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Xu Changfeng's mother left when he was six years old, and then his half-sister Xu Jingyan and Xu Jingyan's mother came home.

It's okay to bully him, after all, he is still the young master of the Xu family, but no one will treat him sincerely.

But it doesn't matter, Xiao Changfeng thought to himself: "I won't really like them either."

All Xu Changfeng's physiological knowledge was taught by Lu Zhinan and Sun Lan.Among them, Sun Lan contributed the most.

When he was 17 years old, Sun Lan secretly gave him pornographic films and magazines with a malicious smile on his face.

Xu Changfeng finished watching it with a blank face, and the next day he searched the Internet for "why I don't feel like watching AV."

Someone said "Hahaha, you try GV?"

On the third day, Xu Changfeng searched the Internet: "What should I do if I find out that I am gay?"

There are plenty of alarmist statements and examples that send chills down the spine online.

Changfeng looked at it, his face turned pale.

He knew that no one could say about this...it was wrong.

This is... unreasonable.

At the age of 18, he was a little older, reluctantly accepted the fact that he was gay, but he was still afraid.

Until one day he accidentally saw a gay magazine in Lu Zhinan's room.

"Lu Zhinan is also gay."

Finding the same kind of feeling made him feel happy and excited.He found that Lu Zhinan didn't watch pornographic movies with Sun Lan, didn't like to tell pornographic jokes, and didn't have girlfriends. Other than that, he was just like a normal person.

This encouraged him, Lu Zhinan also liked boys, but Lu Zhinan seemed normal.Xu Changfeng decided to like Lu Zhinan.

Yes, decide.

Just like Sun Lan can quickly decide on his next love partner within a week of falling in love every time, Chang Feng decided to like Lu Zhinan.

That day, he said in his diary: "Lu Zhinan also likes boys. He has a good personality, good looks, and treats me very well. I decided to like him."

Later, when Changfeng thought of that time, he couldn't help laughing: Is it really like it?Maybe it's more like a ritual, a man was walking in the desert, he walked alone for a long time, and then he saw another man, this man was so happy, he jumped on him and said to that man, "That's great , it turns out that I am not the only one here, I want to go with you!"

The anticipation and longing aroused by "liking" Lu Zhinan made him forget the panic brought about by the label of homosexuality.

At the age of 19, he was about to confess, but he learned that Lu Zhinan already had someone he liked.

He has a robot, and the robot treats him very well, much better than Lu Zhinan treats him.

Lu Zhinan broke up, and the robot helped him chase Lu Zhinan.

Everything seems to be going in the right direction.

Until—he fell in love with robots.

Maybe he fell in love with it a long time ago, but Xu Changfeng never realized it.He took it for granted that Cheng Lang was kind to him, and he took it for granted that he relied on Cheng Lang.

It's just... more and more concerned.

Cheng Lang was at school, and sometimes he would receive confessions from girls.At this time, Changfeng always becomes irritable and irritable.

That day he finally couldn't help but sarcasm: "Heh, do they know who you are so they lean on you?!"

Sun Lan happened to be there at the time. Hearing what Chang Feng said, she joked, "What? Are you jealous?"

When Cheng Lang heard this, he raised his head and fixedly stared at Chang Feng.

Chang Feng was stared at by his dark eyes, couldn't help but panic, looked away, and said, "How is it possible?!"

Just because I feel that my things are being coveted by others.Changfeng thought in his heart at the time.

Then one day.He had a dream, and the man on the bed in the dream had Cheng Lang's face.

The dream was full of joy, and he even took the initiative to climb up Cheng Lang's neck and kiss him.

When I woke up, my face was pale and my back was sweating.

Changfeng remembered that it was cold that day, and Cheng Lang was still used to sleeping next to him. Changfeng grabbed the quilt tightly, and then kicked Cheng Lang up.

"... Get out!"

His voice was hoarse with tremors.

Cheng Lang left without knowing why, and Xu Changfeng collapsed on the bed.

He was stunned for a long time.

He thought, when he was in love with Lu Zhinan, he had never had such a dirty dream. The first time he had this kind of dream, the object was a robot.

At that moment, Xu Changfeng felt that he was a pervert.

Falling in love with a robot's...pervert.

More unacceptable than being gay, more frightening to him than liking a man.

He is finished.

I like robots that have no life and are all made up of programs... What is it if it is not a pervert? !

What's the difference between him and those psychopaths in the news who hold tables, hold milk bottles, say they want to marry them, and fall in love with them? !

Xu Changfeng was terrified, and even Cheng Lang vented his anger.

So he started talking more and more mean things.

"Don't hold hands! Couples only hold hands, what are we?!"

"Can you recognize your identity? You are a robot, what are you always doing?!"

When Changfeng yelled these words, he also questioned himself in his mind: "Can you recognize him clearly! He is a robot! What are you always doing, Xu Changfeng?!"

He became more and more cold and mean in the eyes of everyone.

He treats Cheng Lang very badly.

It seems that if he talks too much, as if he acts too much...he won't like Cheng Lang anymore.

He asked Cheng Lang to kiss the girl, and when Cheng Lang went, he became even angrier, lost his mind and kissed Cheng Lang forcefully, but woke up at the moment his lips touched, and pushed Cheng Lang away.

Cheng Lang was pushed on the glass slag, which was unexpected by Changfeng.

He panicked for a moment.

But the body walked over involuntarily.

Make an extremely mean look and say disgusting.

From then on.He cared more and more about Cheng Lang, and became more and more irritable.

That night, he woke up from a dream again.

It was still an immoral and filthy dream. In the dream, he sat on Cheng Lang in a very unrestrained posture, but leaned over and kissed Cheng Lang's lips over and over again, and kept shouting, Cheng Lang, I like you, I like you ah.

After Changfeng woke up, he hugged the quilt with empty eyes and sat there all night.

It can't go on like this.

this is not right.

A person can like a man or a woman, but not a robot.

Bots are fake.

is virtual.

is data.

Is it because Cheng Lang is always by my side that I fell in love with him?

If there is no Cheng Lang... Will he return to normal.

So, he said to Cheng Lang: "Destroy the functional data of the growth-accompanying robot."

Later, Cheng Lang was completely destroyed in that small town.

Cheng Lang was killed by him.

After Chang Feng thought about all this, he felt his whole head was muddled, but he looked at the smile on the face of the reporter in front of him.But he didn't show any expression, he heard his own voice that seemed to be normal, and said.

"I hated it, and then I knew I was wrong, but it was too late."

"If you like him, why should you care whether he is a man or a woman, a robot or a natural human being, I am happy with him, but painful when we are apart, I like him, I love him, I want to be with him forever, then I should work hard We've been together forever."

He finally said it, but Cheng Lang could never hear it.

He felt that he was divided into two parts, talking to reporters with a mask of invincibility on the surface, but the inside had crumbled into mud.

His pain, his guilt, his regrets tossed and turned at night, how can these two light words can sum it up.

He loves that robot dearly.

Changfeng heard himself say.

His voice trembled slightly, and he couldn't even maintain a polite smile on his face.

The reporter seemed a little stunned, she didn't expect Chang Feng to say such a thing, why did she hate it?Why did it go wrong?Why did you come to that conclusion later?She also couldn't figure out the meaning of Changfeng's words, she just felt a little vague.

"Can it be deleted?" Xu Changfeng raised his head, his pupils were lighter in color, and although the corners of his lips still showed a smile, it made people feel polite and alienated.

"The last question, my answer may be too emotional, it is not suitable for broadcasting on the Internet. Trouble."

The reporter froze for a moment, then nodded: "Yes, yes, yes."

When Chang Feng was in the lounge, he was lying on the sofa with his eyes closed, scenes from when he was still growing up flashed in his mind.

Cheng Lang was hurt by him, and Cheng Lang was destroyed by him.

Just thinking about it, Changfeng felt exhausted all over. He wanted to control his thoughts, but he couldn't control them no matter what.

Just like this, he felt that his whole body was exhausted, and he was so exhausted that it was hard to breathe.He was a little irritable, but more powerless.

He even really wanted to go home and sleep now.

At this moment, Cheng Lang came.

Cheng Lang was actually a little tired these two days, but when he saw Chang Feng, it seemed that his exhaustion had been swept away. He strode towards Chang Feng, and then stretched out his arms to hug Chang Feng.

His head was buried in Changfeng's neck, rubbing against it like a big dog.

"Changfeng, don't move, just charge me up."

His voice was lazy and relaxed, low and hoarse.

Changfeng also put his arms around him, and he closed his eyes. At this moment, Changfeng himself didn't realize that his tone became more casual and intimate: "Recharge well, and work for me after charging."

Cheng Lang's voice sounded a little confused: "What are you doing..."

"Make spicy..."

Changfeng's eyes suddenly opened.

Cheng Lang asked vaguely again: "What..."

Chang Feng stared blankly at the wall in front of him, and he heard his dry voice say: "...do an interview."

Cheng Lang didn't realize that Chang Feng's body was completely stiff at this moment.

"Changfeng, don't move, just charge me up..."

"Charge quickly, and finish the work after charging."

"What are you doing, Changfeng?"

"Make spicy fish lime juice, hey, don't hug me so tightly, I'm still playing the piano."

"Changfeng playing the piano is the best."

"But you are the least musical artificial intelligence I've ever seen."

This is clearly the conversation he had with the robot Cheng Lang.

The moment Changfeng closed his eyes and was hugged by Cheng Lang.

He almost forgot who the person in front of him was.

He said those words almost unconsciously, as if the person holding him was the robot Cheng Lang.

Changfeng suddenly felt a little confused, and his whole heart was empty.

It must be because of the question the reporter asked just now...it must be because he was thinking about his robot just now...so he hasn't reacted yet.

It must be like this.

The time for the two-person interview soon came. The interviewer was an older female reporter, with delicate makeup, a little more imposing manner, experienced and experienced, who was very good at enhancing the atmosphere.

So much so that Chang Feng, who was a little confused and extremely tired due to the incident just now, seemed much more energetic.

It seems that those things have been forgotten.

When the female reporter came to conduct an interview, she was actually mentally prepared. After all, the comments about Cheng Lang and Xu Changfeng's quarrel on the Internet were already well known. Get up.

However, the atmosphere was unexpectedly good.

The female reporter prepared emergency strategies for three days, but none of them were used. Cheng Lang is very gentle, and Xu Changfeng is not so domineering.

The relationship between the two... is not as tense as it appears on the Internet.

The female reporter even secretly arranged a question-and-answer session that was originally passed because the relationship between the two was too bad.

"Changfeng listen to the questions, quick questions and quick answers! What was the last thing you ate!"

"Cheese Cookies."

"What is your favorite color!"

"Silver."

"How many episodes are there in total?"

"28 episodes."

"What color does Cheng Lang like!"

"green."

……

After the interview, the female reporter said to Cheng Lang: "Cheng Lang, is it true that he said you like green?"

Cheng Lang smiled: "Changfeng, how do you know?"

No one noticed Chang Feng's expression, which was stiff for a moment.

He said: "...your balcony has a lot of green plants."

Actually not.

Chang Feng never paid attention to whether Cheng Lang liked green or not.

But the robot Cheng Lang said:

"Green represents life, I like green."

"Changfeng, when I saw you for the first time, you were wearing a green sweater. At that time, I thought, this human being is really pretty."

The interview was finished quickly, and Chang Feng was in a daze.

Cheng Lang originally wanted to go home with Chang Feng, but was called away by the director's phone.

Cheng Lang sighed, kissed Changfeng's forehead, and said: "The plane tomorrow morning, take a good rest at home, and wait for me to come back."

"...Okay." Changfeng said.

As soon as Chang Feng turned his head, he met Lu Zhinan with a dull face.

Lu Zhinan: "Are you... together?"

Cheng Lang smiled, interlocked Chang Feng's fingers, and said happily, "Well, we are together."

Back home, Chang Feng curled up on the bed.

His mind was in a mess.

It was two o'clock in the morning and he was still asleep.

Chang Feng finally got up and drank some medicine before falling asleep in a daze.

Another dream.

Changfeng hates dreaming the most.

Sometimes he even thought that if he hadn't dreamed of Cheng Lang three years ago, he wouldn't know that he liked Cheng Lang, and he wouldn't treat Cheng Lang like that.

Cheng Lang will not die either.

This time it was also Cheng Lang who dreamed, but it was the actor Cheng Lang.

The dream was too blurry, he could feel the warmth of Cheng Lang's palm, he could hear what Cheng Lang said, but he couldn't see Cheng Lang's face clearly.

It seemed that there was always a thick fog in front of his eyes.

He dreamed of many, many things.

He and Cheng Lang met for the first time.

Cheng Lang was drunk, hugged him from behind, and murmured, Changfeng don't leave.

Cheng Lang stretched out his arm: Changfeng, although I don't know why you are so sad...but would you mind charging it?

In the lonely street, under the warm yellow dim street lights, Cheng Lang held his hand.

……

On the stage where the audience was surrounded by a sea of ​​blue, Cheng Lang looked at him and said: I'm sorry.You were wronged because of me.

In the dressing room, Cheng Lang leaned over and kissed him, Changfeng, if he doesn't want to say the reason, it doesn't matter if he doesn't.

He dreamed that they were back at the ski resort in Zermatt, Switzerland.

A vast expanse of snow.

With warm palms, Cheng Lang said, "Xu Changfeng, do you really not know that I like you?"

Xu Changfeng raised his head blankly, seeing the mist dissipate and it came into view.

——It was the face of the robot Cheng Lang.

wake up.

Changfeng only felt that his whole body was shivering with cold.

At this moment, Changfeng saw the text message sent by Sun Lan.

"Damn it! Lu Zhinan said you were with that actor Cheng Lang?!"

"Brother, just say something out of curiosity. Can you tell the difference between these two Cheng Lang? Hahaha, just kidding, kidding, when will we have a meal together?"

The phone slipped from his hand and fell to the floor with a dull sound.

Chang Feng sat on the bed, with his back tightly leaning against the cold wall, and he buried his entire face in his palms.

His shoulders shook violently, and tears seeped from the fingers of his palms onto the quilt, leaving dark marks.

He couldn't tell.

Why...became like this.

It may be because the two people are too similar to confuse him.

He lost Cheng Lang, and God placed another Cheng Lang beside him.

They are so similar, his name is the same, and his personality is the same, so when Cheng Lang confessed to him, he agreed.

He was dizzy at the time.

But then I thought about the reason for agreeing, maybe because I was too eager for his robot Cheng Lang to come back, and too eager for his robot not to leave, so when Cheng Lang confessed, the devil in his heart said to himself: "Promise him." Catch it desperately, he is so similar to Cheng Lang, you just pretend...Cheng Lang is back, okay, you just pretend...he is Cheng Lang, okay?"

He thought it was Cheng Lang who blocked the hole in his heart, but now he realized that it seemed that because of Cheng Lang's existence, he mistakenly thought that his heart had never opened the hole.

That's why they are so unreal when they are together. When he and Cheng Lang are walking on the street, when he and Cheng Lang are skiing, when he and Cheng Lang are being booed by young people on the streets of Christmas in Switzerland, he is from the beginning to the end. , It's very unnatural, he doesn't even have the passionate excitement and enthusiasm that ordinary people have when they fall in love.

Because he knew in his heart that the warmth and satisfaction he thought he felt was like a little match girl looking at the illusion in the light of the firewood.

The match went out.

It's gone.

Because everything is illusory and false.

It was he who once again regarded Cheng Lang as his lost robot.

This time he almost fooled himself.

It shouldn't be like this.

He should be clear.

The moment Cheng Lang confessed to Cheng Lang on the snow, he should know clearly that every time he flirts with Cheng Lang, every time his heart beats, every time his face turns hot, it is all because he did the same thing as the robot Cheng Lang.

On the day Cheng Lang confessed on the snow, he should have refused.

He shouldn't have agreed to be with Cheng Lang.

He deceived himself and Cheng Lang.

Cheng Lang shouldn't be the kind of existence he innocently pulls as a stand-in.

A small island with a tropical rainforest climate in the Pacific Ocean.

Cheng Lang had just finished hanging the wire, and his whole body was covered with sticky sweat stains. His back was cut and scratched in the process of hanging the wire just now, but it was not serious, it just hurt.

Today's shooting was very intense, and he was about to fall apart.

They were sprayed with acrid, foul-smelling insect repellant to avoid the almost horrific mosquito bites here.

A white girl playing a supporting role greeted Cheng Lang and told him to go to dinner.

Cheng Lang smiled and refused: "I'll go later, now it's time to talk to my lover."

The signal here is not very good.

Cheng Lang walked a long way before he found a place with a good signal.

There is an unread text message on the phone, and the sender is Changfeng.

Cheng Lang wiped the sweat from his forehead, smiled and nodded.

"Cheng Lang, let's break up."