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Lu Chen threw the last box of luggage into the van, opened the door and sat in the co-pilot, and said to the driver while fastening his seat belt, "Go to the same place as before."

The driver turned around and walked out of the apartment gate, and greeted, "You shared the apartment with that guy?"

"En." Lu Chen handed the driver a cigarette after speaking, and was about to put one in his own mouth, but seemed to remember something, and then gave the driver the whole pack of cigarettes in his hand.

The driver gave him a blank look, and before he could speak, Lu Chen explained, "I won't smoke anymore, and my wife won't let me." As he spoke, a gentle smile could not help but appear in his eyes.

driver:"……"

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But those who drive are all experienced in the world, so they didn't ask much.

Just as Lu Chen's car stopped, the door on the first floor was already opened. Shen Yi held the doorknob against the door and watched Lu Chen get off the car with a smile.

He turned quickly and took the key, in case the door was accidentally closed and they could still get in.Then step down the steps and move things with Lu Chen.

After returning from Tibet, the first thing Lu Chen did was to move.One is that he wants to have an independent space with Shen Yi, and the other is that he really can't stand the way his roommate stays up all night.

Lu Chen burst into tears countless times, looked up to the sky and sighed—hey, fat brother, I miss you so much! ...

Because the driver took a pack of cigarettes from Lu Chen, and it was still on the first floor, he also helped them move their luggage into the house.

While Lu Chen waved goodbye to the driver thankfully, he couldn't wait to slam the door in, pressing Shen Yi with his chest, and quickly and dishonestly touched his clothes.

Lu Chen stared at two bright eyes while being "dishonest" and said, "Finally no one will bother us in the future, you should be careful when talking to me in the future."

Shen Yi smiled and kissed his lips.

The passion/desire that has been suppressed for two years is indeed a bit strong, but...

Shen Yi suddenly let go of Lu Chen, and put his hands on his shoulders, "The bed hasn't been made yet."

Lu Chen: "Can't the sofa work?"

Shen Yi said helplessly, "The sofa is made of wood."

Hearing this, Lu Chen looked back at the sofa... very, very reluctantly took out two hands, and buried his face into his neck in aggrieved manner.

Shen Yi rubbed the back of his head, and coaxed him softly, "Make the bed first and then take a hot bath, okay?"

What else can I do?Lu Chenxin said, "Okay."

Shen Yi: "Then let me go first, I'll make the bed."

Lu Chen arched his head depressedly, "Together."

Then they spent more than two hours putting everything in order, and then spent another half an hour tidying up their new home.

After cleaning up, Lu Chen turned on all the lights in the room, adjusted the water temperature, then closed all the curtains, turned his head and looked at Shen Yi with a wicked smile.

Lu Chen watched and rushed over suddenly, intending to carry him into the bathroom.Shen Yi was taken aback. What he was worried about was not the feeling of weightlessness when he was hugged, but what he was worried about was Lu Chen's old arms and legs...

After all, he is no longer so young, and if he is a little injured, it is easy to cause the root cause of the disease.

In order not to hurt Lu Chen's self-esteem, Shen Yi adopted the most tactful method.

He hugged Lu Chen's neck and kissed his lips as he rushed over.Then Lu Chen froze in an instant, and Shen Yi pushed him into the bathroom while kissing affectionately...

Sure enough, IQ is much easier to use than violence.

The two of them moved from the bathroom to the bedroom, and Lu Chen kissed him over and over again as if nostalgic.From time to time, he slammed heavily as if punishing, biting Shen Yi's body with dog teeth marks.

While rubbing Lu Chen's half-dried hair, Shen Yi cooperated with his movements.I don't know when I fell asleep.

The curtains are thick, and there is no distinction between morning and evening in the room.When he woke up, Lu Chen was looking at him with his arms propped up beside him.

Shen Yi licked his chapped lips, and murmured, "What time is it?"

Following the movement of holding the phone, Lu Chen put his arms around Shen Yi's neck, glanced at the phone, and said, "It's already six o'clock. Are you hungry?"

Shen Yi felt very uncomfortable, and only uttered a few words from his throat, "Well, a little bit."

Lu Chen looked down at him, "Shall I cook some porridge for you?" After he finished speaking, he realized that there was no rice at home.Since Shen Yi left, he hasn't been in the kitchen very much, and only lives on takeaways and the school cafeteria.

"Let me order you a takeaway, and I'll go out and buy something to eat tomorrow." Lu Chen changed his words.

Shen Yi frowned, "It hurts so much, did you bite me? You need to be vaccinated against rabies."

Lu Chen didn't accept his ridicule. He looked deeply at Shen Yi in his arms, and really wanted to complain or reprimand him. In short, he wanted to say something to express his grievances, and to scare him by the way, so as to save money. run around.

But when he saw Shen Yi's frown, he couldn't say that.

Finally, Lu Chen said helplessly, "If you leave... at least leave me a contact information. You run away from home every now and then, you...you can eat all kinds of tricks!..."

Shen Yi opened his misty eyelids, only a slit was exposed, and said casually, "You don't want me anymore, why should I keep it?"

"When will I never let you go? I was so angry with you that day, I was really too angry. But you left as soon as you said, and you walked so clean..." Lu Chen felt more and more wronged as he spoke. "Just because I killed you once, you threw me away? Obviously you don't want me, okay?"

Shen Yi closed his eyes and took a long breath.Of course he left not because Lu Chen beat him once, but because... Lu Chen said that being with him was really tiring.He admits that his personality is indeed a bit too sensitive, not only tired of himself, but also tired of others.He himself hated it very much, and never expected others to bear it.

But knowing it in my heart and hearing it with my own ears are still very different.

Shen Yi didn't reply for a long time, and he didn't know what to say.All the clues are caused by himself, Lu Chen actually did nothing wrong, he is also an ordinary person after all.

"You're right," Shen Yi said with his eyes closed.

"...Are you serious or angry?" Lu Chen hugged him, staring at his face and asked.

"real."

Shen Yi frowned slightly.He was a little flustered.The so-called country is easy to change and nature is hard to change. To put it bluntly, dogs can't change and eat shit. His personality is hopeless.After two years of wandering abroad, I have experienced so much and have not changed, so I don’t expect anything from now on.

"I just... I can't understand some things, and I want to go out to relax." Shen Yi said.

Lu Chen kissed his eyelids, hoping that he could open his eyes and look into his eyes, but Shen Yi didn't open them.

Lu Chen said softly, "Is there anything you don't want to understand?"

Shen Yi was silent for a long time, he didn't know what the result would be if he said this sentence, but he wanted to know the answer to this question.

Shen Yi: "Why do you feel that being with me is very tiring, and you still want to be with me? You can definitely find a better one."

Lu Chen understood in his heart that in the past two years, he had thought countless times about the reason why Shen Yi left without saying goodbye.As early as the things that happened in that month are all treasured.It was because of what Shen Yi had said that he had the idea of ​​leaving.In addition, I haven't contacted him for more than a month, which deepened his decision little by little.

Lu Chen hugged him, and arched his hair on the sideburns with his head, "Which one of the children in the family is not a burden? Living is tiring, can't we just throw them away because of being tired? What's the point of that person's life?"

Shen Yi closed his eyes and did not speak, as if he was thinking about the meaning of this sentence.

Lu Chen continued to explain, "Aren't you tired when you're with me? I'll just forget about it when I put my claws down. Don't you also work hard to think about these things for me every day?"

Shen Yi still didn't speak, seemed to understand a little bit, but felt like he didn't understand.

Shen Yi thought for a while before opening his mouth, "I don't feel tired."

Lu Chen smiled slightly, "I am willing to try to figure out your thoughts. Didn't I say that as long as you are by my side, I can do anything. What's more, this little thought."

Shen Yi reluctantly accepted this answer, but he sincerely added an extra sentence, "I don't promise that I won't run away from home in the future."

Lu Chen: "..."

Shen Yi opened his eyes and looked at him, "What I said is true, my mood is easily unstable, sometimes I don't know what to do. But don't worry, I will not endanger human life, the most basic There is still a concept of the rule of law. I don’t have the guts.”

Lu Chen: "..."

As soon as he grasped Shen Yi's weakness, Shen Yi stared at him with wide eyes in horror.Lu Chen gagged his mouth fiercely, trying to make him swallow all these offensive words.

Shen Yi closed his eyes and did not resist. In fact, a thought crossed his mind for a moment—maybe I don't value him so much, and if I focus on other things, I won't be so worried about gains and losses, and won't be so sensitive.It's better for both of them.

Too much love is actually a burden.

As soon as this idea floated out, his whole body seemed to be opened, and he felt like he was enlightened.

Lu Chen frantically and powerlessly kissed him almost bitingly.Shen Yi patted his head feebly, he was really uncomfortable.

"I was wrong, brother, I was talking nonsense."

Lu Chen raised his head and looked at him, meaning to ask him to say this sentence again.

Shen Yi's face was pale, his lips were bloodless, and his brows were frowning.

Most of the anger in Lu Chen's heart sank, he couldn't help but carefully kissed his brow and rubbed his cheek.

Shen Yi seemed to be slowing down for a long time before opening his eyes, "Take me to Yinghe River tomorrow to pay homage to my mother-in-law and Brother Lifeng."

Lu Chen froze, he had known Shen Yi for so many years, this was the first time he proposed to go back and pay homage to the two elders who raised him in the past.

"Okay," Lu Chen said, "You wait here and don't move around. I'll go downstairs and buy you something to eat."

"I'm not hungry, don't go." Shen Yi swallowed, "Order takeaway, don't go."

Lu Chen looked at his hand that was struggling to hold his forearm, nodded, took the phone and started ordering food.

The next day, they took the earliest flight back to Yinghe.Then I took a taxi to Huatian Village.

Nearly ten years have passed, and Huatian Village has changed a lot.The traditional old stone houses have been unified and built into a community, with white walls and black borders, and the previous houses have long been stripped away.But no matter how hard people toss, the unknown mountain is still there.Including the unnamed tombstones on the mountain.

Relying on her powerful memory, Shen Yi quickly found the tombs of her mother-in-law and Shen Lifeng.

He put down the fruit in the basket, knelt down in front of the grave and kowtowed three times.One is to thank you for the kindness of nurturing, the other is to forgive yourself for years of indifference, and the third is the dead.

Lu Chen stood beside him, quietly watching Shen Yi finish all this.Then he knelt down and kowtowed.

Kowtow is a great gift, and a man kneels down to kneel down to his parents, not to others.Shen Yi subconsciously stretched out his arms to stop him.

But did not stop.

After Lu Chen finished his salute, he looked at the grave covered with weeds and said, "Thank you for raising him, I will take care of him from now on..."

Lu Chen talked emotionally about the little things they had gone through in the past few years, as if chatting with a big living person.

Shen Yi couldn't help but burst into tears when he heard it, he had thousands of words in his heart, no matter how he said it, he didn't feel right, and he didn't know where to say it.There seemed to be a callused pustule on his heart that was suddenly punctured. Although it was painful at this time, he knew that it would heal soon.

Facing all the past so suddenly, Shen Yi found that his life was dragged by force to get to the present.But he himself never fought for it, never cared about it.Even, countless attempts to give up.In fact, he did.

For himself, he didn't know if it was a good thing.However, I am still grateful to these people for allowing him to live until now, because he met the person he most wanted to spend his whole life with.

Although the pain is equally shocking, the taste of happiness is really intoxicating.

Shen Yi turned his head and looked at Lu Chen with tears streaming down his face, and looked at him very seriously, "Brother, thank you very much. It made me realize the happiness of being alive."

Even if he died like this, he would have no regrets.In the future, I will live a good life for you, and even more for myself.

Lu Chen also looked back at him seriously, "I am also for myself."

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, which seemed to be a bit of a grudge.

Lu Chen grabbed him, "Where else do you want to go?"

Shen Yi looked up at this unnamed mountain, and the graves left by generations on it, like pimples on a human face.The analogy was kind of funny, so he couldn't help laughing.

"Well... you can go anywhere." Shen Yi said.

Hold your hands calmly,

The mountain alliance never gave up happened in vain.

Laughing in the eyes of the day and night,

Jing Ye talked about Jian Yueming.

Running around with food and clothing, loving each other,

The trickling years brew the truth.

The wind and rain road is as precious as the distance,

Live up to the world and live up to Qing.

--"life companion"