Zhu Yan

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What Zheng Yanyi initially liked was not only the challenging role, but also the public welfare contained in the movie.According to the World Health Organization, there are approximately 3.4 million people with depression worldwide.In South Korea, news of people committing suicide is seen from time to time, and the reasons behind it are mostly due to depression.However, the general public has some prejudices or misunderstandings about depression.One of the things the movie wants to do is to eliminate this prejudice or misunderstanding.

Before Zheng Yanyi came into contact with the script, she didn't have a deep understanding of depression. Like the public, she had misunderstandings, thinking that choosing suicide was because they couldn't think about it or were too cowardly. If they had the courage to commit suicide, why would they not have the courage to face life.After reading the information on depression, she realized that for depression patients, suicide does not require courage at all, what needs courage is how to continue to live.

Zheng Yanyi understood what her manager was worried about. If she really filmed in the previous state, she might be too involved in the drama and unable to extricate herself.She was a little fortunate that the problem was solved in time and her state returned to normal, otherwise she would suffer from depression or miss a good script.

In order to play a good role, in addition to reading autobiographies and psychological reports of some depressed patients, she also tried to imitate their thinking and actions.Before the official shooting, she shut herself in the house for several days without any contact with the outside world, in order to capture the charm of the character.

Lee Kwang Soo knew that Yeon Yi was going to play such a role. Although he believed in her professionalism, it was a lie to say that he was not worried at all.All he can do is talk to her every day and pay attention to her status.

Yanyi also knew that he was worried about herself, and she didn't hide her emotions during the call, and used the most authentic reaction to reassure him.

Although the director is a rookie director, he has very high requirements for the film, and if anything does not meet his expectations, he has to re-shoot.

What is going on on the set is the scene where the actress finally gets the job, but is reprimanded for her poor performance.

"Stop! Yanyi, your reaction is too fast. She hasn't slept well and can't concentrate. It's impossible to respond so quickly."

Zheng Yanyi followed the request and was half a beat late to respond, but was stopped again.

"No! Eyes! Eyes should be loose."

Zheng Yanyi adjusted her state and started shooting again.

"Stop!" Hearing the director yell to stop, Zheng Yanyi thought she had made a mistake again.Just as she was about to apologize, she heard the director continue to say: "The director you played is a rather irritable person, because the artist has been out of shape, and his reaction was a bit slow. You have decided in your heart that her work attitude is not serious and irresponsible. , I feel very angry. And what you are showing now is not angry enough, not irritable enough."

It turned out it wasn't her fault, Yanyi patted her chest quietly.

After hearing the director's order to start filming, she quickly got into the mood again.

Today we are going to shoot the scene of jumping off a building. This scene changes the atmosphere of the film from the depression in the first half to the positive in the second half. It is a very important turning point, so both the director and the actors attach great importance to it.

After Zheng Yanyi communicated with the director, she didn't plan to use a stand-in, but chose to play in person.She stood by the window on the tenth floor and looked down, thinking that she would jump down later. Although there was a safety rope tied around her waist, she was still a little scared.

"Let's take a picture of the back first, and you will jump down when I tell you to turn it on." The director instructed Zheng Yanyi.

Zheng Yanyi nodded to show she understood, she climbed to the window and stepped on the window frame, raised her head, took a deep breath and let it out, then turned her head to indicate to the director that she was ready.

"Turn on!" Hearing the director's instructions, Zheng Yanyi took a step forward without any hesitation, and opened her arms to feel the effect of gravity.The downward trend soon stopped, and Zheng Yanyi was pulled back upstairs.

The director was not satisfied with the pictures he took, "The action just now was too stiff, let's do it all over again."

After Zheng Yanyi had an experience, this time she obviously relaxed a lot. She stretched her body as much as possible after taking a step forward, making herself look happy.

The director thought that Yanyi could do better, so Yanyi danced for the third time.

On the monitor, Zheng Yanyi's body was completely stretched out, her hands were opened, the wind blew the white dress she was wearing, and she was like a butterfly in the air. "Very good! That's it." The director praised, "Next, we will shoot the front."

However, the frontal shooting did not go well.

"Yanyi, your expression is too stiff, come again."

"No, the expression is not happy enough, come again."

After taking a lot of shots and failing, the director became a little impatient, "What the protagonist feels after jumping down is freedom, the joy after getting rid of the shackles. You can see for yourself what you are shooting." He pointed to the monitor The picture taught Yanyi a lesson.

"The director calms down," Yin Xiuzhen persuaded from the side, "It's inevitable that you will be a little nervous about jumping from such a high height, you let her brew it up."

After the director's anger was released, he calmed down, "I also know that this place is so high from the ground, even though there is a safety rope, I still feel a little scared, but you are not you now."

"Yes, I understand."

Seeing that Zheng Yanyi has a good attitude, the director is not unreasonable, "Well, let's take a break before filming, you should think about it."

Zheng Yanyi sat by the monitor and kept replaying the pictures taken before. From her facial expressions, she really didn't see much joy, but nervousness and fear accounted for the majority, which obviously didn't match the emotions the character should have now.The actress should feel relaxed and relieved now, everything is over, and everything has nothing to do with her from now on, breaking away from the thick cocoon caused by society, work, pressure, etc., and flying towards freedom.

After thinking it over, Zheng Yanyi took another picture. "This one is much better, but I can still see a little fear in my eyes, please control it." The director was a little more satisfied.

Yanyi knew that she was thinking in the right direction, so she continued to work hard.She is not her now, but the actress in the story, she will be free soon, and finally she will no longer have to carry these heavy things.Thinking of this, she forgot that she was tens of meters high in the air, and a faint smile appeared on her face, even her eyes were smiling.

"Very good! It's this kind of expression, this kind of smile that makes you look happy and comfortable!" Zheng Yanyi breathed a sigh of relief at the director's satisfaction, and finally didn't have to continue dancing, and it felt so good to be back on the flat ground!

After more than three months of intense filming, "Butterfly Transformation" is finally finished.

"Oppa! I'm done!" Zheng Yanyi immediately called Lee Kwang Soo.

"Congratulations! You can breathe a sigh of relief."

"I also congratulate you for finally being liberated. You don't have to worry about it every day and take care of my emotions carefully."

"It sounds like you're in good shape. I can really rest assured. Are you having a wrap-up banquet tonight?"

"After filming the last scene in the morning, we went to eat at noon. It is said that we were tired for so long, so we went back to have a good rest at night. Oppa, what are you doing?"

"I'm going to have dinner, and I have an appointment with Joong Ki, Brother Zhong Guo and the others." Lee Kwang Soo paused, "You know everyone, do you want to come over?"

Zheng Yanyi thought for a while, "Forget it, it doesn't make sense for me to go with you bunch of big men. Besides, you don't feel comfortable with me. I won't go."

"Then how about I go back to accompany you earlier?"

"No, no, I'm fine." Zheng Yanyi knew that he was afraid that she would feel left out, "You and the brothers had a good time, don't worry about me. But remember to drink a box of yogurt before drinking, and don't just drink when drinking , I want to eat some side dishes, and remember to drink honey water when I get home."

Lee Kwang Soo was not impatient, but rather enjoyed Yan Yi's deep concern for him, "Got it."

About to arrive at the destination, while waiting for the traffic lights, the agent took out a bag from the backseat bag and stuffed it to Lee Kwang-soo, which contained several boxes of yogurt, "Your family is afraid that you will forget, so you specially called me to buy it for you." " Then you added indignantly, "I don't look much older than you, and I told her to call me brother many times, but she refused to die, and kept calling me uncle."

Lee Kwang Soo found it funny, "Who told you to break us up?"

The manager complained, huh╭(╯^╰)╮If it weren’t for me, you two wouldn’t be together so soon, “Just protect her.” The manager said angrily, “Here we are, get out of the car quickly, I don't want to see you two show your affection."

Lee Kwang-soo walked into the private room with a happy face carrying the bag.

"Yo, here we come." The person in the private room greeted.

"Brother, how are you!" Lee Kwang Soo sat down and distributed the yogurt to everyone.

"Girlfriend prepared?" One person asked.

"You don't need to ask, you can tell by the way he looks happy." The other person answered first, "I said you don't even need to accompany your girlfriend? You often hang out with us big men, does Yan Yixi have any objections? "

"She was busy before." Lee Kwang Soo replied.

"Could it be that I have a lot of opinions, so I told you I'm busy?!" The speaker looked like he wanted to watch a good show.

Hey, the expression is too obvious, please restrain yourself if you really want to watch a good show.

Lee Kwang-soo pointed to the yogurt on the table, "Hey, bro, if Yanyi really has an opinion, would she prepare these for me? And even prepare your own?"

Hahahahahahaha, I was speechless.Tears, it really is someone else's girlfriend, envy and hate!