No choice

"I'm going to sleep." Zhaoli said to Shi Yang after washing up. Shi Yang had already cleaned up, but when he thought of Zhaoli in the snow, he was afraid that he couldn't help being intimate with him, so he opened his notebook and read. start a movie.

When the movie was over, Shi Yang saw that Zhaoli had fallen asleep, and tiptoed into bed, Zhaoli reflexively hugged the things around him.

"If you knew that I liked you, you wouldn't be like this," Shi Yang said to Zhao Li in a funny voice,

Zhaoli was actually not asleep. Hearing Shi Yang muttering to himself, Zhaoli was so excited that he held Shi Yang down and kissed him deeply. Shi Yang was startled and quickly pushed Zhaoli away. Bright eyes looked at himself.

"You haven't fallen asleep for a long time"

"Don't go back on what you said." Zhao Li embraced Shi Yang again and answered irrelevant questions.

"No regrets," Shi Yang happily kissed Zhaoli.

The two began to fall in love secretly. Although they couldn't be open and close, they were still sweet.

In the middle of autumn, Zhaoli celebrated his birthday. Shi Yang saw this from his ID card. Shi Yang bought a short jacket for Zhaoli. In fact, he also bought the same one himself.

"Happy birthday"

"I'd have forgotten if you didn't tell me, I didn't celebrate my birthday." Zhaoli gently hugged Shi Yang who was holding the jacket in his arms.

"Try it quickly, we are a couple model" Shi Yang hurriedly interrupted, he was afraid that he would be overwhelmed with heartache, and was going to be sensational.

"Let's go out together tomorrow," Zhaoli said while changing out the old clothes.

Shi Yang remained silent and didn't reply. Although he bought a couple's style, he never dared to wear it out. Maybe he was guilty of a crime, so he didn't dare to leak clues.

Seeing the silent Shi Yang, Zhaoli understands his thoughts, Zhaoli is not afraid, even if others know how to love her, no matter how difficult it is, he will not leave him, but he respects Shi Yang's thoughts, even if he lives his whole life It's all sneaky, he likes it, he can bear it.

"Fool, you don't need a couple's style to buy anything, just buy one, we can use it interchangeably" Zhao Li smiled and hugged Shi Yang.

"Are you blaming me for being cowardly?" Shi Yang put his head on Zhaoli's shoulder and murmured.

"Of course not, I'll teach you how to live, my wife." Zhaoli began to act dishonestly.

"For example, we should change to a better bed." Zhao Li said as he pushed Shi Yang down on his big bed.

"Zhaoli, thank you." Shi Yang slightly raised his head and kissed Zhaoli.

"Mom, this is Shi Yang." Zhaoli called Shi Yang to visit his mother with him on Sunday.

"Hello, Auntie." Shi Yang greeted politely.

Mother smiled miraculously, although it was fleeting, she returned to her dull expression, Zhaoli was already so excited, could it be that her mother agreed.

When Shi Yang learned that Zhao's mother hadn't expressed any expression for many years, she was also very excited. Although they were ready to hide this love in the closet, they knew that there was support for them, so they insisted courage.

But things are always unexpected. Even if they are careful, rumors about them still spread among colleagues. Zhaoli knows that this has been spread for a while, and he can bear it. Shi Yang, who has been living in the sun since childhood, can accept it. ?

Sure enough, Shi Yang couldn't bear other people's discussions behind his back, and his mood was depressed. Zhao Li was very sad, but what he could do was to be optimistic every day and tell Shi Yang that we can get through it together.

Although the two are still at the unit every day, the number of Shi Yang's visits to Zhaoli's house has decreased significantly. Zhaoli can understand that Shi Yang has never experienced a life of being discussed or criticized, and it will take time for him to adapt.

But the fact that Shi Yang had a girlfriend still shocked Zhaoli. He heard the news right after he got to work, and he tried his best to calm himself down. One day passed, Shi Yang was the same as before, and did not explain his girlfriend to himself. The more things were like this, the more Zhaoli felt heartbroken. He felt that he had fallen from heaven to hell. At night, sitting alone on the empty roof platform, his tears were like a flood that burst a bank. He didn't understand that he was destined to only have Pain and suffering?I really want to just float down to the bottom of the building with the wind and change my life in the next life.