The ex of the scumbag who was dressed as a black heart lotus [Transmigration Book]

Zhou Lang lay in the forbidden place where no one cared about for a whole day, and the exhaustion caused by the absorption of spiritual power in his whole body finally healed up.

It's freezing cold in the forbidden area.

If it were someone else, not to mention one day, just lying down for half a day would be enough for him to meet Hades.

However, perhaps because his essence is a puppet, not a real person, it didn't take long for Zhou Lang to adapt to the cold around him.

However, Zhou Lang was not very fortunate, because this just reminded him of one thing that he had been neglecting in the past.

——In this world, he is not human.

Zhou Lang is not a human being, but a puppet.

It should exist for Zhou Changsheng, it should not and need not have its own soul and thoughts.

Zhou Lang felt that he was simply too easy to deceive.

Because of Zhou Changsheng's initial kindness, he was arrogant and thought that he was a member of the Zhou family, and sincerely treated Zhou Changsheng as a father and brother, but did the other party really care about him?

Zhou Lang respected Zhou Changsheng very much when Zhou Changsheng instructed him to be the legitimate son of the Zhou family, and during those days when Zhou Changsheng raised him with all his heart.

But now, Zhou Lang was not sure.

Whether it's the binding formation in the ice coffin, or the evil spells that the Patriarch of the Zhou family used to absorb his skills, they all illustrate one thing.

He, Zhou Lang, was just pretending to be affectionate.

The Zhou family never really regarded him as a person, he was just Zhou Changsheng's puppet, nothing more.

In contrast, Zhou Lang had nothing to say.

The Zhou family did have reasons to hate him, didn't they?

It's just that it doesn't mean that Zhou Lang won't be sad.

Although it hasn't been long since he entered the illusion, Zhou Lang can already predict what will happen in the future.

Whenever the spiritual power of his body accumulates to a certain level, it will be absorbed by others, and the spiritual power he cultivated will eventually be made into other people's wedding dresses.

A truly hopeless future.

Even, Zhou Lang guessed, he might not even be able to resist.

Just last night, after the spiritual energy in his body was sucked away, such a picture flashed inadvertently in Zhou Lang's mind, which had not been clear about the past.

——The moment he was unwilling to resist, the meridians all over his body were clamoring for pain.

When he was in pain, someone seemed to be mocking in his ear: "...the dog of the Zhou family, who still wants to rebel against his master? I'm afraid you don't know, but before your ancestor ascended, he engraved the imprint of slavery in your soul..."

Slave seal, you can't resist it for the rest of your life...

For the rest of my life, I can't resist...

In an instant, Zhou Lang's eyes turned red, which was very frightening.

But at the next moment, crystal tears overflowed from the red eyes.

Zhou Lang cried and read: "Brother, brother..."

When he was awake, Zhou Lang rarely took the initiative to call Su Qingchen's name, but when his consciousness fell into a coma, when he was in trouble, when he was sad and lost, what Zhou Lang thought of would always be Su Qingchen.

I have never really encountered deception and betrayal, and I will never know how fascinating the light and warm daily life is.

Zhou Lang began to miss the simple daily life in Tianjimen, and he began to fear the 1000 years that he would experience in the future.

"Brother..." Zhou Lang's scarlet eyes were full of tears, "Su Qingchen..."

Knowing that this method in the illusion is useless, Zhou Lang kept shouting, as if unconsciously whispering, or like a driftwood grasped by a drowning man.

Fantasy mostly doesn't come true.

Zhou Lang didn't think that Su Qingchen would really appear.

However, there are always one or two lucky moments when fantasies can come true and people you miss will appear in front of you.

So, Su Qingchen really appeared.

He broke Zhou Lang's shackles, wrapped him in his arms, and said, "Sorry, I'm late."

The sudden warm embrace, Zhou Lang reacted for a while before realizing that this is the real Su Qingchen.

Then wept louder.

Zhou Lang had never been treated sincerely by the Zhou family, but in the end he met Su Qingchen who regarded him as a treasure.

Zhou Lang, who has always been a strong man, has been raised by him to be a self-willed crybaby. When he encounters grievances, he will say Su Qingchen's name immediately, and cry into his arms.

After crying enough, Zhou Lang suddenly realized that he could control his body.

Obviously when Su Qingchen didn't show up, he couldn't do anything.

So Zhou Lang cried and complained: "You can show up, but you are just watching..."

He pursed his mouth aggrievedly, and even hiccupped, "I called you several times, but you never showed up..."

Su Qingchen kissed the corners of Zhou Lang's eyes, stretched out the tip of her tongue to lick away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said distressedly: "I'm sorry..."

"I don't want to hear sorry."

Zhou Lang interrupted Su Qingchen, "Many people told me they were sorry, and they did some disgusting things without changing their expressions."

Zhou Changsheng apologized to him, but planted the imprint of slavery in his soul.

The head of the Zhou family apologized to him, and then drained the spiritual power in his body expressionlessly.

In the extra chaotic memory, many Zhou family members were saying sorry to him, but in the blink of an eye they squeezed out all the spiritual power in his body.

……

"Suddenly I remembered a lot of things, a lot of people, I couldn't match the numbers, and I couldn't remember the faces." Zhou Lang said, his eyes had returned to normal, "I just remember, I don't like... No, I should hate them."

1000 years of pressing.

Anybody would go crazy.

At this time, although Zhou Lang still couldn't remember what happened on the day the Zhou family was destroyed, he was no longer as resistant to the fact that he slaughtered the entire Zhou family.

He also suddenly understood why Su Qingchen always told him that thinking about it might not be a good thing.

If the past is painful enough, it can easily destroy a person's soul.

So choosing to escape has become a matter of course.

But compared to the massacre of the Zhou family a thousand years later, what Zhou Lang is most concerned about at this moment is another matter.

"Didn't you say you wanted to take me away from Zhou's house?" Zhou Lang pushed Su Qingchen away, stroking Su Qingchen's delicate eyebrows and eyes with his cold fingers, "Where did you go then?"

In the illusion, Su Qingchen responded to his call and appeared when he was desperate.

But in reality, Su Qingchen didn't show up, and no one showed up.

Pursing her lips, after a long silence, Su Qingchen said: "After I came back from dealing with things, they said you were dead."

He held Zhou Lang's hand tightly, "I believed it at the time."

The moment Su Qingchen heard the news, he was really stunned for a moment.

He doesn't have much kindness and only a few friends.

Knowing Zhou Lang and accepting him as an apprentice was completely beyond his expectation.

During the time together, it was rare to feel compassion and kindness, and decided to take Zhou Lang back, but was told that Zhou Lang was dead.

"Although I felt regretful at the time, I never got to the bottom of it."

Because of this, this incident became Su Qingchen's greatest regret in this life.

He has imagined countless times, if...

It's just that if, if he had taken Zhou Lang away as promised, would Zhou Lang have lived a happier life, at least not so painful that he sealed his memory.

But whether you regret it or regret it, the matter has become settled, so what's the use of blaming yourself?

Nothing works.

Not to mention that because of being Zhou Changsheng's friend, Su Qingchen never expected that one day, for the sake of the Zhou family's eternal existence, Zhou Changsheng would not hesitate to do this.

Zhou Lang will never know how much effort Su Qingchen has spent in order to remove the slave mark from Zhou Lang's body.

He will never know how much Su Qingchen once valued Zhou Changsheng as a friend, and how much he hates him now.

I wish I could eat its flesh and drink its blood.

Over the years, she has gone crazy, looking for the whereabouts of the palace left by Zhou Changsheng everywhere, just to find out the spiritual consciousness left by Zhou Changsheng and kill her soul.

Pulling Zhou Lang into his arms again, Su Qingchen's eyes were filled with frost.

"I won't make the same mistake again," he said.

Zhou Lang pushed Su Qingchen away.

Just when Su Qingchen thought that Zhou Lang was blaming him for not showing up in time, he heard the other party say: "Brother, kiss me."

Su Qingchen paused, the frost in her brows and eyes suddenly dissipated, turning into deep-seated tenderness.

"it is good."

After the kiss, Zhou Lang rolled his eyes and said, "Su Qingchen, you said you were going to take me away from Zhou's house."

Su Qingchen kissed Zhou Lang's eyebrows again, and said, "Well, I'll take you away."

"Then..." Zhou Lang finally said, "I don't want to stay here for 1000 years..."

He made a pitiful look on purpose, "I just vaguely remembered a lot, just take a look at the past, I don't want to really stay for 1000 years."

He shook Su Qingchen's arm and acted coquettishly, "Brother~" Because of these words, most of the heavy atmosphere in the air dissipated.

Su Qingchen pinched his nose amusedly, and said, "Why do you think I followed in?"

Zhou Lang's eyes lit up, like stars shining in the night sky, "For me?"

Su Qingchen took Zhou Lang's hand and interlocked his fingers, "For you."

In Zhou Lang's expectant eyes, Su Qingchen raised his arm: "I don't need it for a thousand years, but I need it for a stick of incense."

After finishing speaking, he gently pressed down with his arm—the missing memories of the past seemed to be ignited at this moment, and they all rushed into his brain.

Zhou Lang seemed to see him trapped within an inch of the forbidden area, and the people who came and went changed again and again, but what remained unchanged was that his spiritual power was sucked clean by the people who appeared every time.

Zhou Lang clearly saw the despair and resentment on his face, he wanted to escape all the time, but he couldn't.

Zhou Lang saw that he dreamed about this world more and more frequently, and stayed in this world for longer and longer, until later he could hardly tell what was real and what was illusion.

Zhou Lang saw that in this world, because of his experience of being imprisoned in his dream, he became more and more gloomy and irritable, and he had fewer and fewer friends around him. In the end, Qi Le was the only one who hadn't given up on him.

Finally one day, he in this world was overwhelmed by the false and the false, and committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills...

Watching his past self lying on the bed after swallowing the medicine, Zhou Lang felt the despair at that time.

Everyone thought Zhou Lang was a lunatic, immersed in a world of dreams that he couldn't extricate himself from.

Everyone thought that Zhou Lang was mentally ill, because his temper became worse and he didn't dare to approach him in the slightest.

Zhou Lang didn't blame them, because he himself thought he was mentally ill.

But who would have thought that the lunatic they talked about would be trapped in a coffin every time he fell into a dream, day and night, with nowhere to ask for help, exhausting his last breath of life in despair.

So much so that Zhou Lang didn't even dare to sleep.

So, how can Zhou Lang not go crazy?

However, what is ridiculous is that Zhou Lang hopes that he is really a lunatic who is immersed in his own fantasy and cannot get out.

If he is crazy, if what he sees in the dream is his fantasy, does it mean that death is liberation?

Unfortunately, the reality is too cruel.

After Zhou Lang himself believed that he was a lunatic and swallowed sleeping pills for it, he was instead trapped in this world and could no longer leave.

But Zhou Lang couldn't even commit suicide.

Because the slave mark engraved in his soul does not allow him to commit suicide.

Fortunately, Su Qingchen appeared.

"I promised Zhou Changsheng that after he ascended, he would grant the Zhou family three wishes. About 20 years ago, the ancestor of the Zhou family asked me to fulfill his third wish."

Su Qingchen gently stroked the back of Zhou Lang's head, with a sense of comfort.

"He begged me for a spiritual source body, and said it was a preparation for Zhou Changsheng's resurrection."

"I just thought it was funny at the time. Zhou Changsheng was staying in the sky, how could he come back to life? But the promise was not worth it, so I helped the Zhou family find the spiritual source body. After spending some time finding it, I was about to send it to the Zhou family , I heard your name from the population. It is said that Zhou Lang of the Zhou family is extremely talented, no worse than Zhou Changsheng. When I heard the name 'Zhou Lang', I thought of you for some reason. Out of curiosity, I secretly checked Tan, I saw you wearing brocade clothes and practicing martial arts on the martial arts stage with a serious face."

"As soon as I saw it, I knew it was you."

As he said that, Su Qingchen's eyes became colder and colder, "You are not dead. The Zhou family lied to me."