[Korean Entertainment] Light Years of Happiness

The two people who were facing each other didn't say a word, and the living room fell into a weird silence.After a long time, so long that the news was over, and the TV series started, Liu Xiaonuan came back to his senses.She stood up and said to herself, "Quan Zhilong, you are hungry, what do you want to eat tonight, can you eat noodles?" She walked towards the kitchen without waiting for his answer.

How could she look normal now, he leaned over and grabbed her hand, "Liu Xiaonuan."

She continued without looking back, "If you don't eat noodles, why don't you drink milk, I just bought a cake this afternoon. I'll go heat up the milk, it will be soon."

Liu Xiaonuan was trembling, although she was restraining herself, Quan Zhilong held her hand and felt the emotions coming from her body, and the pity in his heart gradually expanded.Didn't she find that her tone of voice and tone of voice were so different from usual?

Liu Xiaonuan continued, "Do you want to eat fruit? Eat more fruit."

"If you don't like it, can I make porridge for you?"

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He didn't reply to her, to be precise, she didn't give him a chance to reply.She kept talking about what she wanted for supper, but before he could answer, she made a new choice. In just a few minutes, he had already heard no less than ten choices.

Quan Zhilong knew that if he didn't interrupt her, Liu Xiaonuan would keep saying, "Liu Xiaonuan, I'm not hungry."

The figure in front fell silent for a moment.After a few minutes, she said, "Oh, I'm not hungry."

"...not hungry. I just came downstairs to find something."

"Oh." Liu Xiaonuan was stunned for a while before returning to her senses, she withdrew her hand and walked forward, "Then you look for it slowly, I'll go back to the room first, if you're hungry, call me."

"Liu Xiaonuan, I'm not hungry, so I won't have supper at night."

"Oh. Then I'll go back to my room first."

He stared at her figure, she straightened her back as if she was supporting something, probably because of sadness, her shoulders drooped in a small arc.Moving his gaze down, he saw her hand on the side tightly clenched into a fist, and her footsteps were so stilted that she couldn't find her center of gravity.

He had never seen Liu Xiaonuan like this before, and he called out to her, "Hey! Liu Xiaonuan."

"Huh?" She responded in a low voice, with a nasal sound.

"turn around."

She still stood still, and he repeated, "Liu Xiaonuan, turn around." If she didn't turn around, he would go over.

This time she turned around very cooperatively, but kept her eyes fixed on the ground, and with her head lowered, she showed her slender neck.Her figure under the light seemed to be frozen, without any change, which meant that she had maintained this posture all the time.When he saw her like that, he felt cruel. When something like this happened, what she most wanted to do now was to go back to her room and calm down, instead of holding on to her emotions to deal with him.

Indoor silence spreads....

Quan Zhilong withdrew his mind and waved his hands, "It's nothing, you can go back to your room first and go to bed early at night."

"OK, good night."

Quan Zhilong kept watching her enter the guest room before he looked away. He walked to the place where she was standing just now, squatted down, there was no liquid suspected of tears appearing on the floor, and he didn't cry... It's just that he didn't cry now. I don't know if she is alone Will she cry from time to time? Most girls will cry when encountering such a thing.He looked up at the guest room again and sighed.

Clapping his hands to stand up, he went to the water dispenser to fill in hot water.It was only after watching the news at night that he remembered some forgotten things, things he knew earlier than Liu Xiaonuan.It's just that he didn't say it at the beginning, and he didn't know how to say it, so that matter was left behind by him.Calculate the time, but two months.Heh... He twitched the corners of his mouth, thinking that no matter what he said, he would delay talking for a while.The result... I really can't wait.

Liu Xiaonuan must be very sad, he has never seen her like this, in other words, she is not well.He also saw her reaction, so what should he do now?He knew the truth of the matter but couldn't tell it, and with Liu Xiaonuan's temper, she would never tell the matter, so he cut off the way of talking to his friends.Do you want to hold back alone?Come on, it's going to go wrong, it's going to go wrong, people are going to be stupid.If you don't talk about it, maybe it's better to cry alone?

What to do is really a bit tricky, because he was too focused and didn't notice that the water in the cup was full, and the boiling water dripped down the side of the cup and onto his hand.He almost threw the cup out because of the pain in his hands, and put the cup on the cabinet. He hurried to the kitchen, turned on the faucet and directed it at the scalded place.The icy cold water kept rushing against the hot hands, and the burning sensation went away a lot.

Fortunately, it was not serious, he shook off the water drops and left the kitchen.After taking the cup, he sat down on the sofa. He sat on the sofa alone for a long time, hugging the pillow and didn't know what he was thinking, his thoughts were empty.He didn't watch a single word of the program on TV, and just sat there all night in a daze.

The clock hanging on the wall made a dull sound, ticking again and again.His thoughts were pulled back, he looked at the time, it was already early morning.Throwing down the pillow, he turned off the TV and got up and went upstairs.Forget it, what to do, wait and see Liu Xiaonuan's reaction tomorrow before making plans.

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Liu Xiaonuan kept telling herself not to lose her composure, and no matter what, she had to wait until she got back to her room.She repeatedly gave herself psychological hints to barely suppress the sourness in her heart.She knew that her performance at night must be abnormal, Quan Zhilong probably thought she had a convulsion, but she couldn't care so much, and didn't have so much energy to deal with him.He said what he said, and he only asked him to let her go back to the room earlier, and she was afraid that she would not be able to hold on if she stayed any longer.Fortunately, Quan Zhilong at night was quite talkative, and he let her go after saying a few words.

There is no sense of reality when the feet are on the ground, and they are floating.The psychological hint she gave herself was only enough to reach the room, and just when she closed the door, she didn't even have time to turn on the light, her feet went limp and she lost strength and fell to the ground.Because the lights were not turned on, the room was dark, and the densely drawn curtains blocked the outside light, adding to the loneliness.Staring straight ahead without focus, she sat blankly for a long time before she regained her senses.

After recovering, it was bone-piercingly cold, and that kind of coldness reached my heart.With her feet bent and her head buried in her knees, she hugged herself tightly, because she could feel herself trembling even with all the effort.It hurt very much, her heart hurt like being grabbed, she couldn't breathe because of the pain.She thought that after this period of time, she would be better, she always thought so.

Look, she hasn't been sleeping late lately, and she's rarely had nightmares, and she's going about her life as usual, just like she did at the beginning.Everything is going in a good direction, and she thinks it will be fine after a while.time will be best

Painkillers, a lot of pain will be diluted over time, but she forgot that all this is based on long enough time.How long is too long for her?She couldn't give an exact answer.But she knew it was definitely not that short.

If she hadn't seen the news, she wouldn't have realized that all of this was just her own imagination.Some pains are just like the hidden wounds of the body, they have always been there, but they are usually well covered up.

...so sad, too sad to speak.His eyes were sore and dry, and his whole body was huddled together like a wounded little animal.The endless night was filled with deep despair, she didn't know how long she sat there.She heard the sound of Quan Zhilong going upstairs, as well as the honking of cars passing by on the road outside.She also heard her own heartbeat, which was very clear in the silent night.

She thought a lot that night, thinking about everything, the past and the present, joy and sorrow, and other emotions mixed and intertwined, it was extremely complicated, she didn't know what words to use to describe her mood, she thought I don't think this feeling will ever happen again.She thought a lot but couldn't sort out her thoughts, and her thoughts were in chaos.

The darkness gradually dissipated, the sun rose high outside the window, and large swaths of sunlight deftly shone into the room through the curtains. Because the curtains were drawn tightly, there was only a little light and shadow left in the room.Liu Xiaonuan stared at the small piece of sunlight, rubbed her eyes, and the small piece of sunlight silently told her: It's dawn...

She twisted her stiff neck and looked around. She actually sat on the floor all night.She stood up with her hands propped up, and her feet were numb after sitting all night.He half-bent down and rubbed his feet, walked slowly to the window, opened the curtain forcefully with a swipe sound, and the sun leaked into the room, the sun was shining brightly outside the window, the sky was blue, and it was a good day again.She stood by the window for a while, turned around and left the room, no matter how sad she was, she still had to do what she had to do.

The first time the alarm clock rang, Quan Zhilong woke up.Sleepy... mumbling something, he turned around holding the quilt.After squinting for a while, what happened before going to bed flooded into his mind, and he didn't stay in bed anymore, he threw away the pillow and sat up, lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and went to the bathroom to wash.Coming out to change clothes, he went downstairs.

Liu Xiaonuan was already in the kitchen, making breakfast with her back to him.Before that, he had never seen her make breakfast.Usually when he got up and went downstairs, breakfast was ready and on the table.He stood at the kitchen door and watched for a while, Liu Xiaonuan seemed to have returned to normal?

Seems to have really returned to normal.Seeing him standing at the door, he greeted him, "Breakfast is ready and ready to eat."

"Oh." He watched her come out with porridge in her hands, except for the slight bruises under her eyes, her expression was quite normal.When she passed by him, he subconsciously turned to the side, watching her coming in and out, he was a little unable to react.

Liu Xiaonuan didn't know why Quan Zhilong was in a daze, breakfast was served soon.She called him and sat down to eat.Still in the old position, she lowered her head and ate porridge quietly.

Quan Zhilong's eyes drifted to her from time to time, Liu Xiaonuan was too quiet, as if he hadn't seen the news.If he hadn't remembered the look in her eyes at that time, he would almost have thought that the news was fabricated.Moreover, Liu Xiaonuan absolutely did not cry, and her eyes were not red or swollen at all.

Liu Xiaonuan knew that Quan Zhilong was looking at her, but she didn't look up at him.The news last night was so sudden that it caught her off guard. She was caught by Quan Zhilong before she could even hide her emotions. She knew that she probably lost her composure last night, otherwise Quan Zhilong would not be like this, so she could only pretend Does it matter.She didn't want to tell anyone about this.

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He had guessed Liu Xiaonuan's reaction to that news, and the woman chose to remain silent.Do what you should do every day, as if your life has not been affected.If he hadn't been with her for a while and knew her character, he would have been almost deceived by her performance during this time.It was business as usual, and on the surface, her reactions were the same as usual.But he saw her eating more than once, and she was in a daze while eating, and he didn't know what to think of. He saw the corners of her mouth bend, and the sadness that emanated at that moment made him feel uncomfortable.

Sometimes he speaks on purpose to break the awkward silence.When he speaks, she will come back to her senses, and after a few words, she will say nothing, and the space will fall into silence again.Different from the silence when they didn't know each other at first, the silence now makes him want to go crazy.

Most of the time, he would tell her what he wanted for the next meal, and whenever he mentioned it, that dish would definitely appear on the next table.He thought it would be better, at least something to divert her attention.But this method doesn't seem to work, because Liu Xiaonuan is still the same.

He also asked Shengli to come to his house for dinner, but when the two of them get together, they still make a fuss.She would also play with Shengli, but she often fell silent when she was making a fuss, and then immediately returned to her senses.When talking about the fun, she was also laughing, with a bright smile on the corner of her raised mouth. He looked from the side and felt that smile was inexplicably bitter.Not only him, even Shengli felt that something was wrong with her.

One day in May, after dinner, he, Brother Shengxian and Shengli sat in the courtyard and chatted.Shengli scratched his head, "Brother, I always feel that Xiao Nuan is a bit strange recently."

"Ok?"

"I can't tell you the specifics, I just think it's a little strange."

"The recent meals are not as good as before." Cui Shengxian who was next to him interjected.

"..." Quan Zhilong leaned on the back of the chair, folded his hands on his knees.

"Did something happen?"

"What nonsense, what can happen to her?" He knew the truth about Liu Xiaonuan, but he couldn't tell it.

"It's hard to say." Isn't the most critical person right in front of him, Shengli glanced at someone meaningfully.

Quan Zhilong froze. Does he seem to be such a person who doesn't know how to measure? Does he also know how to divide time and occasion?Shengli, what kind of eyes do you have, put them away for me.Looking up at the sky, just like Liu Xiaonuan, he would rather she cry, at least she can vent her emotions, instead of being bored like this, he feels suffocated when he is watching from the sidelines.If this continues, sooner or later there will be problems.Putting other things aside, Liu Xiaonuan's behavior is quite worrying.

But he can't say anything about all this, he can only pretend not to know, it's really tricky...