【Jing Lin】Yes

young brunette.

Lin Ye obediently drank the ginger syrup in a very quiet manner, which was a little more pleasing, and he was completely different from the previous image of being on the verge of losing control.But to put it another way, even if they are completely different, he is the one who has witnessed everything. The least qualified person in the world to doubt all of this is him and Shizuo Shimao.

Inadvertently smacking his lips, Shizuo turned around and refocused his eyes on the pale tiles on the balcony: "I don't quite understand these things, so just explain to me why that damned flea became like this. "

Across the distance, Shizuo couldn't see every move of Silla, and at this moment, the secret doctor named Kishitani Shilla was sitting on his sofa with a serious expression like a life-and-death negotiation, which is rarely seen. appeared on Silla's face, so no one knew what the expression represented.

Celti shook his non-existent head helplessly, and sat beside his lover.

Silla gradually clenched the phone tightly, listening to the suppressed heavy breathing coming from the other end of the phone, took a deep breath: "Jingxiong, why are you asking why, it's rare to see you care so much about Lin also."

"Don't talk nonsense, and I don't care about that guy. When that guy got sick, he stabbed me all over with blood. If I don't know the reason, I can't help but kill him."

A long series of sentences came out through the receiver, and it was just like this that Silla couldn't hear any emotion in the words of the man on the other side of the noisy phone.He suddenly raised the corners of his mouth slightly, turned sideways, looked at the emotionless headless lover, and said, "You want to ask why..."

"Because of him, it's Orihara Rinya."

There is a highly honored award in the world called the Oscar for Best Actor.

After hanging up the phone, Shilla Kishitani curled up on the sofa laughing, his mind was full of imagining the moment when he got on the podium.The helplessness exuding from the headless goblin's body has not changed since the first time she answered the phone. When she saw the restless hand on the sofa touch her thigh, she mercilessly punched him.

--I really sympathize with Shizuo

Durrahan materialized his heart on the cold machine.

Silla wiped away the tears from laughing, and rubbed against Celti's body vigorously: "Don't be so indifferent, I have brought infinite peace to Ikebukuro and Shinjuku." Turning around, he buried his head in Celti's chest, "Ah, I really want to see Shizuo's serious expression now." The tone was full of pity.

Celty also rarely stopped Shilla's unbridled actions, but moved closer to Shilla's eyes after typing on the PDA.

--Lin Ye, he doesn't actually suffer from any anxiety disorder, does he?

Silla shook his head, but there was no worry on his face: "No, in fact, it is true, and the degree is really not light."

--What!

The punctuation that will be marked when excited once again reflects the mood of the fairy.

--Although I didn't like that guy before, but now I really can't ignore that guy who has problems all over his body

Serti seemed to want to do something, but was pulled back by Shilla directly: "I will be jealous of Serti caring about other men so much."

Celty was stunned for a moment, and then calmed down knowing that he was wrong.

"Don't worry, Serti, Linya has Shizuo now." Silla held Celti's hand reassuringly. , the indulgence and trust that someone can only have when they are in junior high school.

"That guy Lin Ye won't be defeated because of something like this."

Compared with the happy atmosphere in the secret doctor's house in Ikebukuro, the low pressure in the house of an informant in Shinjuku is too unbearable.If Silla sees the picture he created by himself, maybe he can't stop laughing with tears in his eyes.

Even if he couldn't see it, Lin could still feel the oppressive aura in front of him.He has always stood in a condescending position and despised everyone. He is not used to the atmosphere of being treated like this one day. He licked the corner of his mouth and raised his head to meet the man's gaze.

"Don't look at me like that, Xiao Jing." Ji Ren Xia is not such a grievance, "It's really disgusting."

"That Silla guy said what's wrong with me again? Mania? Or self-harm?"

Shizuo obviously didn't guess that Lin Ye was so indifferent to his behavior, he even doubted whether all Lin Ye's performances had been faking.But doubts turned into doubts, and seeing that Lin Ye still didn't look much better, he still looked away unnaturally: "Silla said yes, anxiety disorder."

After hearing this word, Rin also showed an expression of disgust without hiding it, but the expression that was suddenly retracted made Shizuo wonder what Rin was disgusted with.What surprised Jingxiong was Lin Ye's overly calm attitude, as if he had predicted everything, as if he had already controlled everything, and he was not as nervous as he was when he heard it, Lin Ye's calm reaction was too unreal.

Ah, he got it.

The sense of disobedience that has always existed since he knew that Lin Ye was blind, at such a moment, he thought he knew what it was.

Leaning down, Shizuo approached Lin Ye across the width of the coffee table, and when his hands trembling slightly touched the cheek that was close at hand and had been chasing for a long time, his heart was calm as if he had assimilated with Lin Ye's emotions generally.

The slightly cold temperature and the delicate touch brought the scorching heat of the palm.

Jingxiong pursed his lips, looked at Lin Ye's instantly vigilant expression, and said in a low voice: "You bastard..."

"How long have you not laughed?"

The expression stiffened on his face was like the dead silence in the dark night, and the fire was shattered, as if the world was dying here.

It's been too long, and I don't know where to start.He didn't have any real intentions to express, but when facing those unfathomable scarlet eyes, the depth in his heart seemed to swallow him up.

Heiwajima Shizuo gently touched Orihara Rinya's cheek.

That tenderness is the loneliness that can turn the world upside down.

That's right, he can't be wrong, his keen intuition is the pride he has always been known for.

"Wh... what, Xiaojing is hard to do, do you want to see me smile?" The shock on Orihara Rinya's face lasted only a few seconds, but it stayed in Heiwajima Shizuo's eyes for enough time for rubbing.

Shizuo felt his hand being grabbed and pulled with great force, but gradually he couldn't feel that person's cool body temperature.

"Speaking of which, I've been smiling all the time." The most signature smile once again appeared on Orihara Rinya's pale face, with the corners of the upturned mouth, narrowed eyes, and a strand of brows. Confidence and elegance, the red lips still show the pride of being in charge of everything, "Xiao Jing also has a day when she has to humble herself to take care of me, but I can wake up laughing even from a dream."

Ha, really familiar, it really is Orihara Rinya.

It's just...

"It's an ugly smile."

It's such an ugly smile.

Why is it always so peaceful, why didn't you laugh anymore.

There is no longer the smile when you run away from your eyes, the smile that leaves scars on your body, the smile when you see yourself falling into a trap, and the smile when you see everything is being taken A destructive smile.

No more, that smile that made me sick.

- so ugly smile

——But I never felt that it was unsightly

"You never smile like this, Lin Ye."

"He's always protected himself so well that when he gets hurt, no one can find out."

"He is keen to control others, so he cannot accept his fate of being controlled."

"He knew he wouldn't trust anyone, so he knew he wouldn't be betrayed."

"He forged his own ideals in his own world, so he cannot tolerate the destruction of others."

"He loves humans deeply, so he loves himself deeply."

– real pain, intense emotion, tortured

——What does he hate the most?

"why."

"Because he is Orihara Rinya."

At that moment, Shizuo Heiwajima felt the endless power brought by words.

The words Kishitani Shilla once said to himself echoed in his ears, but the smiles of the people in front of him gradually disappeared. He has never believed that Orihara Rin would lose his heart, but he understood one thing ——

What Orihara Lin also lost was not the thing called "heart", but the most intense emotion that was really hidden in that heart.

All the truth is actually floating in the air, but I just can't see it.

The smile on Orihara Rinya's face disappeared, and Heiwajima Shizuo just let go of his hand and stood up, but his eyes followed the person on the sofa closely.Lin also chuckled lightly, raised his hand and stroked his cheek, there was still a slight warmth in the place that Shizuo Heiwajima touched just now, but he didn't care much.

"Xiao Jing, it's different from what you imagined." Lin Ye directly unfolded the quilt wrapped around her body, and the moment the soaked clothes came into contact with the air, the chill hit uncontrollably, "Some It's time, don't always listen to Shilla, trust me once in a while, and you won't die, right?" He stood up, stretched out his hands towards Jingxiong from a distance of a coffee table.

"I know what you're thinking, you just think I'm so vulnerable." Lin Ye suddenly twitched the corners of his mouth, forming an arc at the same time Shizuo felt his thoughts were seen through, looking so mocking.

"But." Just like that, a finger touched Heiwajima Shizuo's left shoulder, which was not deep and not shallow, "Who do you think I am?"

The rough feeling of scabs stimulated his warm nerves.

"I am, Orihara Rinya."

At that moment, Shizuo Heiwajima felt the resonance from the bottom of his heart, as well as the uncontrollable, unsightly disgust towards someone.

- ah ah

"When I know that there is such a thing as anxiety disorder, why do you think I will let it appear again."

——However, at such a time

"You are the person who understands me best in this world."

——Just when this kind of discourse is irreversible

"Don't underestimate me, Orihara Rinya, Xiaojing."

A familiar smile slowly formed on his face, deeply reflected in Heiwajima Shizuo's eyes.

- The flea is back

When tightly holding Rinya's hand on his wound, Heiwajima Shizuo once again saw that unique smile that had disappeared for a long time and made him sick.

He involuntarily snorted softly, releasing the anger he had endured for a long time: "Then do it for me."

"Mr. Lin Ye."

[1] An excerpt from Xi Murong's poem "The Book of Lost Poems"