No choice

"Are you okay?" Zhaoli was on a business trip and received a call from Shi Yang by accident. He was startled and thought he was ill.

"Why are you asking this suddenly? I'm fine." Zhaoli was a little puzzled.

"Today my neighbor told me that they called a pervert a few days ago. According to the description, I think it was you." Shi Yang said with a smile, and Zhaoli could feel it through the phone.

"I should have called the police at that time and asked for medical expenses, so that everyone will know you, so you have to worry about it."

"Haha, let me tell them, I don't know you," Shi Yang emphasized on purpose.When he first heard the news, Shi Yang was a little worried. His neighbors are newly moved in. They are a couple who teach physical education. The husband is very burly. He is really afraid that he will break Zhaoli.

"He really has a conscience," Zhaoli sarcastically said.

"Zhaoli, I'm fine, really, you don't have to worry about me anymore," Shi Yang said seriously.

"You remember it?" Zhaoli was a little excited, so can it be the same as before?

"No, but I understand that my own body is really healed. In another three months, after this semester is over, I should go back to City C. I want to be closer to my parents," Shi Yang said. Zhaoli knew that he knew everything, so he asked his friends not to tell him.But he didn't lie, he really just knew it, and he didn't think of it at all.

"Oh, it should be." Zhaoli suddenly felt reluctant to part with everything, including those difficulties, especially, there was no reason to be with Shi Yang anymore.

"Friends, welcome to my place to play," Zhaoli said in a relaxed and slightly joking manner.

"Haha, okay, just don't shut him out." Shi Yang knew that after teasing like this, he would never see each other forever.

When he was young, Zhaoli once liked a girl, and that feeling was very sweet, but after experiencing Zhang Qiaoli's incident, he saw contempt on the face of a girl who he thought was so beautiful.

All my encounters are inseparable from women. They can be his sisters, elders, and juniors, but they can never be his partner.Therefore, Zhaoli has always been in love with Shi Yang, and she has no choice.

Now, Shi Yang chooses to leave, and his life suddenly loses color.It turned out that the life he imagined could only be for himself and considered, and it really came true, and he felt that without you, nothing is meaningless.It's not that you fetter my choice, but that I can't live without you.

Shi Yang is the male god teacher of the female students in their school. Sometimes, some female students will give some gifts, but Shi Yang refuses. Today, as soon as he arrived at the office, a female colleague handed him a card.

"The signature is for you, our office colleagues have become your postmen, but we are willing," the female colleague joked.

"Don't ask me for a reward, I'm an iron cock" Shi Yang also joked, and opened the card at the same time.

"It would be nice if we could be together, let's go to the east, west, south, north, the ends of the earth together" signature, is a delusion.

Shi Yang probably knew who this girl was. She gave him many cards, but he didn't pay attention to them, but Zhaoli felt very familiar with this one. and other items, blackmailing him for a meal, he agreed without listening to the content, and the colleagues were quiet for a while, and immediately roared with laughter.

Amidst the laughter, Shi Yang finally remembered a part of why he still came here even though he couldn't remember anything, just because of Zhaoli's words, "Shi Yang, if we can be together Life will be fine, we will go to the south, Dali, Lijiang, Xishuangbanna."A friend can tell him what happened, but it’s like listening to someone else’s story, and remembering it for yourself, even a small part, is very touching. It turns out that I love you so deeply.

"Students, class is about to end. Let me say a digression. Although I am a layman, find someone who loves you and accompany you to chase your ideals. Like me, I am only because of a word from the person I like. Come here and become your teacher, I hope you can find someone who loves you." Zhaoli actually said it to that girl.

The students all gave him thunderous applause for these words.

"Also, treat your studies like you treat your loved ones." There were boos and laughter from the audience, and Shi Yang also left the classroom with a smile.

Zhaoli really feels that he is a walking dead now, nothing is hopeful, and he can't see the future, just like being in an airtight cage, oppressed and painful, when he wants to jump from upstairs, He tried his best to restrain his thoughts, he couldn't leave now, at least when Shi Yang left the city, he used a knife for the first time to separate his skin, feeling that the pain could suppress nothing.The seeds of depression that I have always had seem to take root and sprout. Zhaoli deeply understands that all the depression that you want to get rid of is not to attract attention. If you think so, it is because you have never experienced his pain, nor are you You know, how much he struggles.