Peony Heavy Ripple Carmine

"The madam and the master don't want you to touch those things to protect you, just like we stopped you from going to Tianqing Mountain today. If you insist on going, we will naturally not block your way head-on. Only in the future What will happen to your life, girl, you have to think carefully in your heart, after all, the world is unpredictable. Even if we can plan for you for a while, we haven't seen that we can plan for you for the rest of your life."

I'm a little confused now, I waved my hand, Jin Shu also stopped talking, said to let me be quiet, seeing that I had finished drinking the water in the bowl, I got up and went to get it again, I also found a moment of silence.Seeing that Ritou had turned around, when we were going back, Jin Shu secretly gave me something, and said in a low voice, "I disagree with them in my heart, and it might be a good thing for you if you go with that dragon girl."

Let Chexue protect me...

Ah!

I sighed, and Jinshu looked at me with a smile, probably because I thought that I was disturbed when I thought of the constant cutting and chaos, but what disturbed me was not other things, but the golden shadow Said.

I'll meet a woman, she'll die in battle, and I'll never forget her.

Besides Lu Chexue, who else?I'm absolutely sure of it.

I will not let her die, never.

She still has to marry Mo Weihan, watch Qian Liu prosper, have a bunch of children, and there are many, many things to do.How can she die?

I panicked, and the more I thought about it, the more panicked I became.

Compared with this incident, what am I, a human being or a ghost?I don't care at all.

If I can't see Chexue, that's what I'm most afraid of.

I can't accept a future without her.

She can't die, never can.

It was night, after I finished taking a shower, Jinshu sent me the clothes I asked her to rewash early. I haven't painted my eyebrows for a long time, but today I sat respectfully in front of the vanity mirror and tidied it up for a long time.When I was so careful that I couldn't be disrespectful, I took a small box from the package and brought it to the dressing table.I looked at the shadow reflected in the bronze mirror, and I could faintly find traces of my mother in today's face. My father said, I resemble her very much. At first, I was happy when I heard it, but now I feel more and more melancholy.

Since when did it start, I was afraid, terrified, the people I loved were leaving me one by one.

Family, friends, and... her.

Mother is such a fate, the people she likes leave one by one.Then I was also manipulated by this hateful fate, leaving me as a widow at a young age.

In fact, if this retribution should only be on me, I probably don’t care about it, and it will be fine in the future. After all, I am just a short-sighted person who only expects to be drunk today.

In a trance of deep thought, I suddenly remembered when I was in Zhangzhou a few years ago.Xiaoxia asked me: "You said, if I like her, I want to be with her forever?" I'm not sure at that time whether he wanted to ask for my reply, or to give himself a reason to explain.

Xiaoxia originally had a daughter-in-law who was betrothed, and we all called her Miss Ming.This Ming girl is really good-looking, and her family background is also the same as Xiao Xia's. Not to mention Hui Zhilan's heart, her pair of skillful hands has won the hearts of most of the embroiderers in the prefecture. No matter who mentions her, she will give a thumbs up.And even after Xiaoxia got engaged, she still took care of her on the pole like a moonlight in her heart.

Others don't try to show off too much. Later, even Mr. Xia felt that his son was a little too hardworking.

But a few days before the big wedding day, that stunned young man suddenly changed his sexuality, changed his usual attentive and flattery, got drunk all day long, and even bought a few girls from Zuiyuanlou, and finally forced the Li family to marry him. Dozens of strong men were sent to make a big fuss, and in the end they lost money and smiles, and even the business route with Liaobei was cut off.

Normally, I would have rushed up to ask what happened, but at that time, Xiao Xia made me dare not move forward. I don't know what happened. Seeing the exhaustion on his face and the bloodshot eyes, he felt as if he had hit him. The little bird on the wall fell down violently, and a few feathers that were usually cherished very much were broken.Since then, I have never seen him falling in love with anyone. When he was young, he was dressed in fresh clothes and angry horses. Time wasted and he became a bohemian in the eyes of outsiders.

I never heard him mention the exquisite Ming girl again.

After all, Xiaoxia is older than me by how many years, even if he is a boy, he is already enlightened early.But I am like him today, everyone should have such an experience.

At that time, was his heart as painful as mine is now?

It's like insects gnawing at the marrow of the bone, thinking of her makes my heart ache.

Yes, if it is for her.I am willing to do anything.

In the mirror, I moved my hand from my chin to the corner of my eyes inch by inch. It was not easy to let go. Maybe when I can laugh and talk someday, I will probably really let go.Until then, I wish I had no regrets!

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In a blink of an eye, it was another half a year.Alas!