like a dog

He is destroying him.

Guan Shan stuck Fu Rui's throat, and only this sentence came out sharply in his mind.He was pressing on his wound, and the loose gauze on his neck was wrapped around his fingers, the skin was hot, and the blood was hot.

There was a sweet and full smell in the smell of blood, which seeped into his hands like venom.

Guan Shan controlled his strength and exhaled numbly, but all that was rushing to squeeze the air intake was the sweet smell of Fu Rui in heat.Those breaths collided in his chest, roaring like a huge swarm of bees.They had been repressed for so many years, fermented so mellow, and ruined his sanity, reducing him to a dazed animal who could only think with teeth and hands.

This was even stronger than that day at Westbridge Hospital.

At that time, Fu Rui's panting and sobbing squeezed him in the narrow elevator, and he almost forgot how he carried him out.He gritted his teeth and walked step by step, with his face pressed against his chest, he called out to him in a whisper, and looked up at him with trembling eyes.

He looked down at him, his eyes collided, and he hugged him even tighter unconsciously.The deer passed before his eyes, the dead deer he had disemboweled the day he escaped from the game.Its dull eyes lit up again, shook off the dust on its body, passed him in the hospital corridor, and ran towards the endless green fields.

And the boy he lost grew into a brighter star, falling into his arms and burning hot, he seemed to be strangled, he groaned in pain and pressed it tighter to his chest, his lips rubbed against his clothes, so red Yan, like blood.But what is said with this mouth is always so difficult to tell the truth from the false.

When he was 13 years old, Fu Rui was already like this.

During those few months, Zhou Wan and Guan Han were in a cold war.They once again had a dispute over the scope of care. Guan Han felt that Zhou Wan was too cautious. Guan Shan had grown up and should have a free space instead of her overprotectiveness. Zhou Wan disagreed, "Just like you Like my younger brother, do you raise that kind of unruly wild child?"

Guan Shan heard Zhou Wan's sarcasm outside the study, and it was the first time he heard her use that kind of words to describe others.After a burst of noise, Zhou Wan raised her voice, as if trying to suppress her anger, her voice trembled slightly.

"...The way you look at him is not looking at your own brother at all."

After that, Guan Shan didn't hear clearly, and he didn't know whether it was Guan Han who persuaded Zhou Wan or whether Zhou Wan didn't want to continue arguing with him, but during those few months, he did get unprecedented freedom, and he couldn't go out. No longer too restricted, but he dare not get carried away.

One week, he met with Fu Rui almost three times, and he discussed with him that it might not be convenient to come out later.The other party was very straightforward and said, "Okay, then I won't see you for a while."

But when he went again in a few days, Fu Rui became angry, and when he saw him coming, he also smiled coldly.

"Yo, which young master is here?"

Fu Rui seemed to have developed a skill, telling the truth as if it were a lie, and telling the lie as if it were the truth.

He couldn't figure him out, couldn't figure him out.At first he pondered it, but later he stopped thinking about it.Anyway, whether it is true or not, it is just a thought, as long as he thinks, it can be false.

"Walk……"

Fu Rui gathered the bed sheet tightly, trying not to hug him, the other party buried his head on his neck, licking and biting the wound, his chin was itchy because of his hair pricking.What a dog.

He felt like there were barbs all over his tongue, and the pain from scratching his skin made him gasp.He said he didn't like it, but he still pretended not to hear it.He feels hopeless, this is his Alpha, a bastard who can never communicate.

Fu Rui burst into tears from the pain, his legs were so weak due to heat, when Guan Shan overwhelmed him, he didn't even have the strength to resist.Fortunately, his usual roughness saved him the last bit of sobriety.It seems that pain is also a good thing to a certain extent, so that he won't get entangled completely out of control.

Oh no, he's not his Alpha.He is someone else's.

If he had weighed the pros and cons before, there would have been no need to carry anything now, anyway, Guan Shan had seen even the most ugly appearances, and this time he was quite unrestrained.But not now, as soon as Guan Shan's hand touched him, his mind was full of the image of him hugging Guan Nian just now.

Is he so gentle with others?I saw him on TV, some shit charity dinner, when the camera caught him, he didn't always smile well, but when he was in front of him, he was as cold and hard as a rock, never soft-hearted, and never smiled.

"you put……"

Fu Rui couldn't help but be kind, he bit his neck, pressed his jaw and licked his blood, the hot pheromone inside poisoned him even crazier.Fu Rui was bitten and trembling all over, and his smell came in from those openings, hissing happily under his skin, the pain made him dizzy, his eyes were red and he roared: "Get out!"

Fu Rui kicked Guan Shan hard with all his strength, clutching his neck and crawling to the side, as soon as he moved, warm liquid flowed down the heels of his legs.He clamped his legs in embarrassment, sobbed with red eyes, and curled up with his arms folded.

"What is this, what is this..."

Fu Rui bit his lower lip tremblingly, he could imagine how embarrassed and unbearable he was now.

He was slowly losing control of his body, he couldn't stop crying, and he didn't consciously want to open his legs, eager to be entered by this person.Throat dryness, not enough air in nasal passages.He choked up and suppressed the urge to call his name, and crawled into the corner with trembling knees.

Guan Shan wiped the blood from his mouth, and dragged him back with a gloomy face.Fu Rui was still holding on to the sheets, and he messed up the bed. Guan Shan turned his shoulders and saw the sweaty face.Fu Rui's cheeks were flushed, the gauze on his neck was stained with blood and sweat, his eyelashes were wet and trembling, his body exuded a sweet smell, but he closed his eyes and gritted his teeth.

Guan Shan let out a breath slowly, his voice was also hoarse, he lowered his head, his voice was a little tired, but the blood surging in his body was so excited.

"why……"

Fu Rui opened his eyes, his brows were still furrowed, he fell on the messy bed, paralyzed by the heat, but he still kept the last thorn in his eyes.

He loosened his clenched teeth, made a mouth shape with trembling lips, and rolled.

Guan Shan touched his chin, and as soon as he touched it, Fu Rui unconsciously pressed against his palm, and even his breathing became short of breath.Guan Shan touched his lips, touched his cheeks, so hot and soft, every inch of skin was yearning for him.Everything was thinking of him, towards him.

Except his eyes and his heart.

He doesn't want to.

why?

Guan Shan pinched Fu Rui's neck, gasped and looked at the wound on his skin, his chaotic brain was crowded with what he had said before.

Fu Rui is very different from usual today, very angry, but why is he angry?This person always mixes truth and lies together, and there must be something he cares about in the previous words.Which sentence is it?

Fu Rui gave up completely, he no longer resisted anything, and let himself rub against his hand.He couldn't resist instinct, and he couldn't resist him.Just do it, what's the point of being hypocritical, will the country give him an award for not being afraid of rape?

At this time, Guan Shan suddenly withdrew his hands and got off the bed. Fu Rui heard him open the drawer to search for something, and collapsed on the suit, unable to use all his strength.His clothes were crumpled by him, and the smell on them made him love and hate, he closed his eyes and gave up on himself.

Come on, come on, take whatever you like, locking him up and handcuffing him is not a new trick, how about persuading him to try rape, it's more fun, and it will save him from crying with pain and hoarse voice later.

"Fu Rui."

Fu Rui heard Guan Shan's voice falling hoarsely above his head, and didn't want to answer him at all.He didn't even bother to open his eyes, it was probably another handcuff, he shook his hand and said irritably, "Dai Dai Dai, wear it whatever you want!"

Guan Shan looked down at him silently, took his hand and put the ring on it.

"You... what are you doing!"

Fu Rui looked at the ring on his ring finger in disbelief, this time it wasn't because he was panting, but because he was really frightened and stuttered.

"Proposal."

The erotic fever also infected Guan Shan, desire grew wildly in his breathing under the skin, and his expression that remained unchanged also changed.He stood in front of the bed, his cheeks were slightly flushed, and his hair was disheveled.

It was very similar to when he rushed to the door of the confinement room that day, with rare cracks, like a real living person.

"You are crazy!"

Fu Rui tugged at the ring, but it was tightly wrapped around his ring finger, and he couldn't take it off no matter what. When he was in a hurry, a few more tears fell out of his already uncontrollable tears.

He wiped his face in embarrassment, sniffed his nose and shouted at Guan Shan: "Who allowed you to propose? You are sick!"

"You agreed to wear it yourself." Guan Shan didn't give him another chance to toss about the ring, and pushed him down on the bed again, "It's made to order. You're getting fat now, so you can't take it off."

ha?what did he say?Fat?

Fu Rui was so angry that he was so angry, I am 1.8 meters tall and 72 kilograms, so you can tell me where I am fat!If he hadn't been so weak that he couldn't use his strength, he would have jumped up on the spot and strangled the bastard to death.

Guan Shan pressed his hand, pushed away his leg and said, "Is it all right?"

"what?"

Fu Rui was at a loss as to whether it was okay or not. Just as he was about to curse out his insanity, a thought suddenly flashed through his mind. He gasped, his lips trembling with anger.

"I just... said so much, you fucking... only heard the sentence that you don't get married and don't have sex?!"

Fu Rui raised his leg with one kick, Guan Shan had already gained experience, and Fu Rui's feet were so soft that he had no strength to dodge, and he fell down before the kick hit him.Guan Shan then pulled his calf in front of him, Fu Rui struggled desperately, and threw all the self-abandonment he had just prepared into the sky.

He clenched his fists and roared furiously: "Guan Shan, I'll fuck your mother! You proposed to me just to fuck me?"

Guan Shan pressed Fu Rui firmly, his skin was hot, his blood seemed to be throbbing under his palm, his legs were shaking and kicking wildly, panting like he was about to cry, and he was desperately trying to break free from him.His breath exploded more intensely in the restlessness, stinging his mouth and tongue dry.

Guan Shan pinched his chin unbearably, stared at his eyes and squeezed out: "Yes, in order to sleep with you for the rest of my life."

Fu Rui was immobilized by Guan Shan's explosive oppression.He froze his movements, like a prey trampled by a natural enemy, shrinking his neck and trembling, his fragile nerves couldn't bear the almost terrifying suppression in his breath, and broke down and cried uncontrollably.

Seeing him crying like that, Guan Shan was also stunned.Letting go was afraid that he would run away, so he wouldn't say soft words, he hesitated and reduced his strength, and comforted him bluntly: "Don't cry."

Fu Rui's eyes were red, and he glared at him with sobs.

You speak so easily!I fucking want to stop too, what can I do if the tears can't stop?I'm not ashamed to be scared and cry by Alpha at such an adult?

Guan Shan looked at him silently, let out a breath slowly, trying to calm down the pheromone as much as possible.After a few seconds, Fu Rui was finally able to control his emotions and stopped crying so embarrassingly, but his back was still stiff and trembling.

Guan Shan looked at his tear-stained face, touched his chin, and slowly lowered his head to kiss his lips.His pheromone trickled in from between his lips and teeth, soothing him instead of his words.The breath is as vast and gentle as a river.

Fu Rui blinked blankly, Guan Shan's face was so close to him, he could even see a small scar on the corner of his eyebrow.He seemed to have never looked at him so carefully.

People's appearances are always untrustworthy, and pheromones can always reveal things that a person does not want to reveal.There may be a monster hidden under the smiling face, and there may be a hot heart under the cold body.

This gentle smell and kiss made him suddenly feel like he had changed back to the same Guan Shan, the shy and gentle Guan Shan from before.

Guan Shan ended the kiss, supported the bed and looked down at Fu Rui, and said slowly, "I'm serious."

Fu Rui fell on the messy bed and let out a muffled oh.They hadn't kissed more than ten times, and this man was as bad at kissing as he was in bed.He doesn't know how to talk about love, and sometimes he can't even say a word about people. His brain circuit never shares the same channel with him, and he doesn't show any affection when tossing people.

Terrible Alpha, worst date ever.

Only rough-skinned fools like him would like it.

"Whatever you want!"

Fu Rui was so annoyed by Guan Shan's stare, he covered his eyes irritably, the ring finger that couldn't be removed almost knocked his eyes, the pain made him blushed for no reason.

"Fuck!" Fu Rui cursed angrily, and ruthlessly tugged at Guan Shan's collar, "Can you do it? If you don't, I will be self-sufficient!"

Guan Shan didn't speak, he answered him simply and rudely with practical actions.Fu Rui shed hot tears in the pain and trembling, and it really was that real beast.Panting, he gripped his waist, pulling his hair to respond to his biting kiss.