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After coming to Penang University, Lu Chen's workload increased significantly.Although I leave work at the same time, I usually work overtime when I get home.

There are still 5 minutes before the end of get out of class, while Lu Chen is quickly sorting out the work to be done when he goes back, he prays in his heart not to have a sudden meeting.Shen Yi usually waits for him to get off work, this place is so cold, he doesn't want to make him wait any longer.

Lu Chen just sorted out the folders and marked the tasks to be done one by one like writing down homework.He had never been so serious when he was in school.As soon as I finished this, the bell rang for the end of get out of class. Without saying a word, I ran away with my briefcase in my arms.

Lu Chen ran to the door of the building and stayed there for 2 minutes before crowds poured out of the corridor.Lu Chen didn't feel overjoyed, but rather flustered.Because Shen Yi didn't have class at all in the last class today, if he couldn't come because of something, he would say hello to himself in advance.Lu Chen took out his mobile phone, but did not see Shen Yi's "leave note".Just made a phone call.

I did not answer.

Lu Chen panicked even more.Busy and called again.

Still didn't answer.

Just when he was about to call for the third time, Shen Yi's call came.

"Hello? Why don't you answer the phone?"

"Oh... sorry, I forgot to check the time. Find a study room and sit for a while, I'll go there right away."

Lu Chen didn't ask, and agreed first, "Well...then I'll go directly to the library and wait for you."

"okay."

Lu Chen hung up the phone, and slipped into the library with his heavy briefcase in his arms.The big library in Penang is always overcrowded.Lu Chen walked along the aisle to find an empty seat.It wasn't until we reached the third floor that we saw a student closing his computer and preparing to leave.

Lu Chen put the briefcase on the table and waited for him to pack up and leave before sitting down.

Take out the notebook, prepare the courseware for tomorrow's class, and approve the homework.Really, they are all in college and still have homework.When he was in college, he never did any homework.

Shen Yi didn't arrive right away, Lu Chen finished half of the courseware, and Shen Yi's phone call came.

Lu Chen covered his mouth and lowered his head, "Where are you?"

"At the door of the library, do you want me to go in?"

"No, I'll go right away. Go home and eat first."

"it is good."

Lu Chen stuffed the things on the table into the briefcase.He moved the chair as gently as possible - in such a learning environment, he wanted to appear civilized - and trotted out of the library.

Seeing the familiar shadow standing in front of the door, Lu Chen was inexplicably happy at first, but when he saw the shadow was lonely and depressed, he couldn't be happy anymore.

"What's the matter?" Lu Chen walked in front of him, subconsciously trying to put on a hat for him. It's still quite cold in Penang at night. After all, it's windy here every day, and it's easy to give him a migraine.

Shen Yi blocked his hand at this moment, and Lu Chen's hand froze in mid-air.His breathing was still, he was afraid that Shen Yi would say something to part ways with him.With Shen Yi's recent emotional instability, it's not impossible.

But Shen Yi didn't, he just held it lightly, and then let go.Lu Chen froze in mid-air for a while before continuing to put on his hat.

Lu Chen didn't say anything along the way, but just kept looking at him.Shen Yi loosened his hair and wore a hat again, so he couldn't see his expression clearly.

When passing by the entrance of the supermarket, Lu Chen started talking, "What do you want to eat tonight? Let's go in and have a stroll."

Shen Yi hesitated for a while and nodded, obviously he didn't want to talk more.

Lu Chen pretended to take his hand naturally, but he didn't resist.

Lu Chen didn't say anything, and took Shen Yi to the supermarket to buy vegetables.There are more students than residents here, and there is no need to queue up to order a dish.It's just a little troublesome when you settle accounts.

He met several students in the supermarket and said hello to him, and he also smiled and exchanged greetings.The people in Penang University are all at the level of academic masters, few people will pay special attention to the hand he and Shen Yi are holding, even if they see it, no one is interested in gossip.

It wasn't until Lu Chen brought all the dishes to the table when he got home that Shen Yi seemed hesitant to speak.Lu Chen knew the fire was coming.

He took out a can of beer, opened it and pushed it in front of Shen Yi, and opened another can for himself.Lu Chen subconsciously looked at the light on in the master bedroom, the fat man was already full and nestled in the bedroom.Fatty's life matches his body shape very well, except for sleeping.Lu Chen sometimes thinks that there are only Shen Yi and him in this room, and it's easy...not to be able to stop the car.

Lu Chen took a bite of the food, "Where did you go today, it's like losing your soul when you come back?"

Shen Yi didn't speak.

Seeing that he didn't answer, Lu Chen continued, "Let's eat first, aren't you hungry after a long day?"

Shen Yi: "I've eaten."

Lu Chenxin said that he finally spoke, "Yeah", lowered his head and continued to eat calmly.

Shen Yi: "I ate it with my biological father."

Lu Chen paused as he refilled his mouth. The word "biological father" can almost be interpreted as a person who is related by blood and has no parental affection.

Lu Chen put the dish in his mouth, without looking at Shen Yi the whole time, he was afraid that Shen Yi would be speechless when he saw his eyes.Now he should be an honest and emotionless listener, not suitable for expressing any thoughts, and his eyes are not good.

Lu Chen calmly asked as if he had heard what to eat tonight, "Well, biological father?"

Shen Yi looked at him and was silent for a long time, Lu Chen was almost full before he said: "Director of Education Bureau of Yinghe City."

As soon as these words were released, he could no longer remain calm.He suddenly raised his head to look at Shen Yi, with the chopsticks in his mouth that he hadn't taken out in time.

Shen Yi smiled wryly, "Now I've been promoted to the director of the provincial education bureau."

Lu Chen understood everything.He put down his chopsticks and looked at Shen Yi——

"You left me three years ago because of him?"

This is not a question, this is a statement.

Shen Yi closed his eyes for a while and nodded.

"Did he tell you that if we don't separate, he will tease me?"

Shen Yi paused for a while, lowered his eyes and continued to nod.

Lu Chen couldn't hold back for a long time, and thumped the table, "Fuck!"

The plate was ping-pong.

"Damn it, why do you care so much about the child who threw it away?!"

The upbringing that Mr. Lu had worked so hard to cultivate in an institution of higher learning like the University of Penang is now all reduced to ashes.

"He's sick!"

Shen Yi suddenly nodded at this moment, Lu Chen was taken aback.

If only his mother was terminally ill.Lu Chen thought to himself.

"He can't bear any more children." Shen Yi smiled wryly, looking helpless and absurd, "There are only two daughters under his knees, in order to... pass on the heir."

Lu Chen couldn't help swearing again.

"...You can do it if you want, and you don't have to eat this bowl of rice. I just do it for money, and I don't have to stay in school."

Lu Chen could feel that Shen Yi's gaze looking at him at this moment was a little complicated, so complicated that he couldn't understand it.

Just as Lu Chen wanted to ask him what's wrong, Shen Yi suddenly said, "Officials protect each other, it's very troublesome to go anywhere."

Lu Chen didn't think about going abroad or anything like that. He was a very stable person in his bones, and his goal in life was to have a wife and children.If it wasn't for looking for Shen Yi, he would not have planned to leave Yinghe and change his life in the city.

Lu Chen looked at him, "Hey, what's the big deal, let's go abroad. Lu Tong... Oh, my mother is also studying abroad every day, taking classes and so on. Maybe I will reunite with her when I go out."

Lu Chen knew that there was a lot of comfort in these words, but in this situation, what else could he say?Can Shen Yi still leave disappointed?If one day he had to make a decision, Lu Chen felt that between a stable life and Shen Yi, he would still choose the latter.

But Shen Yi is not stupid, he can tell.Not only is he not stupid, but he is also very sharp.He knew Lu Chen well and knew that he would be embarrassed, so he made the decision for him three years ago.

It's just that the pain of breaking up is heavier than he imagined.It was so heavy that I almost couldn't stand it——

In the first year, he forced himself to leave that place and find a remote corner to hide and heal his injuries.During that time, he almost thought that his depression had relapsed, and his whole body was immersed in thick darkness.The inner world collapsed, and the soul was torn into pieces, and one could feel the pain of being torn apart as soon as one closed his eyes.He didn't see a doctor, so he's still not sure if he was sick or not.

I have had a bad cold for a whole year, with fever, rhinitis, and endless coughing in circles. I fainted on the ground and was woken up by the rain.Crawl to the hospital to get water.

He knew he couldn't die, otherwise Li Mingwei, his biological father, would go to Lu Chen to ask for someone.The reason why he has had intermittent contact with Li Mingwei these years is because of this.

A year passed, Shen Yi shed a layer of skin, and changed into a different person.Become indifferent, calm, stable, at least it seems that he is not afraid of anything.

As long as you look calm enough to intimidate the enemy.

He began to write manuscripts anonymously to make money and save money.Waiting for the ability to leave his grasp, he can hold up a sky.At that time...he can go back.If Lu Chen was still there at that time, and if he still needed him, he could proudly tell him: With me here, you don't have to be afraid of him.Even if you are not in school or a teacher, I can support you for the rest of your life.

The people in the drama club hoped that he would go the way of the entertainment circle, but he hadn't thought about it.He just doesn't like it, although it's acting, but he doesn't like kissing different people every day.Lu Chen will be angry if he finds out...

But if he had no choice but to meet this opportunity, for the sake of fame and fortune, Shen Yi felt that he would go.

Shen Yi's thoughts circled around, and when he came back to his senses, Lu Chen's face was already magnified in front of him.Shen Yi leaned back subconsciously, but was blocked by the back of the chair.

"What's wrong?" He subconsciously said, with a frightened panic in his eyes.The voice was very low, if Lu Chen wasn't so close to him, he probably wouldn't be able to hear it.

"Are you not going to want me again?" Lu Chen supported the table and looked down at him.

"No."

"I don't believe it. You looked like this when you ran away from home last time. You cooked me a meal the next day and had a good time. On the third day, you couldn't see anyone directly."

Lu Chen's voice was very light, without a questioning tone.

"Hey, really not." Shen Yi tried his best to relax his body.He is now used to maintaining a calm appearance in any situation.At least make people look calm.

Lu Chen walked around the table, put his arms around Shen Yi and entered his narrow bedroom where he could only put his feet down.He didn't even turn on the light, and directly pressed him on the bed.

Lu Chen took out one hand and rubbed his hair. It was very soft, and when the hair passed through his fingertips, it felt cool and comfortable.

"I admit that I'm a relatively stable person, I don't have much ambition, and I don't have so many ideas. But, if it's for you, I'm willing. Really. You know, I never lied to you."

What Lu Chen said was very sincere, Shen Yi's eyes turned red instantly, and before the tears fell, he kissed Lu Chen's lips fiercely.

Lu Chen was turned against the guest, and greeted Shen Yi with open arms.

After a while, the corner of Lu Chen's mouth was bleeding from his nibbling, and Shen Yi let him go after tasting the blood.

Shen Yi lay on his chest, listened to his throbbing heartbeat, and smiled silently.

"I've been writing manuscripts, and sometimes I also write serial novels. Some of them were picked up by the crew and asked me to write the scripts. I've been busy with this for the past two years. Well... I saved some money..."

If you have to leave, I can support you, and you don't have to worry about making a living.

Lu Chen understood Shen Yi's unspoken words.Not only moved, but shocked.

Shen Yi who has been protected by him all the time, Shen Yi who is a few years younger than him, Shen Yi who always makes him worry and anxious, is actually much farther than he thinks, much more powerful than himself.

For a moment, Lu Chen even wanted to show a gratified expression, as if the Miaoer he raised had grown up.

Lu Chen smiled silently at the ceiling, turned over and turned on the bedside lamp, "I must sleep with you blatantly today!..."