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Lu Chen listened to all this quietly, not knowing what it was like.Because once he had a temper tantrum with his grandparents and ran away from home, and happened to save a child, which was quite similar to what Shen Yi described.

But if you say it, it seems too deliberate.After all, so many years have passed, and he can't tell where he sneaked back then.There was really no evidence, so he kept his mouth shut.

"So you've been blaming yourself, and you think you've hurt Shen Lifeng?" Lu Chen opened his mouth with mixed feelings.

It was the first time for Shen Yi to let go of his heart with someone, and he only nodded slightly as if he was exhausted.

Lu Chen: "You have read so many books that you have read into the stomach of a dog? You are in your 20s, can't you tell that this is an unavoidable accident?"

Shen Yi: "I know, but I can't convince myself that I know."

Lu Chen sighed: "Shen Yi, people can't always get along with themselves, you care about everything like this, it's no wonder you don't get sick."

Lu Chen pondered for a long time before continuing, "If it were me, I would save you regardless of the consequences."

Shen Yi looked at him steadily, if it was you?If it was you who died, then I will go with you.

But this time Lu Chen didn't meet Shen Yi's eyes, and kept staring at his feet in a daze.

"You have endured so much in your life, yet you never let go of yourself. Sometimes I suspect that growing up with such a heartless appearance, a mean temper that hasn't changed after breaking as many feather dusters as a child, is all the same. In order to meet such a worrying you."

Shen Yi smiled, and Lu Chen finally let go of his feet.

"You're still laughing, do you know how worried I am? I'm really afraid that in the blink of an eye you... don't know where you're going. It's really worrying!"

"With you here, I won't be overwhelmed, don't worry."

Master Lu doesn't accept this kind of thing, "Leslie Cheung still has someone he misses, and he didn't just walk away in the end."While talking, Lu Chen actually told himself to cry.

Shen Yi really panicked now, Lu Chen, who is as nervous as a telegraph pole, actually shed tears.

He snuggled into his arms carefully, "I swear to you, if it's okay, I will do what I promised."

Shen Yi's point is indeed very reliable, and he has indeed done what he promised.If you can't do it, you don't agree easily.

"Those people... have they troubled you again?" Lu Chen choked up and said.

Shen Yi: "No, everyone panicked when there was a fatal incident."

Lu Chen: "Then why didn't you tell me this before, if I ask a little more, you'll be so scared."

Shen Yi hesitated for a moment before continuing: "Later, there was a godmother in the village who said that I was born to restrain others and my fate was bad. No one dared to approach me anymore. But I don't care about them either."

Lu Chen: "Are you afraid that I won't want you?"

Lu Chen realized that it was the adults who had instilled these thoughts into the child's mind, and because he looked like this, Shen Yi naturally became their curse.

There are too many things on him.Shen Yi said that he didn't care, but in his heart it was impossible not to care, people are social animals after all.People who like loneliness do not like it, but they are used to it. To a certain extent, it is enough to replace liking.

Shen Yi turned his back on Lu Chen for a moment, "They were right. My mother-in-law passed away not long after I entered university. Some people said that I don't need someone to support me anymore, so they killed her." ".

Lu Chen's anger instantly rushed to the top of his head, "Nonsense! If I hear any rumors, I will beat them to death!"

"Don't make trouble, they are all elderly people, and some have not studied for a few years. What do you care about with them?"

Only then did Lu Chen lower his anger a little, and squeezed Shen Yi's fingers, "Then don't go back in the future, there is no place you can miss."

"Well, I listen to you".

Lu Chen thought for a while and was worried, "Don't forget what you promised me."

"it is good".

Shen Yi stared at Lu Chen, there seemed to be fireflies in his eyes, making Lu Chen feel a little uncomfortable.

"What are you looking at, I've never seen a handsome guy cry!"

Shen Yi smiled lightly, and kissed his tears one after another until his long eyelashes brushed his lips.Shen Yi felt that he lived his whole life just to meet this person.

Lu Chen's eyes were shining brightly, probably just washed by tears, these eyes were as bright as a forty-watt light bulb.

"Wait for me," Young Master Lu put down Shen Yi.After getting out of bed with a "hula" and closing the curtains, it was difficult for him to turn on the air conditioner carefully, and jumped onto the bed incomparably swiftly.

Shen Yi: "Hey, grandpa and grandma are still here, you..."

Lu Chen directly picked Shen Yi's clothes, "There is a huge living room in between, what are you afraid of? The land in the countryside doesn't need money, and all the money is spent on the walls. It's thick and soundproof, don't worry."

Shen Yi: "Then you, you shut the windows and the door tightly."

Lu Chen wrapped the two of them in a thin quilt, "Isn't this tight enough?" He bit Shen Yi's collarbone, "Don't worry, everything is locked tightly."

It's hard for Lu Chen to get up early in the morning, which startled the old man.

Lu Chen didn't fall asleep much all night, and almost stared at Shen Yi all night.Thinking back over and over again the truth that Shen Yi has thrown out in the past few days.Perhaps being in a similar environment gave him a little stimulation, which made him unable to bear the secret of being alone anymore.

Lu Chen knew that he was the only one he had been chosen in the past twenty years, so he gave almost all his trust.Thinking of this, I cherish it even more, not daring to let it down.

Grandma couldn't help but said first, "Look at your dark eyes, didn't you sleep last night?"

Lu Chen nodded vaguely, and casually said, "Well, I woke up from the cold in the middle of the night, and I didn't fall asleep again."

Grandma: "Where is Shen Yi, let him come for dinner."

Lu Chen took a bite of the cucumber, "He didn't fall asleep until dawn, let him sleep for a while. Hey, grandma, let's take a cucumber, this cucumber is not bad."

Grandma: "You go to mash garlic, and you know whether to eat or not every day. It's not as sensible as a child."

Grandpa: "That child has had a hard time since childhood, unlike Lu Chen who was spoiled and spoiled. He just got used to it by being diligent."

Lu Chen glanced at the bedroom subconsciously, "Grandpa, don't talk about him casually in front of Shen Yi."

Grandpa tilted his nose, "Hmph, I've never seen you be so considerate to others."

Lu Chen: "Well, it's not because... other people are ugly!"

Grandpa didn't put the slippers on his face this time, and said to him solemnly: "Lu Chen, you are a big man, and you know how to do things! Shen Yi has a keen mind and a complicated life experience. You also You should be able to see that he is destined to be a person with a rough life, and you may not be able to bear what happens, and he is the same."

Lu Chen froze for a moment. Grandpa's words were quite suggestive, and Lu Chen wasn't sure if he was thinking too much.Did Grandpa know something?

Lu Chen watched grandma peel the garlic and throw it into the garlic mortar, pounding it again and again, and said tentatively, "Shen Yi has no one else, and grandpa also thinks he is a disaster?"

Grandpa sighed, "For a person like him, he must be attached to a big man to protect himself. Either he becomes a big man himself, or he is dead, two extreme prospects.

You are just an ordinary person. We never asked you to achieve great things since you were a child. We don’t force you to do what you want and live how you want. Just be an ordinary person and spend your life peacefully.But Shen Yi...you should think about it carefully."

Lu Chen fell into deep thought. Grandma had already served the cucumber.Big shot?Lu Chen thought that he didn't understand what the grandfather, who was over seventy years old, saw.But he understood his grandfather's hint - he couldn't protect Shen Yi.

The summer vacation was over soon, Lu Chen packed up their things and prepared to catch the earliest bus, so that they could go back to rest.

Grandma picked up a big bag of dried sweet potatoes, a big bag of boiled peanuts, and a big bag of dried apples from nowhere. She even planned to pack taro and home-grown pumpkin for him, but Lu Chen hurriedly stopped him.

Lu Chen: "Grandma, it's a good thing I didn't buy a car. If you drive to this yard, you can pack it for me."

Grandma asked Shen Yi to support the bag, and kept stuffing things into it, "Oh, you eat everything the same, you have rough skin and thick flesh. With such a small body, Shen Yi usually has to take care of you, a slob, so of course you have to eat Better, eh, kid?"

Shen Yi was busy apologizing, sweating all over his brow, these words sound... so weird.

Lu Chen watched for a long time as she was still stuffing things, "Grandma, if you stuff it in again, Shen Yi won't be able to carry it. We just brought a suitcase, and you want him to carry it?"

Grandma turned to Grandpa, "Go and bring him the suitcase that Lu Tong didn't use before!" Then she turned to Lu Chen, "You give him the light one, and you take the heavy one yourself, and let him serve you for everything." you".

Lu Chen: "..."

The two of them may not have to go to the vegetable market for a month, as long as this thing doesn't go bad.Lu Chen thought to himself, let's buy a car later.

The bus to the city runs every hour, and Lu Chen dragged two suitcases to the station.Shen Yi followed absent-mindedly, and didn't say the first sentence until the station. "Grandpa and grandma..."

Lu Chen turned his head, "Huh?" He saw Shen Yi's face and knew what he was going to say.

"The old man has sharp eyes, I didn't say anything, they guessed it themselves."

Shen Yi only felt his head go crazy.Lu Chen continued without suspense: "Oh, you can't keep it a secret, can you? Grandpa and the others treat you better? Let me take care of you more, don't be lazy all day long and wait for you to serve me."

Shen Yi: "What else did they say?"

Lu Chen pondered for a while, then smiled and said, "They said, you should be worthy of a big shot, and I'll ruin it for you."

Shen Yi looked at his teasing and smiled speechlessly, and finally felt that it might not be appropriate and pursed his lips again, "I just want to spend this life peacefully and peacefully, I don't have any big dreams. It's not big or big."

"You should also be able to see that he is destined to have a rough life." Grandpa's words suddenly echoed in Lu Chen's ears.

Looking at the gentle smile on his face, I felt the softest part of my heart bursting with bitterness.

He freed his hand, pressed Shen Yi's hand on the handle of the suitcase, and covered his own hand.Steal a little intimacy amidst the hustle and bustle.

At the end of the main road in the village is a winding mountain road, and the bus stop to the city is built here.Yinghe City has developed rapidly. In recent years, with the development of tourism, the roads have been built wider and flatter every year.

The winding mountain road twists and turns, and entering this small village is like entering a maze.It is conceivable that the bus drivers in Yinghe City are very good at knowing the way.

"If I hide anywhere in this small village, you will never find it," Shen Yi said suddenly.

Lu Chen pinched the back of his hand in that posture, "If you dare to run, I will break your leg." After thinking about it, he felt puzzled, and said bitterly, "I'll raise a dog later, and I'll take care of you. Smell your body, if you run away, I will let the dog bite you!"

Heh, whether this is going to break his leg or let the dog bite him, Lu Chen is already at a loss for words.Shen Yi thought about it and decided not to expose him, maybe Lu Chen would really raise a dog on a whim.

The bus runs every hour, they left half an hour early, and the bus arrived after waiting for about 10 minutes.

Shen Yi took a suitcase and walked forward. When he was about to vote, he looked back at Lu Chen but didn't follow.

Master Lu was upset again.

Shen Yi was a little helpless, so he had to get out of the car again and drag him into the car first.

Lu Chen is very good at this, he loses his temper very well, so that he won't let Shen Yi and himself blow the wind for an extra hour in the mountains.Even though it is summer, people still catch a cold.

After putting away his luggage and looking for a seat, Shen Yi looked at his unhappy face and couldn't help laughing, "I'm kidding, why do you take it seriously?"

Master Lu didn't speak.

Shen Yi lowered his voice again as if coaxing a child, "I won't say such things in the future, okay?"

Lu Chen said angrily, "Yes, if you don't say anything, you will just run away when the time comes."

Shen Yi: "Why are you always afraid that I will run away?"

Lu Chen: "You have so many rivals in love, let's try. What's more, they don't discriminate between genders, so the risk index has increased several times."

Although this is true, it doesn't sound right, "You swear, what will your students do if they hear it?"

Lu Chen paused for a moment before he hesitated and said, "I don't want to be a teacher anymore, I'm not that material."

Shen Yi's expression became serious in an instant, "This kind of joke can't be taken", and then he thought for a while, "Did someone tell you something?"

Lu Chen: "No, Director Li often says, I'm more like a child than a child, how can I educate others?"

Shen Yi said helplessly: "Director Li can be regarded as your half father. How can father reprimand his son take it seriously? He just lost his temper with you casually."

Lu Chen turned to face Shen Yi, "Do you want me to be a teacher?"

Shen Yi: "I don't interfere with your choice, it's just a matter of career that needs careful consideration. If you insist on changing careers, I will support you."

Lu Chen: "I'm very unreliable, right?"

It was only then that Shen Yi realized that Lu Chen really had a knot in his heart, and he didn't just lose his temper casually.

Shen Yi adjusted to look at him with the most sincere eyes, a gentle water rippled from the bottom of his eyes, flowing straight into Lu Chen's heart, "For me, everything about you is good".

Lu Chen didn't speak for a long time, but the gloom in his heart was instantly dispelled.He began to think about what his grandfather said, his own talent, his own future, and how to become a big man.

"I want to support you, so that you can go wherever you want, do whatever you want, don't have to be afraid of anything, don't have to worry about anything."

Shen Yi rubbed his hair, "Why do you come to take care of me instead of the two of us working hard together?"

Lu Chen muttered softly, "I don't want you to suffer."

"You can't become a fat man with one bite, and the days come by day by day. Isn't it good now? If you take one step and look at three steps, you will lose the present moment. It's better to live simply like this day by day."

With a few words, Lu Chen's already wavering heart began to waver again.Shen Yi knew him so well that he could pinch him seven inches with a single stroke.

The profession of teachers will not make you rich and powerful for a lifetime, but it is enough to support food and clothing. The working environment of the campus is much simpler than any company in the society.

Shen Yi would inevitably have selfishness, he couldn't bear to see that Lu Chen, who always acted like a baby to him while eating, would talk to his boss in a low voice one day.

If you start a business, you need to bear the blows of failures again and again, and you don’t know how many rejections you have to suffer in the process of finding a partner.

Shen Yi knew that he was a little spoiled, but he couldn't bear it after all.

The bus passed by Huatian Village again, although this unknown small village was far away from the Panshan Highway, Shen Yi still involuntarily glanced there.

The summer vacation is over, and there are many private cars driving out of the village, presumably it is also the end of the summer vacation and rushing to the city.