The overlord's Bai Yueguang always wants to commit suicide, what should I do?

Xi Qin didn't know how he got out of the studio building, surrounded by cars whizzing by, four-lane roads.

"I'm sorry... Sister Meng, I messed up..." Xi Qin buried his head in his cell phone, put his face into the mask, and squatted by the curb in infinite melancholy, "I was too impulsive..."

"They're bullying too much!" Meng Liting was more annoyed than him, "Wait, I'll argue with them... no, where are you now?"

Seeing the endless stream of cars passing by one after another, and the deep winter wind hurting his eyelids, Xi Qin couldn't help closing his eyes and exhaling with all his strength: "I want to be alone, let me go." Take half a day off."

His legs were almost numb by the side of the road, so Xi Qin got up to hail a taxi, and reported an address by the river. Regardless of the driver's probing eyes, he closed his eyes and rested his mind all the way. The phone on silent kept flashing. I don't even bother to look at it.

In the end, the driver couldn't stand it any longer: "Young man, it's no big deal to lose love! Is there anything you can't overcome!"

Xi Qin opened his eyes in bewilderment: "I'm not..."

Driver: "Oh! I've seen too much of a young man like you. You'd be dying to be a friend! Aren't you just a woman? Why do you care so much that you die!"

Xi Qin didn't know that the address by the river he casually mentioned was a suicide holy place in Ruicheng River, where countless people committed suicide by jumping into the river every year.

Although he didn't understand why the driver master said that, he finally understood that he had misunderstood him.

"I'm really not..." Xi Qin tried to explain, but seeing the driver's expression of hating iron and steel, he was helpless, and said casually, "Well, actually, I'm not for women, but for men."

Driver: "For brothers and friends?"

Xi Qin said frankly: "No, the person I like is a man."

driver:"…………"

There was silence in the carriage, Xi Qin sighed self-deprecatingly, he knew that this would definitely end the conversation, see, how effective it is.

Just when Xi Qin thought the ride would end in silence, the driver in front coughed lightly: "Well... Although I don't know much about the situation of people like you, it must be quite difficult in society, right? "

Xi Qin thought to himself, yes, it is really difficult. If he is an ordinary person, neither can sing nor have this face, and Cheng Qi is not the president of the company, and he does not have to shoulder the family mission and burden, they will not have so many obstacles, right? Even if you have it, you can resist it, and you don't have to be criticized by thousands of people like now.

After thinking so much, Xi Qin finally just nodded: "Yes."

The driver turned the steering wheel and glanced at Xi Qin in the rearview mirror: "But... look at you, you are such a handsome guy, you don't have to worry about food, drink, and clothes, you just like a man! Who can do that?" Can’t you eat it? Now it’s a legal society, the big deal is going abroad? Immigrants? You can live a good life!”

"I know that saliva can drown people, but as long as you are not afraid, the other party will not be afraid. Is there any difficulty that the two boys who are not afraid of anything can't overcome?"

"The young man I drove last time was similar to you. His phone kept ringing as soon as he got in the car, and he didn't look at it. He kept crying. I thought something happened to his relatives, and he ended up doing something stupid! It scared me. Drive behind him and call the police to take him home and educate him!"

"You too, young man, don't think too much about it. You see, people of our generation don't think it's strange to like men... Well, there is a little bit, of course I don't have prejudice against you! Don't think too much!"

Xi Qin didn't speak. Hearing the middle-aged driver's babble, he couldn't help but relieved the depression that had been suppressed in his chest. : "Well, thank you master, don't worry, I'm really just here to relax, I won't be so stupid, there are still people waiting for me to go home, I'm sorry."

The corners of Xi Qin's eyes were slightly curved when he smiled, and his transparent eyes were so beautiful that the driver was stunned. It took him a while to come back to his senses: "You...are you that...that star?"

Before the driver could react, Xi Qin paid and got out of the car. The river wind blowing head-on, mixed with the smell of fresh water from the mudflat, blew away a lot of anxiety and confusion in his heart.

Just like what the driver said, he shouldn't be afraid, Cheng Qi has faced so many troubles, and he shouldn't run away, at least he has someone he can rely on.

He chose the bank of the embankment with few people, sat outside the railing and counted the cargo ships and fishing boats sailing across the river, leaving waves of water, smoothing the twists and turns of the mud flat and Xi Qin's heart. phone.

This time there was no call from Cheng Qi, but the most urgent one was Changfeng's WeChat.

Xi Qin was a little apprehensive, he was afraid that Chang Feng would come to talk to him about terminating the composition contract, or even breaking up the relationship.

But one click——

[Changfeng: Brother?Are you there? 】

[Changfeng: Brother, don't ignore me! 】

[Changfeng: I was wrong [Flash Street] I want to apologize with death]

[Changfeng: I dare not come to you these two days, I am afraid that you will block me, let's not talk about the new song, I really don't know that fans will dig you out, and I really don't know that you are Xi Diligent [crying]]

[Changfeng: You are the legendary boss!Almighty and omniscient God!How can I climb up to a fairy like you! 】

[Chang Feng: I still want Wu Yunda to compose music for me in the future! [Rolling like a baby]]

Xi Qin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he knew Changfeng was cheap and cute, but he didn't know that he could be so cheap and cute.

Before reading the message, Changfeng suddenly popped up another message:

[Changfeng: Where are you? ! 】

Xi Qin had question marks all over his face, what did he mean by asking where he was?

Before he had time to reply, someone called again. Looking at the call... it turned out to be Lu Pianpian who hadn't contacted him for a long time.

Lu Pianpian has been filming abroad since the last recording of "Seeking Proof" and the two have exchanged numbers, but they seldom contact each other. Xi Qin just likes her post in the circle of friends, but she often sees her With a trumpet, he left a message to Wuyun Gaixue on Weibo.

"Hello? Miss Lu?" Xi Qin almost wanted to ask if the other party's account had been hacked, but an eager greeting came from the other side: "Xi Qin! You... hello!"

Xi Qin: "Huh?"

Lu Pianpian seemed a little at a loss, and was still discussing something with the people around her: "I don't know how to persuade... Ah Xiqin! You... Are you okay? Long time no see!"

Xi Qin: "Long time no see, this is..."

"I...I just want to ask you something," Lu Pianpian smiled dryly, "Where are you now?"

Xi Qin suddenly had a bad feeling: "I... am by the river in Ruicheng."

Lu Pianpian suddenly became furious: "Don't move! Don't move!"

Xi Qin said in a daze, "Well... I don't move around, what's wrong with you?"

There was some confusion on Lu Pianpian's side. After a commotion, she asked him in a very soft voice, as if she was afraid of scaring Xi Qin: "You are standing by the river now, is the water rushing?"

Xi Qin replied truthfully: "It's more urgent."

Lu Pianpian: "Is there anyone around?"

Xi Qin glanced around: "No one."

Lu Pianpian: "Looking at the river, do you have the urge to jump in?"

Xi Qin frowned, and glanced at the rushing water. The sense of danger derived from human instinct made him have such a desire.

Xi Qin: "A little bit... but I won't..."

"I just said..." Lu Pianpian seemed to be in a state of high tension and anxiety, "Xi Qin...don't dance. If you lose your reputation, you can start over. If you lose your life, you're really lost!"

Xi Qin: "???"

It was only then that Xi Qin finally understood. He looked back suddenly and saw a police car parked not far from the roadside, surrounded by some old men and women who were pointing and pointing. The driver also said something to the police on the side of the road.

Most of the onlookers picked up their mobile phones to take pictures, and some even picked up SLR cameras to take pictures secretly. It was obvious that the paparazzi were chasing them to take pictures.

Xi Qin knew that this was a big embarrassment, and he was treated as a suicide watcher for blowing the wind, so he called the police uncle.

"Hey! Boy!"

The police came from not far away, seeing the situation was not good, Xi Qin quickly fell off the railing, looking left and right, there was a flat road and there was no way to escape, so he had to bite the bullet and walk over.

"This guy can't think about it!" The driver was still adding fuel and jealousy, "I persuaded him all the way to no avail! He is so handsome, and he looks like a celebrity or an Internet celebrity, comrade police, you can't let him go! Educate him well! "

Xi Qin is about to cry, master, although you are kind, but don't make any more trouble, okay? !

Uncle policeman: "Young man, why don't you come with us."

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"#希秦编辑程序感满感恐怖，想着死生#"

When this hot search was still blowing up on Weibo forums, Xi Qin had already been taken out of the police station by Meng Liting.

"It's the first time I've picked up an artist from the police station." Meng Liting closed the car door with a headache, "Xi Qin, you're really good. You don't even need to buy your trending searches. It's like a hot pot."

Xi Qin slumped on the back seat exhausted physically and mentally, and put the steam eye mask on his face: "Sister Meng, stop talking...I have no face to face people."

"But I have to say that this is a good opportunity for a wave of marketing, and it should not be missed." Although Meng Liting was tired and had been wrangling with "Laughing, Talking and Singing" for a long time, her eyes were still sharp.

Xi Qin: "I will leave these to professionals like you." He just wanted to finish the half-day vacation.

After finally explaining to Chang Feng and Lu Pianpian, Xi Qin was so tired that his eyes almost closed. Although this incident was very embarrassing, when he thought that there were friends like Chang Feng and Lu Pianpian who worried about him all the time, his heart was filled with anxiety. It's an indescribable warmth.

He is not alone, at least he understands those who care about him, even if they are often unknown, they will always stand up at critical moments.

After closing his eyes and waiting for a long time, the car still didn't start. Xi Qin almost fell asleep, but he was used to being vigilant outside, so he immediately got up from the back of the chair as soon as he found something wrong.

"Sister Meng?" Xi Qin took off the blindfold and rubbed his eyes in a daze. The car was dark and empty.

When I got out of the car, there seemed to be no one around, and it was unbelievably quiet.

It’s almost twelve o’clock at night, and it’s almost midnight after a busy day. Tomorrow seems to be New Year’s Day, and it’s a special day. How should we celebrate the New Year?Others are waiting for the countdown with thousands of lights, but I am alone at the gate of the police station, which also delays the police uncle's return home for the New Year.

Will Cheng Kei be very busy at the company now?When can he finish his work?

I miss him so much... I really want to be buried in his arms so I can't come out... to spend a New Year's day with just the two of them...

"Boom-"

In the commercial street not far away, the New Year's bell rang, and people's cheers surged along with the New Year's bell. Xi Qin, who was sitting alone in the car, suddenly felt a little lonely in his heart.

When I was young, I had my elder brother and my grandmother on New Year's Day. Later, my grandmother passed away and my elder brother left, leaving him alone, but I got used to it.

But why do I feel so lonely this year?

Xi Qin smiled wryly. People should not be pampered. Once someone is with them, they will feel how terrible being alone is.

Just when my heart was empty, a different breath came from behind, behind the original emptiness... there was someone!

Before Xi Qin turned his head, he covered his eyes with his hands. With the temperature and touch of the palm, Xi Qin knew who it was without guessing.

"Brother Cheng? Why are you here!" Xi Qin couldn't contain his excitement, and wanted to reach out and take away Cheng Qi's palm covering his eyes.

Cheng Qi carried him into his arms, and whispered in his ear: "Don't move, how did you guess me right away?"

Xi Qin's eyes blinked and blinked until Cheng Qi's palms and heart itch.

"I can smell you even with my eyes closed," Xi Qin leaned obediently in Cheng Qi's arms, his rosy lips were exposed under his brows and eyes covered by his big hands, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised into a smile, "let me go, please? I want to see you."

Normally, Cheng Qi would have been hungry and kissed him long ago, but today Cheng Qi froze, coughed lightly unnaturally, lowered his head and kissed his earlobe, and let go of his hands——

"Happy Birthday! Happy New Year!"

A few familiar smiling faces stood in front of them holding a big cake, and the number candles on the cake lit up brightly, illuminating everything in the darkness around them.

"You..." Xi Qin was completely stunned. Yu En was holding the cake in front of him, Cheng Qi was behind him, Meng Liting, Lu Pianpian and Chang Feng were also there. The appearance of escaping from the scene of the show.

"Dark clouds! You are not kind, and you didn't tell us that New Year's Day is your birthday!" Changfeng took off his sunglasses and made a fuss, while Lu Pianpian smiled and said, "You still made such an oolong, let us worry!"

Meng Liting supported her forehead: "I didn't expect to celebrate my birthday at the gate of the police station. I really convinced you..."

Cheng Qi nodded in satisfaction: "As expected of an artist in our family, he has character."

Yu En laughed and put the cake in front of him: "Make a wish and blow out the candles! If it weren't for me, you would celebrate your birthday alone, hurry up!"

"I... ok, I... I make a wish..."

Xi Qin resisted the soreness at the tip of his nose, closed his eyes at the "24" candle with red eyes, then opened them, and tears fell down the moment the candle was blown out.

Everyone cheered together: "Happy 24th birthday to Xi Qin!"

Xi Qin covered his eyes in embarrassment, tears still remained on his face: "Thank you...I...I don't even know..."

Yu En threw the cake to Cheng Qi, and called everyone to leave: "Let's go, this guy who will forget his birthday is going to show his affection, get out!"

Xi Qin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and everyone quarreled together for a while. After all, they were all public figures, so they had to retreat as soon as possible. Changfeng and the others made an appointment with Xi Qin to meet again next time. They came quietly and left quietly. up.

Only Xi Qin and Cheng Qi were left beside the car.

"Qinqin, happy birthday," Cheng Qi hugged him from behind and whispered in his ear, "You didn't tell me today is your birthday?"

The tears in the corners of Xi Qin's eyes were still there, and he squinted his eyes and rubbed against Cheng Qi's chest: "When I was a child, my grandma's birthdays were all in the lunar calendar. I didn't pay much attention to the solar calendar. Basically, it was the New Year."

"But this year is the first year you've been with me, and it's also the year of birth, so we must take it seriously," Cheng Qi held Xi Qin's face seriously, and pointed to the shopping mall over there, "Let's go and buy you red underwear. "

Xi Qin: "..."