The overlord's Bai Yueguang always wants to commit suicide, what should I do?

Xi Qin didn't know how he could recognize Yan Sheng at a glance, and he didn't understand how the other party recognized himself at a glance. Both of them were tightly wrapped up, showing a pair of eyes, but just looking at each other, they were in love with each other. Identify each other in an instant.

For a while, Xi Qin had a vague emotion. He probably knew that Yan Sheng had always disliked him, and that he and Yang Chao had set him up many times. Rumors are basically spread from her.

Xi Qin didn't understand why Yan Sheng was targeting him. He never cared about it, which didn't mean he didn't care. The two of them met one of the few times, and no one expected to meet today.

"Yan Sheng... Long time no see. I have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Xi Qin nodded politely and distantly at her, ready to pick up his backpack and leave here, pretending he didn't see her.

"Xi Qin!" However, Yan Sheng behind him suddenly stopped him, "Wait a minute, I think I've been saying to you... I'm sorry."

Xi Qin turned his head in surprise, and saw Yan Sheng looked at him with wet eyes, took off his mask and bit his lip, looking pitiful to me, as if he was sincerely repenting.

"Why?" Xi Qin asked softly.

Yan Sheng thought that Xi Qin was asking herself why she wanted to smear him, so she quickly explained weakly: "I don't want to do this, it's all done by Yang Chao, I just want to be popular and get ahead earlier, my family is very complicated, If I don't stand firm in the circle, my dad will take me home and marry me, I'm sorry, I really have no choice..."

Xi Qin frowned strangely: "Is it meaningful for you to say this now? Forget it, anyway, I don't want to lie in muddy water anymore. We have nothing to do with each other. I'm leaving."

"Oh! Wait! I really want to apologize to you!" Yan Sheng ran over anxiously, and grabbed Xi Qin's hand. His hand was as cold as a chain frozen in freezing rain, and his strength was astonishing. Xi Qin For a while, he couldn't break free.

"You..." Xi Qin looked back at her speechlessly, and accidentally saw Yan Sheng's slightly opened scarf, revealing his pale and slender neck and collarbone, and a large area of ​​faint red horizontal traces, like Welts are generally very harsh on the skin.

He saw it in his eyes and didn't make any noise. He probably knew that the circle was very chaotic. If Luo Ye hadn't protected him before, he might have been gnawed to the bone in the past two years since his debut. If the unspoken rules hadn't become strange If he saved him, he might be pulled into the abyss.

He didn't want to get into why Yan Sheng appeared here, but at present, it seems that it is probably just that kind of dirty deal. Seeing her pitiful appearance, Xi Qin didn't break away from her hand again, and dealt with her calmly. She said: "Okay, I accept your apology, anyway, I won't enter the film and television industry in the future, we can settle the matter, is that okay?"

Yan Sheng seemed to want to post it, but Xi Qin dodged it. Seeing Xi Qin's cold face, he was very vigilant. Yan Sheng lowered his head and restrained himself a little. The open scarf showed more traces of ambiguity. Xi Qin frowned. Wrinkled, these marks are not only the feeling of that aspect, but more like red marks after being tied with a special rope.

For some reason, Xi Qin found this trace familiar.

But he couldn't remember it for a while, and his head throbbed when he thought about it.

"I...I know you don't care about it, but I feel very uneasy," Yan Sheng lowered his eyes sadly, as if tears were flickering, "I know Chengchi Media is contacting you, it's great, you can get rid of it." The bondage of bee entertainment, and I can only be bound in it, until no one is interested and then thrown away..."

There is something in Yan Sheng's words, and the hidden secrets are ready to come out in her tears. It is not difficult for people to think that she was taken care of by others, she was glamorous outside, and she was tortured as soon as she arrived here, which will always make people feel pity.

Unknowingly, Xi Qin also felt compassion, and softened her tone: "If there is a better way out, you can earn it too. I can't help you. Stop thinking about it. Keep your heart, I hope you can get out of the sea of ​​suffering as soon as possible."

Yan Sheng was startled when he heard this, and he untied the scarf with a sad smile, completely exposing the scar on his neck to the air, just looking at it made people feel the burning pain and suffocation.

She tugged at her neckline and laughed a little maniacally: "I'm already like this, what's my heart, I've been thinking, or just die like this..."

"What are you thinking?!" Xi Qin suddenly interrupted her sharply, "Don't think about dying! Suicide is the most useless way to die! I'd rather live meekly than think about dying! Once a person dies, he loses everything , What about your family?! Have you ever thought about the consequences, how many people will be sad for you!"

Yan Sheng was taken aback by his sudden agitation, and he dared not speak with a pale face. Xi Qin also recovered from his gaffe, panting and calmed down, his face was stiff: "Anyway, people who care about you will always If there are more people than hurt you, don't even think about dying."

Yan Sheng nodded in a daze, and Xi Qin hurriedly said "goodbye" to her and left. This time, Yan Sheng seemed to be overwhelmed by his words just now, and stood there without holding him back, silently watching him disappear In the field of vision, the corners of the pale mouth gradually opened, revealing a strange smile...

After half a month, Xiao Chang saw Xi Qin again, but couldn't help but frown. He looked at his distraught figure hesitantly, and waved at him in the parking lot: "Mr. Xi!"

The thin figure not far away was in a trance, looked around absentmindedly before reacting, tightened his mask and trotted over in a hurry, got into the car with the cold air all over his body, and said in a hoarse voice: "Sorry , Trouble."

Xiao Chang’s eyes were not quite right, his face was pale, he hesitated in his heart, and did not say much, he just said: “No way, the area around your house has been cleared now, there should be no problem, don’t worry.”

"Hmm...thank you." Xi Qin replied with his head bowed, took off his mask and clutched it thoughtfully, and sat on the back seat stiffly. Even the comfortable and plush back of the chair couldn't relax him, as if there was something wrong with him. What was stabbed in the back, the anxiety collapsed all over the body, and the blank eyes seemed to be trapped in memories.

Xiao Chang secretly sighed, it seems that Mr. Cheng and his kitten broke up, and it's difficult now.

Old Liu, who was sitting in the driver's seat, was already stunned. He glanced quietly from the rearview mirror, and was so shocked that he would not be able to drive any more. It wasn't until Xiao Chang's eyes hinted at him that Lao Liu quickly stepped on the accelerator, and the low-key luxury car slid out.

Along the way, Xi Qin silently stared at the car window, his eyes were filled with the welt marks on Yan Sheng's body and the traces of the rope being strangled. In the warm car, his back was almost drenched in cold sweat.

Why do you feel that trace is so familiar?Where did I see it?

This special and regular pattern of traces and sadistic methods is very similar to a person... that scumbag that he is unwilling to mention again in his life-his biological father.

When they arrived downstairs in the Sunflower Community, Xiao Chang kindly asked Lao Liu to stop at the door and did not go in, and personally escorted Xi Qin to get off the car. Xi Qin, who was always very polite, kept silent this time until Xiao Chang sent him to the door of his house. He directly closed the door as if Xiao Chang didn't exist.

"..." Xiao Chang, who was locked outside the door, frowned even tighter. He hesitated whether to knock on the door and ask what happened to Xi Qin, but thinking that he couldn't manage this matter, he told President Cheng that it would be better good.

Back in the car, Lao Liu couldn't help but started whispering in Xiao Chang's ear: "Chang, you didn't tell me he's a boy?! He's a star! I saw him on Xiaoguai's phone yesterday, Is the young master good at that? No wonder..."

"Uncle Liu, I advise you to talk less and do more. We can talk nonsense about who the young master likes." Xiao Chang scolded him, then looked in the direction of Xi Qin's house and thought deeply.

Uncle Liu hurriedly fell silent, and couldn't hold back after a long while: "But I think that young man has a weird temper, he is cold and frowning... Did he quarrel with the young master?"

Xiao Chang pondered: "Perhaps, but Mr. Xi is not so cold, he is quite polite, and he also greets people. Something is not right today. Go back and tell the young master."

Cheng Qi had been busy all day, intentionally or unintentionally, he forced himself not to read the news on his mobile phone, until it was almost six o'clock, he couldn't bear it anymore, and opened WeChat, Xi Qin didn't make any movement today, and lay down quietly.

Cheng Qi squinted his eyes with a cold face, thought he was unilaterally fighting for a long time, and finally condescendingly sent a message: [Have you eaten? 】

...Then holding the phone and waiting for Xi Qin to reply.

Today Xiaochang told him that Xi Qin seemed to be in a bad mood, and Cheng Qi, who was a little childish and angry, was so distressed that he almost ran to see him immediately, but he couldn't get away from an important meeting in the afternoon, and it was dark when he was done. When he got down, he thought that the house was empty without the little guy waiting for him, and he lost all thoughts of going home in an instant.

Seeing that he was in a bad mood, Lao Liu said cautiously that the old lady just came back from recuperation in Europe, and wondered why her son hadn't come home, so Cheng Qi decided to go back to his old mansion to have a look.

When the car drove to the east area of ​​Ruicheng, Cheng Qi suddenly told Lao Liu to drive on another road. Lao Liu recognized this road at a glance as the road that took the young master and his friend home in the morning, and he knew it well and did not dare to hesitate at all. Directly on the road leading to the old town.

Near the old-fashioned community, Lao Liu watched Cheng Qi's face gradually slow down, and as expected, at the gate of the community, Cheng Qi suddenly whispered: "Stop, wait for me for 10 minutes." Open the car door, walk with the wind, stride Into the district.

Old Liu was lying by the car window, his eyes were almost staring straight, his silent heart of gossip was burning, it can't be his fault, who told his young master that he was too abstinent, and his vision was so high, no one could enter his house these years At first glance, the approach to those courtesans in the mall has always been among thousands of flowers, without a single leaf sticking to them.

This makes Lao Liu anxious. He has been with the family for eight years, and the young master is almost 30 years old. He has never seen a person who is suspected of being the young lady. He almost wonders if there is something wrong with the young master. , Now I finally see a sign, although it is a boy, looks white and tender, but it is very rare for the young master to like it.

Seeing the young master's reaction now, he couldn't care less, Lao Liu could not wait to stick his eyeballs to see how the young lovers quarreled.

However, Old Liu might not be able to get what he wanted. Cheng Qi knocked on the door, and Xi Qin opened it, as if he had expected him to come, and welcomed him in very naturally.

"Brother Cheng, sit down, I'm sorry, only scented tea can entertain you." The living room that Xi Qin had specially tidied up could barely be seen. There was an old-fashioned porcelain mug on the dark coffee table, and jasmine swirled inside, overflowing with fragrance.

Cheng Qi took a sip, and the exhaustion of the day melted away immediately. He looked up at Xi Qin, and the two looked at each other.

Xi Qin couldn't help pursing his lips and smiled softly: "Is it delicious? I dried it myself."

Cheng Qi's heart almost melted into Xi Qin's faint smile, and he nodded happily: "Yes, the lips and teeth are fragrant."

Xi Qin laughed again, he seemed very happy today, he broke the rules and laughed several times, once his cold and accustomed face smiled, it was as bright as edelweiss to otherworldly.

"Why are you so happy?" Cheng Qi propped his chin, admiring Xi Qin's happy expression, "What's so happy, share it?"

Xi Qin said "Wait", ran into the bedroom and came out again, with an extra USB flash drive in his hand, and handed it to Cheng Qi like a treasure: "It's this...Brother Cheng, take it back and listen."

Cheng Qi put it away carefully: "What is this? A song?"

"Well, the song I promised to write for you before," Xi Qin scratched his head embarrassingly, "It was almost finished, but I couldn't go home the day before yesterday. As soon as I finished recording today, I wondered if you would come , I didn't expect it to be really..."

When Cheng Qi thought of the imbalance of writing a song for Xi Qin for others in the morning, it was resolved at once, and he felt instantly satisfied. Xi Qin had written a song for him a long time ago, and today he was in a hurry to go home to record a song for him. You are more important than yourself, at least than that person!

Looking at Cheng Qi like a dog who only got a bone, and happily looking at the U disk with good songs recorded, as if looking at his own reward, Xi Qin almost couldn't help touching his head.

"I don't sing very well, don't mind, this song is my little thank you, Brother Cheng, thank you for taking care of me these days, I really appreciate it." Xi Qin bowed deeply and was stopped by Cheng Qi.

At this moment, Cheng Qi was a little flustered. He was inexplicably worried that Xi Qin would tell him that there was no separation between us.

However, Xi Qin's reddish ear tips slowly emerged under the not-so-bright light: "From now on... please take care of me."

Cheng Qi was taken aback, but before he could react, Xi Qin asked nervously, "Isn't it okay? I'm sorry, I..."

"No! How could it be!" Cheng Qi denied it, interrupted Xi Qin's apology, and also blushed slightly, "Your song is not insignificant. To me, it is very precious and hard to find."

"..." Xi Qin raised his head and looked at Cheng Qi who stood up in a daze. He was half a head taller than him, but looked like an innocent giant, staring at him gently with lowered eyes, as if he was about to rub him into his eyes. It became sticky for a while.

Xi Qin mustered up his courage, gritted his teeth, and his voice was trembling: "Then I will write every song for you from now on, okay?"

Cheng Qi's eyes lit up: "What you said is true..."

"Ding ding--"

The sudden ringtone of the cell phone came from Cheng Qi's pocket, interrupting the good atmosphere, he wanted to hang up the phone immediately, but this ringtone was special - it was from his hometown.

"Sorry." Cheng Qi touched Xi Qin's head apologetically, seeing that he shook his head indifferently, Cheng Qi could only pick it up.

"Hey?"

On the other end of the phone was the voice of the old housekeeper: "Master! The old lady is ill! Come back and have a look!"

Cheng Qi's pupils shrank: "What?! Don't worry, where's Dr. Li?"

"Dr. Li is trying to persuade the old lady to sit on the balcony on the third floor! We are laying life-saving mats on the lower floor, and we are afraid that it will be too late..."

"I'll be right back!" Cheng Qi hung up the phone, his hands were shaking, he only had time to hug Xi Qin's head, his voice was dry and weak: "Sorry Qin Qin, I have to go home, my mother..."

Xi Qin rubbed his arms reluctantly, and immediately pushed him away: "Auntie will be fine, you go quickly! Don't panic!"

"Well... I'm leaving, take care of yourself!" Cheng Qi glanced at him with nostalgia, turned around and rushed out the door, Xi Qin couldn't help but ran to the door, kicked off his slippers and chased him out.

Cheng Qi ran too fast, and disappeared in the blink of an eye. Xi Qin could only watch his shadow disappear at the gate of the community at the door. become different.

He couldn't bear to look back.

"Brother Cheng..." Until he could no longer see him, he closed the door and sat on the ground murmuring, his body covered in cold sweat and heat, the anxiety and sweetness in his heart surged, almost suffocating him.

He sighed softly, covering his face to hide the darkness in his eyes——

Brother Cheng, I'll wait for you.