like a dog

Lin Xun was sitting stiffly, he should have noticed it earlier, with such a similar face and the same temperament as when he was a child, he should have guessed the relationship between Han Xun and him.

Both Lin You and Yu Wen were Betas. He was a test-tube baby, but at that time not only one fertilized egg survived, but the other was also XY type.But Yu Wen didn't plan to have twins, and Lin You got a headache when he thought of having two boys, so he was the only one in the end.

Later, Lin You and Yu Wen's relationship broke down, and the two started their own families. No one remembered the life that was never really born.It has been frozen and sealed in the hospital. After so many years, it should have been destroyed long ago.

"how dare you……"

Lin Xun couldn't imagine what kind of purpose Han Zheng had for Han Xun to be born in this world.

He kept him by his side, gave him a similar name, induced him to like the same things, formed the same character, and even copied the scars on his body.

Erase the infinite possibilities of his growth, and stuff the soul that should have grown freely into a mold.

The family relationship between father and son for more than ten years was nothing but a scam.

"He is my younger brother, he is innocent, why do you... manipulate a person's life like this?" Lin Xun clenched his teeth until he trembled, "As long as you have a little humanity..."

"He didn't have the chance to be born. I gave him a chance to live. You should be grateful to me, and he should too." Han Zheng turned off the video and said flatly, "As for humanity, I really don't have it."

He sat down beside Lin Xun and continued: "My father raised your father because he had no feelings and it was convenient for him. I am the same kind of person as him. I don't know the emotions that normal people should have. Can't feel it."

Mental defects are more difficult to detect than physical defects. Han Lin only found out that something was wrong when he was three or four years old. Although he had undergone treatment, it had little effect, so he gave up slowly.

In the eyes of others, he is at most not very talkative and has a cold personality.As he grows up, his cold personality becomes the so-called calmness.

As he grew older, Han Zheng also learned to observe others, trying to figure out the emotions that normal people should have from images or words.As time passed, this flaw seemed to be so indifferent.

until he shows up.

"You are very fussy and lively, completely different from me. My father likes you very much, and I also began to pay attention to you and observe you. It is strange, through you, I can slowly feel something. When you laugh, I'll feel relieved that you're hurting and bleeding, and I feel a little bit sad too."

Han Zheng took his hand, his palm was very warm, but his words remained calm.

"Lin You has Yu Wen, and I can have you too. We should be together."

Fate arranged for this man to come to see him, but it made him come so late.He wanted to wait for him to grow up, but after seeing color, the black and white world became unbearable.

Every day is so long, he waited for year after year, but time passed so slowly, he couldn't wait any longer.

"How old was I then? You really want to be with me, why can't you wait for me?" Lin Xun shook off his hand, his high-sounding appearance disgusted him, "Don't compare yourself to my parents, You do not deserve."

Lin Xun's eyes made Han Zheng feel familiar, and Han Lin also looked at him with this kind of eyes back then.Angry, disappointed, bitter and filled with disgust.

"Maybe, I was grounded for more than a year after that, and my father didn't allow me to go out or admit it. During that time, I also figured out something, maybe you really don't belong to me. "Han Zheng moved his fingers a few times and glanced at the bright and tidy room.

"But you are not by my side, I am very sad, I need a substitute. Xiao Xun is very suitable, he is like you enough, and close enough to me. This place was originally prepared for him."

"Han Zheng, are you fucking crazy!"

Han Zheng grabbed his throat to block his hand, and pressed Lin Xun back on the bed.He squeezed his fist, Lin Xun trembled with pain, and was completely relieved.

He glanced at his hand trembling in pain, why is he still stubborn now?In less than a day, they will find a severely charred corpse at the scene of the car accident, and extract his DNA from the still intact little finger.

They would bury him, and no one would track down a dead man.

It was Fu Rui who rescued him, and this account will be charged to the Guan family, just like the Guan family didn't believe Lin You's innocence, and Han Xuan wouldn't believe Guan Shan's innocence.

At that time, old and new hatred will break out together, the two will confront each other, and the contradiction will intensify. Who will have time to pay attention to him, a person who has never been involved in it?

"Am I crazy? Maybe. I've let go, I've settled for the next best thing, but you still want to appear in front of me. Just on this Evergreen Road, I saw you again. You are covered with the smell of that person , all over my body, it's so disgusting that I'm going crazy."

Han Zheng pinched Lin Xun's hand and said expressionlessly: "Father is very disappointed in me. That guy also has ambitions. If he wants the family business, I will give it to him. I'm not interested anyway. But you can't be his." , only you, he can't grab it."

Lin Xun's shoulders trembled, and his forehead was covered with cold sweat from the pain: "What does my own feelings have to do with you...!"

"Zixun, Han Xuan is just a child who lacks love. He wants to take revenge and take away everything I should have from me. He has no sincerity towards you, and he is only greedy when he approaches you."

Han Zheng looked down at Lin Xun, he was stabbed that day, lying in a pool of blood, his face was so pale, his life was hanging by a thread, only he could help him.

Fate sent him back to him again and again, even his blood was flowing in his body now, what Han Xuan couldn't do, he did.

These bloods are the marks he made, which are all predestined, and he should be his.

Lin Xun tensed his wrists, and said in a trembling voice, "I have never... never belonged to you."

"Zixun, don't deceive yourself. Do the people you care about understand your pain? Even Han Xuan, does he really understand you? We are not normal people, so we have a common language. He will only get rid of innocuous things. Only I know what you don't like and what you don't want."

Lin Xun caught a glimpse of a ferocious minion in Han Zheng's words, it swept across his internal organs, and stabbed deep in his chest with throbbing pain.

"What do you mean……"

"You wanted her to disappear, so I did it for you. I learned my lesson and did it very cleanly. People you don't want to see will never appear again. But my father found out and shut me down again. So Although I received your call that day, I still couldn't help you later."

"What call, when am I... What are you talking about?"

Lin Xun's eyes trembled, as if a monster was about to crawl out of each wound, he had a vague premonition in his heart, but he was too frightened to speak out.He roared with red eyes: "Han Zheng, what have you done... What have you done!"

Han Zheng clutched his throat, the air smelled of blood, and he also had a part in the blood. He seemed to have tasted his panic, and rubbed his chin to recall carefully for him.

"That day in West Bridge, you leaned on my back and told me that you didn't like her and didn't want to see her. I asked you, would I let her disappear forever? You said, yes."

"Do not……"

Lin Xun was stiff all over, and he shook his head blankly.

"Her name is...Tongtong? Lin You really loves her very much. He has been in pain for a long time, and he has never given up on the investigation. You said that if he knew that the two of us conspired to kill her, what would he do? He was not very kind to you before. Too emotional, I'm afraid it will kill us both, right?"

Han Zheng laughed, as if he was just describing an insignificant matter.

"No... no, I didn't!"

Lin Xun shook his head in dismay, but the memory surged up, crushing him to pieces.

The night-falling streets flashed before his eyes, and the evening wind smelled of oily smoke.With his back on his back, Han Zheng asked him which direction he was going, and he pointed forward drunkenly.

Han Zheng asked about Lin You, Lin Xun leaned on his shoulder and replied, who knows how he is.

"He doesn't care about me for a long time, and I don't bother to care about him. He just likes his daughter, and I knew he liked his daughter a long time ago. Girls are good, cute, and can act like a baby, but I only get into trouble." He trembled with laughter, but his eyes were burning. It was hot, and he said hoarsely, "But I can't choose, it's not something I can choose."

"He has a daughter?"

"Yeah, I'm four years old. My name is Tongtong. I started it. I haven't seen her until now, and I don't want to see her."

Lin Xun lay on his shoulders, thinking of the potted gloxinia in the backyard that day, he wanted to laugh even more.

"He actually asked me to name her. I followed him. I learned to do everything and endure everything. Didn't I work hard enough? Why did you leave me? Am I that bad..."

There was warmth on the shoulders, as if tears had seeped into them.The night was dark, the moon was bright, the street lamps came on suddenly, and the empty streets were brightly lit in an instant.

Han Zheng stopped in his tracks: "Then shall I make them disappear?"

Lin Xun sniffed, his mind became more and more dizzy, and he couldn't turn his head: "What?"

"You don't want to see them, I'll help you solve it. People you don't like will never appear in front of you, okay?"

Lin Xun blinked blankly, and the shirtless young man beside him rushed over like the wind on his bicycle, tinkling the bell, and the laughter was harsh, so he also laughed.

"Okay."

On the white bed, Han Zheng let go of his neck.Lin Xun opened his eyes in a daze. He was crying and trembling, clenching his teeth until the root of his teeth trembled.

"Zixun, we are accomplices, we are the same people." Han Zheng stroked the finger marks on his neck, "Everyone is disappointed in us, the normal world cannot accept us, we have to hide, hide, hide Pretending. Love that kind of thing doesn't belong to us, and it doesn't mean much."

"But the sin will not change. We are bound together. Whether it is redemption or complicity, you will always stay by my side."

Han Zheng touched his face, this time he didn't avoid his hand.Tears slipped into the wet hair roots, Lin Xun trembled his eyelashes, and looked at Han Zheng blankly.

"Are you happy? If you are happy, just smile."

Lin Xun opened his eyes blankly, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth to smile.

Han Zheng looked down at his face and stroked his smile.As if infected by his emotions, he also laughed.

Han Xun came out of the shower and lay down on the bed to answer text messages.Her hair was still wet, and her neck was covered in drops of water.Yu Qi sent him three or four messages, but he was still in the bathroom and didn't see any of them.

As soon as he typed a few words, the phone buzzed and a "Q" lit up on the screen.After Han Xun answered the phone, he kept complaining: "I'm not calling back? What are you in a hurry...I'm fine, what can I do?"

Yu Qi groaned, his voice muffled.

"Han Xun, I'm a little confused. My dad isn't in the apartment either. He seems to be looking for Uncle Lin. I'm...too many things happened today, I..."

Han Xun sat up directly from the bed, grabbed a towel and wiped his hair carelessly: "Where are you? I'll go find you."

"I'm downstairs at your house, is your house..."

Before Yu Qi could finish speaking, the call was cut off.

He glanced at the screen suspiciously, the signal is fine, why is there no sound?Yu Qi clumsily took off his gloves and dialed back again. Before the call was connected, he heard Han Xun's voice.

"Stupid you!"

Han Xun jumped down from the fence, glanced at the dark street, and walked quickly to Yu Qi.He just stood under the streetlight in a daze, the phone still stuck to his ear and he didn't know to put it down.

"Do you have a long memory? What time is it..."

Han Xun was hugged by Yu Qi, who was about the same height as him, and his ears were itchy by rubbing against his hair.He put on a coat and a T-shirt inside, his neck was chilly, and he wrapped himself up like a bear, and being hugged by him seemed to be caught by a cloud.

"What are you doing?"

"I just want to hug for a while."

Yu Qi looked up at Han Xun, and whispered, "If you don't like it..."

Han Xun pressed him back on his shoulder: "Hold."

Yu Qi was buried on his shoulder and remained motionless, Han Xun thought he was going to be bored to death.He hugged his back and whispered, "He'll be fine."

Yu Qi hummed lightly, and then let go after a while.Only then did he realize that Han Xun was not wearing shoes, he was stepping on the snow with bare feet, his toes were red from the cold in a small circle of shadows under him.

Yu Qi's nose was sore, and Han Xun couldn't see this person crying easily.

"Why are you crying?"

Yu Qi kissed him without saying a word, his eyes were red, as if he had been rubbed by snow.

Who is attacking whom?

Han Xun laughed and exhaled a breath of white air, but his heart felt a little sour, as if something had fallen heavily and shattered silently.Under the dim streetlight, he took his hand, closed his eyes and kissed her back.

"It's okay," he whispered against his lips, "it will be fine."