[SD] Anyway, you're not bad

If most of what a person says in a state of confusion is true, then this must be worth celebrating.

—— Rukawa Feng's blog

After tossing and turning all night, Rukawa Feng got up almost as soon as the sunlight came in, walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows and opened the curtains. Compared with the gradually brightening sky outside, the doubts in his heart seemed clearer.After scratching his head a few times, he walked to the bathroom. He liked to go to the bathroom whenever he was in a state of uncertainty.Water, especially cool water, can help calm him.

The sky gradually became bright, and the last drop of water on the tip of the hair was slowly drying out. After staring at the small clock on the table for a while, Rukawa Feng left the seat and stood up.

Turning open the door of his bedroom, for a moment, Rukawa Feng felt as if he had stepped into someone else's territory, a little strange, and a little... timid.Unlike the bright sky outside, the thick curtains in the bedroom blocked all the light, and Xia Chuan's shallow breathing made the room even more quiet.

Approaching slowly step by step cautiously, Ruchuan stood in front of the bed and looked down at Xia Chuan's well-behaved sleeping face.In fact, maybe it was only when he saw Xia Chuan's slightly heaving chest due to his breathing that Rukawa dared to truly confirm that everything that happened last night was true, and that she really promised to marry him.

Time seemed to freeze like this.Rukawa just stared at her obsessively until...Xia Chuan opened his eyes.

"you…".

Because he was not fully awake yet, Xia Chuan's voice was a little waxy, his eyes were not fully opened, his long eyelashes were trembling non-stop, and he looked at Rukawa in a daze.

Hearing Xia Chuan's humming, Rukawa came back to his senses.His Adam's apple rolled, but he didn't speak.

"En." Xia Chuan snorted again, and accompanied by her, she also raised her right hand, and slowly and unsteadily extended it towards Rukawa.

Rukawa froze for a moment, looked at her outstretched hand, and then at her. "What?"

"Hmm..." Xia Chuan didn't speak, and only let out a feminine hum from his throat, which seemed a bit mischievous.

Rukawa froze for a moment, then slowly stretched out his hand, and tentatively held hers.

"so?"

"Yeah." Narrowing his eyes and smiling, Xia Chuan looked very satisfied.Moved inside, she gave up an open space and patted it with her hands, "Come here."

"what…?"

"Accompany me."

"I..."

"Accompany me."

"you..."

"Accompany me."

"... "

Rukawa conceded defeat, he obediently followed Xia Chuan's lead and lay down, then faced her.

Lying next to the woman you love is undeniably weird, especially when she's actively engaged.Time was still for a moment, Rukawa almost forgot to breathe, he tried to make himself look calm, quietly calming down.However, whether it was intentional or not, Xia Chuan suddenly slipped into his arms almost as soon as he lay down, buried his face deeply in his chest, and curled his knees against his stomach.

"Xia Chuan..."

"En." Lazily hummed, Xia Chuan couldn't hear the slightest discomfort or embarrassment in his tone, "Well, you took a bath again."

Is she smelling herself... Rukawa's face was a little red, and his heartbeat seemed unstoppable. Looking at Xia Chuan buried in his chest, his heartbeat became faster and faster.No, if you dance like this again, she will definitely find out.Rukawa held his breath, trying to suppress his surging pulse, not wanting to be discovered by Xia Chuan.

"Well, isn't your arm sore? Wouldn't it be very comfortable to put it on my body?"

As if deliberately not wanting to give someone a chance to calm down, Xia Chuan suddenly raised his head and looked up at Rukawa's angular and handsome face.

"...", met Xia Chuan's innocent eyes, and the short distance made Ru Chuan's usual cold face soon add a few touches of pink.

At this moment when he was on the verge of being at a loss, Rukawa's mind suddenly popped up the conversation between Xia Chuan and his mother during the dinner between the two families yesterday.

At that time, my mother asked her if she had ever had a boyfriend, and her answer seemed to be... "They all broke up?", haha.

"Are you and your boyfriend sleeping with their arms around each other?" Thinking of this, Rukawa's words inexplicably gained a lot of confidence.

"Huh?" Xia Chuan was taken aback, blinking his eyes a few times, "Boyfriend?"

"Well. The ones you 'broke up'."

"Where did I have a boyfriend... I can't remember." Xia Chuan puffed up his face, and leaned forward again.

Is she still awake?Rukawa looked at her dull face, judging the authenticity of her words. "who I am?"

"Rukawa."

"Who is Rukawa to you?"

"Well...the one who can't be forgotten."

Never forget?Rukawa's body trembled, and there seemed to be a gleam of joy slipping through the depths of his heart.Could it be... Does she still remember that sentence?

"Has a man ever kissed you?"

"Hmm..." Xia Chuan snorted to express his denial, then closed his eyes, "Well, I'm sleeping, I'm still a little dizzy, sleep well, I don't want to talk anymore."

However, before Rukawa answered, Xia Chuan seemed to have fallen asleep.

Looking at Xia Chuan's tired eyes after closing them, Rukawa's mouth curled into a smile.

Putting his arm around Xia Chuan, Rukawa leaned her against him again, "You'd better not lie to me, Xia Chuanzhu."

A kiss landed on Xia Chuan's forehead, and just like that, Rukawa also fell asleep.I didn't sleep much last night, and now, it's time to catch up on sleep.

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