Special case investigation team V

On the first night after returning to Beijing, Yang Simi took out a thick book from the cardboard box and leaned against the bedside to read it.

Cheng Jin was very surprised. Yang Simi seldom reads in bed. Could it be that the case of multiple personality has affected him so much that he is so obsessed with academics that he cannot extricate himself?

Cheng Jin went to the study to get the lamp and put it on the bedside table, adjusted the brightness and color temperature, "Is it okay?"

"Yeah." Yang Simi flipped through the book and nodded carelessly.

Cheng Jin touched his head, lowered his head and kissed him on the forehead, did not walk away immediately after the kiss, and hugged him so intimately.

Yang Simi waited for a while, seeing that he was not kissing anymore, she pushed him to block the light.

——This treatment happens once in a thousand years.Cheng Jin was very sad.

Yang Simi touched his face, "I'll be with you later."

"..." It feels like besides popularizing science in bed, Yang Simi has a new hobby.

Cheng Jin silently walked away to do his own thing.

When Cheng Jin was about to go to bed, Yang Simi was still reading. Cheng Jin sat on the bed with his knees bent, looked at Yang Simi, then at his book, then at Yang Simi, repeated several times, and finally found himself He couldn't attract his attention without making a sound, so he could only speak: "Si Mi, why don't we watch it tomorrow?"

Yang Simi looked away from the book and looked into Cheng Jin's eyes, "Are you anxious?"

"……Um?"

"You are often anxious."

"..." Is this for psychological counseling?Cheng Jin thought for a while, "It's okay."

Yang Simi said: "What will happen to you if Ying Wen dies?"

This question is quite difficult to answer.Cheng Jin lightly said: "It's nothing, people can't be resurrected after death." He thought to himself, what else could he do?

"You will be very guilty."

"inevitable."

"That's the problem. Why should you feel guilty?"

"I called him to help."

"Then if he took the initiative to help, don't you feel guilty?"

"...Yes, this is our case."

"What if it's someone else's case, such as the Wanlin Public Security Bureau's case."

Cheng Jin sighed lightly, and decided to end this series of assumptions, "No matter whose case it is, if I can find the murderer earlier, there will be no more deaths."

"So, you have to feel guilty no matter what." Yang Simi looked at Cheng Jin with a look that "couldn't help you".

Cheng Jin laughed, "You want to tell me that you shouldn't feel guilty?"

"No, I want to tell you that you are overly anxious." Yang Simi returned to the original question, "The essence of anxiety is loss of control. Human beings think that they have the ability to control the world, and when they find that the development of the situation exceeds their own Anxiety comes from anticipation.”

Cheng Jin nodded thoughtfully.

"That's what you are, so arrogant and think you can do anything."

ah? !Cheng Jin resolutely refused to accept this evaluation. If someone else told him that, he wouldn't even bother, but Yang Simi still had to listen to him, "Go ahead."

"A lot of things are out of your control, and a lot of times you can't do anything about it.—You don't realize that there are very few things you can control."

Cheng Jin nodded, "I understand."

"You don't understand." Yang Simi said, "Murderers just know how to kill, and you just can't save many people. Don't think that you are the savior."

Cheng Jin was stunned for a while, then smiled wryly, "I know."

Yang Simi continued: "Accept the reality of your 'limited abilities' and do what you can. This is what humans can do. As for who will live and who will die in the end, that is the business of 'God'."

Cheng Jin was silent for a while, then said with a smile, "It's up to man to plan things, but God to make things happen?"

That was indeed what he meant, but Yang Simi was not very happy with Cheng Jin's attitude - not serious enough.He closed the book in his hand and threw it on the bedside table.Cheng Jin looked over and saw that the title of the book was in English, and one of the words should mean "anxiety".

Cheng Jin came to Yang Simi's side, held his hand, lowered his head, looked at him from the bottom up, "I really know."

Yang Simi just looked at him, his black and white eyes seemed to be able to see through people's hearts.

Cheng Jin thought about it seriously, and after a while, he simply lay down, pillowed on Yang Simi's lap, meditating... Finally he said: "I understand the truth..."

Saying this sentence shows that you don't understand at all.Yang Simi opened his half-closed eyes, looking at Cheng Jin vigilantly and coldly like a beast that only heard the sound.

Cheng Jin sat up on the mattress, looked at Yang Simi face to face, and calmly said: "My problem is probably that I don't know what is within my 'capacity' and what is beyond my ability. scope."

To a certain extent, he really wanted to compete with "God" for a job, and he really hoped that he could change something.

——This exists in his subconscious, Yang Simi did not tell the truth, he did not realize that he was "arrogant".

Yang Simi was finally satisfied, being able to ask decent questions showed that he really listened to what he said.

"Just remember that you have a limit," he said.

Cheng Jin responded, "Okay."

"You've never been this anxious before."

Cheng Jin joked, "You mean I'm getting more and more arrogant?"

Yang Simi said, "Yes."

Cheng Jin looked at him with a helpless smile.

Yang Simi said: "You are not a good patient, and the consultant will not like you."

A patient like Cheng Jin seems to cooperate, but this is just an illusion. In fact, it is difficult for him to be "brainwashed".

Cheng Jin hugged Yang Simi and said with a smile, "I think there is still a consultant who likes me."

Yang Simi pushed him down rudely, "Sleep!"

Cheng Jin, "..."

You need to sleep, but why take off your clothes?Obviously, we were still discussing such a serious topic just now, this is a bit jumpy...

Yang Simi said: "Proper exercise can relieve your anxiety."

Cheng Jin, "..."

Although he had enough exercise, when Cheng Jin was woken up by the phone ringing the next morning, he was still anxious. Many thoughts flashed through his mind: "What time is it?" "Aren't you late?" "Where are you now? ""case……"

He glanced around, oh, he and Yang Simi are at home now, the case has been closed.

He breathed a sigh of relief, grabbed his phone, and looked at the caller ID, anonymous, who is this?

Yang Simi, who still had his eyes closed, sensed that the ringtone was approaching him, hugged Cheng Jin's waist, and buried his head in his arms, as if he could block his ears in this way.

Cheng Jin stroked his hair and answered the phone, "Hello?"

On the opposite side was a magnetic male voice with a smile: "I heard that you have closed the case? It's amazing. I didn't expect you to actually solve the case."

"Who are you?"

"Tang Shi."

do not know.Cheng Jin turned on the external voice on the phone, put it aside, then hugged Yang Simi and walked along his back, "Someone is looking for you."

The voice of the person who called himself Tang Shi came from the phone, "What?"

Yang Simi asked, "Who?"

Tang Shi smiled and said, "Yang Simi?"

"Who are you?"

"...Tang Shi."

Yang Simi opened his eyes, "What's the matter?"

Tang Shi smiled and said: "I heard that you have solved the case, how about this case, is it fun?"

Yang Simi sat up, "It's okay."

"I knew you would like it."

Cheng Jin frowned.

Yang Simi was in a good mood, he touched Cheng Jin's face and said, "The photo you sent?"

The magnetic voice that can become the male host comes from the phone, "Yes, isn't Qingshan with you, I will bribe you."

Yang Simi narrowed his eyes, "Where did you get the photo?"

"I got it from an informant."

Yang Simi became impatient, "Huh?"

Tang Shi laughed and said: "A guy stole it. Apart from the photos, there were also some hair, nails, teeth, ears and other things. He was so scared that he didn't dare to say anything. As soon as I heard about it, I knew it must be interesting. Immediately thought of you. By the way, he threw away those hair and things, leaving only photos, so I just sent you the photos."

Cheng Jin said, "Where did he steal it from? When did he steal it?"

Yu Zhile's safe was stolen last year.

"He didn't tell me."

"..." Are you kidding me? !

Tang Shi explained: "He said his friend stole it, so he doesn't know the specific situation. But I guess, this must be the 'Friends are Me' series. I have always been very tolerant of informants. I didn't force him."

"..." Cheng Jin said, "Didn't his friend tell him more?"