The strongest way to be narcissistic

When Qiao Peisheng was Song Ange, the time went back more than [-] years ago. At that time, there was no Song Ange as Qiao Peisheng in this world.

Song Ange's name, which sounds very connotative, was given by his father Song Cheng. It was taken from "Eastern Emperor Taiyi" in "Chu Songs": "Raise the drums and play the drums, and relax the festivals and Ange."

But what's the use of getting a good name?Otherwise, he didn't look like a human being until he died.

Song Ange was a naughty child since he was a child. He smoked and drank since he was in school, and he never got into any fights.In the area of ​​Longkou Street, he can be regarded as a well-known gangster bully.When any parent hears Song Ange's name, they will always keep an eye on their child and warn him not to play with this kind of person. Song Ange is the kind of hooligan who grows up and mixes with society. Spend time in prison.

Song Ange High School attended Mingcheng No. [-] Middle School, very close to Longkou Street, only three roads away, this school is at the top of the "very messy" ranking.

He is a sports student, and his physical examination results are barely excellent. The three years of high school cultural courses are basically a dawdle. On the day of the college entrance examination, he was completely dozed off. He was the first to leave the school. After the results came out, his bad scores were the most Can go to the kind of "pheasant" university with high tuition fees and no gold content.

Song Ange didn't have the money, nor did he need to go to college.

Song Ange didn't plan to go to university. When he was preparing for vacation, he packed up his luggage and went outside. Maybe he could earn a lot of money to be a boss, and let the so-called college students give him a nodding part-time job.

Young and energetic, I always think that because of my young age, I can live every day wherever I go.The reality is cruel. Song Ange doesn't have the capital of arrogance and arrogance all over his body. After going out for half a year, he can't stand it. From the so-called big city Lancheng, he returns to Mingcheng with a lot of reluctance. day.

At that time, Song Ange was 18 years old. He was already at the age of spending his youth in school, and he was already tainted with the bad breath of a social person. As expected, what those people said, Song Ange was a social scumbag when he grew up.

The turning point of Song Ange's fate is also at this 18-year-old who should be chic and unrestrained,

He had a crush on a girl for several years, named Jiang Tong, who lived in a rented building and was four years older than him.

When I was in middle and high school, I went to a school in Mingcheng that was said to be "very messy", which was the school Song Ange attended.After graduating from high school, she did well in the exam, and went to an ordinary second-year university. The school is in Qingcheng, which is said to be very suitable for retirement.

Jiang Tong is a very beautiful girl, her appearance is like a lotus in clear water, and her smile is like the morning mist in the mountains.But Jiang Tong's reputation among her peers was not good. Everyone said that she was a green tea bitch who did her best, took the bus, had abortions for who knows how many men, and even became a wealthy mistress.

Jiang Tong is a slut with a fairy face.

Was Song Ange confused by her appearance?

No, because Song Ange knew that Jiang Tong was not what those people said.

He had seen Jiang Tong get drunk because of unbearable gossip and gossip, crying loudly on the rooftop.At that time, Jiang Tong was not good-looking, and she cried ugly and ugly, like a crazy woman who was not locked up in the hospital.

Since Jiang Tong was in junior high school, out of nowhere, she was maliciously spread rumors by her classmates to do aid/dating, fool around with school teachers, and secretly abort her during the holidays.

Jiang Tong has been notorious since then. People of the same age in Longkou Street all go to No. [-] Middle School, and Jiang Tong's deeds have also spread throughout the entire Longkou Street area. Some people even took it for granted to spend money to play with her because of this rumor.

Song Ange appeared at this time, and with his strong body that he often exercised at that time, he beat people to death.

As the victim, Jiang Tong just clutched his broken belt, and laughed louder and louder. When Song Ange thought he had saved a fool, Jiang Tong squatted down against the dirty brick wall, smiling. Laugh and cry.

That was the first time Song Ange paid attention to the well-known pure biao in Longkou Street, his upstairs neighbor's elder sister.

At that time, Song Ange was in the third year of junior high school, and Jiang Tong was in the third year of high school.

From then on, Song Ange always paid attention to Jiang Tong involuntarily.When Jiang Tong went to university and rarely came back after going to the distant Qingcheng, Song Ange could only see her during the holidays.

The longer Jiang Tong is, the more beautiful she is, which makes those ignorant bastards in Longkou Street always look at her with disgusting and obscene eyes.

Song Ange often fought over it.

Jiang Tong's college life was actually very unpleasant. She was rumored and raised as a shameless mistress. Otherwise, where would she get the money to dress up exquisitely and dress beautifully every day.

The money was definitely not clean.

Everyone said so, everyone believed it, but Song Ange didn't believe it.

In his opinion, Jiang Tong is just a crazy woman who cries badly, and Jiang Tong is not as miserable as they say.

The second time Song Ange saw Jiang Tong crying like a fool was that night on the rooftop.

It was very hot that day, and Song Ange tossed and turned in his small, crowded bedroom, unable to fall asleep. He turned over and went out, wanting to climb to the roof of the building to smoke a cigarette to calm down, but saw a girl's figure facing the evening wind, holding a drink in her hand. Half of the wine bottle, standing on the edge of danger, walking back and forth with unsteady steps.

The wobbly body might accidentally fall down at any time, and if he fell, he would not die or be half disabled.

Song Ange recognized the figure of this man, and he was so frightened that he immediately ran over to pull him down, shook Jiang Tong's bony shoulders in shock, and cursed: "Fuck you, are you sick? You don't sleep at night , looking for death?"

Jiang Tong, who was being scolded head on for no reason, seemed to have been crushed by someone's last nerve, so she cried out at that time, crying so heartbreakingly, she cried and scolded at the same time.

"My dear uncle, I work to earn money to buy bags and cosmetics. What's wrong with buying cosmetics? The money I earn, I spend as I like! I am vain and love beauty. I spend my own money and vain my own pride. It's none of your business? I'm fucking your mother, or fucking your father!"

Song Ange touched his nose and muttered. "You have nothing to say about it."

Jiang Tong didn't hear it, and continued to vent more forcefully.

"The baby who took care of your sister, have you ever seen such a poor baby? If I were really taken care of by someone, I wouldn't be stepping on small high heels every day, wearing all kinds of gold and silver to make a pose, blowing the wind around the pillow, looking for someone Kill you guys. Make up your mother's rumors, why can't a stinky mouth rot?"

"Isn't it just jealous that I look better than you? I just look better than you. Ugly stuff! Ugly face, smelly mouth, so dirty that I don't know how to wash it with sulfuric acid water? Why can't a slap make a sound? There are these rumors There must be a reason, with you Mahler Gobi, I can slap your head off with one slap."

Song Ange, who always had bad words in his mouth, stood there stupidly listening to Jiang Tong's unclean words, obviously frightened.

"It's been rotten by the man, what the hell! I don't even..." Before Jiang Tong finished speaking, there was a scolding from below.

"Aren't you allowed to sleep? Which crazy woman is screaming, calling you paralyzed at night!" The voice of a big man with a strong dialect accent came, mixed with curses from other people.

Jiang Tong, who was being scolded, was about to scold back, when he caught a glimpse of Song Ange who was still standing there stupidly, and turned his attention to him. "What are you looking at? Haven't you seen the beautiful woman Sapo? What? Do you still want to rape me here?"

The scolded Song Ange looked at the sky. "It's ugly to cry."

"Then I am also a beauty." Jiang Tong countered.

"No matter how good-looking she is, she is still a crazy woman." Song Ange took out a pack of cigarettes in his pocket, took out two cigarettes, raised one of them and asked Jiang Tong, "Do you want to smoke?"

Seeing Jiang Tong like this, he felt that she was definitely a good smoker.

"Smoking, you don't need to be an idiot for the free things." After Jiang Tong finished speaking, he snatched the cigarette and lighter from Song An's singer, choking to death immediately.

In fact, she doesn't know how to smoke, and she doesn't often drink alcohol. It's just that she has been suppressed for too long and can't hold back her sorrows.

The two sat on the floor, smoking quietly, accompanied by the scorching summer wind and scattered starlight above their heads.

"Sister Jiang."

"Sister Jiang, who is called a chicken, is called Sister Tong." Jiang Tong didn't seem to like her last name.

"Sister Tong." Song Ange honestly changed her address.

"Why?" Jiang Tong frowned and spit out the smoke.She touched this thing once, and she didn't want to touch it a second time.I really don't know what they are thinking when smoking this thing one by one is like smoking du.

"You look ugly when you cry."

"Stinky boy, are you courting death?"

"Don't cry in the future, I will protect you."

At that time, Song Ange had long been in love with Jiang Tong, a crazy woman.

Hearing this, Jiang Tong turned around and grabbed Song Ange's vest, spit out a puff of smoke, and sneered. "Little kid, don't you have a crush on me, sister?"

Song Ange tried his best to suppress the urge that his little heart was about to jump into his throat.

The thick night light well concealed his reddened face.

"I know that you are not the person in those people's hearts, as you say. I just thought, if someone can stand in front of you, you won't have to cry so ugly in the future."

"Stinky boy, you should be lucky that you said this to me. If you said this to other girls, you might be deceived by you, and you will live and die for you. Protect your fart! In this world , The only one who can protect yourself is yourself. The backer will fall, and everyone will run away, understand? Sister, I am not a little girl who has just fallen in love. I can be blinded by your words, and I am... Babies are not interested."

"However, your words at least calmed my heart, thank you." Jiang Tong threw the cigarette on the ground, raised his foot to crush it, and went down to the roof without looking back.

Song Ange was still sitting where she was, raising her hand to touch the back of the head that Jiang Tong had slapped, smiling stupidly.

However, Song Ange failed to protect Jiang Tong, and Jiang Tong also failed to protect herself.

In the end, Jiang Tong was still badly injured. Song Ange, who had returned from the outside world, was at a loss for Jiang Tong's ashen face.

From then on, Jiang Tong was no longer the Jiang Tong he knew.

Jiang Tong has really become a model of what people say is a good man.

When Song Ange was 20 years old, Jiang Tong was 24 years old, and she also ended at 24 years old.

"Go to hell! This fucking world!"

Jiang Tong died at home, saying he committed suicide.She chose the method of burning charcoal, which is said to be painless, and died three days before being discovered by her parents who had just returned home.

On the wall in her bedroom, harsh words were written in blood, and the tone was still that of a mad woman Song Ange was familiar with.

Song Ange knew that Jiang Tong finally wanted to get rid of it, but he couldn't.

Jiang Tong's departure was a knot in his heart, which made Song Ange crazy.

Song Ange's life degenerates, and the detention center has almost become his permanent residence.Later, in order to avenge Jiang Tong, Song Ange provoked someone who shouldn't be provoked, and when he was beaten to death.

The man he didn't like was legally his father's man named Song Cheng, who appeared out of nowhere and wounded someone in order to save him, and was finally convicted of attempted murder.

He died within two years of being in prison. It was said that he committed suicide, but who can tell?There's a lot of filth in this prison.In Song Ange's heart, no matter how cowardly Song Cheng was, he would never choose to commit suicide.

Song Ange was 27 years old at that time.

Nothing, alone.Nearly 30 years old, he looks as old as a decadent old man in his 40s.

So what about living in garbage?He would rather live with his last breath, than die so unwillingly.

But he died anyway, in his thirties.The cause of death was overwork and illness. It was noon that day, and the sun was just right. He suffered a cardiac arrest on the hospital bed, and the rescue failed.

Before a person dies, the so-called revolving door of life occurs.At the last moment, Song Ange saw the life he had experienced.

30 years of people living waste and useless.

Compared to Song Cheng, he, Song Ange, is a truly useless useless idiot, and all the endings are nothing but his own fault.

Deserve it.

Death is also death, and it is also a liberation.

But Song Ange's life had just ended, but Qiao Peisheng's was just beginning.

Song Ange who became Qiao Peisheng started from scratch.