I am a cat matchmaker

How did he do that?The courses he took were not all in the same time period as mine, and in such a large campus, it was not so easy to find someone.

I thought about it carefully, and found that almost every activity I did was random, with no rules to follow.

The question choked in my throat made my chest tight, and the two conflicting thoughts of wanting to know and not wanting to know have been fighting in my mind for a long time.

Until his lips came up to meet him suddenly, I just opened my eyes and looked at his face so close, without reacting at all.

After he backed away, he said with a hurt face: "Is my kissing skills so bad? Why is it the same reaction twice?"

Only then did I realize that I was kissed again, and my eyes widened again.

"You, you, kiss me?"

"Yes, you are my boyfriend, is there anything wrong with this?"

I stuck out the tip of my tongue and licked my lips, there was a sound of swallowing saliva:

"You seduced me." As he spoke, he rushed over again.

This time the force was quite strong, the photo album in my hand was pushed away, and the whole person was pressed between the sofa and him. Surprised, I opened my mouth involuntarily, and he took advantage of the opening, with the tip of his tongue wrapped around mine.

His hands were not idle either, covering my still wide eyes, I knew I should close my eyes in such a scene.

With my eyes closed, my nose, mouth, and body are full of his smell, and the nervousness just now was slowly soothed by his continuous deep kisses.I began to enjoy these touches, my body seemed to be ignited, an inexplicable feeling came out of my body, and my whole body felt soft, except for one place.

I was driven by him unconsciously, and my body followed him involuntarily, doing every movement stiffly, step by step.That strange feeling made me feel panic and strong dissatisfaction and longing. Every time I touched my body, I trembled, sometimes avoiding it, and sometimes involuntarily catering to it.

When everything calmed down, I didn't know when I was lying on the bed with him, the sweat on my body flowed freely from every sweat pore, my whole body was limp and my eyes were closed, I couldn't believe what happened to me just now.

I put my hands on my eyes, and before my breathing calmed down, I heard the people around me chuckle and lick every finger of mine. I was suddenly caught in a dilemma. I didn't know whether to take my hands away or just stay there. .

In the end, I had to choose one of the two, took my hand away, dodged to the side, and braved up to look at him.

He lay on the pillow, staring at me like stars in his eyes:

"Do you like it?" His voice was a little hoarse because of the high-pitched shouts just now.

"It's okay." I don't know if I like it, it's all so strange.

"You've never had this experience, have you?" His hand touched my face, his eyes lingering around my mouth.

"Well, no." I immediately asked: "You have?"

"Neither have I." The corners of his mouth kept twitching, making me wonder if it was just there.

"Liar, you, just now, you seem to be very skilled."

"I haven't actually fought it, I've always seen it. Don't we have to wait until we have to do it and find out that we don't know how to do it? I don't want the good atmosphere to become embarrassing."

"Then, where did you learn it?"

"What? You want to learn too?" He got up, propped his elbows and dragged his head and asked me.

"As you said, it's embarrassing if you can't reach it. I was embarrassing just now."

"It's fine to learn, but I'm afraid you will be scared after reading it."

"You look down on me, you can see, why can't I?" After I said that, I lost my confidence. Isn't it all just now?I'm almost dead, if there is something more intense, will my heart stop directly?

"You said, but you can't watch it today, next time. Next time you come, let's watch it together."

"Oh, good." My tense body just relaxed, only to find that one of his hands has fallen from my face to my chest.

I looked at his fingers poking my skin, and my chest rose and fell faster.

"Is there anything you want to say?" He asked softly, putting his face on my shoulder.

This topic is very good, I immediately shifted my attention from his hands to his face:

"I, I want to ask you, how did you take those photos?"

"Photos, it's very simple. I will give the three students in your dormitory a little bonus every month, and ask them to watch for me, and then tell me your movements, so I can keep track of them at any time. Some photos are still taken by them for me. of."

My face turned red immediately, and I pushed his head away and asked angrily:

"You, why are you like this? Don't they all know that you, you, like me? "

"Of course not. I just told them that I admire geniuses and want to know how he lives. In short, I gave a lot of reasons that sound stupid. However, I usually feel a little stupid Yes, I gave them money back and told them not to tell the truth, and I found out about them in advance. So, you can rest assured."

"Oh, so." He was dumbfounded?Why do I think he is smarter than anyone else?

"Are you scared? Afraid of being known?"

"Well, there is one thing. I didn't think about it before. It's nothing. Now that I suddenly have so many, I'm afraid what to do if they disappear one day."

"Don't worry, even if you have nothing, there is still me."

"Then, your family really won't object?"

"No, it's useless even if they object."

"Oh." I just responded and fell silent.

When you have never had it, you will not be afraid of losing it. Once you have it, after feeling this sweetness, you will expect more, be greedy, and be afraid.

I have seen similar chicken soup in books before, but at that time it was just seen as a text symbol.But now I have personally experienced the so-called worrying about gains and losses.

"Why do you like me?" I broke the silence and grabbed his hand that was moving down more and more.

He hehe laughed, as if he had heard a very funny joke, and kept laughing all the time

I punched him and said slightly annoyed:

"Why are you laughing? Are you kidding me?"

"No, how could I be willing to laugh at you? I'm just happy, and I'm still wondering when you will ask me this question."

"I'm just weird. I have an average face, an average body, and an average family, but my brain is a little easier to use, and my life is a mess. I can't talk, I can't do things, I can't make friends, I can't do anything, you like Me what?"

After I finished talking, I suddenly panicked, yes, I feel that I am worthless, how can others like me?

Seeing that I was angry, he quickly sat up, stretched out his hand and hugged me in his arms, I gave up after a slight symbolic struggle, leaning against his chest, feeling his chin on the top of my head, listening His heartbeat, the irritability just now slowly calmed down.I know the person behind me doesn't think so, I keep telling myself.

"What you said is normal. I knew it when I saw you for the first time. I admit that I didn't fall in love with you at first sight. I just think you are very interesting."

I struggled a bit, trying to look up at him, but his arm was restraining me, preventing me from moving:

"The first few times, it was really a chance encounter. After a few encounters, I found that you laughed a lot when there was no one around. The feeling that all hardships have been diluted. And you only smile like that when you are facing the scholar."

"You may not remember, I have seen you smirking at many people, including me. Your smile is like a puppet coming to life. It is terrifying. I wondered if this person's brain is broken But when I saw the way you really laughed, I suddenly didn't want anyone else to see it, and wanted to monopolize it. When that thought came out, I was scared by myself."

"Then, I started to get to know you from many people, but they knew too little, and they were all one-sided: lonely, weak, stubborn, the more I heard, the more I felt that it was not you, not the real one. You. I also took the initiative to appear in front of you, but you treated me like air. Later, I could only find a way to ask the scholar to help me. You don’t know, the bugging device is very difficult to get. I asked my brother to help me. It’s from the United States. If the scholar wasn’t too thin, I really want to include a camera.”

I struggled again, isn't this guy enough?The thought of being surveilled makes me afraid. If I were to be secretly photographed, I would have to eat him right now.

Fortunately, this person is him.not someone else.

He didn't give me a chance to resist, he hugged me even tighter, and then said:

"When you might come out, I took the scholar and put him on the road you must pass. You really stopped to talk to it and gave it food. I never thought that the scholar would be so cooperative. I don’t need to train in advance, just get it right. I was glad God was on my side. I gradually got to know you by listening to you and the scholar’s ​​self-talk. Your heart is clean and spotless, and everything in your eyes It used to be so beautiful. When you like something, you like it so purely, and when you don’t like it so directly, you don’t pretend to be yourself. I’m not close to you. Many of your preferences really coincide with mine. Every time I Hearing you talking to the scholar, it’s like I’m next to you. Gradually, I don’t even know when it started. I find that I can’t hear you, and my heart feels empty. I don’t see you every day. would be uncomfortable.”

There was a burst of inexplicable emotion in my chest, which made my nose sour and my eye sockets sour. The hand I put beside me unconsciously touched his, and gently patted Shooting, I don't know if I am comforting him, or calming down my own excited emotions.

He felt the changes in my body, and suddenly turned over and sat straddling my body. I lost my support behind me and lay on the pillow. Seeing his face approaching suddenly, he didn't even have the urge to dodge for the first time.

"So, you know why I like you, have you been touched?"

I looked at him, didn't speak, just reached out and stroked his face, with my fingertips across his eyebrows, across the bridge of his nose, and stopped on his lips.

"I never knew I was so good." I said softly, reaching up to his neck, pulling his head closer, and kissing him for the first time.

"Thank you for liking me!

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