The overlord's Bai Yueguang always wants to commit suicide, what should I do?

In the cubicle of Mangosteen Cat Cafe, the two lazy cats opened their eyes wide and looked at Xi Qin, who sat with his head down and red eye circles, without blinking.

"Meow~" Xiao Chai and King both stood up and rubbed against Xi Qin, as if feeling his sadness, Xiao Chai whispered to comfort him, and King on the table gently licked his fingers.

The most sensitive little animal immediately gave Xi Qin the most intimate comfort, which made him feel better. After all, recalling such a sad and hopeless past, cutting his heart with a knife is really tormenting.

Cheng Qi, who was sitting across from him, was silent for a moment, seeing that Xi Qin was comforted by the two little fellows, he relaxed a little, his eyes were red, holding back the blood and tears, he couldn't help stretching out his hand in distress.

At this moment, Xi Qin also raised his head, Cheng Qi did not withdraw, and resolutely stroked Xi Qin's forehead, just like stroking a cat.

The gentle touch is different from the caring of a cat. The gentle palms convey the sense of strength and security from Cheng Qi, exuding an air of inclusiveness like the sky and the sea, calm and reassuring.

In order not to embarrass Xi Qin, Cheng Qi naturally put down his hand, patted him on the shoulder, and comforted him: "It's okay, it's all over... At least, your brother and Luo Ye are reunited over there."

Xi Qin nodded meekly: "Well, I think so too."

After listening to Xi Qin's memories, Cheng Qi actually felt relieved besides his heartache.

Xi Qin is willing to have a heart-to-heart with him, and the relationship between him and Luo Ye... It seems that it is not what he thinks, maybe he has misunderstood everything.

From this point of view, Luo Ye is the lover of Xi Qin's elder brother Xi Han, and he only cares for Xi Qin out of brotherly love. Although he doesn't know what happened later, which led Xi Qin to enter the showbiz, but it is always in the direction Cheng Qi hopes Development, the two of them are innocent!

Then you have a chance, right?

Xi Qin slowed down and continued to talk: "Actually, Brother Luo's temper became a little weird later on, and he even regarded me as my brother's substitute..."

Cheng Qi: "..."

After twists and turns, the President's face almost collapsed before he tasted the sweetness that he could take advantage of.

But Xi Qin didn't notice Cheng Qi's sad face, and said in a low voice: "He thinks that I, like my brother, should have acting skills, and I can go to the film and television industry to develop and fulfill my brother's long-cherished wish of becoming an actor...in fact, it's all him I really don't know how to act, but I can't refuse him. Not long after my brother passed away, Brother Luo was diagnosed with stomach cancer. He didn't intend to live too long to be tortured. He has been treated conservatively and is waiting to see him On the day of my brother's day, I could only fulfill his wish and my brother's regret, and signed into Bee Entertainment."

"Why did you sign into Bee Entertainment? Luo Ye arranged it?" Cheng Qi was puzzled.

Xi Qin nodded, then shook his head again: "Bee Entertainment is actually the company my brother signed into before he was alive. Later, Yang Chao recommended himself and said he could take me well and make me the second 'Xi Han'. I went."

Cheng Qi frowned, and said in a bad tone: "How could Luo Ye bury your talent like this?! You are yourself, you are not someone else, and you don't need to be made into anyone!"

Xi Qin's eyes suddenly lit up, as if a star had flashed by, and the fluttering eyelashes blocked the glow in his eyes, which was eager and moving.

"Well... well, I know, I am myself," Xi Qin replied softly, "Thank you Brother Cheng, after so long, only you told me to be myself."

I think he was forced into the circle at the beginning, and everyone stared at the backer behind him, comparing him with Xi Han. The two brothers who used to be very talented, one was performing music and the other was in music. They forcibly obliterated Xi Han The existence of Qin forced him to walk on the road of Xi Han.

There is no way for Xi Han to go on, and it is not something that his younger brother can inherit. Everyone has their own ambitions and strengths, and the twisted melon is not sweet. Xi Qin has always known that he did not resist and accepted it because he wanted Luo Ye can feel at ease before he dies, making up for the pain of losing his lover.

But making up is not transferring the pain to himself. Xi Qin knows very well that he and Luo Ye have been uncomfortable for the past two or three years. Among the responsibilities of a lover, it was not until Luo Ye died of terminal cancer that Xi Qin was completely freed from the cage of family affection and guilt.

At the funeral that day, in front of Luo Ye's tombstone, Xi Qin had only one sentence to say goodbye to him: I am not a substitute for my brother, I have paid off my guilt for you, go find my brother, thank you for taking care of me these years.

Xi Qin was supposed to be the most beautiful and shining three years, but he was buried on a dead end. Xi Qin could ignore all the helplessness and pain, but only Xi Han's death, he couldn't care less.

Xi Qin slowed down, raised his head and said seriously to Cheng Qi: "You may not have seen my brother, he loves to laugh very much, and he is almost never sad. I don't believe that he will be defeated by depression and commit suicide without warning."

Cheng Qi opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say anything. He actually met Xi Han. Although he only had one side, he was sure. It is a special pet.

Cheng Qi could only say to him: "It's okay, we can definitely find out. Have you checked your brother's medical records? Is there any severe depression or something like that?"

Xi Qin bit his lower lip: "Yes... I found it when I was packing up his belongings. It was just a diagnosis report of mild depression. He had a hard life when he was a child. If he really wasn't depressed at all... that would be a little strange , after all, it is inherited in the family."

Cheng Qi almost blurted out: What about you?Have you checked it?

But he hesitated, such a question was too offensive, it was not easy to ask Xi Qin directly.

And Xi Qin, who seemed to be depressed all the time, it was hard to believe that he didn't have that tendency. Cheng Qi secretly made up his mind to take Xi Qin to see a doctor, but don't be in a hurry, take his time and let him voluntarily It is best to go for treatment as soon as possible. This is the result of Cheng Qi's consultation with Dr. Li a few days ago.

About Xi Han, Cheng Qi's understanding is limited to Xi Qin's description, he can only ask: "Then did you ask the police at that time?"

Xi Qin nodded: "Of course there is, but the police have checked a lot, and the surveillance and communication records are all my brother alone, and no third party is involved. Only in the afternoon of the two days, he went out and did not tell anyone. , went to a place..."

Seeing that Xi Qin stopped suddenly, Cheng Qi thought it was something hard to say, and comforted him, saying, "If you can't say it, then forget it..."

"No, it's not impossible to say, that place..." Xi Qinsu's pale face became more and more gloomy, and his deep eyes seemed to be trapped in a black hole, "It's our hometown, in a small county next to Yunyun City, where our parents Before the divorce, I lived there until I was five years old."

Cheng Qi: "What happened there? Are there many... bad memories?"

Xi Qin smiled bitterly: "Well... I don't remember clearly, it's basically domestic violence, my dad is just an old bastard, I just remember that he likes to slap my mother, and my brother will be slapped if he stops me." He kicked me, but I haven't been beaten very much, probably, I don't remember it anyway, it's all a shameful family scandal, I'm embarrassed to say it."

Cheng Qi didn't speak, he listened to Xi Qin quietly, but couldn't help clenching his hand under the table gradually.

Xi Qin looked at the street scene outside the window in a daze, and his voice was so soft that it seemed to come from the void: "At that time, my mother was going to get a divorce, and he imprisoned the three of us because he didn't agree. It was my brother who took the risk of falling from the eighth floor. We climbed to the balcony next door to ask the neighbor for help, and rushed to call the police. The old bastard finally gave up, signed the divorce agreement and left. After escaping from the bastard's clutches, my brother said he would never go back Now, if he meets that old bastard again, he must kill him."

Xi Qin turned his head and stared into Cheng Qi's eyes as if yearning for affirmation: "My brother will not go back to his hometown for no reason. The houses there have long been abandoned due to nearby demolition. Something must have happened, or...someone lured him Went to that place!"

From ordinary people's point of view, if Xi Qin does not have persecution delusions, then he has sufficient evidence, but no, most of them are abnormalities that he feels based on his own understanding of Xi Han, without any strong pointing, Xi Han is being raped. Induced to commit suicide.

The police back then also thought so, so they dismissed the case. Even Luo Ye admitted Xi Han's suicide in despair. Only Xi Qin firmly believed in his own judgment and guess, like a nervous patient, Conjectures on the verge of collapse.

"Xi Qin, Xi Qin, calm down..." Cheng Qi couldn't look directly at Xi Qin's direct and scorching gaze, like a hot iron, poking straight into his heart.

Xi Qin listened to this kind of reassurance a lot, but no one really believed his words, and everyone gave perfunctory consolation, thinking that he was too hard to accept.

If even Cheng Qi thinks this way, he almost wants to collapse.

Xi Qin's red eyes widened, and he grabbed Cheng Qi's cuff, as if grabbing a life-saving straw: "Brother Cheng, you have to trust me! My brother won't commit suicide! He is my only relative, How could he leave me alone...I really..."

Feeling the abnormality of Xi Qin's mood, Cheng Qi immediately got up, leaned over and hugged Xi Qin who was trembling all over, stroked the soft back of Xi Qin's head with his big hand, a calm breath rushed towards his face, and the warmth instantly wrapped his arms and shivered Xi Qin.

Xiao Chai and King were scared away, and looked back at the two human beings in surprise. They were clearly sitting on both sides just now, but now they hugged each other tightly. The small one was almost wrapped up by the big one. The body, only the trembling back is crawling on the opposite broad chest.

Xi Qin froze in place, being hugged tightly by Cheng Qi, this was the second time he entered this embrace, the familiar quaint and warm fragrance, accompanied by a man's unique smell, the thickness of his chest and the beating heartbeat inside, was originally messy And the painful thoughts miraculously stopped.

Feeling the gradually calming body in his arms, Cheng Qi heaved a sigh of relief, and stroked the back of Xi Qin's neck with his hands. The soft hair was wet with cold sweat, and it was fragilely attached to the skin, trembling with palpitations.

"Okay, it's okay, it's okay," Cheng Qi bowed his head and whispered in his ear, stroking his soft hair with his fingers, "It's okay, Qinqin, I believe you, you are not alone, there is me."