like a dog

"Niannian didn't sleep that night, she was waiting for you to come home, because you promised that she would come back soon."

Guan Shan put the water glass on the bedside table, Guan Nian was not there, he didn't wear gloves.When he crossed the border that year, the tropical rainforest was full of dense plants. He pushed the weeds away with his bare hands, and his hands were bleeding first, and then pus.

When cleaning the wound afterwards, some places even rotted to the point where the bones were exposed.After recuperating for more than half a year, I could barely hold the pen. After the injury recovered, my handwriting was very different from before.

"But you didn't."

"That is……"

Fu Rui was taken aback, what Guan Shan said was the truth, but the situation was chaotic at that time, there was screaming and blood in the shopping mall, it was impossible for him to let Guan Nian follow.

After Lin Xun arrived at the hospital, the nurse came out and said that the condition was not good, and then said that the blood was not enough.He was burning with anxiety, his hair was buzzing faintly, his hands were still stained with blood, and he wiped his forehead with blood and sweat. Fortunately, the blood of the familiar Alpha could be used.

Only then did he remember where he had seen him.

That year in West Bridge, Wuyi School was on holiday, and he and Lin Xun went to eat at a food stall. When they were approaching the door of the store, they met a man. He greeted Lin Xun, but Lin Xun's expression was not very good.He saw that something was wrong, and after a few words of bluff, he dragged Lin Xun in.

But when he came back from the bathroom, that person was sitting opposite Lin Xun again.

"Han Zheng, I used to know my dad, let's share a table."

Lin Xun talked about the situation, but Fu Rui didn't ask any more questions. Anyway, he just came out to improve the food, and it didn't matter if there were more than one person.For the first time ever, Lin Xun ordered beer that night.

He drank three bottles, was half drunk, and was still able to walk.Lin Xun drank one and a half bottles, and Han Zheng drank the remaining half.He knew that Lin Xun liked to laugh, but he didn't expect him to laugh so much, his cheeks were flushed with drunkenness, and he dangled his chopsticks.

"Small affairs, let me tell you..."

As soon as Lin Xun said this, he started to laugh, and he started to talk again, and laughed again after speaking a few words, lying on the table laughing until tears came out.

After paying the bill, it was already dark. The West Bridge got dark early, but the street lights came on late. Fu Rui saw the darkness at first glance. He was afraid of walking at night when he was a child, and he was even more afraid when he was drinking. .

Holding the telegraph pole, he waved his hand and said, "Let me vomit for a while..."

"Then I'll go back first..."

Lin Xun walked over unsteadily, and fell to the side of the road with a slap.

Han Zheng went over to pull him, Lin Xun waved his hands like chasing a fly and said to go away, Han Zheng knelt down and said a few words to him, Lin Xun didn't look at him, and finally glanced at him drunkenly.

It was true that Lin Xun had drunk too much, and he couldn't stand still, so the Alpha walked with his back. The street was dark, and the light from the shop only illuminated part of the road.

Lin Xun was lying on the man's back, the two were talking from a distance, Han Zheng's voice was not loud, Lin Xun was drunk, and his tone was higher than usual, all Fu Rui heard was his voice.

"He just likes daughters...Girls are good, cute, and good at acting like a baby, but I only get into trouble hahaha... I can't choose, it's not something I can choose."

"Tongtong, I mentioned it... I haven't seen it, I don't want to see it..."

"Han... looking for it? Find a chance to change it, it's unlucky... why? Because it sounds like me. How can I have good luck hahaha..."

The two walked farther and farther, and the voice disappeared at the end of the road.

As soon as 06:30 arrived, all the lights on the street came on, and he was looking up at the moon when he was shaken by the street lights so that his stomach turned upside down, and he vomited like a prophecy.

"I just said casually to her at that time, can't you explain it to me? It's impossible for you to promise her everything..."

"I will do it."

Guan Shan looked at Fu Rui coldly: "As long as she wants, I promised, and I will do it. With promises, there will be expectations, and there will be trust. You know best what it feels like to lose trust."

Fu Rui sat upright with his legs crossed, the sound of the chain being dragged was a bit harsh.

"Okay, I admit that I was wrong, but is it necessary for you to do this?" Fu Rui pulled the chain on the bed, "What is this, what do you think of me!"

It's not that he hasn't been locked before, but it's different now, he thought Guan Shan wouldn't do that again, but who knew he was still so unreasonable.

"Then what do you take me for?"

Fu Rui had hardly been yelled at by Guan Shan before, and he trembled in fright. After the mark was normal, his influence on him was more direct, and his subconscious reaction was so fast that he couldn't control it.

Seeing that his brows were tightly frowned and his eyes were red, Guan Shan suppressed his anger and said, "If there is something wrong with him, you go to him regardless of the consequences. Have you ever thought about yourself, me and Nian Nian?"

"Why didn't I think about it, I know it in my own mind!"

"What the hell do you have?"

Guan Shangang's suppressed anger rose again: "You know what you've been dumped in the basement? If I hadn't had people follow you, what do you think you'd be in now?"

Fu Ruitong roared with red eyes: "Then let me stand by and watch? How can I not do anything!"

"Then you go to save him, does he appreciate you?"

Seeing that Fu Rui was at a loss for words, Guan Shan sneered and said: "He doesn't know that at all, he has always been this kind of person, selfish. When you had an accident in West Bridge, did he think of saving you the first time? He thought of helping that Zhong Yue is exonerated! Now you are left alone, running away without a trace."

"Disgusting."

Guan Shan whispered, Fu Rui saw the chill in his eyes, and also saw his long suppressed undercurrent.Those contradictory details surfaced, his scalp went numb for a while, and he hardly dared to think about it.

Guan Shan has always been hostile to Lin Xun, not for a day or two, but for many years.But why did he keep silent about Lin Xun? It was just because the relationship between the two of them was very tense at that time, and he couldn't bear to tell him the truth?

Lu Yan is an employee of the hospital under Shanze's name. Wouldn't Song Yuan check carefully whether the compensation was in place?

Fu Rui looked at Guan Shan, he was dressed in the same meticulous manner as before, the buttons were fastened to the top, and the bow tie was neat.He clearly knows what he looks like under these layers of clothes, with scars all over, they are extremely hideous and extremely sad.

But now he is suddenly at a loss, he is not sure, is the Guan Shan really still under that layer of skin?

"Does that matter about Lu Yan have anything to do with you?"

"I promised my father at the time that I would not pursue it, and even if I did not forgive, I would not hurt him." Guan Shan met his gaze, the coldness in his eyes faded, leaving only calm, "But other people will pursue it, it is not my promise within range."

Fu Rui's back was numb, Guan Shan's pheromone was abnormally stable, he didn't lie.He couldn't believe it, his voice trembled a little, and he didn't even notice it.

He grabbed Guan Shan's clothes and said, "So at that time...you knew about Zhou Wan's time, right?"

He didn't know why Guan Han wanted Guan Shan to let Lin Xun go, maybe it was because he was his brother's son, or maybe he didn't want to hurt each other endlessly like that.But can everything really be exposed so easily?

Every time Fu Rui put his arms around Guan Shan's back and touched the scars on his body, his fingers could not help trembling slightly.How much pain he had suffered, he could not imagine.

Zhou Wan had a mental breakdown, and he still can't recognize him until now. Guan Han also suffered from a gunshot wound earlier. Lin You was more or less responsible for his early death.A family fell apart just like that, and Guan Nian was congenitally deaf. In the final analysis, it all had something to do with Lin Xun. How could he really let him go?

So he chose to stand by after Zhou Wan's impulsiveness, and he also chose to ignore Lu Yan's situation.

He is planting a seed, a seed that is destined to take root in hatred, and eventually distort and fester.It could be Lu Yan, or someone else.It doesn't matter who it is, as long as that person hates him enough to want to kill him.

He doesn't have to do it himself, he just needs to wait for the seeds to bloom and bear fruit.

"why……"

Fu Rui shed tears in pain, it seemed human, he should understand, but he didn't want to understand: "You were not like this before, why..."

"You can change, he can change, everyone can change." Guan Shan held his shoulder and said slowly, "Why can't I?"

Fu Rui gritted his teeth and wept, his shoulders trembled slightly, his teary eyes were dim, and he couldn't see him clearly.

"I have been having a dream all these years. I remember every face of those people I killed and those who wanted to kill me. I also saw you in the dream. The sunset you showed me that day was so red Like blood, I remember it for a long time. The sunset is always like that in my dreams, but I can’t find myself, and sometimes I don’t know where I am when I wake up.”

"I should always have you by my side. My parents should watch us get married and have children. We should have a healthy child."

Guan Shan hugged him, Fu Rui leaned on his shoulder, his gentle scent was like a spring floating in the air.He felt warm, but still burst into tears.

"At that time in West Bridge, I should take you away." Guan Shan put his arms around him who was choking, stroked his hair and said hoarsely, "Fu Rui, you should go with me."

In that heavy rain, he knelt in the mud, and the rainwater falling on his back was like thorns, nailing him full of holes.Watching him close his eyes in a pool of blood was his deepest nightmare.

Guan Shan took out the ring from his suit pocket and put it in Fu Rui's palm.He opened the drawer today and found that he had taken off the ring, so he knew that he had something to hide from him.

"Don't go out this month. I will tell Nian Nian that you are sick."

Guan Shan held Fu Rui's hand, he should put the ring on him again, but love is not just a matter of liking, just like it is impossible for him to handcuff him with that chain for a lifetime.

Love or protection that is too paranoid is no different from shackles.

"You decide for yourself."

Fu Rui gripped the ring tightly, making his palm ache.He hoarsely called Ah Shan, but the only answer was the sound of locking.

Guan Shan's hand was still on the doorknob, the corridor was empty, Guan Nian was still taking a nap, he sat down by the door, and closed his eyes wearily.The snow hasn't stopped yet, the whiteness blocks the land, and it seems like it will take a long time to see the day when spring comes.

The small roads in the suburbs were also covered with wind and snow, and a taxi was driving smoothly on the cement road.

There are bare birch trees along the way, the scars on the trunks are like pairs of black eyes, the withered yellow grass is covered by heavy snow, and a thin layer of snow has accumulated on the concrete road.

Lin Xun opened his eyes on the back seat. He raised his eyelids slightly and caught a glimpse of the pilled white seat cover.Baixue and Shulin backed away soundlessly, he touched his wrist carefully, and sure enough, he touched a pair of cold handcuffs.The pendant on the rearview mirror swayed gently in the bumps, and an outdated pop song was playing in a low voice on the radio.

It was exactly the same as the one he heard on the way to the funeral that year.

Lin Xun groped in the crevice of the seat with his index finger. The inside was clean and there was no tool to unlock it.He clasped his right thumb, gritted his teeth and pressed down on the joint.

Yan Jing vaguely heard a muffled sound. He glanced at the rearview mirror. The eyes of the person lying on the back seat were still closed. The temperature of the air conditioner in the car was too high. His forehead was a little sweaty, and the gauze on his neck was a little loose. Take off, slightly undulating with breathing.

The effect of the medicine lasts for four hours, and it is still too early to wake up.

Yan Jing withdrew his gaze, held the steering wheel and continued to move forward. There were only 10 minutes left before the agreed time, and he had to hurry up.There was a sudden sound of cloth being ripped from behind, Yan Jing couldn't cry out, and immediately turned his head to look, but the trachea was strangled by the thin rope wrapped around his neck.

Lin Xun tightened the hat rope that was pulled out from the down jacket, lowered his head to hide from Yan Jing's hand, and pushed back against the car seat with all his strength.

There was a screeching screech in the silence, and the taxi rushed off the road in the heavy snow and slammed into a birch tree beside the road.The birds perched on the trees flew away in panic, and the branches and snow fell on the deformed hood.

The engine was smoking white, Lin Xun kicked the car door, and climbed out of the car with his forehead propped up, with a pair of handcuffs hanging on his wrists, the joints of his whole body were aching, and the pain in his head was getting worse.He shook off the blood on his hand, gritted his teeth and snapped back the dislocated thumb of his right hand.

He stepped on the icy snow and opened the door of the driver's cab. The man was lying on the seat covered in blood. The seat belt was only enough to keep him from rushing out of the windshield. Should he bleed or bleed? .It's an unfamiliar face, and I don't know where it is from.

Lin Xun picked up the gun that fell at his feet, the wound on his hand burst open, blood stained his hands all over.He held the gun, which was heavy and frozen to the marrow of his bone like a block of ice.

The car is useless, and he has no place to hide in the wilderness. If this person wakes up, he will have no chance of winning in terms of force.

He stepped on the snow with bare feet, and blood dripped down his wrists to his feet.Han Lin thought he liked guns, so he gave him one on his birthday, but he didn't actually like it.

Lin Xun aimed at the man's temple, and the snow fell on his hand, melting with the blood.He panted and pulled the insurance, his wrist trembling slightly in pain.

I don't like it at all.