don't talk about the past

When I have nothing to do, my head is full of cobwebs. As long as one thing starts to go off track, the following things will pile up one after another to make trouble, making people impetuous and flustered.

Before the hospital's examination results came out, Shen Guang and Mi Huaile received a call from Fu Wei as soon as they entered the door. The human creation plan was not going well. Mi Huaile's blood type seemed to be incompatible with that of the foreign surrogate mother, and the fertilized egg survived. rate is less than one percent.In this way, he could only abandon Mi Huaile's genes and use Shen Guang's genes alone.Fu Wei felt that if the genes of both parties could not be extracted, the meaning of creating a human would be lost, and the baby born would be equivalent to the crystallization of Shen Guang and the foreign girl.So he asked Mi Huaile for his opinion, whether to abandon his genes or wait indefinitely for the next volunteer who was matched in all aspects to be a surrogate.Unexpectedly, Mi Huaile's attitude was firm, no matter what, the child must belong to him and Shen Guang.

"Then I will temporarily freeze your sperm bank according to your wishes. It's just about the cost..." Fu Wei hesitated to speak.

Mi Huaile learned a little about artificial insemination through Fu Wei's introduction. He knew that the already expensive surrogacy procedure was disrupted, and the sperm was put on hold indefinitely, requiring a large amount of money to maintain.

While hesitating, Fu Wei said with relief: "I will try my best to get money from the foundation, you don't have to worry." The man said it lightly, but Mi Huaile knew it was probably too much.After all, the foundation is not a charitable rescue organization, and it will not pay for those who can afford it.Moreover, this matter was reported by Fu Wei as a research content, barely saying that it was required by the project, so it was allowed to be carried out in the laboratory.In fact, most of the biogenetic engineering that Fu Wei is involved in is the production and research of cloned animals. Human cloning can violate medical regulations and bear legal responsibility.Fu Wei was already in danger of having his license revoked. The president's suspicion and colleagues' criticism helped them. He couldn't put any more pressure on him. After all, this was a matter between himself and Shen Guang.

Having made up his mind, Mi Huaile said relaxedly: "We're not that poor yet! Do you underestimate me?"

"Is it really okay?" Fu Wei was puzzled, "Xiaomi, don't be brave, you have to know that this is calculated in US dollars, which is not the same concept as RMB."

Mi Huaile's heart skipped a beat, but he immediately regained his spirit: "It's really long-winded, do you think you're the only one who is good at math? I know it's seven points short, but... we have money! Haha."

After hanging up the phone, Mi Huaile felt heavy.The house is still paying the loan, and the human creation plan is a bottomless pit. At the critical moment, Shen Guang fell ill again. Mi Huaile suddenly felt that the sky seemed to be lowered so much that he couldn't breathe.However, life is like this, with bitterness and sweetness, sadness and joy.You never know how much your potential is until you encounter setbacks.

According to Shen Guang's report, gastric cancer was discovered early, fortunately, only one-fifth of the lesion needs to be removed, and the cancer cells can be controlled with chemotherapy in time to fully recover.The doctor said that the stomach is an organ that is very tenacious, can regenerate, and has a very high self-repair ability, so that they don't have to have mental burden and maintain a comfortable mood.

Mi Huaile insisted on letting Shen Guang quit his job so that he could recuperate at home after the operation, but Shen Guang disagreed, because without his share of income, all the expenses of the family would be reduced a lot.Besides, the coal boss learned that the general had an accident, and repeatedly expressed his desire to help Shen Guang unconditionally. The company will fully bear the medical expenses and give Shen Guang six months of half-pay leave.The coal boss's cherishing and loving talents not only moved Shen Guang, but also made Mi Huaile feel relieved.

On Sunday, when the sun was high, Shen Guang sat in the living room and ate haw jelly while watching TV.Since the operation, his digestion ability has deteriorated. Mi Huaile pays great attention to his diet, and tries to avoid making things that are not easy to digest. The food is mainly mud, paste, pulp, and porridge, which is like serving a baby. .In order to maintain a balanced nutrition, Mi Huaile specially made apple puree and hawthorn cake with jujube meat as snacks for Shen Guang.The pain of chemotherapy made Shen Guang so thin that his cheeks were sunken, his whole face seemed to have undergone plastic surgery, with deep contours and a kind of determination like a knife and ax chisel.God is merciful, after three times of chemotherapy, Shen Guang's cancer cell test was finally negative, which is the only good news in recent times.

Introduced by a friend, Mi Huaile joined Dahlia as a waiter at the weekend all-night show.The reason is simple, he needs money, and the fastest way to get money is to rob a bank, and to do work that has nothing to do with the cultural industry.This is a time-honored brand, quite well-known in the market, with branches all over the country. It is said that the boss of Dahlia has a very strong background, and he has to be given three points of face by the underworld and the white.Mi Huaile remembers that when he was still a middle school student, some fun-loving classmates invited him to Dahlia Happy.At that time, Dahlia was just a KTV, but there were some mysterious "marginal" industries that young people were curious but dared not try.

Because Mi Huaile had to work the night shift, he still slept soundly.He didn't tell Shen Guang that he had a part-time job, he just said that he had recently received a few private jobs, and the computer configuration at home was not high enough, so he had to take it to the company to do it during the rest day.Usually Mi Huaile would go out in the afternoon and come back the next morning.Shen Guang stayed at home honestly, didn't ask much, didn't think too much, and just focused on recuperating.The sooner his body recovers, the sooner he can go out to find a job to relieve Mi Huaile's worries.

The sound of the doorbell was not a wonderful 'ding dong', but a hoarse 'quack' roar like an electric shock.Everything in this community is good, but this requirement kills people.Mi Huaile tried to replace the doorbell several times, but was shot to death in the cradle by the property management for severely disrupting the unified planning of the community.Mi Huaile was in a hurry, and didn't understand what the developer's bad taste was, but he actually liked this kind of mourning tune, so the old man got angry, pulled out the battery, broke the bell and stopped cooking completely.The world is quiet, and all the people who come to visit the house are changed to beating doors. The anti-theft door is thick, and the people inside may not be able to hear the sound even if the palm is broken.But why did it sound again today?Mi Huaile frowned, it must be something that idiot Shen Guang did!Eyelids can't be opened, sleep is bigger than the sky, Mi Huaile turned over and kicked off the quilt to continue dreaming about Duke Zhou.

Shen Guang was not used to the doorbell ringing, so he thought someone had pressed the wrong button, so he continued to watch TV and eat snacks.After a while, the phone rang, and when he saw it was his mother, Shen Guang immediately sat up straight and pressed the answer button.

"Stinky boy! Open the door!" The old lady was full of confidence, and she heard the sound like a bell just outside the door.

Shen Guang hurriedly put down his cell phone and went to open the door, but he couldn't be negligent, it was obviously luck.

"Haha, why are you here?" Turning to one side, let mother into the room.

Shen Guang found it incredible, since the old lady knew that her son liked men, she cried for three days and three nights, yelling that she wanted to sever ties with him, wishing she could cry out Shen Guangyuan's father in the underworld to educate his son.Since buying this house, Shen's mother has never stepped into this house.The old lady sticks to her insistence and will not give an inch.

I remember that summer vacation, when Shen Guang knelt in the house of his hometown, Mi Huaile knelt with Shen Guang silently and shed tears.The old lady stared coldly at the culprit who seduced her precious son, the more she looked at her, the more she disliked her. Looking at Yan Yanxing, she looked like a male version of Daji!The old lady gritted her teeth with hatred, she almost broke Mi Huaile's bones.The resentment turned into a slap on the boy's face, but it seemed to hit her son's heart. Mother Shen suddenly felt that the seemingly fragile but actually tough figure in front of her was the crux of all problems.She began to think of a way to break them up, but she was afraid that if she made a mistake and hurt the relationship between mother and child, she would be able to settle the loss outweigh the gain.Hesitating and holding back, Shen Guang's matter has become a poisonous weed in her heart, and when she is free, it grows wildly all over the mountains and plains, torturing her day and night, and making her feel hairy.

Finally, the old lady was exhausted by her demons and fell ill.

If a person does not encounter life-and-death matters in strong winds and waves, he will eventually not understand the importance of family affection and cannot grow.

When Shen's mother was ill, it was the busiest time for graduates to defend their thesis and when the campus job fair started.Shen Guang and Mi Huaile did everything possible to win the right of priority, and rushed back to Shen Guang's hometown together after the defense.Mother Shen was upset when she saw Mi Huaile!Shen Guang was driven out of the ward with him, and the fruits in the fruit basket were scattered all over the floor. Shen's mother was so angry that her face turned purple, and she almost lost her breath.The doctor didn't understand what was going on. After the rescue, he said to Shen Guang: "Be filial and filial. If you want to be filial, you must obey the old man first. You brothers are so angry with her, so it's better not to come and see her for now."

Mi Huaile looked at Shen Guang, said a few words of comfort, then turned and walked out of the hospital.He shouldn't have been here in the first place, shouldn't have come here.There is no way to be accepted by this woman who cherishes her son, Shen Guang is the most difficult person to persist in this stalemate.So Mi Huaile thought of leaving, leaving Shen Guang, leaving all the troubles.But Shen Guang didn't allow him to do this, he chased him to the train station, grabbed his luggage and held on desperately.Mi Huaile was also anxious, for the first time he yelled at Shen Guang: What do you want me to do!Is it possible to beat it back into my mother's womb and come out without a handle? !Even if you can, you fucking have to wait another 20 years!

Shen Guang didn't speak, but stared into Mi Huaile's eyes, his face was flushed, and he grabbed Mi Huaile's arm desperately and refused to let go.Fortunately, it was a passing train in the early morning, and there were not many people on the platform, but those who heard their conversation covered their mouths and laughed, some gloated, some whispered to the people next to them, chewed their tongues, and some pointed and disdainful.Shen Guang didn't care anymore, he only had one Mi Huaile in his eyes, and his purpose was to tie him firmly by his side, and live with him for the rest of his life.

"Since you want to leave, let's go together!" Mi Huaile looked at Shen Guang who said this in disbelief, the person who valued love and righteousness, and was willing to help even strangers, How could he be ruthless and disregard his mother for his own sake?

In the end Mi Huaile stayed, no matter what, he decided that if Shen Guang didn't let him go first, he would never let go of Shen Guang.

Since then, the indomitable mother and the indomitable children have launched a protracted tug-of-war... To this day, neither side has a clear statement, it seems that the outcome has been clear from the very beginning.

When Shen Guang was ill, she notified the old lady after the operation in order to take care of her emotions. The old lady scolded Mi Huaile who was on the phone.Who gave him the power to act like this?He is not the head of the old Shen family!Why is she the last to know about her son?In case something happened to Shen Guang, wouldn't she...wouldn't she not even be able to see her son's last side?Fortunately, her son is fine, otherwise she would never end with 'Daji'!

After losing her temper, Mother Shen began to worry about other things.After all, this man is not as careful as a woman, can Mi Huaile take good care of her son?Thinking of this, Shen's mother rushed over from her hometown immediately, but as soon as she entered the ward, she saw Mi Huaile waiting for his son in confusion.There is no taboo about wiping shit and peeing; dirty work is tiring and hard work.Even couples of men and women may not be able to do his part.Shen's mother saw it all. Although she was unwilling, she had to admit that Mi Huaile was not the vixen in her eyes, but a good child who knew the cold and the hot, and knew how to be considerate and caring.For the first time, she felt that her son still had a good eye for people, but he only had eyes for men, not women.

Originally, I thought that the old lady would ask the teacher about the crime when she came, but I didn't expect the old man to simply ask about Shen Guang's situation, and took Shen Guang's hand to complain that he didn't pay attention to his health, which was always worrying.Although on the surface it was still clear and cold, but Mi Huaile could tell that Shen's mother's attitude had changed.

Putting the pillows on the sofa back, Shen Guang casually swept the garbage on the coffee table into the wastebasket, and took his mother: "Mom, sit down and rest for a while."

Shen's mother looked at her son and sighed faintly, since she was a child, she never let her worry.Mother Shen knew in her heart that she had completely compromised.what else can we do?The blood relationship cannot be completely cut off, no matter how decisive the words are, the heart will still hurt when touched.Thinking about it from another angle, she got two sons at once, and she only earns but not loses, why not turn a blind eye and let them go?Besides, Shen Guang also quietly told her that he and Mi Huaile were doing test-tube babies, and when she heard that the old Shen family's incense was expected to continue, she also passed this hurdle.She didn't say it clearly, but she couldn't find an opportunity to live and say it was a step, so that she could come down steadily.

"Where are the others?" Shen's mother took out the thermos bucket from her backpack and put it on the coffee table, looked around, fixed her eyes on the closed door of the bedroom, and said loudly, "What time is it? Are you still up?" Shen What the mother meant was to shout at Mi Huaile immediately, since the mother-in-law has already entered the house, how can there be any reason why the daughter-in-law is still dreaming of Duke Zhou?

"He worked overtime last night and didn't come back until after five o'clock. Let him sleep more." Shen Guang stood up, went to the water dispenser and made a cup of honey grapefruit tea from his own cup, "Mom, try this, Mizi made it, saying that it is to supplement vitamin C, improve resistance, and promote digestion.” Shen’s mother heard the strong orange fragrance again, and she regained her appetite. She took the cup and tasted it, sour but not pour Sweet but not greasy, with a hint of sweetness and bitterness in the aftertaste, it tastes good!

"He still makes this?" He raised his eyes and saw a large glass bottle in the cabinet next to the water dispenser, which contained golden grapefruit paste. He smiled, raised his eyebrows, and took another sip from his glass.

"Mom, don't just call him 'Mizi' all the time, it sounds weird. Why don't you call him 'Mizi' with me?"

The old lady snorted coldly: "Okay, let him call me 'Mom' first!"

As soon as Shen Guang heard it, he immediately regained his energy, his eyes lit up, and his joy was beyond words: "Really?! Mizi must have a million wishes!"

Seeing his son's complacency, the old lady glared at him with feigned anger: "Stinky boy! Once you have a wife, forget about your mother!"

Turning hostility into friendship requires wisdom and courage, and more importantly, a sincere heart.

Shen Guang learned the old lady's original words to Mi Huaile, Mi Huaile was a little at a loss, what he had been looking forward to all the time unexpectedly got it without warning, the extreme joy made him unable to think of what kind of expression to express, He could only stare at Shen Guang stupidly, thousands of emotions surged in his bright eyes, Shen Guang understood that the two of them could get this affirmation from their elders, how much they had worked hard, how much they had given up, and how much they had grown.Now that I think about it, all the things in the past can't but be said to be bitter, but the sweetness after the bitterness really makes people intoxicated and obsessed.