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Seventeen, in the dark

In the silent night, the waves urge the waves to pile up one after another on the dark golden beach, rustling.Xi Xi's graceful and salty wind blew across his cheeks, and the hanging hair was a little painful.The shoulders were arched and used as a small burden for the pillow, turned over, and rubbed into a comfortable posture. The damp place was so thick that it was difficult to sleep well.

Still not used to the southern climate.

But when I miss my hometown, there are endless hills and low mountains one after another. Even if it is a little bit of flat land, there are not many.Up and down hills, bouncing and bouncing on winding paths.On the other side of the mountain is the sea. I remember my mother often stroked my head and said softly, Xianer, your father is on the other side of the sea.

I remember the unusually bright colors in her eyes and flushed cheeks when she spoke, as if she was immersed in a wonderful dream.

I hadn't seen him then.

But I often heard my mother say, Xian'er, your father is a very good person.

I don't understand, since it's very good, why didn't I and my mother come together.

However, one day, I asked her, but my mother smiled and said nothing.

I just held my hand tightly and came to the backyard. The peach blossoms are red in the peach blossom garden, and the fragrance is full of fragrance for ten miles, sweet and enchanting.I looked at her beautiful profile, smiling slightly, thoughtfully.In a moment, I bent down to hug me, and I heard whispers in my ears: "Luo Li Fang Shi is peachy red, and I don't know if I am dyed with Qiong Ze. Xian'er, listen to your mother, if..."

Since then, I often go to the seaside without telling my mother and master in the middle of the night. The same obscure sea breeze sticks wetly to Guolu's skin, which makes me feel uncomfortable.The same starry sky, Cang Liao night.Luckily, from time to time, I could meet the sixth master who went out to sea early in the morning. Uncle Qin Fang and the others didn't feel lonely or afraid.She was a simple and kind girl, with a naive smile, faint freckles on the nose due to the perennial sea breeze, and the warm touch from the palm of her hand.At the end of the new year, he and his uncle and aunt Qin gathered at their home in the town.Because I'm afraid of strangers and I haven't lived in the town for a long time, I always stay with her during Chinese New Year.Thinking of the first time I saw them, I was very scared. Everyone who went fishing had dark skin, and there was red in the black, very much like the ghost Yasha that Aunt Wang next door told about.I am used to seeing fair-skinned uncles and aunts, but when I suddenly saw them, I was really scared.After knowing it for a long time and getting familiar with it, this feeling gradually disappeared. Now that I think about it, I find it very funny. When I went back to worship my mother a few days ago, I was teased by them and my face was red.Thinking of this, he grinned and giggled a few times, and was afraid of disturbing the people around him, so he lowered his voice.But there are also vigilant people who stare at me, I must fight back, stare at him, and stare back.

After a while, the man turned around and fell asleep.I think I'm really bored.

Suddenly, I remembered that in the morning, Chexue talked about getting the youngest son of the Chen family—Master Zhuoran. I didn’t expect, I didn’t expect, it turned out to be a gold star dragon rider. Three years ago.... I estimated, oh yes,!three years ago!Qiuling Villa!I was at that annoying old man Qiu at Qiuling Villa!Dragon God, it happened to be that time, absolutely right.Thinking of those days, I can't help but feel black lines all over my head. I really spent too long in that isolated place.But by accident, he got the peerless treasure that the old man found out from nowhere——the soul-attracting lottery of the ancient sage.It's worth it too, lol.But the underground secret room is really not a place for people to stay. If I hadn't met that person—maybe my little life would have ended up in the old man's hands after I got out.But inexplicably, the old man endured it, and didn't mean to mention that matter at all.After I came out, I also deliberately inquired about the origin of the soul-inducing lottery, but it was rumored that the things in the world were unclear, and there were different opinions. But after I thought about it carefully with Xiao Xia, he was sure that it was the source of the lottery. The one who got the soul sign must not be the right way.As for the few in my hand, apart from saving their lives, they should not move rashly.Although he survived the catastrophe, he still has sympathy and is unwilling to look back. It's too terrible, too terrible.This heart, blocked, really uncomfortable.Alas, I was so excited in the afternoon, if it weren't for Shenlong, I'm afraid I would...

"Pa" stretched out his hand and gave himself a hard slap.

"Hehe, hehe, it's all right, I'm going to beat mosquitoes and beat mosquitoes, hey, there are so many mosquitoes in this place." Thinking of the key point, I even forgot my current situation, I laughed along with me, and slapped haha.

All around fell silent again.

I turned over and lay down again, counting with my fingers.In fact, I am still a lucky person. How do you say that, if you survive a catastrophe, you will have blessings later.I think I am still living a happy life now, free and unrestrained, without a lot of money, but with a small amount of money, I can still "live on my own, and get money at hand", ha ha.Although my mother passed away and the master left, it doesn't matter if I have something to do, but when I suddenly feel free, I feel a little lonely, so I usually go to Xiaoxia's place to eat and drink at this time.Sleep until noon at dusk, drink until the moon sets, and the morning light fills the sky.After all, Xiao Xia is still a good brother, he is righteous enough!Except, it's a bit wordy.Oh not a little bit lol.I snickered and grinned, this brother, it was so nice when he didn't have a wife, it was like Wangchuan, where the wife shut the door and turned off the lights at three o'clock.Tsk tsk, I'm so pitiful.

The excuse I often say is that I don’t want to use my brain, why?After thinking about it, I feel very refreshed, so unless you encounter a major event, if you can let others solve it, let others solve it, and you can't take credit for it.

I tugged on my clothes, it was late at night, and there was silence in all directions, except for a few fires that were still burning slightly, and I was surrounded by people who were unwilling to sleep and gathered in a circle. Other than that, there were few people walk around.After scanning around, my eyes wandered to the dimly lit tent.It seems that Sister Wei hasn't rested yet. Is this the deep love between husband and wife?I couldn't help but tilt my head, the inexplicable indifference in my emotions was fighting with the so-called 'sympathy', if it was someone I didn't know, who would care about the life and death of a person who had nothing to do with it?As the so-called sad people in the wall, the sound of dancing and music in the neighborhood, I think these two unfocused lives, crying and laughing, and there is nothing that can be used as a reason for condemnation.

The law of the jungle is the only law of survival.It looks a bit cold-blooded, but after thinking about it, it really is.If nothing can be changed, even giving that meager amount of pity and sympathy would be a great irony to the person involved.Withdrawing his eyes, he looked at the sky in confusion, the stars were shining, extraordinarily dazzling, and the far-reaching night was vast and far-reaching, just like someone's seductive eyes, endless and boundless.I squinted my eyes, and the figure of the man was vividly outlined in my mind.

Really, it makes people curious.

In the indifferent and humid night, tiredness sprouts.

The author has something to say:

I'm sorry everyone, I'm afraid I can't update it recently. I've been nursing in the hospital recently, and I don't have the mind to update it. I'm sorry for the temporary suspension.

I want to accompany the old man until she leaves.

Even now I can't accept that grandma has advanced bone cancer.

There was obviously no warning before, and the physical examination every six months was also normal.

I just hope that she can leave without being so painful. I have lived with her since I was a child, and it has been more than 20 years.

I really....these 20 years are only in exchange for being with her every day. This is all I can do.

I hope you will forgive me

Lolo

2010. 1, 10

Thank you for your encouragement and support, Lolo will not give up!

There is some time today, let’s update some first, and the remaining half will be updated another day, bow.

2010. 1, 26