think about love

I don't know much about the small county where I lived as a child.Naturally, I would not refuse Lu Chen's invitation to be a tour guide, and neither would Kitty.

Looking at the boy who is careful with the kitten, he must be followed by a beautiful wife watching him play with their children. He may have been like this all his life, and he should have been like this.It's not that if you hold hands with yourself, you will be hostile by the world. This is our difference.All I can do is try my best not to bother.

Sometimes I wonder myself, how can I fall in love with someone in just two or three days? Is it love at first sight?But is this very small probability happening to me?Probably not, for the first time I wondered if it was because I was too lacking in love that I began to approach Lu Chen?Is it because I am too greedy for this world.In fact, the world does not treat anyone badly, but we are too greedy.

Soon Lu Zen's false guidance brought us to the edge of the city.There are mountains, rivers, and roads nearby, but there are no shops. He took us around the park to the gate of a community, which happened to be my mother's house.Looking at the setting sun, I had no choice but to send the kitten home first. Lu Chen and I sent the kitten to the door of our house. I wanted to turn around and leave, but because I didn't want Lu Chan to see the complexity of my house. life.

But my brain won't let me do that, how can I run away.The kitten knocked on the door, "Mom, the kitten is back, Uncle Gu, the kitten is back." The kitten knocked on the door happily, and it was Uncle Gu who opened the door.The prayer in my heart is gone, I pray that Uncle Gu is not here today, I hope it is okay if they are not at home.I don't know how to explain to Lu Chan.

Lu Chen fully demonstrated his self-cultivation. He said hello to Uncle Gu, "Hello, Uncle." It is a good thing that Uncle Gu will cook again and his mother is not here.Our task of sending the kitten home was completed. "Uncle Gu, let's go first." I pulled Lu Chen up and left without looking back. "Miao Huang, let's have a meal at home, your mother will be back soon." I heard Uncle Gu's words, but I didn't stop, but hurriedly said goodbye to Kitty, "Little Cat, brother is leaving first."

I don't know where my calm style of dealing with things has gone?I'm not trying to hide, never have been.I just don't want Lu Chan to find out that my family is so, so, so unbearable! ?When did I actually start to feel that the environment I live in is a bit unsatisfactory.

Take him downstairs, just in time to meet the mother who came back.My mother looked at me with strange eyes, "Why are you here?" I let go of Lu Chen's hand, and found that I was covered in cold sweat, "Mom, I will bring the kitten back." My mother looked at Lu Chan beside me.I couldn't see Lu Chan's expression, but I heard his voice "Hello, Auntie, I'm Miao Huang's roommate." I could think of the smile on his face, which must be very warm.Looking at the mother's cold expression "en".There is no more, of course, my mother will not let us go up and play, "Mom, it's okay, let's go first." Seeing my mother nodding, I turned around and left, Lu Chen thought he would follow.

I started to walk very quickly, and when I got out of the neighborhood, I realized that Lu Chan hadn't followed me, and when I looked back, I realized that Lu Chan had been following me the whole time "..." He grinned and gave me a big smile.I can only return him a wry smile, "You don't ask me what?" I'm upset that he doesn't care about me, he's not curious.Don't I even have the psychology to make you curious now?

Lu Chan was a little embarrassed by me, and played with his hair, "It turns out that your stepmother is not good to you."

my stepmother?Did Lu Zen think his mother was a stepmother? "Also?" I focused on another thing.Lu Chan was a little aggrieved, "My stepmother is very annoying, she won't let me be with the girl I like, do you think she has too many things?" This sentence revealed that he had someone he liked.

It should have been like this "yes", I was absent-minded and perfunctory to him, and he told me how special the girl he liked was.If it is true that Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder, I feel that his lover is a materialistic woman.Maybe I'm too stingy, or I really don't understand women.He recalled his lover vividly. He said that his stepmother objected because the woman was her friend, and she came here for Lu Chan's father's money.

Their women are really amazing, and Lu Chan is even more amazing. He said he likes that woman's beauty, gentleness, and understanding.I calmly heard him say that when he was busy, the woman would take the initiative to ask for his card to buy things, and even bought him a belt.Went to buy him some breakfast.When he is unhappy, the woman will take him on a trip, of course with the money his father gave him.I really don't understand the standards of their urbanites.

But since he likes it, naturally he can’t say that the person he likes is not good. He keeps complimenting me and I can only keep echoing "yes", "en" and "not bad". In fact, I have already complained about a book in my heart.

In this way, our meal time was spent when he praised his lover, but I suppressed my nausea many times, until he showed me the picture of that woman, I was fine, after all, I was so jealous that I wanted to tear that female.The woman in the picture is dressed like a young woman who still has a charm, lying on Lu Chen with a face full of spring, the point is that her breasts are tightly attached to Lu Chen, half of her white and fat breasts are exposed up.I'm so pissed off, Lu Chan actually likes this style, I thought she was at least a little fairy, now I just look at a long-breasted toad.

I wanted to throw the bowl and leave but I thought we were just classmates and I just liked him.What qualifications do I have to point fingers at his affairs, "very beautiful" I can only praise against my will.Lu Chan smiled happier, as if his pet was said to be ugly by others, and suddenly someone said it was beautiful and smirked, "I'm done eating." Can remind him to eat.Lu Chen looked down at the food on the table, "Why did you eat less today?" I pursed my lips, "No, you think too much." Lu Chen stopped talking about his lover, "Miao Huang, do you like it?" Someone?" My hand stopped pulling the clothes and immediately started to say "yes." Lu Chen suddenly expressed curiosity, "Who? Miao Huang must not be interested in ordinary people." I am very satisfied with his "we" I won't tell you, I don't intend to let anyone know that I like him, including him." Lu Zhen put down the bowl and began to gossip, "Is it from our class?" I nodded.He suddenly laughed, "I didn't see it, you boy, you actually like her." I knew he wasn't talking to me about the same person, but I still wanted to tell Lu Zen that I liked him, "Yeah, that's him, I really like her."

Lu Chan looked at my serious expression and was a little confused, "How about brother help you talk about it?" Put away my thoughts, "No, we are not suitable." Lu Chan was very surprised at my statement, "I don't think it's suitable there. Both of you are suitable."

I can only smile wryly, you also think that we are both suitable, the problem is that our gender is not suitable, if it is possible, I would like to appear in front of you as an opposite sex, openly say that I love you, and blatantly pursue you.

I raised my eyebrows, "It's really inappropriate, don't talk nonsense." I told him that I like him so far, no matter what, I can lie to myself in the future.He said we fit.

After eating, we went directly to the classroom and met Song Si who was shopping in the supermarket at the school gate.

Song Si looked sick, he didn't see me, so I could only take the initiative to say hello, "Song Si." When Song Si heard my voice, he froze for a moment and then walked away?I looked at Lu Chan next to me, "?" Lu Chan shrugged, expressing that he didn't know either.Immediately, he jumped over and slapped Song Si on the head, "I'm calling you, what are you thinking?" Seeing Lu Chan, Song Si immediately came back to see me, and held my hand, "Lu Chan? I miss you." hold me.

Lu Chen pulled Song Si away, "Don't touch my Huanghuang." I said I didn't understand, and I didn't feel the deer bumping in my heart.Lu Chen poked Song Si's wound knowingly and asked, "Why did you suddenly change classes?" This fool is too bad, knowing that Song Si's bickering with Song's mother in the morning must be something he doesn't want to do, and he is also forced to do so.

Song Si's eyes were red when he heard Lu Chan mentioning this matter, "You... don't touch him, I warn you." Lu Chan patted Song Si's chest, "Big brother, I will eat him slowly, it just so happens that I recently It’s rather lonely.” I stayed here with a dazed look on my face and watched their performance with everyone.

Seeing the situation in their place like the Great War, I want to go back to the dormitory to sleep, but I want to go to sleep while they are in dire straits, it seems that I don’t have enough friends.

Poor Song Si, being bullied by Lu Chan every day, he is always nice to me, so I'd better help him, "Lu Chan, don't bully Song Si, after all, you are a classmate." Lu Chan will stop bullying Song Si, "Okay, Listen to our Miao Xiaohuang." I suddenly realized that this fool was a little naive, and I felt that Song Si next to me was a little bit out of order. "Song Si, are you okay?" Song Si smiled in a difficult way, "It's okay, we are not a person now. Can I still come to you?" Song Si asked me cautiously and softly, and suddenly felt that I was too indifferent to him. "Of course, you know that if you have something in my dormitory, you can come to the dormitory to find me."

Lu Zen has been humming since Song Si asked me if he could come to see me.No time to care so much, dizzy.I told Song Si that I was going back to the dormitory first, and then I left quickly, neither waiting for them nor waiting for them.When I was almost at the door of the dormitory, my consciousness faltered, and I felt in a daze that I couldn't stand it after I took out the key. My eyes went dark, and I fell against the door.I seem to have heard Lu Chen call me "Miao Huang! Miao Huang! Miao Xiao Huang!" But my eyelids were too heavy to open, so I fell into a deep sleep.When I woke up, I saw the white ceiling and smelled a very pungent smell of potion.The hands are heavy, and when I saw Lu Chan sleeping on the bed, maybe he didn't expect to crush me.Looking at the shadows in the corners of his eyes, I suddenly felt that it would be fine if this person was mine, and I secretly kissed him on the face while he was sleeping a little bit. I didn't feel the door being gently opened push away.When I looked up and saw Song Si, it scared me, but I kissed and was seen. What can I quibble, looking at Song Si's complicated eyes, I raised my head indifferently, "Did you see it?" The sound woke me up.Song Si clenched his fists, "Yeah." After finishing speaking, he put his hands on the table, "Early, just something light. You take care of yourself, I'm going to military training." After finishing speaking, he left, and said something inexplicable when he opened the door "Can you wait for me slowly?" After speaking, I waited for a few seconds and opened the door without hearing me.

Lu Chen looked at me nervously, "Are you feeling okay? You scared me to death." I realized how stupid what I just did. It's a good thing that Lu Chen didn't know. If he knew, I might be punished. He hastily kicked out of the friend zone.I'm glad that Song Si didn't say anything, and I'm even more glad that Lu Chen doesn't know anything now.

Lu Zen looked at me and shook his head, "Song Si, you said you heard it, what did you see?" Lu Zen took it earlier and I reached for it and found my hand hurt?I raised my hand and found all kinds of bags in my hand "?" Lu Chan touched my hand, "Why is it still so cold?" I shook my head.He continued to be aggrieved, "I don't know what's wrong with these nurses. They all said that your blood vessels are thin. They poked them several times but they couldn't find them. Then they found them and they still leaked." I didn't see the heartache in his eyes, Otherwise, I think my heart that has finally calmed down will start to swell.

The author has something to say: Ladies and gentlemen, I have been a little busy recently, so it will cause a little slowness, but believe me, no matter how slow it is, when it is special, it will be updated every two days, and generally it will be updated once a day.Please forgive me, everyone? (????)