Peony Heavy Ripple Carmine

When I like someone, I must be single-minded.

Even if she doesn't like me, or she never knows my mind.For a person like me, as long as there is room for me beside her, and I can accompany her casually, watching the stars turn day and night, and seeing her smile every day, I am already content.

Before I met Lu Chexue, I never thought that I could fall in love with a woman.It's really a trick of good fortune, I don't know if I reversed the gender, or her attraction to me has already surpassed the ethics of heaven and earth that should be yin and yang between men and women.I don't care about these, at least, I don't deserve to think about them when I have nothing.I just feel that I like her now, that is, I like her.There is no deceit in this heart.

But I don't want others to know, even Chexue herself, I don't want her to be embarrassed after knowing.

Yes, what if she understands my thoughts?

Do you want to stay and fly with me?stop talking.I don't think I have that much charm, and I don't dare to risk the world's disgrace by abducting the prostitute daughter of the Lu family of Jin Xing to live in seclusion in the mountains.Besides—how can I afford what she wants.

Only by staying here, in Liyang, in the court, in Mo's house, can she fly high with plump feathers.

I just have to climb to the highest and highest cliff I can and watch her happy.In her eyes, I'm just as small as a willow, even if the tough roots are entrenched there, I can only sway with the wind. When she is sleepy and tired, I hand her a warm handkerchief to wash away the dust.

Heh, I don't even deserve her hug and body temperature.

I have convinced myself countless times in my heart, but what is the use of this?

My heart has been handed over, and the thread to take it back is broken, and I can't pull it back.

***

"Xiange." The woman's voice was soft and pleasant. "We'll be at the border of Tianqing Mountain in a while, let's rest in Tianqing Town for a night, okay?"

I was lying in the car to close the curtain to rest my mind, but Chexue could also see that I hadn't slept soundly.Hearing her call, I opened my eyes and saw Chexue raising the curtain and looking out the window. She turned her back to me. Even in the car, her back was straight.The black hair is like a waterfall, and the ends of the hair are scattered on the light yellow cushion.

I couldn't help but reached out and grabbed a strand, wrapped it between my fingers, and played with it carefully.He hurriedly agreed: "Isn't this two days earlier than the original date? Why don't you just rest in this town and wait until the day is up before going up. I just happened to ask around to find out what background this Liu Yiyi has. Invite these people who don’t know each other to come and plan something, I’m afraid it’s not just a party for ladies. On this day, we must not be the first to come, maybe we can meet some familiar faces.”

Chexue put down the curtain, and I let go with lightning speed, pretending nothing happened.Looking at her out of the corner of her eye, she didn't seem to notice my little move.I also secretly closed my heart, because I didn't know why a ghost got on me just now.If I got caught, even if Chexue didn't say anything, I would never have the face to stay in her car again.Hmph, this is because I was stalking and begging Lianxiang to change places with me.This time Liu Yiyi invited the second young lady of the Chen family. I told my father back, and I naturally took advantage of the power of the Chen family to do my best. I'm really not used to this kind of hugging.

That's right, I've been acting like a petty thief for the past 20 years, and now I'm being asked to pretend to be a high-ranking lady from an official family, just to say that it's really uncomfortable to wear those tight clothes.It is not easy to turn from a role of pleasing others to being surrounded by others regardless of words and deeds.If my father and the old lady hadn't insisted that my name be recorded in the mansion, it might have been delayed for more than ten or twenty years.

I sat up, picked the most beautiful-looking orange from the plate, peeled it, and held it in front of Chexue.His face was moved by ice and snow, his willow leaf eyebrows were gentle and gentle, and his smile was like a river of spring water.

She broke it in half and handed it to me.The fingertips landed on my palm, although it was light, it burned me more like sparks.I withdrew my hand, pulled a piece off, put it in my mouth and tasted it slowly.

If not, be a pair of sisters.

I suddenly had such a thought in my heart.

Is this really good?Bind her to me in the name of a sister?This is so selfish.Obviously, it is me who is not pure in mind, and it is me who wants to get closer to her, if that is the case...

No, how could I do such immoral things that go against my heart? Even thinking about it, I feel dirty.I shook my head, suppressing my thoughts.

"Chexue..."

Those clear eyes responded to my voice and turned into my eyes.

"After you get married, can we still be like this?" When I said this, I didn't even dare to look at her, for fear that even the slightest embarrassment from her would make me fall into the bottomless abyss. "I mean, we can still go out together, have banquets, spring suburbs... like this, we can sit and chat." The more I spoke, the more flustered I became, and my voice gradually became quieter.

"Yeah. Linfu doesn't have as many rules as officials and eunuchs." She seemed to think of something, smiled softly at me, and said, "If you want, it will be the same as now. If it wasn't because of the past, like you and me People of the same age are already married, Uncle Chen loves you so much, he will definitely find an enlightened and caring husband-in-law for you, even if I move to Qianliu, even though it is far away from Liyang, we still have to walk frequently with each other."

I naturally knew that the "Linfu" in her mouth referred to Mo Weihan's residence. "I haven't heard you say that you will go to Qianliu after marriage. Why, you still can't let it go? Do you want to go to battle and watch in your heart before you feel at ease? Sigh, if you say that, I can't bear you even more. Why don't you let me go?" I also go to ask my father to see if I can find a good boy for me in Qianliu, so that we will be together often, and we can even go back to Liyang to visit the elders during the New Year." I looked at it with a smile on my face. She: "Wouldn't it be icing on the cake to have a baby kiss with you in two years' time?"

He said happily on his mouth, but his heart was cold.

With you... a baby kiss, when I, Xian Ge, will become an apprentice who can only take advantage of my lips.

There was a tumbling in his chest, roaring like a river rushing.I couldn't help feeling a sharp pain in my stomach under the rush of thoughts, the car bumped, I coughed, and hurriedly pressed my painful chest with one hand, covered my mouth with the other, and the half of the orange also fell out of the car.

"Slowly, don't worry." Chexue put her hand on my back and patted it gently like coaxing a child.I was a little addicted to the warmth she brought me, and with the introduction of coughing, I curled up and got into her arms.

"Chexue, tell me, isn't this good?" I made my throat hurt from the sweet and sour juice that came out of the orange slices just now.

"Hmm..." She was always used to express noncommittal with this tone.

In her heart, she was also very shaken.

It's a pity that she is different from me. I think about her with all my heart and eyes, but what she thinks about in her heart is the world.

I can see her hesitation. After following her for so long, how can I not see that although the eldest daughter-in-law of the Mo family is good, how is that all she wants for Lu Chexue?

The author has something to say:

In fact, I am quite envious of Xian Ge's temperament. Since I know I can't get it, I just look at it.

But I'm happier than her, I found that person.