The Perfume Smell of a Close Friend

He took her to another road to take a taxi, saw that her arm was in plaster, and wanted to take her to the hospital for a checkup first, but Huang Siyan refused very rationally.

In the end, Li Qingou's stubbornness was still not overwhelmed. Huang Siyan fell asleep in the taxi for a while, and when she woke up, she found that she had arrived at the entrance of the hospital. Li Qingou led her to register to check her arm. , Li Qingou was sitting alone on a chair in the corridor waiting for her. He didn't notice it at the first glance, but Huang Siyan took a look at her, but found that she didn't seem to be in a good mood.

The dark circles on her face couldn't even be covered by makeup, Huang Siyan looked sad and sad, walked up to her deliberately pretending to be nothing, and shook his arm: "Look, there is nothing wrong."

Li Qingou gave an "um", stood up, and took her hand: "Then let's go home."

Huang Siyan looked back at the elevator door: "Is this far from Lixia's hospital?"

"Not far." Li Qingou paused, his slender eyelashes trembling slightly: "But I don't think there is any need for you to meet again."

Huang Siyan stopped to think for a long time, but neither agreed nor shook his head.

Back at the hotel, Zuo Wenshang was not there. Huang Siyan called her and learned that she was at Dai Lixia's place. He wanted to ask about Dai Lixia's situation, but Li Qingou came out of the bathroom with a clean set in his hand. pajamas.

"Sisi, come take a shower."

These days, because of her arm injury, Huang Siyan didn't take a good bath. She came to the bedroom obediently. Just as Li Qingou was about to take off her clothes, she pouted her lips and said hurriedly to Li Qingou: "Underwear, there are recordings in the underwear." Pen, take it out for me."

Li Qingou's expression was very exciting for a while, but under the complexity, Huang Siyan couldn't even see what she was thinking.

With a warm towel rubbing against her skin, Huang Siyan sat naked and naked on the edge of the bathtub, looking down at Li Qingou patiently washing her legs. Li Qingou is a person who is not serious most of the time, but when she gets serious, It always makes Huang Siyan feel a little distressed, that kind of distress seems to have been around for a long time, but it is hidden, until the critical moment, Huang Siyan can't find where it is hiding in his heart.

"I just saw a nice coat in the closet, did you buy something new?"

"I bought it for you." Li Qingou said lightly, raised the towel and shook it in front of Huang Siyan, then stretched his hand over her body, put the towel on Huang Siyan's shoulder, and rubbed it carefully: "I miss you coming back Then everything can start over.”

"What's the matter with you?" Huang Siyan held her wrist instead, looked up at her face, with puzzled concern in his eyes: "Qingqing, what's the matter with you? I always think you are weird."

Li Qingou looked away, as if subconsciously avoiding her scrutiny: "Sisi, I almost couldn't hold on anymore."

In the days when Huang Siyan was away, she didn't say what kind of suffering she had experienced, and there were some things that didn't need to be said. The two of them lay together to sleep at night, and Huang Siyan told her what he had experienced these days. She also gave a soft "um" a few times, but when she got to the back, she didn't make any sound at all. Huang Siyan turned over and looked at her, and saw that her eyes were tightly closed, her breathing gradually became steady, and she was clearly asleep.

It was just before nine o'clock in the evening, Li Qingou fell asleep, she was so tired, Huang Siyan talked so nonchalantly, she could fall asleep, as if her body seemed to be exhausted, Huang Siyan's heart tightened, and she pursed her lips, Gently kissed her forehead.

Zuo Wenshang came back around ten o'clock. Huang Siyan had already changed her clothes. After greeting Zuo Wenshang, she went back to her room and took a look at Li Qingou. Seeing that she was still sleeping, she helped her tighten her body The quilt left the hotel and went to Dai Lixia's hospital.

Huang Siyan should have guessed that there were a lot of messy eyeliners in the hospital. She didn't intend to keep a low profile, and didn't say hello to Dai Lixia in advance, so she ran upstairs. There might be bodyguards sent by the Dai family outside the door. Huang Siyan reported her name, among them A bodyguard entered the room and came out after a while, saying that Dai Lixia agreed to meet her.

Huang Siyan took the lead to enter the door, the air in the room was stuffy, and the windows were not even opened. Huang Siyan saw Dai Lixia sitting on the bed, she was getting thinner, but compared to Li Qingou, she was still in good spirits, Huang Siyan slowed down. Stepping forward, he said with a smile, "Long time no see Lixia."

"Don't be angry with me anymore?" Dai Lixia replied with a faint smile: "It's good that you come back." After speaking, his eyes stopped on her arm: "What's wrong with your hand?"

Huang Siyan shook his head: "It's nothing, I don't have time to stay here, my girlfriend, no, my wife is asleep, I want to get back to her as soon as possible."

Dai Lixia's eyes drifted away, and after turning around the room, they finally stopped on Huang Siyan: "It seems that you are still angry."

"I'm really not angry." Huang Siyan replied very frankly: "You have your position, and I have my life. I came to you today to give you the recording pen."

Dai Lixia was stunned for a moment, and frowned: "Recording pen?"

"I brought it out with my life." Huang Siyan's tone was relaxed: "I hid it everywhere. When I came out, I almost swallowed it because I had to search my body. I think there should be something you want in it, maybe I can help you."

Dai Lixia's expression changed halfway through hearing it: "What did they do to you?"

"They didn't do anything to me." Huang Siyan put a distance between Dai Lixia and Dai Lixia when she first entered the door. She didn't want to have anything to do with Dai Lixia, but she couldn't help but soften her heart when she heard that she cared about her so much. Said in a loud voice: "You can take care of yourself, I'm going back, I think, let's not contact again in the future."

There was nothing in Dai Lixia's eyes, as if he had been hit hard: "Is this what Li Qingou meant?"

"It's the two of us." Huang Siyan tried his best to pull out a relaxed smile, so that the atmosphere would not look too stiff: "To be honest, Lixia, I'm a little tired. There are three turning points in my life, one is getting married, The second is divorce, the third is falling in love with Li Qingou, I don't want the fourth turning point, I like you very much, you know, I also know, because you have all the advantages I admire in you, you are strong, brave, smart and capable, you know Who you are, you know what you want, but I don’t know, I’ve been confused for a long time, I thought that as long as I become excellent, all happiness will be related to me, but it’s not, there is no such thing as being excellent or not being excellent in life, Only truth and cruelty, I am willing to face the real and incompetent self, and I also want to face the cruel future with my girlfriend, the premise is that there are only two of us, we can’t be friends, as long as you are here, my girlfriend will be Will be unhappy, I don't want her to be unhappy, I love her very much, Li Xia, I think it's time for us to end."

After she finished speaking, she folded her skirt and turned to leave. Dai Lixia looked gloomy, and sighed faintly behind her: "If the person you met first was me, would our ending be different?"

"I will never meet you first." Huang Siyan turned his head again, looking deeply at her pale and colorless face: "The Huang Siyan you like is the Huang Siyan who became strong after experiencing Li Qingou. Without Li Qingou, it turns out The old Huang Siyan is still running away from life, Lixia, the me you like originally belonged to Li Qingou, there is no first come, first served."

"How do you want me to remember you from now on?" Dai Lixia's voice trembled a bit. In fact, at this time of night, we shouldn't talk too much. The night is as cold as water, doesn't Huang Siyan understand?

"Siyan, if you're not here, I'm still me, and I won't be like me after all. You're the only person I've ever liked."

Huang Siyan lowered her head and didn't dare to answer any more. She felt a little uncomfortable in her throat, as if something was blocked by a hard object. The negative emotions of self-blame flooded her head, which made her want to escape.

If life is like a sandy beach, one step at a time, one step at a time, when looking back, the sea water wipes away the footprints, who else can remember whether the road they walked was straight or curved?

Back at the hotel, the lights in the room were still on, and the warm yellow light shone on the woman on the bed. Looking up close, it looked like a beautiful oil painting. There was a lot of traffic outside the window, and there were only two of them in the room. This was theirs. The world is also Huang Siyan's only world.

"you're awake?"

In a word, there is not much content, Li Qingou suddenly got up, and hugged her waist, this hug is domineering and practical, but Huang Siyan likes it, the two hugged silently, Li Qingou's voice was still full of sleepiness , humming in a low voice: "I dreamed that the first time I met you, I asked you for a phone number that night. You were not married later on. After I graduated from university, I lived with you. I changed my major. , became a Chinese teacher, we bought a small house, we were hugging each other to celebrate, and then I woke up."

"Holding like this now?" Huang Siyan was greedy for the warmth and fragrance of her body, sniffed deeply, and kissed her face again: "Really?"

"More than that, it's even tighter than holding it like this now."

Li Qingou let go of her body, looked at her firmly, and just looked at her quietly for a few seconds. There were too many things in his eyes. If it was really like her dream, if it was the night of the first meeting Huang Siyan and Li Qingou got acquainted, if they stay together forever, will all the hurts in the future disappear?Even God doesn't know the answer.

"I love you, Qingqing." Huang Siyan spread himself out