white, he began to take the initiative to grab drinks.They described it happily, and I was terrified when I heard it.

It is said that after I drank myself to the point of intoxication, I consciously found the sofa in the corner and fell asleep, as quiet as a chicken.In the second half of the day, when they were playing cards and singing, they were about to leave. I suddenly made a counterattack, and let out a pig-killing sound from the corner: "No~~~" At that time, a 180-pound man was scared and almost had a heart attack on the spot (nonsense) .A bunch of people hurriedly gathered around to see me, only to see that I was sweating all over, kicking my hooves wildly, and my throat was broken: "No! Frog! Xu Frog! Tianxi! No~~~" The tone of the voice was miserable enough to see Those who were sad, smelled tears.after that?Later, I was woken up by Lao Du's slap in the face.

I half-lyed on the bed, and at the end of my concluding statement, I had to say to each of them: "What did you dream about, tell me what's wrong with you and frog!"Lao Du's embarrassing frosty face didn't melt away for a day. As for Teacher Xu Tianxi, he followed his school's research team as early as the next afternoon and went to Guangzhou to have fun.