[Comprehensive] This guardian is a bit sad

Yameng closed his eyes forcefully, and took a few quick breaths to calm down the feeling in his heart that almost made him suffocate.

This is the second time today, the second time I was kissed by this man so weak that I even lost the strength to speak, so I was hugged by Ji Dou behind me and let him caress my lips.

When the breath calmed down a little, Yameng took away the hands that were on his lips, turned over and pushed the chest of several buckets away from him, and said in a hoarse voice:

"You...you came here at night...just to do this kind of thing?"

Ji Dou did not speak, but lightly stroked the cheek of the kid in his arms, tracing his outline with bottomless eyes.The distance between the two is very close, so close that you can clearly feel the frequency of each other's breathing and the sound of a sudden accelerated heartbeat.

Why don't you speak?

Ya dreamed to ask him why he came. At that time, he obviously didn't care, but now he made such a move, he really couldn't figure out what was going on in this man's heart.

After waiting for a long time, Yameng did not see that Jidou had the intention to speak. He lowered his eyes tiredly. He was already tired. Whether it was the hangover last night or the behavior that puzzled him this morning, he was exhausted. , He no longer has the strength to keep asking a few more questions. Since this person wants to hug him, let him hug him. Anyway, he won't lose a piece of meat. Just treat it as an extra person to warm his bed.

Jidou saw that Ya Meng slowly closed his eyes, and his face returned to a calm expression. He continued to hug Ya Meng, embed it into his arms, and put his chin on his shoulder gently, and Ya Meng He also closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The two fell silent in such a peaceful way, and Yameng, who had been closing her eyes and forcing herself not to think about the person behind her, gradually lost her composure, and a few steady breathing sounds came from her neck. Meng slowly opened her eyes, silently looking at the peaceful sleeping face in front of her.

"What are you doing...won't you really come to sleep with me..."

Yameng couldn't help muttering in a low voice, and twisted in Jidou's arms a little uncomfortable, but he didn't expect the opponent's arms to tighten again, and there was a sudden chill on his feet, his body trembled suddenly, and Jidou's legs Taking the opportunity to squeeze between his legs, the bent knee pressed against the heel of his leg, only a few centimeters away from a delicate position.

The roots of his ears burned instantly, and Yameng twisted his legs and squeezed Jidou's knees out. It was too dangerous, and he was almost about to be caught by this bastard...

"You're really pretending to be asleep..."

Yameng gritted his teeth and said, if it wasn't for worrying about disturbing the four sweethearts in the room, he would have kicked this nonsense guy out of bed a long time ago.

"Aren't you pretending to be asleep too?"

Gently pinching a piece of soft meat around Yameng's waist, listening to his humming sound changed, the smile on Jidou's face became more and more intense, his heart softened slightly, and his smiling eyes looked directly at him, " Are you still angry?"

Repeating the question just now, Yameng frowned, and looked at Jidou inexplicably, "Why are you angry?"

"Obviously, Ya Meng's expression at the station." Ji Dou smiled and rubbed Ya Meng's ears and continued, "Those eyes seem to say, 'Come and coax me', aren't they angry? ?”

He had already calmed down and listened to him, but after listening, Yameng was stunned for a moment, and when he suddenly came back to his senses, his anger suddenly rose. He couldn't restrain the anger in his heart, raised his hand and tightly grasped the collar of Jidou's chest and said in a deep voice :"what do you mean?"

"Is it fun to turn other people around?"

"Just ignore it after saying something that is easy to misunderstand?"

"Since you can't do it, don't promise easily, don't make me wait for so long like last time..."

Yameng lowered his head, and his voice gradually weakened when he spoke. To be honest, he no longer wanted to recall this shameful dark history, but He Jidou's state of chatter made him feel blocked again. The feeling of unwillingness in his heart intensified, and he hesitated for a long time here, but the instigator seemed to be in control of everything, and the strong contrast made him annoyed.

After hearing what Yameng said in a low voice that almost roared angrily, Jidou laughed lowly, and Yameng frowned dissatisfiedly, "What are you laughing at?"

He met his eyes again, hugged Yameng's waist a few times, and suddenly brought the distance between the two closer. His dark eyes looked at him deeply, and then sighed softly: "So are you still angry? Let Let me think about it, the reason you are angry is...I didn't tell you when I left Japan, so leaving you so suddenly makes you unbearable, right?"

"Who would be angry about such a thing!" Yameng turned his head and snorted disdainfully, but the dodging eyes and the unnatural expression on his face further confirmed what Jidou said.

Seeing Ji Dou put his lips on his forehead, kissed lightly: "The reason why I didn't tell you when I left immediately is not because I forgot but—"

"Hey, this kind of thing doesn't matter at all."

Pretending not to hear what Yameng said, Jidou continued on his own: "When I returned to Japan and saw you, I wanted to express my heart to you almost immediately. Well, it was the time in the amusement park."

There was a hidden smile in Ji Dou's eyes, and he leaned into Yameng's ear and continued: "But it's a pity, seeing your response at the time, I thought the confession had failed, and the way you kept dodging afterwards confirmed this guess even more. It was really hard during that time, seeing you distressed when you saw me made me really panic."

Recalling the experience of that period of time, Jidou couldn't help but smile wryly. I don't know when it started, that little devil who had been chasing his footsteps has become the object he wants to chase hard.But he didn't feel lost and didn't have any complaints. If he could have this child again, he would be willing to continue chasing it. Even if he had to look at Yameng's back like this forever, he would be content.

Thinking of what Yameng said last night when he was drunk and put his arms around his arms, Jidou was grateful, but also afraid, afraid that he would lose this child again when he was unconscious, no matter how hard he tried to chase him, it would be futile , because no one will stand still and continue to wait without complaint.

"At first I wanted to leave here without bothering you anymore. It's a good thing...it's a good thing you said it in time last night, telling the past that I didn't know about."

"For a long time, I have only thought about myself, like the old bastard dad who left behind his mother who tried hard to keep him for his own dream... Last time I didn't look back and say goodbye to you, listen to you carefully Unspoken words, so this time..."

Ji Dou looked at Ya Meng quietly, the light shining in the dark blue eyes became more and more dazzling even in the dim room.

"Let me say it this time. Although I have said it many times before, I want to hear your answer this time." The delicate kisses fell on Yameng's eyelids, and he clenched him slightly The trembling hand sighed, "Yameng just needs to stand in place. This time, let me say this sentence—"

"Loving you will never change."

Jidou stretched out his hand and hugged Yameng who was stunned, feeling the familiar atmosphere to his heart's content. The time he can stay here is running out. The most sincere thought told him that even if the other party could make a slight response, that would be enough.

Ji Dou quietly stared at the head buried in his chest, fell into deep thought, but there was a hint of uneasiness under his calm expression, when he suddenly came back to his senses, he heard an uncomfortable voice in his arms.

"...what you said this morning...does it count?"

"Ok?"

"It's the nasty things you said while hugging me this morning!" Raising her head suddenly, Yameng stared at Jidou closely, her amber eyes were full of tension, "Where did you say you are right here?" Don’t go, you won’t let me stay in the same place alone again… Does this sentence still count?”

Looking down at Yameng's tense face, it seemed like "I won't let you go if you don't agree", Jidou let out a muffled laugh, took the opportunity to lean over and kissed the corner of Yameng's mouth, and said softly: "Although I will leave Japan soon, but I will definitely do what I said before.”

"Hmph, I'm going to leave for a long time." Yameng turned his head and snorted coldly. Sure enough, this person could say anything to coax him.

After breaking Yameng's head, he rubbed his drooping hair in a funny way, as if talking to himself, "Even if we are separated, my mind will never change, so this time I will chase you gone."

After a pause, he put his hands around Yameng's head and squinted his eyes and asked, "You don't want me, do you?"

Yameng, who was trying to look like she didn't care, finally couldn't hold back at this moment and looked away in embarrassment, raising her hand to push a few faces that were constantly approaching.

"You're almost ready... You have the nerve to say such a nasty line from an idol drama."

"Well... this kind of thing is not important, so what about your answer, Yameng?" Jidou held Kiameng's hand hanging on the side and put it to his mouth and bit it lightly.

"...Don't ask me, I don't want to answer yet."

"Hmph~ The shy Yameng is really cute. Seeing you like this, I almost feel relieved."

"Who, who is shy! And what are you worried about??"

"Don't worry about everything... By the way, are you coming to drop off the plane next Wednesday?"

"No, there's an exam at school that day, and I don't want to see your face at all."

"That's a pity..."

The low voice that sounded in the room from time to time gradually weakened, and the two people who were sleeping in each other's arms slowly closed their eyes, and the depression that had been pressing in their hearts for a long time was completely dispelled at this time.

Before the drowsiness completely invaded his whole body, Ji Dou looked at the peaceful face of Yameng in his arms who had fallen into a deep sleep, lowered his head and kissed his closed eyes lightly, and wrapped his hands around his back so tightly that he could Let his breath intertwine with himself.

"Yameng..." whispered like a raving, Jidou buried his head in his neck.

"Grow up quickly..."

The author has something to say:

I have discussed Or Dou (Ji Dou's father) with my friends before, although I didn't think it was anything when I watched it before, but from the current point of view, Or Dou is really scumbag. I abandoned my own in order to chase my dreams. Wife and young children, so that the desperate and weak wife was forced to remarry. Jidou had to become a puppet of the resurrection society for his mother and sister. Fortunately, he came back in the end. It seems that he should be reunited with his wife. It's still a happy ending (shaking his head

A few Dou mentioned his father here. On the one hand, he also felt that what he did back then was very similar to his father at that time, and the possible consequences might not be borne by him. After all, no one would really have no complaints I will continue to stand still and wait, so this time I will change a few buckets to chase Yameng _(:з」∠)_

I hope this pair of CPs in childhood can be good