Special case investigation team V

In the middle of the night, Yu Xiyan woke up twitching on the bed covered in cold sweat. He dreamed that Wen Zhibo fell in front of him again, with blood spurting from his chest, and a lake of blood flowed to the ground. High, choked into his nose and mouth, he choked, then woke up with a jerk of his eyes.

During the day today, Peng Fei came to him, chatted with him, and asked Wen Zhibo how he died and whether he was in pain before he died.

What can he say.He could only tell Peng Fei as always that Wen Zhibo's death was an accident.He also convinced himself that it was an accident.

But Wen Zhibo was probably not satisfied with this answer, so he kept dying in his dreams again and again.

After he woke up, he didn't want to sleep anymore, and he didn't know what to do. He left the room in a daze and entered the living room. The car was outside. When he saw him, he smiled and said, "Look at you..." Then he came up Pull him, "Come with me, give yourself to me, take care of you and let you forget all your troubles."

He hesitated for a moment, then followed Che Jian away.

An hour later, he fell asleep peacefully with the fiery welts on his back. The welts did not show water on his skin, but burned on his soul. It hurt, but the more it hurt, the more at ease he felt.

He fell into a dream. At first, he was a little boy, held by his mother. When he saw the elders in the family, his mother asked him to recite poems. He didn’t recite well. His mother pinched him a few times. It hurt, but he felt at ease. Because of this time, he still has his mother.

Then, he grew up a bit and was in school. His father was still praising him for his good grades at the first second, and then turned around to hug his half-brother in the next second. He seemed to have been slapped in the face, and the pain also made him sober.

He was a little older, in high school, in boarding school, had two or three good friends, one of whom was a girl.There are four or five enemies, two of them are Zhang Yuewen and Che Jian.One day, the girl had an accident on the way home, and she never went back to school.

More than ten years later, Peng Fei told him that the little girl was raped at that time, and Zhang Yuewen was looking for someone.

"How do you know?" He asked Peng Fei.

"Of course I have my channel." Peng Fei said, "Do you know what else he did? Wait for me to tell you one by one slowly. It will be painful for you to hear it—it's right to be painful."

He thought in his heart: I am pain, but not the pain you want me to feel.

He's grown again, and he's in college.

The young Wen Zhibo came out leading the girlish Peng Fei.

Peng Fei is like a little deer, the kind that can jump from one hill to another, with infinite vitality, which makes people unable to take their eyes off; and like a flamingo, which can jump into the sky with a flick of its wings, lighting up the sky. Huoshaoyun also ignited a heart that had just begun to love.

"Do you like him? What do you like about him?" Zhang Yuewen asked him.

The teenagers have grown up, and finally changed from disliking each other to being able to live in peace.

He said: "Well, I like her, probably like her freedom, unfettered."

"Then why don't you try it with me? Fall in love with me, you will be free, and so will I."

"Huh?" He looked at Zhang Yuewen for the first time.This young master Zhang is more favored than himself at home, and has better friends than himself, but he wants to fall in love with him.

A year later, Yu Xiyan and Zhang Yuewen got together after going through many trials such as saving heroes in the United States, seeing injustice, being brave in righteousness, giving charcoal in the face of hardship, etc.

This is not the love Yu Xiyan imagined, but it's not bad either. Some people satisfy their physical needs and have freedom, so there's nothing wrong with it.

Two years later, the world is peaceful.

Peng Fei came to look for Wen Zhibo again. She was wearing a baseball cap, stepped on a skateboard, and followed Wen Zhibo, skating back and forth, left and right, in a thrilling and varied manner.Such a cool girl, Yu Xiyan has seen this one in her life.

Zhang Yuewen said: "You are looking at him again."

Yu Xiyan smiled and said, "Just take a look."

Not long after, Yu Xiyan found out that Zhang Yuewen and Che Jian were having an affair. He was a little concerned, but not to the point of pain.He has never received selfless love, not even from his parents, how can he still count on Zhang Yuewen?

Relax and think about it, in fact, multiple car references are not a bad thing.First, this is in line with the principle of freedom that they talked about when they were together. If he doesn't care about Zhang Yuewen, it means that Zhang Yuewen can't care about him; second, anyway, he doesn't like to play these heavy tricks with Zhang Yuewen. He is the beneficiary.

Three years later, Yu Xiyan accidentally discovered that Peng Fei was playing extreme sports. He was amazed. The girl had grown a pair of wings and couldn't rest.

Six years later, Yu Xiyan settled in Huahai, and Wen Zhibo and Peng Fei were also here.But before Wen Zhibo's death, Yu Xiyan had never seen Peng Fei. He knew that she was in this city, but he had never seen her.

11 years later, after Wen Zhibo's death, Peng Fei came to Yu Xiyan - from Yu Xiyan's point of view, this can be said to be the greatest value of Wen Zhibo's life.

Peng Fei appeared, and Yu Xiyan had no peace day and night.

Standing at thirty, Yu Xiyan has lived for 30 years, but like a three-year-old child, he watched the beautification filter in front of his eyes being broken, and then his life suddenly became ugly.

Peng Fei insisted on telling him what kind of person Zhang Yuewen was and what kind of person Che Jian was.Probably she wanted him to see what kind of life he was living.

It's not that Yu Xiyan doesn't know what kind of people are around him, but it seems that he has only just recognized them, or just recognized himself.

Originally, it is not impossible to live this life in the dark as it is, but someone insists on hanging a sun in the sky for you, and you have nowhere to hide, you can only adapt, or collapse.

Yu Xiyan learned to adapt while breaking down and rebuilding.

Sobriety is painful, but it's also addictive.

Yu Xiyan wanted to make a change and wanted to separate from Zhang Yuewen.It's not because of Peng Fei, it's just because she doesn't want to live this kind of life anymore.

Some people say that loving someone is falling in love with a life.

For Xiyan, falling in love with someone is to see his own life clearly.

Zhang Yuewen refused to break up and asked the reason. He said that there was always only what he didn't want, not the other way around.

Yes, Zhang Yuewen has always been like this, but Yu Xiyan turned a blind eye to this characteristic of him before, because at that time his focus was not on how this person is, but how this person treats him.

But in fact, a person who is very bad to others may of course be very bad to you for various reasons.For example, kill your classmates, burst your colorful soap bubbles, and let you face the bleak life.

Many years ago, when a child beside Yu Xiyan had an accident, he should have seen clearly what kind of person Zhang Yuewen was. He could of course find out if he had to look it up, but he didn't because he didn't care.

Yu Xiyan is not a bad person, he only cares about himself.

Che Jian actually refused to break up—as if he had the right to make a request, he said viciously that he hadn't had enough fun, and at the same time, he also felt that Yu Xiyan hadn't had enough fun.

Yu Xiyan has tried some of his training methods, which can calm people down for a while, but then they will make you suffer for a few days like a backlash.

Yu Xiyan hates being controlled, but he has never broken free from the shackles since he was born, and he has never thought about breaking free. This is a life he is accustomed to, a life that he can continue with inertia without worrying about it.

It will be very hard for people to resist inertia, but it is not impossible.

Peng Fei was also unwilling to break up with Yu Xiyan, because she wanted to use Yu Xiyan to take revenge. However, she didn't think she could influence Yu Xiyan's decision, so although she regretted the missed opportunity, there was nothing she could do.

——Yu Xiyan knew this clearly.

He often thought that he must know more about Peng Fei than Wen Zhibo, but it was useless.

When Wen Zhibo was alive, it was just a somewhat special name for Xiyan. After his death, he was completely stationed in Xiyan's world, and even became part of the foundation.

One day, he finally admitted to Peng Fei that Wen Zhibo's death was not an accident.

He said: "You believe me, I didn't mean to hurt him, I just, couldn't stop it."

Peng Fei asked him, "What are you willing to do to convince me?"

He pushed open the window, "Should I jump down?"

He sometimes thought that people like Peng Fei would not really believe him, but there was no other way anyway, so let's try.

Peng Fei said, "You don't need to jump, just help me."

When Peng Fei showed Gao Gen's pornographic photos to Yu Xiyan, Yu Xiyan suddenly saw that the person kneeling at Peng Fei's feet in the photo was himself, and he saw a new possibility between the two of them. Can be closer, can be more intimate.

Yu Xiyan made an additional request, "I will help you avenge, but you have to sign a contract with me."

Master and servant contract.

Peng Fei was surprised. She was not surprised that Xiyan would ask her a condition, but she didn't expect it to be such a condition.She said yes.

The choice of Gao Gen as the victim was the result of comprehensive consideration, because he was just right, and his relationship with Zhang Yuewen was close enough, and because he had handled many things for Zhang Yuewen. Peng Fei said that this was called doing justice for the sky.

Yu Xiyan had no objection, he didn't care about Gao Gen, nor did he care about the way of heaven.

It's very simple for Zhang Yuewen to invite Gao Gen to his house, just praise this young man in front of him for being handsome and capable of doing things.

Zhang Yuewen has a morbid mentality: I will smash everything you like for you to see.

And Chejian is: I will step on everything you like, and insult you as much as you want.

Lu Ziyan's car accident and drone aerial photography were all contacted by Peng Fei.

Yu Xiyan asked her how she did it, and she said: "I said earlier that I also have my own channels. Although I can't do big things, I can still do small things."

Yu Xi said, "You don't even want to talk about yourself."

Peng Fei smiled and patted Yu Xiyan's head, as if stroking a big dog, "Where do we start? That year, I went out to play, and it happened..."

Yu Xiyan knelt at Peng Fei's feet and rested his head on her lap. He liked this feeling, warm and safe. This was something he had never obtained before, and it was something he was forcing now.

When Gao Gen came to the house as a guest, Yu Xiyan toasted him with two glasses of wine, and then Zhang Yuewen served it himself, making him completely drunk.

At night, Gao Gen lay naked on the bed in the guest room.

Zhang Yuewen said: "Don't you like it, come on, let's go together."

Yu Xiyan thought of Wen Zhibo, and he also thought of himself. He is actually such a body without self-consciousness, walking in this world, being manipulated by various people and things at will.

He rushed into the bathroom, vomiting faintly.

Seeing him like this, Zhang Yuewen was in a good mood, and personally sent him back to his room to rest.

At three o'clock in the morning, Yu Xiyan went downstairs to see Gao Gen.At this time, Gao Gen had recovered a little bit of consciousness. After seeing Yu Xiyan, he panicked and wanted to hide. Yu Xiyan went to the kitchen to get a knife, and followed him leisurely.

Gao Gen had no ability to resist, he fell on the soft carpet in front of the sofa in the living room, Yu Xiyan knelt beside him, stared at him, and then drove the knife into his body.

Yu Xiyan wondered, who is he killing?To kill his parents, his brother, his childhood friends and enemies, his former classmates, his current partner, or himself?

The blood splashed on the back of his hand, it was warm but cooled quickly.But he is used to it, the short-term warmth is always followed by long-term coldness and pain.

After entering the detention center, Yu Xiyan began to see all kinds of policemen, kind, serious, serious, fat, thin, neither fat nor thin, unattractive, normal, and good-looking.

One day he saw a beautiful pair, not one, but a couple.

An intimate couple.

Peng Fei and Wen Zhibo used to be such a couple.And he will never be Wen Zhibo.

His sentence is not long, and may even be reduced.

But that wasn't what he cared about. Peng Fei didn't come to see him, and probably never would.She shouldn't be waiting for him somewhere, because he is no longer the person she needs.

He's not what anyone needs.

His whole life is a rope tied with a knot, and when the rope is taut, the knot becomes a dead knot.

A knot that even death can't untie.

Three months later, a friend chatted with Peng Fei and said, "Hey, have you read the news on the Internet? Yu Xiyan committed suicide."

"what happened?"

"I just committed suicide and hanged myself. Didn't he only need to sit in prison for two or three years? The other two didn't die after sitting in prison for more than ten years. Why did he die? Well, maybe good people don't live long. , I feel too guilty, I can't bear it..."

"It's possible."

"However, it may be that he is scolded every day as a pervert and a scum, and the psychological pressure is too great, but he deserves to be scolded..."

"Ah."

"Some people said that he was killed. He must have reported to the police for such a short sentence. Can the other two let him go?"

"Makes sense."