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In the evening, we went back to find Ziyun and had a drink all night. There were several jars of Daqu. The two of us drank vigorously until the east turned pale, and it was already dawn before we reluctantly crawled back to the house to rest.It was talking nonsense and complaining at the same time, I just remember crying and crying all night, listening to Ziyun talking about how hard it was for her to pull Wanying up, or those who wanted to catch ghosts looking at her as a mother They guarded the shop to provoke.I always thought it was not easy for her these years. After all, if something happened to those shops in the north and south, she would throw down her chopsticks and rush over overnight.Besides, there are some things that have something to do with the court in the Jianghu. No matter how cautious you are, I am afraid that even the nobles will not be able to pass through those hurdles.

It is better to tell the truth at the wine table and find someone to chat with than to hold it in your heart.Then I slept soundly until dawn. Although the alcohol content was a little high, I was so dizzy when I got up that I struggled on the bed for a long time. Then I desperately grabbed my clothes and put them on to wash them outside. Face.But the stone in my heart has fallen, and I am comfortable, at least not as blocked as it was a few days ago.

While fetching water from the well, he wiped his face indiscriminately, when he suddenly found something on his hair, it smelled like vegetable soup.My dragon god, don't tell me it wasn't made by Mrs. Neding.Filled with disgust, I filled the basin with water, lifted the basin and splashed it over my head, thinking that I would spend a lot of time making some soup when I felt more comfortable.

But I have to wash my hair, I was squatting to wash my hair, when I heard the sound of small footsteps, I took a closer look and saw that Yunyan was trotting all the way towards me.

"I'm in a panic, what's the matter." I casually shouted at her, haha.

"There is your invitation card. Someone sent it to the counter early in the morning. The four children who just came were on duty. I was busy in the morning and forgot. Don't delay the matter after taking it. Just take a look..."

I shook my hands, nuzui motioned for her to unfold it for me.

Uh... ah...

After roughly reading the content, I felt like I was struck by lightning, almost petrified there, and it took me a long time to turn it around. "Yunyan Yunyan, my good Yunyan, fetch water for me, hurry up, fetch a few more buckets... don't need to heat it, hurry up!!!!"

I took a few buckets of cold water and rinsed them with a speed of lightning, and I ran to the room with a towel and wiped it from head to toe with a towel. He pulled a clean colored jacket and put it on.I asked Yun Yan to comb my hair in a hurry, and I painted it for a long time. Finally, I remembered my hair that hadn't been washed with soap. I put on my purse and ran outside. Just as I was going out, a gust of wind woke me up, and my mind was relieved.

What am I doing?What on earth am I going to do! !

To go or not to go, this is really a big question, I squatted on the ground covering my head, I was so entangled that I was about to die.

Ahhhhhhhhhh! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !

Later, I went anyway, and followed the road to Lisi Tea Shop in Nancheng according to the address written in the letter.

This is a small shop at the intersection of two forked roads, with a shed to block the light, and some scattered tables outside, two young boys are busy inside and out.Inside the shop is a clean teahouse. I have also been to such a shop. There are no silver coins, so I can only drink a few large bowls of tea on the outside table.It has nothing to do with those fine porcelains.

"Girl, would you like some tea?" Seeing me standing outside, the servant hurriedly came forward to greet me with a lot of smiles.

"I... I'm looking for someone." The eyeballs looked inside, but there was no sign of that person for a moment.

The servant understood and was about to receive other guests, but I called him. "Brother, I would like to ask you something, is there a guest from Chenshi?"

"Hey, girl, you can be funny. It's not the time now, the shop is full of people. Or, if you want to tell me what you look like, I'll help you find out."

That's right, I'm afraid he's gone, it's been three hours, how can he be so idle.

"Ah...then..." Before I could finish my sentence, another boy walked up beside me, punched the previous one hard, and said in a low voice: "You were still asleep when Mr. Chen came, but you can control it!" Don't talk nonsense." Then he turned to me: "Girl, you are making an appointment with Mrs. Chen, please come with the boy."

"Yeah." I don't know what kind of mood I have now, since I'm here, I will meet.When I was ready, I followed the boy and went to the inner seat.

He led me into a corner by the side of the road. Although the man had his back to me, I knew it was him.

Chen Luoli, the Minister of the Ministry of Officials who abandoned Wu and followed Wen.

When the young servant received him, he quietly withdrew.I dared to walk past him and sat down opposite the man.

"Master Chen." I clenched my fists, "I'm really sorry to have kept you waiting."

"It's okay."

"Your Excellency, didn't you think that I wouldn't come?" I asked provocatively as soon as I opened the door.

"Even if you don't come, I understand." He turned over a cup and rinsed it, then raised the pot to refill the tea, and pushed it in front of me.

"Where are you talking, how dare I not come when Mr. Chen invites you?" I put on the face I usually use when I have a showdown with people, trying to test his reaction.

A cup of Tieguanyin slid into his chest, "Oh, I didn't expect you to be so big." In one sentence, he cut straight to the point and spoke loudly.

"No, 22 years is really like a dream. The days pass faster than the peach blossom tree in the backyard."

He didn't seem to mind at all my flattery and retaliation for his lies. "Yes, where's your mother?"

"Let's go." I replied bluntly.

Over the years, I have imagined what it would be like when I met him more than a hundred times, and I have prepared countless harsh words to deal with every reason he refuted for myself.But now he didn't go according to my idea. It was unexpected that he didn't pile up any high-sounding reasons to explain and excuse.Just sitting there as if everything was under his control.He just accepted it without any excuses.

My eyes were fixed on the silver hair mixed between his temples, and I felt a sudden pain in my heart. If my mother was still alive, would she also shed hoarfrost?

After a long silence, he asked again: "Have you suffered a lot these years?"

I really didn't want to answer him, but wanted me to answer 'Oh, I'm living a cool and proud life? ' or 'I almost can't live and I really want to die. 'This question seems to be asking me, but I feel that he is just talking to himself, knowing the answer, but I still want to ask it.

"Do you... miss her?"

"Yes. I've missed her a lot all these years." His eyes were sincere, and I couldn't see a bit of adulteration in them.

"Then why didn't you go to find her?" Hearing his answer, I still couldn't hold back the fire that gradually rose in my heart.If it's really like what he said, he missed someone so much, why didn't he run to her immediately?It's not that he doesn't have the conditions, as long as the man in front of me thinks, he has the ability to take her to him, doesn't he?I was about to explode, but what he said next deeply troubled me.

"If I could, how could I endure myself not seeing her all these years." He said slowly, "As long as I'm by her side, Su Ho will suffer a lot. If I can relieve her pain, it will be better if I don't see her again." How about it?" Out of the corner of my eye, I aimed at Chen Luoli's little finger subconsciously tapped on the table, and stretched out my hand to look at myself, even the small movements were the same.

"You... know about my mother's illness?"

He sighed, and said: "Suho is my wife, how can I not know about her illness." He paused, and then said: "The punishment sent by the moon god Sumo, even if you search all four continents No doctor can cure it, and Suho and I know that."

It turned out that he knew about it, he actually knew about his mother's illness.And he said he didn't leave us voluntarily, can I trust him?Because of his mother's strange illness, he couldn't get close to her.

"I was going to hate you forever."

"That's what it should be. If it makes you feel better, then continue to hate."

"No." I squeezed my palms to the point of bleeding, "I can't do that. I should have hated you, but my mother asked me to be considerate of you."

"Suho, you're still so kind." When he said this, his eyes drifted away, as if immersed in a beautiful dream, he said to himself, "But even if you resent me, it's my fault, I Nothing can be done for you."

"No, I don't hate it now.

"Why?" He withdrew his gaze and said seriously.

"Because my mother has been thinking about you, she said you are a good person, I believe my mother will never miss you. So, I will try to believe what you just said."

"Suho taught you very well."

I looked at him in disbelief, "Do you know? In the first ten years when I met you, I was a thief who worked on the beam. I was sentenced to death." I played with the celadon cup in my hand, "But I am lucky, His Majesty the Dragon God probably still took pity on me and let me escape."

"Oh." A bottomless sharpness flashed in his eyes, "Is it the Imperial Merchant Ruan's family?"

I nodded and tilted my neck to look at her.After thinking for a while, he comforted me and said, "You also have your unavoidable difficulties. The source of all this is that I failed to take good care of your mother and daughter. I made you suffer a lot."

"It's hard to say, but before my mother left, she still missed you. If you are free, you can go to her grave to accompany her."

"I will." I believe he didn't lie to me, I can see his sincerity.

"I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father in the first half of my life, and you suffered a lot. His Majesty the Dragon God brought you to my side, and I think it also gave me a chance to do my duty. I know that some things are Irreparable, but from now on I will create a warm home for you. If you want, take this place as a place where you can feel at ease.

"You don't mind my parentage?" I blurted out.

"You are the child of me and Suho, this is your life experience."

"I'm a thief, my name is on the official verdict disc." I was so surprised that I slapped the table and stood up without paying attention to the sound.

"Life is short, but fortunately, we can reorganize and set sail every moment. I believe that the children taught by Soho must be excellent. As long as you are willing, I will support you with all of me."

"..." I stared at him, unaware of two streams of warmth flowing down my face.

So, what I hate the most are adults who speak nicely, making me unable to distinguish between sincerity and falsehood.

Streams will also converge into rivers. I feel that the indifference dam built in my heart over the past ten years has been broken open, and then the natural rush is just a conversation over a cup of tea. Family affection is eating away at my heart little by little.

I lay on the desk and wept bitterly, a big hand stroking my hair.It took me a while to stop my sobs.I wiped away my tears on my sleeve, and said to the person opposite me in a capricious tone: "Okay, but don't restrict my freedom. I come from a poor and humble background, and no one taught me etiquette. I can't be a lady in the eyes of the world. "

The lines of laughter at the corners of Chen Luoli's eyes deepened, he nodded and said, "I will personally pick a suitable day to bring you back."

"I didn't agree to your request because I was optimistic about your Chen family's reputation. To me, prosperity and wealth are just floating clouds." As if people could see through my shyness, I hurriedly said, "Just, it's just because of my mother." My dear has always said that you are a very good person, so I am curious what kind of person you are in her eyes."

"I understand, I will arrange it. Suho is very important to me. I hope you are like her. You don't need to think about other things, just be yourself."

Has anyone told me about it?I just have to be myself.

Suddenly, I felt my nose itchy, and I sneezed. "Ah, it's nothing, it's probably because of the wind and cold. I'm in good health, I'll just go back and have a rest."

He took off his long coat and draped it over my shoulders, "I'll take you home."

"No need, no need, how dare you delay the adults, I'll just call a car when I go out."

"I will send you back."

I couldn't resist him, so I had no choice but to obediently let him send me back to Wangmengxuan.Wrapped in the long clothes that carried his body temperature, I nestled in the corner, and suddenly thought of a question, so I asked him: "How do you know I'm your daughter. Maybe I'm a liar."

Chen Luoli smiled, "You are our daughter, I knew it was you at the first sight."

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I am recuperating recently, so I finally found time to quickly code and try to finish it within two months.