break the robbery

Ever since Rong'er left, I've always felt uneasy and felt sorry for him.Every time I pass by his empty room and see that the tables, chairs and tea sets inside are as old as before, but the other person is gone, there will always be an indescribable blockage in my heart.

Before the end of this summer, a group of brothers and sisters asked me to resign one after another, and the theater troupe disbanded.Everyone started to go their separate ways, looking for another way out, and for a while there were only me and Tanghuluer left in the whole garden.

Later, by chance, I met Nian Nian.

She is also a poor person.She was sold to a brothel by her parents since she was a child, and the old bustard saw that although she was young, she was good-looking, so she kept her all the time, thinking that she would be used when she was raised.

On the day of the Hungry Ghost Festival, Tanghuluer and I went to the river to light lanterns for my father and Junior Brother Rong. Just after we finished praying, we heard a "splash" and splashed water all over me and Tanghuluer.Then I heard someone yelling, "It's not good, someone fell into the water, hurry up and save people, hurry up and save lives."

When encountering such a thing, I naturally wouldn't hesitate, and jumped into the water to catch that man without saying a word.We, a group of Red Boat students, have been wandering on the river for many years, and all of us can swim.Fortunately, it wasn't long before the man fell, but he just choked on a few mouthfuls of river water, and he was fine after he coughed it out.

The person who was rescued was Nian Nian.It was only later that I realized that Nian Nian didn't fall into the water by accident, but she wanted to commit suicide by throwing herself into the river.

The thing is probably like this, some time ago she received a guest who didn't show up very much before, and others called him Mr. Qiu.This Mr. Qiu is very generous, he looks like a son of a rich family, and he looks good. The important thing is that he treats him well.He also promised Nian Nian that he would definitely marry her in the future.

But after a while, Mr. Qiu suddenly told Nian Nian that he already had a wife in his family, not only a wife, but also two children, a pair of twins.She just gave birth not long ago, but unfortunately, the mother of the child collapsed due to dystocia, so she just passed away.This Young Master Qiu felt sorry for his late wife for a moment, so he decided to cut off contact with Nian Nian, and then this Young Master Qiu disappeared and never showed his face again.

Less than a month after Mr. Qiu left, Nian Nian found out that she was pregnant.At that time, she really loved Mr. Qiu deeply, so she secretly changed the contraceptive decoction behind the back of the bustard, hoping to give Mr. Qiu a son and a half.But now this child, she was driven out of the house by the bustard.

Nian Nian is just an orphan, unaccompanied, and now she is pregnant again.She was sold to a brothel since she was a child. Naturally, she is different from girls who grew up in ordinary people. She can't do many things, and she doesn't even know.After Nian Nian left the brothel, she searched for Mr. Qiu for a long time, until the money on her body was exhausted, she wanted to find something to do.But in our place, we don't like our daughter's family to come out to do things.What's more, she doesn't even know her last name, and she can't tell her origin. Without household registration files, naturally there is no place to dare to use her.

At that time, her belly was already three months old.She didn't want to abort the child, she felt that this was Mr. Qiu's only hope to take her into the mansion.It's not that she envies Mr. Qiu's wealth and likes the respect of being a young mistress, but that she has long been fed up with this kind of life.The most important thing is that she really likes Mr. Qiu.This silly girl didn't know her name from the beginning to the end, she only knew that others called her Young Master Qiu.There are too many princes and brothers surnamed Qiu in the world, and now they are gone, where should I find them.

Just when all her thoughts were lost, she finally got some news about Mr. Qiu.So, she searched for this bit of news and found Mr. Qiu whom she was looking forward to with all her heart.But that Mr. Qiu told her that he was just playing with her from the beginning to the end, and that the only one Mr. Qiu loved deeply was his wife, and he also advised her to kill the child and stop pestering her.

After that, there was the matter of me rescuing her in the river.

It's just a few words to say, but how can the pain in the heart of the person involved be explained clearly in a few words?The story of Niannian is like the script we sang before.I didn’t think anything was wrong when I was singing before, but when the stories in the play actually happened around me, I really felt the mood of the people in the play.

Now recalling Ronger's eyes on me at that time, I suddenly understood something.No wonder Rong'er can play the role of Du Liniang so well. It turns out that he really regards himself as Du Liniang, and he really regards me as the love of his life.

I saw that Nian Nian was really pitiful, so I took her home to take care of her.She was reluctant to bear the child, and I also felt that the abortion was too hurtful, especially when it was her first.So, I told her that as long as she can raise her baby with peace of mind, I will help her raise this baby together in the future.Perhaps it was my inadvertent mistake that caused her to misunderstand what I meant, and since then she has treated me as her husband wholeheartedly.Later, I married her.

On the second day after I married Niannian, Ronger came back.Accompanying Rong'er back was a young master surnamed Gao.

I remember this Mr. Gao, and I still remember Hinata who was by his side back then.Later, I learned that Hinata was an official, and seemed to be a general.General Hyuga called this Mr. Gao the Lord, but he wondered if this Mr. Gao had a higher official position than General Hyuga.It was not until a long time later that I found out that this Mr. Gao was actually the young emperor of the Izumo Kingdom.

Seeing Rong'er like this now, how can I not feel sad?If I knew that he would be tortured like this by others, I would never let him go like that.But until now, no matter how sad I am, what's the use of it?

I knew he was running out of time, and the oil was exhausted, but I just took a breath and came back to take a look.When Rong'er was at Hongyefang, she cared about me the most.I know that Rong'er came back just to see me, this Hongyefang, knowing that we are all fine, so he can go on the road with peace of mind.

So I told him I'm fine now.I'm married to a wonderful wife and I'm going to be a father soon.Although most of the juniors have gone to find another way out, each of them has started a new life, and each of them has their own wonderful life.Hongyefang did not decline just because of this. I took in many homeless children as disciples, and some of them were very talented in singing. This troupe will be passed down from generation to generation.

Later, Rong'er left, but I didn't see him off for the last time.It's not that I don't want to go, but that I don't know how to face Rong'er.Even though he was dead, I felt ashamed to face his body.After all, I sent him away with my own hands, and I pushed him to this dead end.Rong'er has been with us for a year. During this year, I was very happy and fulfilled.Knowing that all of us are living well now, he can leave with peace of mind.

Looking back on all the past events now, I just feel like a big dream in my life.It's just that every time I wake up from the dream, my chest feels heavy and the pain is so painful that I can't breathe.

One Mid-Autumn Festival, I held a small banquet in the garden.After a few glasses of dirty wine, I started to feel a little confused.Nian Nian has been in poor health since she gave birth to her child. I have consulted many doctors but nothing has improved.The autumn wind was cool, and after dinner, I asked her to rest earlier.

Looking at the bustling people at this big table, I can't help but think of when my father was still there.At that time, we had just abandoned the ship and landed. Everyone was very happy, and a large table of dishes was set up for the evening.

Candied haws were still so noisy during the dinner, he was the one who made the most fools after a meal; Ziyan was too busy arranging food for the big family, but he was too busy; Ahua was the best wine, and he loved wine Like life, but never addicted to alcohol, I almost quarreled with my father over a pot of wine; although my father always looks serious, he loves us children very much in his heart; Rong'er is the most elegant, can't eat Sleeping without talking, just sitting quietly is a very beautiful scenery...

But now, my father is gone, Rong'er is gone, Ziyan and Ahua are gone, and Tanghuluer is no longer noisy... Looking at the fresh faces on this table, it tells me why I don't want to miss the old days camaraderie.

After drinking for three rounds, everyone made a fuss for a while and then went back to sleep.I was alone but couldn't sleep no matter what, I put on my clothes and went out, leaning on the fence of the attic.Facing the bright moon hanging in the sky, I don't know if all is well with Rong'er on that side?Rong'er had suffered all her life, but in the end she ended up like that and died young.Now, I don't know where the soul has returned, whether it is reborn as a human being?

It was windy upstairs, so I wanted to walk in the yard alone.Swaying and blowing some wind, I feel more energetic.Looking at a lonely maple tree in the garden, I still remember that it was planted by everyone.Suddenly, I seemed to see a familiar figure under the tree, it was Rong'er.No, not Rong'er, that is a very beautiful girl, like a fairy.I'm afraid I'm drunk, how can there be immortals in my garden?

Taking another look at the tall stage, he remembered the scene when he played against Rong'er in the past.I came to the mood for a while, changed into a dress, and walked up and down on the stage.There was another song "The Peony Pavilion", which sang the joke that Rong'er chose when he left Hongyefang that day and was about to go to the imperial capital - the tenth startling dream.

"Yingfengri's warm singing is slippery, and people are smiling when they meet amorous feelings. Falling flowers follow the water all the way, and now Ruan Zhao is on the rooftop. Xiaosheng followed Miss Du back along the way, how can I not see you?" , Where is the person playing against me?

Rong'er, in this life, I will be the senior brother. I'm sorry for you. I'm too cowardly.If I had died under Hinata's sword that day, maybe I wouldn't regret my life so much.