tutoring is under me

Xi Muchen's knuckles turned white from exertion, and his beautiful eyebrows were tightly pulled together.Staring at Lin Han who was motionless on the bed out of the corner of his eyes, he slowly released and clenched his hands, turning over and over several times.But after all, he didn't touch his mother's face, and he didn't even have the courage to touch it.

Because of his mother's cold attitude towards him, Xi Muchen gradually developed a resistance to Lin Han in his heart, a very entangled and painful emotion.

Looking at my mother, there is a natural feeling of wanting to be close, wanting to be close.To be noticed by her, to be loved by mother like other children.

But Xi Muchen gradually discovered that all this seems to be a luxury for him...

When she was young, she leaned on Lin Han countless times to get close to her, but she pushed her away mercilessly.Leaving a disgusted or hateful look in his eyes, he turned and left.I will never pay attention to the heart-piercing self crying behind.

So Xi Muchen gradually began to stay away from Lin Han, forcing himself to stay away from her.Started to resist her and hate this woman.

I hate why she ignored her, why she was born without a father.Why……

But Lin Han slowly began to watch himself, pay attention to himself.But he felt disgusted, disgusted.He's used to hating her...

Xi Muchen watched Lin Han's eyes gradually empty, and fell into the memories of the past.Resentment, disgust, intimacy, pity, entanglement, all kinds of emotions mixed together made Xi Muchen fall into painful entanglement.

The clenched fist trembled slightly, showing the instability of the master at this time.

Bai Yiju has been watching Xi Muchen from the side, and he is also very entangled.One side is human relationship, the other side is heart.In fact, when he was willing to stay, the balance was biased toward his heart...

Approaching Xi Muchen who was sitting by the bed, he squatted down slowly.He stretched out his hand and gently covered Xi Muchen's trembling hand, slowly holding it, as if wanting to give him strength.

This time, it was Bai Yiju who looked at Xi Muchen with firm eyes.

Xi Muchen stared blankly at Bai Yiju who had firm eyes in front of him, and stretched out his hand to caress his face.

Bai Yiju stood up and walked closer.He stretched out his hand to put Xi Muchen's head in his arms, and gently wrapped it around.Patting him on the back again and again, he didn't speak, but it was worth a thousand words.

Xi Muchen also put his arms around Bai Yiju's waist.The two embraced in this pose.Give each other warmth and courage.

"Teacher, I..."

Xi Muchen buried his head in Bai Yiju's arms, his heart was full of words, his emotions were surging like waves, but he didn't know where to start.Subconsciously tightened the hand holding Bai Yiju, afraid that even the last support would disappear.

"It's okay, I'm here."

Bai Yiju pitifully rubbed Xi Muchen's thick, black hair, running his fair fingers through his hair.

The person in front of him looked more like a child now.Will cry, get scared, and find someone to rely on when feeling uncomfortable.It's just lucky to be his reliance.

Xi Muchen...

Bai Yiju silently recited the name in his heart, but his eyes drifted from the top of Xi Muchen's hair to Lin Han who was lying on the bed.

Whether I and Xi Muchen can achieve good results may not have much to do with this mother's decision.But it was a lifelong regret for Xi Muchen that they didn't get Lin Han's approval or blessing.And speaking to myself is a lifetime of guilt towards her.

The brows were slightly frowned, and now things have developed like this.Maybe we can only take one step at a time and resign ourselves to fate.

The doorbell rang, and Lin Han's personal doctor arrived.

Opening the door, a plainly dressed man walked in.After carefully looking at Lin Han's symptoms, he did a simple examination.

The result is that the emotions are too excited, and the body is already overloaded.Cause depression, so lead to fainting.Fortunately, it's not serious, just a little recuperation will be fine, but I can't continue to work like this in the future.

Xi Muchen thanked her, helped her take the medicine according to the doctor's instructions, and then listened to the instructions for a while.The doctor said that he would come to see him again, and left after helping Lin Han recover.

Xi Muchen and Bai Yiju let go of their hanging hearts a little bit.It's just that Lin Han hasn't woken up yet, according to what the doctor said, he will wake up after sleeping for a while.

Xi Muchen sat by the bed and stared blankly at Lin Han, while Bai Yiju stood beside him, holding his hand and waiting silently with him.

Time passed quietly, and it was afternoon in a blink of an eye.In the middle, Bai Yiju was worried about Xi Muchen's health and went to serve bowls of noodles for the two of them.

With Lin Han like this, Xi Muchen can't go to school for the time being.After briefly explaining the situation to the school, Xi Muchen stayed at home, waiting for Lin Han to wake up.

The complexion of the woman on the bed was actually not good, but it was covered by makeup, and Xi Muchen didn't pay close attention to her, but avoided her instead.So I never realized that my mother's condition was so bad...

Those tightly closed eyes trembled and slowly opened.